#basically taking it upon herself to double down on olivia's downward spiral and jumping right in alongside her | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

arolesbianism · 10 months ago

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Why must it be 3 am I found a rly good rabbit au Jackie song and I desperately wanna draw smth based on it but if I did that then Id be going to bed at 5 am tonight and Id rather not. You guys should go listen to ofelia by kiltro tho it's pretty good 👍

#rat rambles #oni posting #Me when the toxic codependency that leads to an increasingly downward spiral of two women bending their morals and themselves beyond #recognition for each other only to grow more and more distant because of said efforts anyways #To be clear jackie still has shit morals in this au that is in fact why olivia also has shit morals #But jackie actually is on good terms with olivia for most of the story and loves her deeply #So she does notice olivia's downward spiral even with olivia actively hiding things from her and she notices them both becoming more distan #She gets freaked the hell out by olivia hiding shit from her but she's become so emotionaly dependent on her that she ends up loosening her #boundaries and as things get worse and worse she ends up taking it out on the staff that have been desperately trying to stop olivia #basically taking it upon herself to double down on olivia's downward spiral and jumping right in alongside her #Which in turn feeds into the whole reason olivia started down this path in the first place in a way that kind of makes her actually feel #Crushing guilt again as she's forced to watch the woman who she sacrificed her sense of self for end up sacrificing her own self back #Rly calls into question the justification for olivia doing basically everything she'd been doing for the whole plot #She hasn't been walking alongside jackie this whole time and now shes so far deep that jackie is left clawing after her #And once olivia 'dies' jackie is left behind to stew in her own grief and regrets #As much as she doesn't tend to question her morals it's hard to not think abt what must have went wrong

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