#anyways sorry for venting and being cynical. is it late enough at night that i'm allowed to vent on main guiltlessly? i hope so
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It'd be nice not to feel like shit literally every night right before going to bed :(
#personal#negative#vent#i wish i were normal and went to sleep at a normal time for a normal amount of hours and had a normal amount of energy#and had normal feelings about normal stuff and were able to do normal things like talk to people i don't know irl#and be productive and shit and age appropriate development milestones and control my interests or something#idk. whatever normal people do#beyond that in fact. i don't just wish i were a normal person i wish i were a good one#i wish i deserved what i have and didn't constantly want to give up or at least turn off my feelings#i feel like i'm beyond help and no one believes me and that makes it feel worse lmao#honestly i don't actually believe normal people don't feel this way this often. idk. pretty sure they just don't say it#anyways sorry for venting and being cynical. is it late enough at night that i'm allowed to vent on main guiltlessly? i hope so#might delete later
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