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kentucky-daisey · 6 months ago

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About to go to a movie night with friends but the group keeps getting smaller and I think we're down to me, a friend, and my crush. It's also now taking place at said crush's apartment?

I might not survive tonight. Pray for me.

#wlw #crush #i keep thinking i'm over her and then i see her and the crush comes back full force #like she's really cool #and smart #and funny #and an absolute nerd #and we like a bunch of the same movies #and she makes me tea every time we play D&D #like we don't even play at her place #it's at a friend's #but she makes a pot of tea for us to share every time #and i think i might be going a little bit insane?#but i'm a coward and will likely never make a move #because low self esteem is a bitch and i can't image she'd ever be interested in me #but the last few times we've left D&D she's walked a block or two with me #even though she lives the opposite direction #like we just talk #and we usually stop at whatever street corner she decides to take and talk more until one of decides it's time to leave #crushes are the worst #and i feel a little like i'm dying #the last time we played she was sitting next to me on the floor while i sat in a chair #and all i wanted to do was reach out and touch her #like not in a gropey way #just her shoulder or something because she was sitting so close #wish me luck #lgbt #lesbian

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