#bc i couldn't convince myself I'd earned a shower (i took it just recently after waking up instead tho) or to lay in my bed
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Brain says wamt write, but I open writing program and words go away
what fuck
#text post#full disclosure i struggled so hard to fall asleep last night i wound up sleeping on my floor post T shot#bc i couldn't convince myself I'd earned a shower (i took it just recently after waking up instead tho) or to lay in my bed#and all i want is to get any of the ideas I've been having down on the page concretely#or to finish one of my drafts and post it#or to get the stuff I've only posted here up on my ao3 too#however i work later today and rn my body hurts and my brain is once again on the kick of 'lets think abt all ur traumas at once'#so i fear i am not going to be as productive as i want#if i get thru my shifts and can help Housemate get some dinner squared away I'll call it a win for today#i feel like I'm keeping the bar too low for myself but whenever i put it higher i wind up not meeting it one hundred percent#and then i just feel terrible so. idk. im trying. once again. day in day out#really just wanna go hide in the midwifery charge au but alas i cannot merge myself into a fictional universe#but maybe tomorrow i can get some writing done for it
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