#beauitfully said!!!

[tewwor]

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positivity meme ( always accepting )

🌵 recommend a canon rp blog

@lovehungered — rewinding a bit to stick my foot back into op for a sec. i absolutely adore the way you write sanji. it's so clear how much care and thought you put into him. and your writing, oh your writing!!!!!! stunning, perfect flow, amazing attention to detail. and you're such a kind person too!!!!! can say, without a single doubt in my mind, that having you on my dash is such a treat

🍀recommend an oc rp blog

@interxstitial — GET over here ( with much affection ). to be honest, idk where to even start. like jiwon is one of my fav ocs out there. i said it!! and i'd say it again!!!!! he's so silly, so full of hope, so trusting ( please stop trusting these very mean characters in my arsenal ), and so so precious. you've put him through the WRINGER and you're SO mean for that, but it does.... make for very juicy interactions............ ( don't look at me ). outside of rping, you're such a hoot and a holler and everything in between. we have the same ridiculous sense of humor with the tendency to YAP AWAY. gosh, it's been so much fun writing and chatting with you!

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@cordoliae — vic, deeply beloved and cherished friend..... you inspire me to the nth degree. your words can quite literally move mountains, i fear. i mean it moved me For Sure and your headcanons. GOSH YOUR HEADCANONS!!!! YOUR CHARACTERIZATION OF EVERY CANON YOU PICK UP!!!!!!!!! YOUR OCS, YOUR BEAUITFULLY COMPLEX OCS!!!!!!!! you singlehanded made me feel so much more comfortable and confident in portraying j.jk canons specifically and i thank you for that. top tier, ten star review, 20 michelin stars. i will never not sing your praises.

🌼 recommend a blog with beautiful writing

@temporalobjects — typed out this url SOOOOO fast yall don't even KNOW. hi buddy (ㅅ´ ˘ `) how've you been? hope life's been really, really good!! oh, before i get carried away, everyone — there's some Crazy Talent here fr. being completely honest when i say i have such a blast writing back and forth with all of these funky fresh and cool characters AND folklore. there's a definite soft spot in my heart for them! anyways, i miss you and hope life's been treating you well ♡

🍄 recommend a blog with incredible graphics

@hiohaku — okay but it's not just your graphics. it's the way you portray utahime and the enthusiasm you share and the prose — dear lort the prose!!!!!!! sublime, simply sublime, i really don't have the right words to describe just how fond and in awe i am over all of your content. and, personally speaking, you've helped me develop higu specifically and i'm so so grateful. but uh yes back to the original prompt — i think your graphics are so cohesive and aesthetically pleasing and so so so good! ♡♡

🌹recommend a blog that makes me happy

@koseigu — okay, am i biased? yeah, maybe, what of it? i see tsari put something on my dash and i leap for joy, duh? WOEIHGAOWIGH okay, but for real though. i thoroughly enjoy seeing you post literally anything. i mean, the replies and asks you hand out are poppin'. the inspo and graphics are bangin'. and you're just so friendly and considerate and i am Gripping our niche interests with both hands. again, i'm glad to have found you, friend ♡

🌴recommend a blog i haven't spoken to yet but admire from afar

@ichigokurosaki — will not lie! a bit surprised to see someone from the bleach fandom follow, but i'm so glad you did! tbh it made me kind of nostalgic since bleach was one of the first big title manga i got into but anyways! hi •ᴗ• i think your characterization of ichigo is remarkable and your writing has me ogling from afar.

🌺 i'll recommend a blog i've followed forever

@womanlives — ( enter entire orchestra and band and choir of the world ). no one should be surprised. they shouldn't!!!!!!!! qt, you phenomenal goober. you marvelous writer, creator, gamer, and just everything-er. i care you so, so much and i hope you're doing alright— at least okay! i eagerly await your return and can't wait to show you my newest jester dance and song. love you so many ♡♡♡♡♡♡

🪵positive thing about my own blog

... why. i already listed two whole entire things. i'm running out of things to say >:( i think my blog is silly in a Good way. there.

[popculturebuffet]

Theevan Review (Patreon Review for Emma Fici)

