#basically it sucks to be demi bc i wasn't even that interested in him in the moment but now that i processed the event im like :( | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

quetiapinnapark · 5 days ago

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still thinking abt this bc at some point he asked if this was a date and i said "not really" bc i was really Scared but.... he was kinda funny and a bit cute but like, maybe I was right for not taking it into a romantic direction because it's my first time traveling abroad n also like whats the point of liking someone who lives in the US when i know damn well im staying in my country for the foreseeable future... but what if i did things differently?

i accidentally ended up on a quasi-date with a math nerd in the goddamn san francisco exploratorium for some reason

#why am i feeling weird about my choices!!!!#i think it was all reasonable #but my lonely ass can't help but imagine a cute international romance (that would never happen anyway)#maybe its just bc the trip was a very special moment for me and then this happened and it got Important #specially bc this bitch here couldn't shut tf up I WAS SO EXCITED TO SHARE MY WHOLE LIFE WITH A STRANGER IN ENGLISH #i think im just too lonely and hopeless about romance then whenever someone pops up it kinda messes with my head #like yeah wherever i am people perceive me and someday the right person will come but I never know when so ughhhhh #basically it sucks to be demi bc i wasn't even that interested in him in the moment but now that i processed the event im like :(#not specifically him but imagine how fucked up if i fell in love with someone not from my country. nightmare shit #at the same time the dating pool in my city is a fucking sewer and every cute guy i meet has two brain cells and shitty intentions #and thats why the exploratorium thing messed with my head bc like. idk #what if xuxa is right and no Brasil não há homem para mim #rants

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