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sirnica · 1 year ago

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List of demands for my next love interest of any kind when I finally come to my senses:

Punctual! I cannot deal with these slow ass bitches who think clock is a suggestion!

The happiest go luckiest mother effer in the world. I have depression and anxiety! Why am I always the sunshine in these grumpy sunshine situations?! Hakuna matata mother fuckers.

At least marginally more put together than I am. That's not so difficult. I'm a fucking mess.

Big fuckin boobs. I'm taking D cups at least! I'm lesbian because I like women and their boobs!

Since I'm being petty:

And what's up with these short ass names for pets? Mia? Ella? That's what people call their rabbits!

I need me a Jovana, or a Sabiha, or Azemina or a Gertrude.

The last one is mean and petty and I know it.

And the most important one:

Actually likes me!

#personal #ignore me #i am just very very sad #meanwhile i keep waiting for her sometimes for hours #apaurin didn't help #she just doesn't like me as simple as that #and now she's mad at me because i was a few minutes late to log into a videogame we're playing #i know it means a lot to her and i did apologize because i do feel bad and i genuinely like playing with her #and i don't want to fight #when she's in a good mood she's like the sweetes funniest person ever and she makes my day so much better #but she's also the grumoiest person alive #mia was the angriest #I'm turning into my mom trying to get her to see a therapist to see a doctor for her headaches to get her to eat healthier but i don't know #how to help someone who doesn't want my help and who occasionally seems like they barely tolerate my company #ignore.#I'm crying in my office again #and she won't even try to read my books #like not even an attempt so she can say not for me #and when i try to talk about them because I'm excited and they make me happy #she just cuts me off #why am i even trying this?

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