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[absolutebl]

Hi!! I haven’t asked anything in a while and have been pleasantly viewing in silence, but I wanted to ask something.

Do you have any recommendations for bls like Utsukushii Kare/My Beautiful Man? I loved the show S1&2, and am waiting for the film. I’m reading the novel now, and the whole really offers a deep insight overall. There’s a LOT to break down.

Have a nice day! Because I might bother you later

Whipping boy? That's a tall ask because it's an unusual trope to deploy these days. I mean China used to love it. I did give a little list at the end of my discussion on the trope here:

I think Love Syndrome III also falls into this kind of harshness, but I haven't watched it yet.

Hope this helps!

[nonenosome2]

typical cowardice that you cant even bother to click a link and educate yourself

fucking fascist

"Coward!!" yells the person on Anon.

[bokettochild]

Do you ever have days where it's hard to eat anything? Like, the thought of food makes you feel sick so you just... don't?

Do you have any tips for working through that?

(Also hope your day/night is going well! I think night? I feel like I've discovered we're in the same timezone before? May be wrong lol <3)

YES!

Food is really hard for me a lot of time because it's a lot of effort :/

I've eaten the same breakfast for almost a year (Raisin Bran, judge all you want) so the first meal isn't hard, but pulling together lunch and dinner is a chore. Often times, I'll put off eating breakfast as long as I can so that I won't have to plan lunch at all and can just skip to dinner.

I'm still working through this, honestly. Having fruit and easy to eat things like cheese and yogurt helps a lot, as does not being harsh on myself when I'm not eating healthy. The thing that I'm eating, so even if it is a premade meal, or a second bowl of cereal, it's okay, Now, I also try to avoid keeping super unhealthy things in the house, but oftentimes it helps to have someone else to cook for. My mentality is often "why cook for one?" since I used to cook for 12 all the time LOL. Having a second person to provide food fro really helps though, because you think about what they need, and thus also care for your own needs!

Also, listening to 50's jazz helps get me in the home-maker mindset and makes cooking and cleaning eaiser for me, for some reason LOL

[marvin-cohen]

What’s your favorite alcohol?

-🥀

Right now? Vodka. Comparably cheap from the corner store, gets you drunk fast, no memories the next day.

Taste wise? I like a red wine now and then.

[sappymix1]

Earlier I was having really unethical thoughts and I think in an alternate universe where George can get pregnant this time away would be him getting pregnant and having the baby

that’s not an alternate universe that’s irl and that’s literally what they’re doing

[sailoreuterpe]

Thank you so much! You're a force for good in my world as well! I love your photographs; I get to see such cool stuff! Plus you have A-plus "Bob's" opinions, of course. ;)

[tar-dar]

You hbulit like eishhh

Awaga

W... What??? EIS? like... Icecream- HUH?

[thepaladincosplays]

About to see Wicked with my mom so I feel like now is the appropriate time to start up another round of!:

Ask Me Anything!

[jerzwriter]

Are you stopping writing for Ethan x Kaycee?

Hey Nonny,

No, not at all.

I have not been writing as much lately as my mind is just working on overdrive. It happens to those of us who are neurodivergent from time to time. :)

Right now, I've decided I have to write where my mind is at the moment - and if it's not settled anywhere - that means I need to focus on some other things. And that's ok. I'm not saying what's coming next right now, as I have to focus where I can at the moment, and that's subject to change.

With that said, I have some freaking awesome artwork for WTD that @rosefuckinggenius created for me - so I want to get that written so I can share it.

I also have some art from @/artbyainna for @tobias-carrick-appreciation-week, so I'll have to do that too.

I still want to finish up Vegas, and I'm still debating if I want to do Reset, so I'll see what's up next for Ethan and Kaycee after that. :) Of course, I have a few asks that came in, and I plan on writing little fics for them.

That was a long answer to, no, I have no intention on stopping writing for Ethan and Kaycee. lol

Thanks for asking!