It's been a long year. While we're almost at the end and film has never been better, a combination of Disney being homophobic, warner bros burning the house down, and the worry the republicans would hyjack the goverment (they haven't.. for now).. it's been a LOT. I"m fairly exausted coming out of it and I STILL have a month to go. It has not been great. So naturally finding out what Emma intended for my patreon review, the Looney Tunes Special carnival of the animals, gave me almost nothing to work with wasn't great. Thankfully Emma, one of my patreons and closest friends, is a VERY understanding person, so she was fine with switching and since we were well past thanksgiving, that mean ti twas a free for all.. and that meant I got Theevan instead. And boy was this a nice early christmas present. Theevan... is what was as far as I can tell a student project done in blender by Indian Animated Danan Thiakanathan about ten years ago, that he turned from a student film into a full film in 1 and a half years. And that's part of the problem: that's a fairly short time for an indie animation, and it's clear Danan was so eager to get the film out. .he didn't really beta test it enough. As such it is one of the most memetically jank peices of animation out there: characters move their arms weird like their being posed, theevan's mom I guess meena has hair that looks like she hsaved all but a few strands off and never flows right, and theevan himself has expressions that look like an alien is going to burst from him and reveal it's true form any moment. It's not great and while I can't falt Danan's inexperince, I can fault him for getting a bit too eager. Trust me I know what it's like to want to get your project done now and some reviews i've regretted because I sent them out too soon or didn't have the time. It's why when you have al lthe time you need you should treasure it, use it well and use it wisely. That said even if Theevan was beauitfully animated... it's still a fairly simple story of a child who looks about 34 going on a quest to revive his mom after she leaves on "the ship" which I thought was you know going to be a metaphor for death or something but is an actual ship.. only for a dragon to kill it. Except the dragon might be her? Oh and he gets mugged by goblins because why not, meets a giant dragon being that looks like him, the dragon who may be his mom is killed, he get shis wish.. then falls off a cliff and falls into the water opening some kind of egg. My exact reaction

I didn't even mention the paper mache dragon he just flies around on. I get this was a university project.. but even for an experimental film it's pretty nonsensical. It's just kinda danan doing random shit. It's why THIS was hard to review too:

It was a fun bunch of stuff. I haven't gotten to bring it up a ton but I fucking love goblins so if you give me a bunch of goblins mugging a bald 12 year old whose clearly going through a big type situation for no reason, i'm going to love it. And honestly I can't mock the guys passion. I love animation, and love reviewing it and while critisims of "well then make your own thing then" don't hold weight with me, I can respect someone going out and doing it. Theevan may be weird, it may be majestic, but this man went out, made his vision, and put it out with no fear or shame. It's what makes the best so bad it's good stuff to me: when the creator isn't doing it to make it bad on purpose, or isn't a dick, but simply has genuine passion, heart and dedication. Theevan is a mess. I could barely make this much sense of it.. but it made me smile in a year where this medium's been in deep shit and my anxiety and workload has been getting to me. And that.. that's worth something.

[yyukhei]

I feel like you're one of the few vlogs with on here with common sense regarding the Lucas situation. I usually avoid fandom stuff but it seems like there's tension between wayzennies and lucas's fans atm. I get that he's still on hiatus but ot6 people are so annoying. And I don't believe people can claim to be ot6/ot22 and "avoid unit wars" bc they don't even stan with one of the units atp. I will be enjoying what wayv content we get in the meantime especially after this long break, and I know that adding him back rn especially as wayv are preparing a cb wouldn't be a wise business decision yet. However I do feel bad for the boys bc they obviously are so close and refer to themselves as family and I think they'd very much want to promote with him. They all dropped hints about Lucas still being in Wayv. They literally bring up that they talk to eachother as 7 members and they have said numerous times that wayv is still wayv/nothing changed. Ot6/ot22 people are the real clowns. I remember ten and yangyang's last stage of low low promotions in the middle of these rumors and they were so pissed on stage, you could see it. The fact that people don't want him in the group when the others clearly view him as family is just mean. Even if these rumors are true they are highly personal and at the end of the day none of our business. It's crazy how some people even refuse to aknowledge his existence when there are idols who did some actual awful stuff and they've been welcomed back into the industry.

liking and sharing wayv content right now feels really awkward bc a huge majority of the fandom is ot6 and it SUCKS

like you'd think the last ppl to abandon him is wayzennies but instead they proudly put "dni if ot23/ot7" like WHAT???

Also the video of Lucas that is going viral right now where his earpiece malfunctions during a stage rehearsal makes me feel sick. everyone is laughing their asses off saying mean shit in the comments and he literally performed beauitfully in the live performances.

they legit act like he did it in on purpose bc he sucks or something but he was literally in the front and couldnt see his fellow members to follow their lead. it just makes me so sad

this has gone far beyond nctzens and wayzennies, its literally across all fandoms, and i cant figure out how so many ppl decided to collectively ignore evidence and damn him??? i 100% blame SM for their silence but shit like you said so many idols have done SO much worse and literally never had a single consequence.

[bleepblopbloop56]

Some soft loceit? Please? -💛💛💛

disclaimer: don't flirt with resturaunt workers, its rude and bad

human au, coffe shop au, punk deceit au\\\

The coffee shop logan worked at had an array of interesting characters that popped in and out from time to time. Hipsters, men in suits, a flock of teen “YouTube stars” always holding cameras, students that seemed like they were about to fall over dead, cosplayers, witches, anyone and everyone would come to this shop, there was never a time where it WASN'T busy. And from logan's place behind the counter, he had a perfect view out the window to see them coming. 

