#bc she's promising it'll be the last thing she does and IM. IM. IT COULD JUST BE PRINCESS. IT COULD JUST.
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"You brilliant, impossible woman."
I didn't even have a pact, and I was captured by one for ten years.
Wyll's immediate response is shocking. She doesn't know exactly what she had expected from her saying that. Pity? No, far from that. Empathy? Perhaps, especially from a man who hunted her so blindly. But this? This was never even an option in her head. Wyll is ... Wyll is very different than what she had thought. Especially now. His soul for hers when days prior he was hunting her through the Hells like a prized buck to hang on the wall.
The Blade of Frontiers is what she knew. A man out for glory. To be a hero. To be told to fetch and listen with a wag of his tail. (Not her. A reluctant guard dog that didn't want to fight until it was all she knew how to do. Until it was the only thing that kept her alive. Wyll is a good dog and she is not.) But now she knows Wyll even if he may not know himself all that much anymore.
There's a softness to her features, something you never would have guessed could come from Karlach if you had oinly known her for her rage. It looks like she could absolutely crumble to the touch for a moment.
Her mouth opens, as if to speak, only for nothing to come out. She's speechless, truly. Not an ounce of kindness or sweetness thrown her way in the last decade only for the one who could have finally ripped the head from her shoulders to be the very person offering such to her. It's almost overwhelming. " Just means we can get you out of your pact too, Wyll. " and there's a sternness to her words. Like stone burying into the ground: you will not move me from this spot. She is stubborn and, truthfully, so is he. They can buck like rams, horn to horn and hoof to hoof, or they can agree and work together like two parts of one whole machine.
" I'm gonna get you off of Mizora's leash. I promise. I'd even pinky swear it if I could. " she laughs, raising said pinky as it burns and glows with a hot red light. But, she turns serious again quickly enough. " If it's the last thing I do I'll make sure you're free. Just like me. "
#limpfisted#im gonna come into ur walls and wreak havoc#both of them not knowing the severity of her condition rn makes this hurt me WOOOORSE#bc she's promising it'll be the last thing she does and IM. IM. IT COULD JUST BE PRINCESS. IT COULD JUST.#it wont but MAN. MAN.#fire in my bloodstream. / act i
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hi dino!! i hope you've been having a good day!!
tell me some stuff about madara if you get a chance :o i wanna know more about him!! thankies <3
EEE HI LEO!!!! thank you so much i'm having a pretty good day! drawing a certain little guy we all love and IM SO HAPPY WITH THE OUTFIT DETAILS i never draw intricate things bc im lazy BUT IT'S WORKING!
madara...mmama madara mikejima....him
i'm not sure what things you know but that probably doesnt matter this is my chance to madara essay <333
okayokay so he grew up in the unfortunate environment of His Family Are Deep Followers To The Shinkai Cult. but his first instinct when he saw the boy everyone called a god was to befriend him. he was like "that kid is Absolutely lonely and needs a friend" and he tried!! this was a part of the reason his family labelled him a problem child. (if anything he wasnt a problem child at all, just bad parents.)
befriending kanata meant also testing if him being a god was really true. madara's younger sister being very sick lead him to promising her he could help her, and in turn when he couldn't she became angry with him. that was i Think the first failure (he 100% thinks in terms of failures. even one is irredeemable to him and he believes he's a monster for every mistake he makes)
so because he couldn't cure her, his last option was to make a wish to kanata to cure her—which didn't work, because kanata isn't a god and wields no mystical powers despite what he and everyone believes.
so that was when madara learned that everything with gods and magic were lies, false creations that people turned to for support when the real world was too scary for them. and he made it his goal to try and pull kanata out of that whole situation, along with maintaining a difficult friendship. (kanata's family And his family didn't want madara around him because they knew he was trying to take their "god" away from them.)
