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izzy-b-hands · 7 months ago

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You ever have a day where you feel like you're doing everything wrong, even when you're like. just doing things you normally do. And are alone, so like the only person i could in theory upset/piss off/etc right now is me myself, and Yet the feeling persists

Yeaaaaah. That's today's vibe for me apparently lmao

#text post #it's fine bc i know it's probably just a culmination of a couple different worries that i should be able to address #in the coming days/weeks but all the same #my brain is pinging like no you immediately need to check with everyone you know that you aren't mucking up #but like. if that was the case they'd talk to me and let me know #and i could apologise recognise where/how I've fucked up and change what I'm doing/try to do better #some days i just can't turn off the 'everyone is frustrated with u & feeling worse bc u aren't recognising that u fucked up' feeling #bc sometimes it's true! i missed a cue or didn't properly pick up what was being put down/implied!!#and when i do that it just. kills me 💀#like i know that life does just involve fucking up sometimes and being in the wrong and apologising and doing better #but also oh god i need to know immediately if I've fucked up so i can do better and try to make things right #or as close to right as possible #i need to stop typing tags and get onto the survey sites and into the chores that need doing today #fr tho if i have fucked up recently & any friends on here know/have been nervous to tell me #pls just do. i want to know so i can try not to make the same fuck up again #the anxiety over feeling like I've fucked up something but haven't realised it is ten times worse than #being told i fucked up apologising and figuring out how I'm going to try and make things better #no more tags rn tho!! time to try and get something done!!!

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