None of the customers were particularly memorable, there was the occasional one who would make a good story for the group chat, but none that would be more than a fuzzy image  in his mind. Well, at least most of the, werre no more than a passing image.

The roar of a particularly loud and obnoxious motorcycle broke the somewhat calmness of the coffee shop, and on top of the bike was perhaps an even MORE loud and annoying man. The entire outfit he had screamed “look at me” along with the bright green hair and snake bite piercings hiding underneath his helmet. 

His platform boots  clanded against the hard floor, the little bell over the door jingling quietly when he pushed it open. He looked bored, well more accurately he looked hot (not that logan would ever say anything) he was probably straight anyway, didn't matter, definitely not. Just another face in the crowd. 

“Hello what can i get yo today” logan said, trying to  keep a straight face and not stare at the man towering over him. Logan wasn't short, but this stranger wasn't exactly the smallest guy either, and those boots definitely were unfair. When the stranger opened his mouth, logan completely lost all train of thought, hand writing down the order on command, but mind completely blank. He was sure he had to look like a little kid, staring up at this man but good lord his voice was like honey and his eyes looked like they could have held the secrets of the universe. 

“Are you okay?” the stranger asked, a small smile twitching on his lips, an eyebrow quirked beauitfully down at him, as if he could pratically see the gay panic in his eyes. 

“Uh- yes. Fine. can i get a name for the order?” he asked, looking down at the nonsense he jotted down in his daze. 

“Dimitri” he smiled, and it was just a name but god the way he said it made it sound like that was the only word logan ever wanted to know. He scribbled it down on a cup and began working on his order. 

“Hey, cutie, when you get off today?” dimitri leaned over the counter. Logan's face felt like it was on fire, he'd never been flirted with before, is this what flirting was, how do you flirt back?”

“In an hour.” he said, handing over the drink, only vaguely remembering that he had not paid. Guess it's too late now.. 

“I'll be back in an hour then, how about we check out that new restaurant down the street eh?” he smiled, sipping his drink and cringing hard. Logan has got his order wrong, of course he did, he was mesmerized. Dee didn't mention it. 

“Sounds uh, sounds good” logan stuttered, face red and hands shaking. He definitely wasn't doing good at this whole flirting thing. The man winked at him and walked his clunky boots out the door, taking his style and hair and piercings with him. Logan had a date. Holy fuck.

[sadbi-hours]

So I guess 9x07 of ahs decided to come after my deeply angsty ass tonight...and my god, did it do it beauitfully!

Oh, god, this episode bruh...where do I begin?!

Well let's start with Benji! Just when I thought I couldn't connect or feel anything new for Benjamin after the 100th episode than I already processed, welp I ended up being 100% completely wrong...so freaking wrong! I felt it all for this man tonight...I felt everything I could possibly feel for him!

I felt that bittersweet happiness that he emoted after he said his final goodbye to his brother...and he did what he believed was the right thing (spoiler and tw ahead) for the first time in his life...by ending it forever!

That fucking logic hurt me deeply in my soul! I understood it on a gut level. It resonated with me...because for--I am going to get personal, but heck it was a very personal episode tonight--someone who's tried to end their life before, I can empathize with his logic of believing the people you love are better off without the burden of you!

He's thinking of what he believes is best for his son, protecting him the only way he had left and knew how to...he took it as a fool proof plan to defeat RR and end the horrors he started in 1940s by being forced to kill his own mother...who only ever wanted the same before grief and rage twisted her soul and intentions!

I mean that's some deep shit! And Miss Lily Rabe just decided to came for our souls tonight, huh?! Lol! Because how could I condemn her for what she's done! She lost her son in the worst way possible...let it fill her with rightful hate and rage and a call for justice and she unleashed her pent-up emotions in a horrifying way--i am seeing a recurring theme for the ladies of 1984!

And I kind of like how it tied into the blood curse of Camp Redwood! I've been wanting to know more about the camp's logic for keeping everybody who has died stuck there...and we got it and why it may not have been as intricate as some of Ryan's plot twists, I believe it worked beautifully! Sometimes simple is better...and The White Lady's hatred for the camp counselors of any kind is what has keep them there...not a moral thing per say was fucking brillent on his part! Plus Hello our little Friday the 13th easter egg so to speak lol!

And I will just say too that the writing was really on point this episode...for me at least! Ryan wasn't relying solely on soundtrack to get his point across on what we should be feeling...he let the shows composers and Lily and John's amazing acting do it for us and I think that was a wonderful decision!

And speaking of amazing acting, Lily and John both slayed it this episode...I mean their scenes together are what sold me on Ryan's twist! They broke my heart in two...I mean when Benji was giving his speak to the ghosts of Redwood even they were lowkey crying for him, except Montana...she didn't even bother to hide how deeply what he said touched her...and I think that she can relate to him deeply when it comes to losing a sibling that was in some ways your entire reason for existing!