madara used to sneak in toys and books to kanata since he wasnt given any, but he usually had to take them apart in order to not get caught. and he would put them back together so they always looked like patchwork (this is told in chapter 2 of Myriad of Colors and Flowers)
despite his best efforts– he did all he could to try and save kanata, but because of how severe everything was it wasn't enough. anytime he became distant due to his family or his own choices at self preservation, kanata's loneliness became worse (knowing what lonely is when you have no one is so much different than when you do. knowing what not being lonely is like makes the feeling even more prevalent.)
so one of madara's main goals is to completely sabotage and destroy the remains of the religion they were born into. he often swears to never become like his parents, regarding them as "true evil", but he also doesn't resonate with being called a hero due to failing to save the people he loves. (he also calls himself selfish and says everything he does is for his own gain, which.. there is no way that's true, he doesnt want his efforts that fail to be failures To his loved ones. if they were efforts set only for himself, then if they don't go right it technically isn't him failing others. he needs therapy! and i'm sure this way of thinking doesnt stop him from being guilty anyway so really, just admit you care man we know you do)
his mama persona is so.. wanting to help out everyone as if a mother would, reasons being he didn't have that experience with his own mother and it's also a way to punish himself? because he can't Truly be that figure for anyone. it's like taking on a role you wanna be so badly even though you know it isn't feasible... he Knows it'll hurt when he can't live up to it! ugh i think he's doing the best he can and deserves the world
during the war (he was in his 2nd year) he was Constantly overseas. this was because he had influence at the school, along with rei who Also had major influence. (student council president and being a well known idol) and eichi needed them out of the way to orchestrate plans. dude they were like 17 and fixing international problems at different schools And doing idol work?? i'd die idk how they did it
rei also taught madara a lot with everything they needed to know to fix problems, make agreements, falsify passports, other illegal ways to get things done im sure. ritsu was supposed to be rei's successor but he was too sick to, so madara was his next choice. learned to pull strings from the best of the best!! madara is insane and he can and will do anything for the sake of a task, to help/protect the people he loves, etc.
rapid fire facts that are on the wiki but i'm saying because OUGH
he's so multi-skilled??? this man can do so Much. he can play piano, cello, and violin. can play in like every sport. is well practiced in FIGHTING. knows multiple languages fluently, english being one of them. and i'm gonna need him to stop being so hard on himself. cmon, you are literally not a monster i dont know how else to tell you this!
he doesnt let people get Too close to him because he doesnt want them to get hurt. he thinks everything he does is akin to destroying. he is incredibly affectionate and has no idea what personal space is. he lies for fun (part of his persona.) would, maybe has killed for people he cares about (he's definitely gotten in so many fights there's no way he hasnt. he is a revenge boy first and foremost) he hates religion because of his past with it, and he despises the idea of ignorance. he goes on monologues about humanity and how ignorance Will be its downfall. he doesn't like being compared to other things and has this thing where he hates being asked to do things that Anyone could.. he wants to be important, he is SO important. i adore him
if i got anything wrong feel free to throw a dart at me i know absolutely nothing about anything! i hope this was good :] thank you leo!!!
#madara mikejima#tw cults#good lord here we go!! i havent read double face stories yet so my knowledge is actually really fucking little!!#he makes me insane i want to hug him#enstars#leo 😼
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how long | im changkyun (I.M)
word count: 922
genre: angst
pairing: im changkyun x gn!reader (i know that the song is about a girl... but he just says the word 'girl', so it won't hurt doing this as gn, right?)
