#anyway we're at a super fancy restaurant for our farewell lunch and i just really need to go home and nap and have alone time
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sorry, i'm, like, spiralling and y'all are gonna witness it bc i need to vent to prevent a meltdown <3
i reeeeeeally don't want to leave but i'm also v happy to not have to 11th wheel anymore
#ok so i'm not doing great physically right now cause i didn't get much sleep and it's been a bad week pain-wise ESPECIALLY in this bus#i've also been in a depressive episode this week and i recieved some bad financial news and i've been struggling in class#so that's been making the episode worse#and then with all the unintentional exclusion i've been facing i feel so left out and unwanted#cause like they flaked on plans we made for this weekend and i found out several of them are going on a trip together#i respect their right to choose who they want to travel with but it's a fairly large group going that's not even all that close#i'm closer to one of them than he is to two of the others and yet i didn't get an invite???#and on top of all of that i'm so stressed cause i've gotta do my research and a bunch of shopping#and i have no one to go with so i'm scared for my safety as well#and i'm also gonna be missing my nephew's birthday so i can't even be with family!#anyway we're at a super fancy restaurant for our farewell lunch and i just really need to go home and nap and have alone time#but i'm stuck here for two hours and i just need to leave right now but i don't wanna miss out on the very last activity#anyway i feel much better getting all of this out so i don't think i will have a meltdown. yaaaaayyyyyy!!!#this sucks so bad though and i miss my roommates and the ppl who love me and would pick me#tea vents#cr 2024
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