#bc I do genuinely think being more independent is going to help with [redacted]
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Having a weird one this week
#I’m house sitting for my dad while he’s away for a few months (yay for independence and freedom and feeling like an adult)#but it’s also the same week I’m starting a day treatment program for [redacted]#which isn’t ideal timing. at all.#I was supposed to start the program last week but they wouldn’t fucking answer my emails so it got pushed a week#and tbh I think it would’ve been helpful if I had a week of still living with someone before starting the program#but I don’t want to give up my freedom and move back in w my mom#bc I do genuinely think being more independent is going to help with [redacted]#but the depression is having a field day with my isolation and it’s only day 3#doesn’t help that I’m tired all of the goddamn time and have routinely been taking 3 hr naps even before living alone#but I’m still tired#ugh#it’s just. a lot. and the timing isn’t great.#I think having the normalcy of something like work would be helpful for maintaining a schedule and not feeling useless#however I cannot at the moment do treatment and work#tho I’m working on getting adjusted hours#however that would also make me even MORE tired#so idk anymore#m speaks#personal#just ignore me I’m rambling
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