And while we didn't get too much of Benji and Bobby's relationship...I feel like Bobby was probably Benji's only friend...someone despite his jealousy of, understood and listened to him! I see the recurring themes you are sending out there, Ryan Murphy...and tonight, just know that you have my full support of it haha!

(Warning for those who are anti Montana, dark xavier, or xantana...this is their little section but I won't be sticking on them much because there wasn't much of them tonight...which I actually liked but anyways...)

And I guess Montana just runs the ghosts of Camp Redwood now...I mean in her words: Choice! I believe that 100%...and I don't need to explain why lol...but I also like that while they are scared of her and they should be...they also subtly in some ways look to her for or to know how to express compassion! I mean, I love my girl but she is Montana (who hasn't shown much of it besides those two times with brooke in ep 2 and again with xavier in ep 5) and while I know that all of Camp Redwood was crying at Benji's speech, they all tried to hide how much it affected them...all except Montana! She so to speak openly weep for him...and showed him that she understood and felt for him by once again offering up one of her homeboys off as tribute to take him to his mother...

And tbh, I don't know how I feel about that...It could just be Montana always trying to adapt to what people need and crave from others as a way to get what she wants...or she does it because deep down that's who she is: always giving up who she truly is to be what people need her to be!

Richard wanted a ruthless sex kitten...she gave that to him, but that was to get him to do what she wanted...but it still in a way makes my point lol...anynhow, Chet seems to be seeking something of a sister/mother type figure and she's given that to him, by looking out for him and keeping him in check...Xavier wants to have control over his situation, she gave him that (tho my xantana loving ass still thinks there is more to it than that but that's for another day)... Ray wants someone to take his moral conflicts out on, well she lets him bitch her out as he cleans up her kills... and everyone in Redwood wants to leave, she hatches a whole ass plan to maybe help release them from it...and Trevor wants what could have been, so well you know...and I ain't mad because we all know Montana lives for variety and no matter how much she loves someone, she'll never be 100% faithful in a sexual manner, so who knew I'd come to a day i'd be cool with that, but she has never lied about that part of her...and in some ways, she remains me a lot of Brian Kinney from Queer as Folk, who was very similar in that belief...and I swear it's so nice to see a woman in media allowed to be that sexually open and not condemned for it by the people around her who matter...

But we will see, Xavier has been known to be a jealous boy when it comes to Trevor...so who knows how that will turn out?!

And look I know I may be reaching, but that's what I've come away with for her this ep. and I'm just airing it out there haha!

And that leads me to Brooke and her whole debacle this episode:

Not only do Donna and Brooke need a freaking hug after this episode, but I truly thought I couldn't love Brooke more after last ep...and I was pleasantly wrong on both beliefs lol!

I loved her struggle to trust Donna and her motives for helping her...all understandable! Donna and the entire lot of those she's blindly trusted have fucked her over, but I love that here her trust wasn't misplaced. Donna only ever wanted to fix what she's caused...and she never wanted anything else from her. She gave back to Brooke what Brooke gave to her: trust and understanding.

I mean she was so in sync with what Brooke was trying to do with rushing her with the truck...not for a moment did Donna believe she was trying to kill her and I adore it! I seriously thought for a moment that Brooke was going to let her trauma and need for revenge allow her to become Montana 2.0 but she didn't! Brooke has completely stuck to what she believes is right these last two episodes and I 100% love her for it.

And I also liked that entire roller rink scene...and it's underling purpose! Donna let her experience some of what she missed in 80s while in prison...and thank you Ryan Murphy for having one character in 1984 actually in a way healthily air their traumas in a safe place...with a trustworthy (ish) person...and in return get almost a heathy response on how to cope with it!

I forever will give you kudos for that, but I also understand this is ahs and this is also a homage to 80s slashers and the main final character always returns to their greatest horror...and for Brooke that's Margaret and Camp Redwood, but my girl Donna decided to fuck it all and be a ride or die bff for a bitch...and I stan it so hard!

I love how we are getting ahs' verison of a positive female relationship...i'd never thought I'd see the day haha! Ryan just giving everyone something this season!

And Dylan's character, Bruce (?) is it bad I want to see more of him, even tho he's clearly psychotic and probably be looking to end Brooke's life after what she did...which I cheered her on the whole way as she did it...but yeah, please give me more of Dylan's insane character! Please and thank you...as if we didn't have enough chaos going on with only two episodes left, I also want Dylan's brand to be added to the mix haha!

And to Margaret, I still only have one thing to say...

