#anyway sorry for being negative randomly 🤪 im sure i'll get hit over the head with a pipe and laid to rest l8er | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lucaanis · 2 days ago

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i get jealous of how other artists seem to just. make good art consistently. meanwhile there is me with my 500 unfinished art ideas that i got bored of or didn't like and the 1 piece per month i actually finish that looks insanely different from anything else i've drawn because consistency is my sworn enemy. and i'll be like "hey i liked how this turned out i should draw like this more often" and then i cant even draw in that style ever again for some reason so that's cool 👍

#💾#head in hands.#sometimes i miss being a teenager just bc the brain rot hadn't gotten that bad yet and i still had time to/looked forward to drawing daily #now i need to set up a summoning ritual that backfires 90% of the time whenever i want to draw anything. and it feels like Ass #there are times where i genuinely feel like i dont have 'what it takes' to be an artist #like ive just bullshitted myself into thinking i can draw but i am in actuality a total hack #and all the artists i look up to seem to have been Born with a pencil in their hand. idk #wiki how to not feel like the world's most useless human who has 0 talent or motivation to do better etc etc #it makes me especially frustrated that i feel this way mid-hyperfixation #bc usually hyperfixations let me draw. that is not the case these past few months #and i have to watch everyone else make cool art for datv and think aw man i want to do that #but my procreate homepage is just 500 unfinished ugly sketches.... yay #anyway sorry for being negative randomly 🤪 im sure i'll get hit over the head with a pipe and laid to rest l8er

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