#as in ma'am sent me off to uni and said ''if you get pregnant we'll help you with the baby so don't put it off just bc of uni if you feel | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mishkakagehishka · 2 years ago

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I also again dreamt that i was pregnant which was uhm stressful considering i had no idea who the father was. I guess that's what happens when you work on a text about teen pregnancy shortly before going to bed

#altho if i were to get pregnant now i'd manage to give birth as a non-teen. if i got the full 9mo anyway #well. in my dream for some reason i didn't wanna tell my parents and i was hiding it from them #which was interesting bc if there's one thing my mother has been encouraging since i was like 16 #it's ''you're at the right age to think ab having a child''#as in ma'am sent me off to uni and said ''if you get pregnant we'll help you with the baby so don't put it off just bc of uni if you feel #like it's the right time'' and. my most funniest interaction with her - ''you don't even have to stay with the father ditch him if you #don't like him enough to marry him'' this is the woman to whom i literally said i have no plans on sleeping with anyone unless i am 100%#certain marriage is happening . and the woman who responded to that with ''yeah you'll change your mind'' I WAS FOURTEEN #and i haven't for the record not even for religious reasons as much as bc i'm a hypochondriac and i have a hard time relaxing around other #people to the point that it's like. the only i'd be relaxed enough to sleep with someone is if we're close enough that marriage is alrd on #the table. so it's less waiting until marriage and more ''waiting until i'd trust this person with my life''

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