I mean Lavinia said (@scienceandmischief for pointing it out her name to me! Thanks so much ❤) that Margret was already unhinged...Lily's character just nudged her in the direction she wanted to go...she still needs to pay for what she's done and hopefully my wifey Brooke will be the one coming to collect...but I am fascinated by a few things. Has Margaret's fanatic religious talk...been her deep down way of trying to atone for what TWL awoken in her and the things she's done?! I mean I don't know if it really matters at this point with her...but it still makes my brain wheels churn.

[lovinglydiego]

21st Birthday - Part 2

pairing: Diego x Reader

summary: Diego turns 21 and realizes who his soulmate is

Part 1

there might be a lot of mistakes!

feedback is always appreciated! hope you like it!

"Oh come on, Diego, just check already," Your boyfriend, Steve, grinned. He reached for Diego's arm but Diego pulled back.

Diego shook his head, laughing. "No, man, not now." Everyone groaned to which Diego only rolled his eyes.

Diego had covered his wrist with the wraps he used for boxing the night before. He didn't want to know who his soulmate was just yet, so his wrist has been covered since last night when he went to bed at 10pm. He didn't want to wake up and the first thing he sees is his soulmate's name staring back at him.

When you put together this night to celebrate his 21st birthday, he still refused to look at his wrist, even when everyone and you included begged him to check already. But he refused.

You got some of his friends together, or rather people that he talked to at the bookstore and the gym and some people you knew (that he also knew) to come out to celebrate. Currently, you were at a bar and only a few of you were eligible to drink, Diego being one of them. You were still 19 so drinking was off the table for you.

"How about we look and then we cover it back up before you even get a chance to look," you suggested and Diego looked to the other side of the table where you sat comfortable with Steve. Your hands were resting on his bicep and your head laid on his shoulder and Diego felt a knot in his stomach tighten but he smiled at you and shook his head. You could smile at him all you want but it wasn't going to make him want to sneak a look. Especially in front of everyone.

He took a swig of his beer and leaned forward onto the table. Everyone was always eager for their 21st birthday, they couldn't wait to see who their soulmate was. They didn't care about their birthday, they cared about knowing who they should spend the rest of their lives with.

But not Diego. He was too scared to see who it was. He was hoping it was someone he knew, but he was scared it wouldn't be them. So he planned on keeping it in the dark for as long as he could. He even kept the wrap on while he showered. For a few years, he was certain you were going to be his soulmate, but now having the evidence if you were going to be it or not, he didn't think he could face the reality if you weren't his soulmate.

"If it were me, I'd want to know who my soulmate is," Wendy, the red head from the gym said. Then she looked at every single person at the table, "Even if it was one of you fools." Everyone laughed, some people saying 'you'd be lucky if it were me' or 'ha, you wish!'

"I remember when I found my soulmate," Larry, a man who was 65 from the gym spoke. He joined the group in their celebration because he looked after Diego when he was 17 and all on his own. In some ways, Diego saw him almost as a father figure and it felt right that he was here with him and all his friends. "She was as pretty as a flower. Lovely smile too. She was a year younger than me so I waited until she got my name on her wrist on her 21st."

"What was her name?" Diego heard you ask. He turned his head to see you smiling at Larry, eager to hear the rest of his love story.

"Doloris," Larry replied, smiling into his glass filled of beer. "She was a nurse, she was very smart."

"Well, she sounds lovely," Diego heard someone say at the table, but he wasn't sure who. The alcoholic beverages getting to him. But he was glad no one pushed for more about Doloris, it would bring to much heart ache to Larry. He really loved her and sometimes would even tell Diego stories about her when he really misses her.

When the night was over, Diego was a stumbling mess. He was happy and giggly. He made more conversation in five minutes than he has in his entire life.

The only reason he was walking right now was because Steve was holding him up right. He was helping Diego pass through the doorway into his room with you following closely behind. You were softly smiling at Diego, never having seen him be this carefree since you've met him.

"Are you gonna be okay for the night, Diego?" You asked, leaning against the railing, hands stuffed into the pocket of your coat. You were watching as Steve helped Diego onto the bed but Diego kept tripping or bumping into things.

"Yeah, yeah, I'll be f-fine," he mumbled and sighed deeply when he felt his bed underneath him. He laid down on the bed, still fully awake. There was no way he was going to be able to sleep tonight.

"C'mon, we should go before it's get even late and your dad kills me for keeping you out late," Steve said, nudging your arm. He briefly looked back at Diego then back at you. You smiled at Steve letting him know you'll be right out. He sighed, "I'll be in the car." And then he was gone.

You walked over to where Diego's bed was. He was staring up at the ceiling with a big grin having taken form on his lips. "He's kind of a douche, you know," Diego told you.

"Let me help you with these," you ignored his statement and went to the foot of the bed. You began to unlace his shoes and preceeded to take them all the while listening to Diego ramble on about Steve.

