#aoife's only point was that the other night when they were drunk he kept repeating his argument and not taking in what she had said
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#actual personal post#also update on the autism stuff in that there isn't really an update I guess#the clinic in California can't give me an examination cause I'm not a resident there#and ive been on a waiting list for this place in Ireland since July and got an appt in November but I wasn't in the country obviously#they said it'd be easy to reschedule but they won't answer their phone#and I keep sleeping through all of the daytime cause my sleep schedule is so fucked getting so bad#anyway I was hoping to talk about my Probable Autism with my friends when we met up irl cause ice never discussed it irl before#I only told them online I was thinking about it a couple months ago idk#yeah the topic never came up except when one girl aoife started talking abt how she thinks this mutual friend dan is autistic#I don't know dan but everyone else in the room did and they didn't know what aoife was talking about#aoife's only point was that the other night when they were drunk he kept repeating his argument and not taking in what she had said#and this one drunken conversation had suddenly given her allistic ass the insight and clarity for a full autism diagnosis#she was so Adamant about it even when the others in the conversation were like 'i don't really see it' but she kept going on about it#which really extra sucked bc the 'repeating arguments' thing is a thing that another girl in the group pointed out as an autistic thing#I personally do a lot when I hadn't really noticed it before like.. when that happens I feel like the other person isn't listening to me#cause my point clearly disputes their entire argument so if they're still saying Incorrect SHIT I feel like I've already covered#I'll kind of rephrase my argument a few times cause it feels like a miscommunication issue more than anything if they don't#get what I'm saying like? I find those situations really frustrating and now I'm way more self conscious about it cause now#it's like an Autistic Thing and I don't understand how their brains are processing that info#and now I feel like ppl are gonna be thinking 'ah bless her stupid heart she doesnt understand what's happening cause she's too autistic'#when I feel like I Do understand what's happening so I cant trust my own brain anymore?? it's really frustrating and scary#anyway this is the kind of shit id have loved to talk through with my friends#but nah instead the topic was brought up about this stranger to me who's being diagnosed when he's not in the room#in this really mean spirited kind of gossipy way?? it really wasn't. that fun.#I was in a really shit mood that night so I dodnt want to start anything but I messaged her on Facebook a couple days later#trying to explain my feelings on the situation and that I thought she was being kind of insensitive#she saw the message but never replied so who the fuck knows what's happening there not me nor my fucked up brain anyway!!!!!#vent //#negative //#ableism //??
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