#because if you're the only consistent factor in these situations then yeah! maybe I am the problem actually!
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The real question is, if I'm not weird and annoying, then why do people treat me like I'm weird and annoying wherever I go? Hm? Why's that? Dingus
#sorry for all the vent posts. just.#thinking about going to uni and having to undergo the mortifying process of being known again#what being bullied for years does to a motherfucker#and the thing is I know like objectively being bullied wasn't my fault#but at the same time it's kind of hard to believe that some of the ways I was treated weren't warranted if *everyone* was doing it#and I was an annoying child! and I probably still am annoying!#and I don't want to deal with the whole process of people treating me like a friend for a bit#and then dropping me once i lose my temper or cry too much or become too enthusiastic again#because that's what ALWAYS happens when I'm forced into new groups#and when it keeps happening it gets pretty hard to believe it when people tell you you're not the problem#because if you're the only consistent factor in these situations then yeah! maybe I am the problem actually!#maybe I am an overly sensitive and extremely annoying cunt! maybe that's why nobody actually wants to be close to me!#ever considered that!#vent#delete later
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