"He doesn't like me," Diego told you again. "I k-know he doesn't, he just pretends to because he likes y-you." Diego looked down at yoy carefully and taking longer than need taking off his shoes.

"Why do you say that?" You asked, pulling slowly at one of the laces. You didn't want to leave him like this but you knew he'd be fine and you needed to get home before your family began to worry for you.

"Doesn't matter," Diego sighed, placing his hands behind his head, humming to himself.

"Are you going to be okay tonight, Diego?"

He looked up, you were now standing beside him looking down at him. Your hair was now loose and falling freely down your back and he couldn't stop staring how the moonlight spilling through the windows highlighted your dark hair in his dark room.

"I'll be fine," He replied, continuing to hum a tune he heard at the bar and coulsn't get out of his mind since.

"He likes you just fine, you know," you told him, nudging his bicep with your fingers. He nodded but you knew he didn't believe you and there was nothing that you'd say which would change his mind. It was like a sixth sense, he knew when someone didn't take a liking to him but he never seemes to care. "Besides, I like you. I don't care what Steve thinks."

Diego smiled at you and nodded again.

"So you're really not gonna look at your soulmate's name? If I were you, I'd be dying to know," you admitted and stared at his hidden wrist keeping his soulmate's identity a secret.

"It could be Steve," Diego said, feeling some venom in his mouth when he said that.

And instead of seeing you in a dream like state, you only scoffed and shrugged your shoulders. "Maybe, but I don't think he's the kind of person I'd want to spend the rest of my life with."

"Why do you say that?" Diego asked, arching a brow. He pushed his upped body off the bed too look at you more clearly.

"Doesn't matter," You shrugged and push him back down gently onto the bed. In his drunken state, he didn't put up much of a fight, he freely fell back onto his bed. "Goodnight, Diego, happy 21st," you smiled and kissed his cheek.

He mumbled something under his breath while he you turned away and headed for the door. You can hear him humming again before you closed the door behind you.

It was while after you had left and Diego was still wide awake. He had switched his record player on and played some old rock band's record he owned. The music only served as background noise as he absentmindly rubbed his thumb over his covered wrist.

He knew eventually he would have to see it, he couldn't keep it covered forever. But a part of him wanted to keep it a secret for as long as he could. If he didn't know who his soulmate was, that would be all he thought about. Like if her name was Chloe, all he would be wondering whenever he saw any woman out of on the street if that were Chloe, his soulmate.

But if he knew his soulmate, he wouldn't know what he'd do. How do you approach someone that you consider a friends only to find out they're the person you're meant to spend the rest of your life with?

It was easier for him not knowing. He didn't think he was in a good place to start any kind of romantic relationship with someone. He was still learning to live on his own and how to take care of himself.

"Fuck it," he spat out and on impulse, he pulled the wrap off. The escape instantly giving his wrist space to breathe and he held his breath as he stared at the name staring back at him. In a matter of seconds, all air left his lungs and he was feeling naseous now. He always joked you and him would be soulmates, much to Steve's distaste, but he never expected it be true.

He stared at the black ink for what felt like all eternity. There was no way you were his soulmate. He blamed the illusion on the booze. His intoxicated mind was playing tricks on him again. This was exactly how he thought there was no table in front of him when Steve helped him in and there ended up being a table and he smacked his hip bone right into it. In the morning, it wouldn't be your name on his wrist. It'd be a Chloe, maybe.

He continued to observe the newly written ink, it was glittering up at him in an almost taunting manner. His hand held his wrist and his thumb softly rubbed over the beauitfully written lettering, the moonlight casting it's light on them. Tomorrow when he wakes, it'll be something like a Chloe there.

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@slither-in-a-half @my-tiny-stars @ruby-scream @dontaskcuzidk @questionmymentality @caryled @this-red-in-my-ledger @lmdsklaus @its-an-avablogo-thanks @deviantly-gayy  @spaskaalekha @marinalunaestrella @asthepheonixrises @cookie-cherry @allhandsontheotherside

Tag List for this story (i'm only doing the separate tag list for this story bc so many people wanted to be tagged, but i only keep a general tag list!)

@rough-rowdie-boy @reblogserpent @noneotherthanthejoker @peterwandaparker @vividholland @eternal-l-appel-du-vide @southsidehufflepuff @marveley

I wasn't planning on doing a part 2 because I thought the first part was bad but so many people asked for it and I wrote it and I hope you guys like it! I'm sorry if it's kind of short, I'm a horrible writer and there's so many mistakes, I apologize.

[thesealovesme]

hi I just wanted to say that you write really beauitfully but its really intimidating because I don't think i could keep up?

