#anyways i'm going to sleep it's 2am (i'm not gonna be up at 8am to see the opening ceremony live... sad. i'll watch it on youtube later :/)

[noncompliant-fuckery]

11/6/24

I workout whenever I can cuz I work 12hr nights. So 2am workout it is on my last off night. Still fucking with calisthenics.

Tonight I started with some light band work for my warm up then went into my workout.

3 sets

20 squats

10 push ups

15 leg lifts

10sec bar hangs with scapula activations

I was gonna get on the bike for about 10 mins after but my girl woke up and demanded attention so I ended it there. I'm pretty satisfied with what I got done tonight anyways. Even frfr tested where my handstands were at these days which is weak af lol easy fix tho cuz I love handstands. Anyways going into 2 nights on shift so I'll be just stretching and whatever else I got energy for during then. Hopefully have motivation to get back in my workouts Friday night when off again. Posting at 8am so bout to eat some chicken for protein and get some sleep goodnight 👌🏾

[sherlock-is-ace]

Ok google snapped with the olympic games themed doodle!

[m-talks-shit]

31/10/22

I'm actually writing this a day late because after the day I had I practically went straight to sleep. I say that as if I did a lot, I didn't really.

It was Halloween. I woke up at 8am for some reason and couldn't get back to sleep so I decided I'd get up. I spent most of the morning on my phone, watching shows. I ate leftover kfc for breakfast. I'm sighing as I write this because I can't get over how fucking pathetic I am. I tell myself I'm going to be healthy but then I eat fast food and sweets every day like it doesn't affect me.

I decided to take a walk at around 1 because I had to drop something off at the post office. I put on some quick makeup and got there and back home in about 20 minutes. It was slightly embarrassing because after my phone updated it removed my card from my apple wallet for some reason, good thing I have it memorised so I could fill in the details there and not have a wasted trip.

I actually had a great Halloween. My friend and I decided to go to Farmaggeddon this year, if you don't know what that is it's basically a Farm that once a year transforms into multiple scare houses. The actors were lovely and the costumes were brilliant. I get scared really easily so I did end up screaming, a lot. Most of the time I tried to be funny and friendly with the actors. Some of them called me pretty, some called me a sinner, some called me a murderer. I was covered in fake blood and wounds so I understand the assumption.

Anyway after we got back home I ate half a pizza (again, pathetic) and then went straight to bed, I was too tired to even take a shower to wash the blood off.

Editing because I forgot to mention a little interaction I had with my boyfriend. I call him my boyfriend but I don't quite know if that's the right word. We say we love each other, we're exclusive but it's a shitty relationship. We only see each other once or twice a week, I'll stay over at his place. He'll pick me up in the evening and then we drink until 1 or 2am. At this point I'm ready to sleep so I go to bed and he joins me whenever he feels like it. We have sex a couple times. We usually sleep and cuddle til the afternoon unless I had to go to work. Anyway as I mentioned in my first post, I blew him off because I was sleeping off a headache. I texted him on the car ride home because I wanted to see him. He messaged me and told me to fuck off. I asked him what I did but he didn't respond. He does this all the time, he takes everything personally and doesn't comprehend that I have my own life. I'm gonna let him have his little temper tantrum until he starts to miss me and beg me to go see him again. And like a little bitch I will.