#anyways here specifically i'm talking about autistic masking (what i mean when i say 'invent a persona' about it) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

moe-broey · 23 days ago

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Mani, descending from the heavens above like god's most Perfect and beautiful angel (... Lucifer?), about to bestow the WORST advice imaginable, like just the most absolute dogshit horse piss advice you've ever heard, ranging from completely useless and counter-productive at best to something that has proven to be actively hazardous to my mental, emotional AND physical health time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time and time again. And YET,

#mani tag #i do really love the fact that i have a name and a face to put to this phenomenon now. thank you autism 🫡#and i think it only works the way it does because mani isn't really to blame. actually.#mani is a reflection. a reflex. a reaction.#but also it really helps to just. imagine grabbing it like that cat that knocked down all the potted plants (YOU.)#like i think this is a form of therapy. but also if you asked me to make up a guy on the spot to work through my feelings #i would get mad at you for thinking that i could do that. so easily. that it wouldn't require YEARS of lore building #fueled by the power of my special interest. i would get mad at it being too one-note and i would blow you up with my mind.#anyways here specifically i'm talking about autistic masking (what i mean when i say 'invent a persona' about it)#mani is THE KING. OF INVENTING PERSONAS. which has caused many problems but i digress #moe found dead family guy pose in a shallow ditch in askr. as usual

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