SEA STILL LOVES ME;;

     [[ thank you first of all, for thinking my excessive amalgamation of graveyard metaphors is pretty, it really means a lot to me!!  I write completely stream of conscious, which is why sometimes it takes me a while to respond or send something in, because it’s gotta be a harvest moon and the right temperature with no distractions and the correct amount of caffeine for me to do fuckall.         That being said, I don’t really have a way to change my writing style, but PLEASE DON’T WORRY ! As long as you’re having fun and I can understand you, I’d love to play with you!!     I LOVE RANDOM PROMPTS, RANDOM ASKS, TAG ME IN THINGS!I’M REALLY NOT THAT FUCKING SCARY, I’M A GODAMN TURTLE. ]]

[win-cr-die]

ᴘᴏꜱɪᴛɪᴠɪᴛʏ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴏᴄᴏʟ ... tagged by @reignfyre​.

ꜱᴇɴᴅ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇɴ ᴍᴜɴꜱ ᴡʜᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴘᴏʀᴛʀᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴍᴜꜱᴇꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴡᴇʟʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʀᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ᴀᴡᴇꜱᴏᴍᴇ !!

ok shelby first of all ... i wanna say thank u sm !! literally i feel so blessed and honoured to be able to even rp with you and your dany and ??? i could literally say the same about writing with u so just know that despite having 10 ppl, i’m sending it back ur way. i’m in LOVE with out plot and can’t wait to explore it further.      #stan the girl band

i am tagging:

@bastxrdofwinterfell // my literal fucking homeslice. don’t think i have ever clicked with somebody as quick as i have this bitch and ?? i am HONOURED to get to write with such a beautiful jon and create all the angst and drama that we do but tbh, i just want some motherfucking jonerys happiness. but even if i cannot give that, i’d accept it just to write with cat’s ass for the rest of fucking eternity ok. i literally feel as though cat is my soul mate and i don’t think we’ve gone a day without talking since we met but ?? this bitch knows me and she knows how much shit i can chat and sdfghjk u ever just meet your match because ... we are a match made in HELL i tell u

@fallesto // okay i don’t know how someone can write so many damn muses and not only portray them all differently, but accurately !! they do this absolutely beauitfully and i always get mega hyped when i see that lil notification pop up on my screen and i’m like ... omg i have a reply ALREADY ?? i only posted it ten minutes ago

@fightsbck // lemme tell u somethin. never have i met anybody who gets as EXCITED for plots as bella. she’s a fuckin sweety and always seems to encourage me about everything we’re doing ?? we’re both busy gals but have probably brainstormed 101 things and i cannot wait to get down to it

@xneedlepoint // i’ve said it once and i’ll say it again. an amaaaazin arya and if you aren’t following beau yet then what are you even doing. super lovely mun, always eager to stir up some drama between characters and again, is another mun that i’m so happy to be writing with bc our threads just feel so UNIQUE

@blodistridi // ok tbh we haven’t EVEN started writing with one another yet but i did that stalkerish thing ya do where u lurk thru someones tags and read their shit and !! i’m absolutely hyped to get on with what we have plotted man. here’s to the beginning of angst, drama and a whole lotta fluff. 

@breakerofoaths // a beaaaaautiful jaime and a lovely mun too. ash is the cutest ok and i feel like he portrays jaime so so well and ?? it just gives me LIFE. you know when you can’t get enough of someone and want them to be online like 24/7 but you know you can’t be selfish ... yeah well thats me with ash 

@serbriennecftarth // bryn is the NICEST person i have met on this site so far and whilst our thread hasn’t really taken off yet, i forever find myself reading everything of hers that i catch on the dash simply because of her beautiful portrayal and the love she feels for brienne !! its so lovely watching somebody captivated by their chara

@wedonotscw // yara is one of those characters that i haven’t really heavily seen in my short time of writing asoiaf and tbh ?? i’m glad that the first one i came across is orrie. she represents yara in such an INTERESTING way and it literally is just ugh

@chevalier-de-la-fleurs // has loras down to a T, like i’m not even kiddin but i feel as though alice just understands loras in general ?? she gets his mannerisms, she gets his values and all in all ... shes just a lovely mun

@songtouch // the starter has been POSTED my muse is in the AIR and i am feeling some sansa x margaery. ok so kaiman is a babe. sometimes, it’s rlly hard talking to people on this site but with you it’s just so effortless ?? sigh now give me fluff

[curlyclogs]

Vega, Aries

Vega: What’s something you’ve done that you wish you hadn’t? if i’ll be honest, i wish i hadn’t come out to my parents when i did? it was a mess, i was young, and my mom said something that stuck with me that said, “what if you don’t know? you’ll be stuck with that label for the rest of your life. what if you’re wrong?” and that’s something that i have always struggled with. it’s why i don’t like labeling my sexuality. 

Aries: Favourite movie? cinema paradiso is an italian film from 1988, and it is one of my absolute favorite movies. you feel every single emotion, and it’s beauitfully done. i love, love, LOVE this movie.

