#because I'm a few inches taller and 90 lbs heavier they think that when I want to do something | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

catsnuggler · 10 months ago

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the highlights of today were that I ate dinner at the table, finished the practice math test for the sheet metal job I'm looking to get, and I finally sat myself down and sewed the side of my boot that was slowly starting to come undone a bit. it should be solid now.

#on the other hand...#couldn't even call someone on the phone #without my sibling yelling and screaming #I can't even call someone on the phone #there's context to it sure but it wasn't like I was caught gossipping about my sibling #the topic had nothing to do with my sibling but they yelled and screamed and made it about them #and I had to hurriedly end the godsdamned fucking conversation #I can't even make a phone call without the possibility of being yelled down #but if I even SUGGEST something to stop this shit #to even mildly check them #suddenly I'm a control freak and the bad guy and I'm just too bitter #because I'm a few inches taller and 90 lbs heavier they think that when I want to do something #that must mean that I want to break bones or something #in my angrier moments sure I *feel* that way #but I know it's wrong and won't do it #I want to get them out of the house and somewhere else to get un-hooked and stabilized #and then get the house at least as organized as it was before they came here #is that asking for much? especially since it wasn't even that neat before?

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