#anyway i was just looking for a specific photo of jonathan davis from 1994 and i can't find it

[asgardian--angels]

so I was trying to find some old band photos to make a post and jesus i just got whiplash to like, 2010 because i re-found my old Korn blog, and UHHHH I’D FORGOTTEN HOW MUCH FUCKING WORK I PUT INTO THAT SHIT CAUSE I COMPLETELY FORGOT I HAD A WHOLE BLOGSPOT, FUCKING PROFESSIONAL LOOKING AS SHIT, ALONGSIDE MY TUMBLR AND LIKE FIVE OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNTS FOR MY KORN BAND BLOGGING??? WHAT THE SHIT

i look at my mess of a blog now and how nothing i do has a coordinated effort behind it and man... call those times cringe but at least i made a quality product with passion and my name was Known in those circles for years and I loved something with all my heart

to anyone, if you’re out there, who remembers me or follows me still from those days... thanks a bunch, and I feel bad I never could go back and give that blog closure, because I basically got locked out of it, by losing my password and deleting the recovery email account that linked to it. The years I loved Korn were such an important and fun part of my life, and I’ll always look back fondly on it. Frankly, I’m sad and a little angry at myself that I moved on from them. I miss being that passionate about a band. 

Anywho, if yall wanna check out what I am talking about, go ahead:

http://korndawg711.blogspot.com/

https://korndawg711.tumblr.com/

oh and dont forget the cringe comp tribute video i made jonathan davis that he actually watched LMAO https://korndawg711.tumblr.com/post/24627984289/i-chose-two-songs-that-would-show-the-two-sides-of

god i remember making that after hours in the high school libary on their video editing software. what a trip. it really actually made me emotional watching it again.

I had a good 10,000 or more photos of the band, pretty much everything ever taken... every rare song, so much rare merchandise (I looked at some of those things on the blog and was like, “Wait, Do I Still Have That? Where the Hell Is It???” and yeah, of course I do, I would never get rid of it. It’s buried somewhere in my bedroom back home. I ought to frame them and hang them up, because I’m still proud of them.) Back in the good old days where it was the thrill of the chase to be the one who collects pictures and magazine clippings and old posters like a dragon hoarding its treasure. Simpler times. Little things like an unreleased photoshoot outtake from 1994 were absolutely precious. The Korn fan community was always incredibly kind and welcoming, and I was inspired to start drawing and writing because of the talent I saw in Korn fanworks. I met the band, and was noticed by them on social media through the kind tributes and messages I sent their way. It was an incredible time full of new wonders to look forward to.

I’m glad these blogs still exist, that they haven’t been removed for inactivity. These things are archives of the past - my past - that sometimes I have to rediscover to remember who I was. It was like a whole other life. Guys, don’t fear your Cringe TM selves. They were a purer part of you that reveled in life and enjoying each moment. I wish I could get it back.