#because im a vulnerable wuss or something

[toughtttz]

Im gonna watch "the invisible man [2020]" tn since from what I've seen it's like. my actual worse nightmare on video.

I've gotten rid of god so I haven't felt like I've been watch watched [i usually feel like im on the truman show anyway] in a while,, maybe this will make me feel like im being watch watched

[shadowsinger11]

Dear Bobi,

I really dont know why Im writing this, you were down in the common room with me just a few minutes ago and I was too much of a wuss to say anything. You noticed, of course, that something was on my end, you even asked if I was alright! Very sweet of you to do, but a bit too Hufflepuff for my liking, might have to talk to the sorting hat about that. If I was telling you all of this to your face, you’d say I was making jokes to cover something up, and you’d be right, like you always are. Honestly, Im questioning my own place in this sodding house since Im not brave enough to say anything to you, and Im putting far too much faith in Errol to deliver this by tomorrow morning. If that bloody bird delivers this late, and you wake up having not received it, you’ll be dealing with me in a state all day, and it’ll drive you barmy. Merlin’s beard, I dont think I’ve ever actually been nervous enough about anything to stall this much! But I suppose I’d better get down to my reasons for writing this. You’re my best friend, and it’s about time I admitted to you that the feelings I get around you dont really fit the limits of being best friends. You are the only person that makes me laugh harder than Fred, the only person that can actually make me blush, and the only person I’d swoon over in public without an ounce of shame. Basically, I like you, far more than someone who’s “just a friend” should, and I am hoping with everything I’ve got that you havent written me off as nothing more than a friend. As for the reason Im writing this now, Fred told me that if I didnt he’d tell you about my feelings himself, and while I dont particularly want to face that humiliation, Im mainly worried about you hearing from somebody else about my feelings, when I want you to hear them from me - or technically see them, because Im the wussiest Gryffindor around. So, there you have it. I really dont know what’s going to happen now, or how Im going to face you at breakfast tomorrow. But just having you near me will make this feel a whole lot less terrifying, I know that at least.

Yours,

George.

P.S. This was all a bit soppy, but that’s just the magic of you. Merlin’s beard, that was even soppier!

Holy fuck, this made my entire day. You know what, scratch that, my entire MONTH. Seriously thank you SO MUCH to whoever wrote this for me, it's brilliant!! The characterization and the monologue are so on point that it's actually scary, I swear. And thank you for including small details about me, they truly made the letter feel personal and special! Honestly your writing style is so good and you need to start writing fics if you still don't! I'd also like to know who you are so I can personally thank you!❤

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Dear George,

Errol did end up delivering the letter to me just in time, no need to scold the poor birdie, I promise you. Your reasoning certainly explains your behavior lately, I had become really concerned about you. But now that I'm aware of your feelings, I don't know if I should be excited or anxious. So I guess I'm both.

First of all, I need to thank you for thinking so highly of me, especially when I myself don't at all. Your ability to observe and read people is impressive, but at the same time quite terrifying such as right now. I have never felt so exposed in my entire life and it's scary being this vulnerable, you're not the only wuss here.

I decided I'd share my feelings with you on paper as well, because there's no way in Godric's name I'm saying this out loud to you in half an hour at breakfast, and hopefully, you'll receive my letter by tonight. I'm sorry you'll have to experience a nerve-wracking day today, but I'm just as afraid as you are.

I'll be straightforward about it - I do like you a lot more than just a friend. I have always admired your independent, creative, free spirit, and your undying loyalty to your loved ones. You have always been the one I'd trust to give me advice or return the smile on my face. So I suppose I had grown feelings for you somewhere along the way and, dare I say, fallen in love with you.

I'll give you as much time as you need to process this so we can both discuss it afterwards. Just know that my heart belongs to you, it has for a very long time now. And you're more than welcome to keep sitting next to me at breakfast.

Yours forever,

Bobi

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