#at least I think that one chapter in Liam's route was ch 14

[sunshine-and-her-ikevil-stuff]

I haven't even read it yet and it ALREADY HURTS (even more so with context of what happened just before)

I already feel too many emotions

screaming "I DIDN'T HAVE IT IN MYSELF TO GO WITH GRACE, 'CAUSE WHEN I'D FIGHT YOU USED TO TELL ME I WAS BRAVE!"

[bbrandy2002]

1-6, 9, 11-15

It was just a bunch of numbers until I messaged you to find out this was for MY LOVE. (Im surprised you didnt choose All My Children 😂🤣😂🤣😂 THE GREATEST FIC EVERRRR)

Series: My Love

1. What inspired me to write this? I had finished The Breakfast Club in late July and was trying to think of something that was different to write. I had contemplated doing an assassination of Liam and an OC, but couldn't imagine doing that. That led me to the OC wife passing away and how he would handle that with a baby and another social season. I wrote the first half in August and let it sit in WIPs thinking no one would want to read it. YOU told me in December I needed write a Liam love story and I changed the OC to my game MC to make it more personal. I always wanted Riley to come back to him in some form.

2. What scene did I write first? The narration in Chapter 1 of what making love for Liam and the OC (his wife at the time) meant to them.

3. Favorite Line of Narration? See question 2. The paragraphs preceeding their love making.

4. Favorite line of dialogue? From ch 4:

"I wanted you to know how proud I am of you … how proud I’ve always been of you. You possessed a strength I never had and without you, never will. All those dreams we won’t be able to fulfill -  yet we lived every dream we had to the fullest. We sure had one hell of an adventure, didn’t we?” He sobbed passionately, “We just ran out of time.” 

5. What part was hardest time write? The chapter I'm writing now (ch 9) Trying get Liam's reaction exactly the way I want it.

6. What makes this fic special or different from all the others? I think if anyone has read it, they know its different from all the others. MC dies and her spirit comes back to help Liam in the form of her killer.

9. Were there any alternate versions of this fic?

Refer to question 1. Up until chapter 4, Riley was supposed to come back as a spirit that only he could see and hear, but I wanted him to be able to touch her. I spoke to other writers about Riley's spirit coming back in someone elses body (this has been done in movies) and was encouraged to go that route.

11. What do I like best about this fic? Well, for one, I like how different it is. Its the first fic I've really put a lot of time and effort into it. Second, is the roller coaster of emotions in it. I really have to feel everything the characters do in order to write it and its been really hard to feel that hurt and pain. Lastly, the reader response to it. I seriously didnt think anyone would read it and its been my most popular fic so far.

Good gravy Im never gonna finish this ask

12.What do I like least about it? Like I said, the emotional pain throughout most of it. It drains me and I hurt for my characters, particularly Liam.

13. Did I listen to music while writing? The first four chapters are all named after the song that I listened to write it. I looked up a playlist of sad songs and those were the ones that fit the chapter and gave me the emotions I needed to write it.

14.Anything I want readers to learn from this fic? Not really🤷

15. What did I learn from this fic? The characters in your stories have a way of taking over and doing whatever the hell they want to.

Thanks @burnsoslow for the ask. Have fun answering all 15 of yours now 😘😘