[elenasancition]

BEAUITFULLY FUCKING SAID

The Two Ethan Ramseys

First of all, let me just say that even though I would have loved to even see Bryce this chapter, the June content was good, and I played both the Esme and Jackie scenes and enjoyed them. I didn’t think that Ramsey was overly present in this chapter. With turning down the diamond scene, my MC barely interacted with him. So this is not a post about Ramsey screen time.

Instead, let’s talk about the two Ramseys that are possible. If your MC has a romantic history with Ramsey (the threshold for this does appear to be fairly low), you get longing glances, some physical touching intermittently, and additional dialogue. For instance, looking at screenshots from this chapter, June will mention MC’s history with Ramsey if there is a “history” there.

Now, my MC has no history with Ramsey. So in my playthrough, I didn’t get that line. Instead, June focused on MC’s admiration of Ramsey that predates her residency. Ramsey and my MC feel like colleagues when they interact. Now, I know for some people, this hasn’t been the case. I’ve seen people mention that they are sure they didn’t romance Ramsey in book 1, but are getting all the interactions that indicate they did. My guess is there was a choice or two they made in book one they didn’t realize were coded as romantic. But for the sake of discussion, let’s just assume that if you truly kept things professional with Ramsey in book 1, you can avoid “romantic Ramsey” in book 2.

I actually adore that PB is coding things so that even if Ramsey is omnipresent in this book, at least the romantic angle doesn’t feel so forced. I just wonder why Bryce, and I’m assuming Jackie and Rafael, aren’t afforded the same treatment. My MC has only flirted with, kissed, and slept with Bryce. So why can’t my MC get a brief flirty wink from him as they pass each other in the halls? Why don’t the roomies tease my MC about Bryce? Why is it that if Ethan Ramsey is romanced, other interactions and dialogue are tweaked to indicate a more intimate relationship outside of diamond scenes and player choices, but with the other LIs, any hint of romance has to be player initiated and often only occurs in a diamond scene?

PB has proven that they can write two versions of a character based on previous interactions. Why can’t the Bryce, Jackie, and Rafael romancers get unprompted longing gazes or lingering touches? Why can’t other characters acknowledge that those three have a history with MC? The coding possibilities are clearly there. So why does only one LI get that treatment?

[graysongraysoff]

@takethewatch replied to your post “everyone: the new t/hor is great because it doesn’t take itself too...”

:/ that's not great. i mean i fucking love gotg but like, i also love cap 2. i feel like superhero movies should give us hope about humanity and one way is for them to be beauitfully funny but the other way is for them to be about people who dont give up even when the world is falling apart around them . . . anyway i have a lot of feelings about Ragnarok (as in the original legend about the end of the world and the death of the gods) and im really sad to hear

takethewatch replied to your post “everyone: the new t/hor is great because it doesn’t take itself too...”

that the movie isnt going that way

like yeah idk and like i said maybe the movie will surprise me but i’m kind of thinking especially based on the reviews i’ve skimmed that it probably won’t. i just really do think there’s a lot of potential with thor that marvel studios are kind of ignoring in favor of iron man and cap and that just grinds my gears a little.

takethewatch replied to your post “everyone: the new t/hor is great because it doesn’t take itself too...”

(ofc in its defense the thor movies have never been particularly heavy, like the fjrst one disappointed me too for its silliness )

(listen.......... true, but they were idk. different, though. they were definitely campy but more of that camp was about thor being a displaced god-prince and less about thor being a frat jock, which is like. i guess a fun trope inversion/revitalization or whatever but i just think it’s a shame to have a character with such a rich mythology -- both in terms of actual mythology and comics mythology -- to pull from and rather than try to make something genuinely like epic with it they’re making the hangover 4)

[jakganim]

normally i stray away from any fic with a rating higher than T but when i read the description on your post saying that it was important to you, i said screw it and clicked to read anyway. i'm just??? first, that was beauitfully written, i just wanna say. i loved every second of it. second, i'm in awe of the fact that you wrote and /posted/ something publicly for anybody to see that was as personal as you "figuring yourself out." i'm really glad i decided to read that

omfg literally what is up with all of you today i am eMO NOW THANKS TO Y’ALL. MOVING OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE FOR ME??? BITCH WHAT. all of you need to stop giving me feelings, i’m weeping. thank you so so much, honestly.

i think that in me posting this for everyone to see, it helps me more than anyone else?? i want there to be conversation and i want to keep thinking about this story and its relation to me, and if other people would be willing to think about it for even a minute too, that would be really nice. it feels a little more real when i post it. writing mj’s character and story is like me trying to tell myself that i got this. granted, the events in this story are not by any means based entirely off my own life events lmao but the feelings and thoughts are mostly my own (in case you couldn’t already tell LOL) so yeah. thank you, for taking time out to read my story. i’m really happy you enjoyed it :’)