a/n: so... i chose to do this of writing some scenarios inspired by songs as a mini series, and i'm currently working in kihyun's scenario, and the only spoiler i can give to y'all is that it'll be a tsundere!kihyun au, and i hope you enjoy my writing, and this series as well <3 good reading
contains: so... basically, changkyun got drunk one night and cheated on you, so now you're clarifying things..... it's kind of a breakup/cheating scenario based on charlie puth's song how long (bc of the unit, i was going to do it with hyungwon, but suddenly, i felt like it was better to do it with kyunie), and the only warning i can give you is that reader curse him and the girl he cheated you with
he was with a girl, and your heart was broken into so many pieces you couldn't even count, so you just tried your best not to cry, and told your friends you were leaving the club, and you weren't going back with changkyun, well, he was quite....... busy right now
the busty brown haired girl was giving him a lap dance, while changkyun was kissing her neck over and over, and judging by the face he made while she was on top of him, he was moaning and enjoying the treatment...... and he had a hard on
one thing that he always joked about was that a hard on can be more sincere than a love confession.... and here it is, his erection was showing how sincere was he all the times he said that loved you
three days had passed since the day you've caught him cheating on you, you were supposed to hate him, you were supposed to be completely mad at him, but you couldn't, you were sad, you wanted your boyfriend, who was always there for you, back, you wanted to smile again and cuddle into him while he worked in some musics at his studio... and you hated yourself for not hating him
you were avoiding changkyun, but you knew that you couldn't just leave things like that, specially when he knocked on your door. it was 4 am, a cold and lonely night, just another one that you were crying instead of sleeping
"what do you want here?" you tried to sound cold, but instead, you sounded terrified of seeing his godly frame right in front of you
"y/n.... can we talk about what happened that night?" he entered your apartment, and you took a step back, just to maintain your safe distance, you didn't wanted to be touched, you didn't wanted to remember his touch, just like the other good things you remembered of im changkyun
"no. i have seen enough that night, changkyun, so don't come over here and give me some shitty excuses" suddenly, you felt the urge to cry, but were controlling it
"but it wasn't serious! i was—" you interrupted him
"don't say things like that, changkyun" you were practically killing him just with your eyes "you were the one who said me that erections were more sincere than love words, even if it is a joke, it didn't looked like one when that whore was dancing in your lap. can't you just admit you are wrong?!" you snapped, you couldn't just leave it all to yourself, you felt the weight of the world fall of your shoulders as you said it to him
he took a deep breath, before doing a thinking face, and finally speaking something after 5 long minutes thinking
"okay, i'll admit, i was wrong" he raised his hands as if he was surrendering something "what else can i say, y/n?"
"your biggest error was asking me to be your lover when you didn't really loved me, changkyun" you said his name as if you were spitting a rotten piece of an apple
"can't you blame my head instead of my heart? jeez, y/n! i was drunk! i know that don't make this right, but i promise to you, i promise, there were no feelings involved!" he was in despair of losing you, he knew he fucked up, but.... he couldn't just lose the love of his life for this stupid error, he couldn't
"how long, changkyun? how long has this been going on?" you sounded tired, broken.... and maybe you were
"what?"
"creeping round on me, while calling me baby, honey, and whatever you used to call me"
"it happened just that time, i swear!" he answered really fast, but you just raised your eyebrow
"you've been acting so shady these last weeks, i knew that something was going on" you laughed without humor
"whoa whoa whoa, stop" he interrupted your thoughts "you gotta believe me when i say it only happened once, y/n! i'm trying so hard, but you'll never see that you're the only one i wanna love, right? my feeling don't matter to you?" you nearly saw tears forming in his eyes, but he hurted you, you couldn't leave things this way
"they do matter, changkyun" you sighed heavily "but what about mines? it would be so wrong if i stayed with you after that... i can't hurt myself anymore like that, you were the biggest motherfucker ever doing this to me, i do love you, but... that's not right, and staying with you is going to make it worser for both of us" you were feeling proud of yourself for being strong enough to reject him
"does it means that we're breaking up?" he sobbed, he was crying, and you didn't even noticed that, suddenly, you felt bad, and thought about your answer a little bit, you wanted him to be happy, even after he cheated on you, he was still im changkyun, your 3-years boyfriend, who always made sure to make you feel loved and to smile, you needed him to be happy, just as much as he made you... and you needed to be happy too, but not with him
"yes" you said, and he just murmured an 'i love you, and i'm sorry for everything' and went out of your apartment crying, which made your heart ache, but you knew it was better this way, now, both of you could be happy
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