#baby just needs a little more time to grow n he'll be the best boyfie !!

[lalunanymph]

sae and the tag angst have a lot of potential, you know. I feel like other than being sum1 who’s so good at being an asshole and a literal asshole fcker, sae knows how to break a person’s heart—at first it wasn’t intentional (with the excuse of being young and dumb), but overtime, given his circumstances, he starts to become apathetic.

His brother, rin, was not exempted of that cold treatment and neither were you. But there will come a day that he will realize how wrong he treated you, and eventually pine for you bc obv, he could’ve treated you better…but he didn’t.

:-))) ily dawn!!!

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babes (gn) .... you're so right .... sae and angst seem to go hand in hand bc he's such a tragic character n i think he's just trying his best to separate rin's dreams from being based on his own crushed ones :(

just a little drabble below !

Sae really does know how to break a person's heart well. From his callous words to his indifferent glances, it slowly chips away at your assurances that this relationship is safe—your confidence stripped to its bare bones till all that's left is something flimsy and hollow :(

He literally knows you inside and out, so of course, his actions and lack of words have the power to build and destroy. It starts out with him becoming colder and putting less effort into what you like to do. His visits back from Spain are super brief and within those few, perfunctory days, he doesn't call you back, doesn't initiate a hangout, or even give you the time of the day 'cause he's "busy with his family" when you know damn well him and Rin are estranged and his relationship with his parents is reduced to monosyllable answers.

Honestly, it doesn't come as a surprise when you text him those dreaded words: "Let's break up". Nothing more, nothing less.

He doesn't even bother to answer you, leaving you on read; living with the slight sting of guilt that's overshadowed by his insane drive to realise his dream. He goes back to Spain, forgetting about you and you try to move on with nothing but the memories of him haunting you.

When he stumbles onto your profile a year later, it's purely by accident. He was looking up another player when their first name in the search bar brought up yours too and he figures what the hell, he might as well check up on you since it's been so long.

He never expects to see your profile completely private, only a tiny picture the size of his thumb indicating your pretty smile somewhere at a beach. His brow furrows when he realises you unfollowed him first (with the havoc of the season, he completely forgets to scrub you off his social media) and his curiosity turns into desperation when he searches your other profiles.

Thank goodness—your Facebook is still up and running though he wishes he didn't bother. Didn't fuck around and literally find out because what he sees there leaves him wide-eyed; a force like a punch in his gut rendering him in a breathless stupor.

You and another man, one who's not as famous as him but with a kind smile, arm in arm amidst the glow of a setting sun. He summons enough strength to scroll further down, and there's one where you both are at a restaurant, enjoying dinner, and the comments make him sick to his stomach.

You look so happy, babe!

Y/N! We're planning our anniversary dinner there, too. Is the couple set there worth it?

How'd you get a reservation so easily? I'm jealous!

And he can't help but be angry because how dare you move on first? How dare you forget this three-year-long relationship so easily when he had his back turned? And... how dare you look so much happier than you were with him?

Sae doesn't know it yet, but that white-hot feeling of dread that surges through him can't compare to the tears he tries desperately to swallow down—tasting of saline regret and lost chances.