#bani's yap sessions

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me watching someone else getting flamed for an anime take i lowkey agree with....

(ehem.. ehem.. gojo is NOT the hottest anime character of all time. he has a plain design, white hair and blue eyes??? boring... 😓😓 DON'T KILL ME)

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THIS IS SOOOOO REAL especially since i have a 4 year old paracosm with the most complex lore the human brain probably can't comprehend & sometimes when i tell people about it i js wish i could let them borrow my brain so they already know the story before i unleash my next idea so they can js be like WOOOO YEAH 😕

yknow what would be really nice? if there was someone who was like. as invested in my paracosm's story as I was. bc then whenever something exciting happens I could just go up to them like "hey look!!! look at this idea that popped into my head!! look look look!!" and I wouldn't need to explain every tiny detail that makes the idea so exciting bc. they already know the details

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i miss my old paracosms and the feelings that came with them

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me on my death bed but i remember how deku mightve be putting all the blame onto himself after seeing bakugos dead body thinking things like "if only i got here sooner" and continously self depricating even though it was not his fault at all 💔

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THIS PANEL LIVES IN MY HEAD RENT FREE I NEED HER SO BAD GUYS 😭😭😭🙏🏽

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ON GODDDDDDD I HATE THIS. ive BEENN saying how its so weird when people make MADD out to be such a cool and quirky thing that everyone does , what they're probably talking is immersive daydreaming and that's nothing compared to maladaptive daydreaming... spending 30 mins daydreaming about ur lil crush with fake scenarios before bed and blah blah blah ... calling that quirky and fun MADD is so crazy bc it just shows how you've done literally no research on what you're talking about and it just makes you look stupid to people who actually suffer from it. the tiktokification about disorders like these need to be studied bro

this kind of pissed me off because some people who are responding to this is making it seem like maladaptive daydreaming is some whimsical nonsense and coming up with fake scenarios in order to sleep at night. while that can be true, MALADAPTIVE means negatively affecting to function daily.

like it is NOT normal.

no hate to OP! just to give my two cents

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dohmain eckthpanthion ☝🏽🦷

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here's my para athena for you guys. took a while to draw, but this is the closest to what she'd look like. she's a bad bitch and she knows it 😜

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my lesbian nana cup alongside my bigback meal yayyyyyy

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andddd here's my drawing of artemis!!!!!! this is probably not the closest to how she looks like i can find pics on pinterest that resemble her more than this but this is my attempt on drawing my lovely lesbian para 😇😇😇

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happy 16th birthday to me. i've been crying so much my eyes are starting to itch. birthday blues are the worst

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*finally doing the thing i've been wanting to do for ages, but i kept hesitating because i couldn't do it well since i kept getting distracted*

*remembers my paracosm for 2 seconds*

well, damn....!

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i had a friend admit she stalked my old tumblr account before.. i'm not ok 😭😭 idk i dont feel good about people who are close to me/irl friends stalking my socials bc i have personal accounts for a reason u can go stalk those but to stalk these ones where its just me talking to the internet and only the internet? lowkey made me uncomfortable when she said that but i guess i can kind of let it go even though i rlly dont wanna bc we were going through some stuff and she wanted to check whether i was saying stuff on tumblr about her since im rlly active on here (nothing came out of my mouth) ... sorry for the lil rant its js smth that i wanted to get off my chest bc i hate people crossing my boundaries like that 😭

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executive dysfunction as an artist who has paras is like "if i don't draw them i'll die, but if i try drawing them i'll die" 😭😭

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love giving my paras trauma and then acting it out and making myself cry🙏🏽🙏🏽 sorry artemis i love you 💔

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have you guys ever read a story so good you had to stare off into the distance for a few minutes after you finished it, contemplating your life choices wishing you could erase your memory and read it again? i literally slapped my hand onto my mouth and stayed in that position for a few minutes after seeing "The End." like BRO 😭😭😭😭