#anyway this is mostly me explaining why i've been so inactive lol. obviously helene did A Number but i was already smoldering before that | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bonetrousledbones · 19 days ago

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ngl i've been dealing with burnout for nearly this entire year and the goddamn hurricane Did Not Help but by now it's shifted to this very weird flavor where i'm like constantly rotating drawing ideas & full fics i want to write in my brain & Really Wanting to work on them but then once i get as far as opening sai or google docs i just go "hm. dont wanna"

#trousled rants #i'm blaming my shitty freshman year of college idc. started so strong and then my second semester gave me 13 well-researched essays........#fun fact if any college freshmen are reading this & also still learning to navigate freshly-diagnosed disabilities um. dont do that #a lotta ppl can handle it fine but im a new media major bro im not built for that shit. i am getting a degree in shapes and colors #anyway this is mostly me explaining why i've been so inactive lol. obviously helene did A Number but i was already smoldering before that #i'll get back to ebony eventually.....i'll update napstabot eventually........i'll get back on the atbb refs grind eventually..............#i actually got as far as finishing both sf bros & moving onto stretch since i last worked on em. but i have to redo him bc i dont like ittt #the pose wasn't working w me and the small changes i made didnt give him as strong of a silhouette as i thought lol #there's also a oneshot idea i've had in my brain long enough to know exactly what words i want to use to describe certain specific details #i know precisely how it starts and how it ends and how i'll transition from one thing to another and how to make it all connect #and i have not written a single sentence 👍#blah blah u get it another update from my wambulance #at this point i'm just annoyed about it more than anything ngl #may things get So Much Easier in 2025. or god help me i will make it everyone else's problem

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