[wirtsauce4020]

My internet is very bad and I don't think I'd be able to upload it since it is a minute long (uploading tends to be a million times worse than just loading, not sure why). It's alright though, thank you for talking you me! You definitely deserve all those notes hehe

I definitely understand that, it took me eons to upload the Tintin video here.

So consider this my public invitation to anyone that would like to do this task for the both of us to reach out! My inbox is open to you.

[absolutebl]

hiii, i can't find an old post (on bl tropes) where you talked about the physical differences between the seme/uke? i kinda wanna quote you in a paper, please help me if you have the time!! thanksss

I think I just answered this. If it isn't one of those I'll need to poke more, but my best guess is this one?

[nonenosome2]

Thank you so much 🍉🍉for being generous and supporting for my family that is now undergoing to all forms of pain, torture 😞😞and hardship. Please don't hesitate to help the miserable, hopeless and jobless 😢😢people of Gaza in such hard and dire time We need your kind help 😍😍through donating whatever you can to enable us to cover some of our daily basic necessities or through sharing my posts to other. Your contribution will be highly valued. ❤❤❤

Lol

Why are you thanking me? I don't support or share scams so I definitely haven't been generous to you.

[bokettochild]

Oooo, you're working on a Ravio scarf too? That's amazing!

May I ask how you are making it (crocheting, knitting, etc..)?

I knit!

Ask @apparitianhanako, and she might show you the finished one I made her last year for Christmas! I'm trying to make another one for myself, but I dropped it during summer and haven't picked it up again (it's currently stuffed under my stuffies LOL)

I'm using blanket yarn, because it's soft and doesn't irritate my skin, and it's also super warm! The one I made Bambi is...6 ft.? I think? It's long enough to hang past the waist on both sides even after being wrapped around the neck, and I'm pretty sure it was longer than me when I held it over my head!

[daughter-of-aphrodite]

❤️

made to be free // ray, phil waters

send me a ❤️ and I’ll put my Spotify on shuffle and give you a song

[intimidatingpuffinstudios]

Sorry if youve already asnswered this somewhere but like-

Ive been thinking about that recent ask where you said Cy would loathe to find out Manny got a soulmate, cause its a dragon thing. And like the only reason the wielders can even possibly have that in the first place is because dragon -> stone -> soul fusion with wielder.

So arguably what it really is is Sielthan's soul mate was one of the other dragons that turned into a stone? Like that would have been true back when they were not rocks?

Maybe I just havent seen it on the playthroughs Ive done, but for Im surprised we havent seen more of Sielthan's reaction to specific mates, especially what it means being Onyx's and thus Manerkol's. I'd think there'd be some Opinions™️ and being bonded to a failed experiment to save your race that's now hunting you to extinction.

Are we gunna see more of their feelings about this in book 3?

Yes, it's the Dragons made into Stones that are soulmates. And they'd have been soulmates even if they hadn't been turned to Stones.

Sielthan mourns what could have been, but the waters are muddled, feelings-wise, because Onyx is essentially a non-entity, so all the longing of the bond has been twistedly turned toward Manerkol.

This is a perversion of the bond, and everyone is trapped in it. Sielthan is trying to keep an emotional distance so they don't get overwhelmed. Not that it always works, ofc.

Also, they are seriously starting to regret the whole becoming a Soul Stone thing now, so they're growing resentful of themselves and everyone else who made the same choice.

[pranzill]

Ok, so. I received an ask that I really really really wanted to asnswer but life happened and I procrastinated (a lot). Some other asks got piled after that and now I want to answer them all, but tumblr hates me and the draft I created yeaterday for the first answer was unfortunately deleted, it was 2 am and I gave up.

Dear anonymous you asked to choose a pic from my gallery and share a hc/ficlet never explored before, and here it is.

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The door in Dean's room opened, and Sam's head tentatively peeped out: "Hey."

"Hey."

Dean could tell Sam would've preferred not finding him there, from his expression, so he quickly asked, guiltily: "You came here for this? I had to put it in a matchbox cause it keeps glowing...I guess with Chuck here and all..."

He knew Sam came there to collect the amulet he now was selfishly keeping without permission.

