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robinsnest2111 · 1 year ago

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hmm still unhappy about not knowing if my symptoms are because of autism (there are way too many autism things I relate to) OR the result of many years of childhood emotional neglect and other unlucky circumstances

BECAUSE APPARENTLY BOTH CAN PRESENT IN SUPER SIMILAR WAYS????

#one day. when i can find a therapist who has time for me. and actually listens to me #and doesn't try to un-trans me and force me into a heteronormative social mold #still so mad about all the therapists who after i've told them who i am and what i want to work on #told me i'm such a pretty young lady and i just need to lose weight/get a boyfriend to fuck the sadness away and i'll be all fine #like YUCK what the hell???? anyway.#you cannot change my aroace trans self!!!! i just want to know why i struggle so much with not fitting in #and others not understanding me and finding me weird and offputting just for existing #interpreting malicious intentions into my every action even tho that's the furthest thing from my mind!!!#AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS YKNOW #anyway. back to laundry no more agonizing over things i can't do anything about right now

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