#anyway. sorry ismay i hope you don't mind i ended up putting your messages together and only rambled about part of them ;;;;;

[stormyoceans]

MONICAAAAA 😭😭😭 this ep was so good bestie i cried so much I understand now why they called it their favourite 😭😭

I don't really have much to say rn i can't articulate anything but I just wanted you to know that I'm so- (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠)

Cinematic masterpiece, stunning, show stopping, marvellous, never been done before LOVE OF MY LIFE I CAN PASS AWAY PEACEFULLY NOW

(im so glad p'aof is atleast not teasing angst in the next ep)

SFJKSGFKGSKG AND HERE'S ISMAY GIVING A LITERAL ACTUAL REAL REPRESENTATION OF HOW MY BRAIN WORKS AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT JUST SWINGING BACK AND FORTH FROM THE HIGHEST PEAKS OF ELATION AND EXCITEMENT TO THE DEEPEST DARKEST PIT OF ANXIETY AND DESPAIR

like in this particular case finally watching the preview for episode 10 after bawling my eyes out for hours was so delightful and relieving, because even if it shows some minor angst with day's mom finding out about mork and day's relationship, they are facing it TOGETHER like i always want them to be, and they look so smitten and in love throughout that entire preview anyway that i was just giggling twirling my hair kicking my feet screaming into my pillow about it, BUT THEN. THE DREAD™

literally this is the only time im gonna be hoping p'aof didn't take a page from vice versa because what if he's planned to lull us into a false sense of security by giving us all the romance during the entire episode only to pull the rug out from under our feet by ending the episode with sudden angst that's gonna carry into episode 11??????? LAST TIME I TRUSTED AN EPISODE 10 IT ENDED WITH TALAY WAKING UP AND FINDING OUT PUEN TRAVELED BACK TO THEIR UNIVERSE ALONE I AIN'T GONNA GET FOOLED THIS TIME AROUND I KNOW Y'ALL'S TRICKS NOW AND IM PREPARING FOR THE WORST

but then i also remember i promised myself to be optimistic and try to have faith in p'aof so. literally me these past couple of days

WHAT IF WE STAYED UP ON THAT MOUNTAIN FOR A LITTLE BIT LONGER IT'S PAINFUL BUT ALSO BEAUTIFUL UP THERE AND MOST OF ALL WE'RE SAFE