"Yeah. Uh...it's just, I got so used to it, I panicked when I didn't feel it in my pocket, two minutes ago. Then I rembered you kept it."

"You want it back?" Dean braced for the yes that was to come.

"Back?" Sam asked, astonished. "Dude, it was never mine in the first place."

Dean's shown his surprise, but he hid it quickly, fingers twitching around the matchbox, in time with Sam's lips, which pulled up, crooked, in the attempt of a smile.

Dean casted his eyes to the floor, contrite. "I threw it away." He mumbled, as he was reasoning to himself, disbelieving.

"Mh...I remember."

Sam went to sit next to him on the edge of the bed. They stayed like that in silence for a little while, then: "I know this doesn't mean anything, y'know."

Dean shook lightly the matchbox and then opened it, letting the white light flew out, landing softly on every form, caressing them.

"I don't have to rely on this to know that you're my brother, that you'll be there for me and I, for you."

Sam nodded, waiting, captured.

"But I regretted throwing it away. The next instant, Sammy, believe me. I did it with so much spite, I guess, I just aimed to hurt you in that moment. And then I...couldn't come back from that. I know this doesn't make you feel better. Sorry doesn't even cut it."

Dean closed the amulet back in the box and the room seemed suddenly too dark.

"But you picked it up and...man, you kept it for so long that...I can't..."

"I know. We've hurt each other a lot during that time...we still do sometimes."

Dean lifted his head and watched Sam, looking desperate, as he was begging no, don't say it like that, with just his green eyes, widened. But Sam, who was just being honest and direct, ignored his silent plee:

"I'd like you to have it back. I kept it for so long, only for you in the end...I don't know, hoping something, I guess. Some day like this...Heh."

"I don't think I deserve to wear it anymore." Dean said in a heartbeat, knowing inside his bones, that was the truth.

"Then don't. You don't have to. But don't give it to me, please. You can throw it away if it's really useless now. It won't hurt this time if I know you're doing it with the right purpose. I promise."

Sam had only mercy to offer, and Dean was a coward, a penitent from hell, and just wanted to take it all, constantly fearing the lack of it.

"I could never. No, not again."

"Then just...here." Sam closed his hands over Dean's, over the tiny matchbox. "It's yours, again. Heh." Sam's nervous little laugh was becoming too recurrent and Dean stirred under his fingers, fighting the craving to kiss it away.

He averted his eyes, away from their hands, from Sam. Moving his mouth to hide his chin trembling, he said: "I remember when you gave it to me Sammy. if I think of it..."

He shook his head and looked back at their joined hands, one over the other, over the amulet, bearer of the infinite promises between them. Dean had longed for it more than once, more than once excruciatingly beating himself up for leaving it behind.

Dean took a few ragged breath, than just lost it, letting a stray pair of tears fall, no sense in keeping them secret anymore.

"I never meant to despise...what we had. We just had each other back then, you remember? That didn't change. Tell me I'm not the only one that feels like that."

Sam's response came without hesitations: "You're not the only one. Dean. You can have it, okay? Don't think otherwise, 'cause I don't. I always wanted you to have it."

"I'm not losing it again. Promise."

But he never lost the amulet in the first place. Faith. In Sam. In the two of them, against the world. Now he could see, how many times Sam had to lose himself instead, to gain Dean's faith in him back.

"Yeah, yeah. I believe you."

They stayed like that. Their heads leaning one towards the other, eating the space left between them, foreheads almost touching, hands entwined. But it was a fast beat, a flutter of eyelids and it was gone. They needed to hit the lore, now. They had a god -The God- to take care of.

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They never gave us in canon a satisfying confrontation about the amulet when Dean finds finally out that Sam had it in his pocket all that "damn time".

This ficlet is a coda to Don't call me Shurley (and I absolutely not cried rewatching A very Supernatural Christmas just yestarday, so...).

This is not really a hc I never explored before, but one I never wrote about this much before, and it's very dear to me.

What better occasion to share it than Sammy's birthday.