#anyway! this was a shocking but overall pleasant surprise! it's just wild sadklfjksdaf i'm moving to cali babyyyyy

[stillcominback]

𝚢𝚎𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚞𝚙𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎! so, i thought my last day was going to be oct. 13th and my manager just spoke with me [ apparently she's been working 'behind the scenes' to approve this new plan she has for me ] -- basically: now, my last work-day will be either thursday or friday of next week. they found my 'replacement' and she's going to start i'm assuming on like the 19th or something ... essentially, my manager didn't think it was fair to ask me to have to like meet her / train her, etc. so she wanted to get rid of the overlap for me [ which i appreciate like sldjfhksd usually i wouldn't mind! but the circumstances just ... make it tough right now emotionally ].

they're still going to pay me through 10/13 even though i'm not going to be working AND they're going to pay me out for the vacation days i won't be using which will be a pretty nice little chunk of $$$ [ on top of the next few little paychecks i collect ]. it's just making everything like ... super real??? BUT! overall, i think it's a positive thing and i really appreciate that i'll actually have time to not have to think about work on top of moving and everything else.

i'll be able to actually maybe rest a little??? for a change???? and i'll have more time / energy to help my mom finish packing AND i can have more time to finish working on my personal stuff for the job search [ almost there! just trying to finish getting a little portfolio site together rip i hate it lol ]. i guess it's bittersweet that it's suddenly like RIGHT NOW, but i think it'll be a good thing for this huge transition and allow me to breathe a bit more and like get my life together at my own pace w/o being stressed and exhausted from work on top of it [ if that makes sense klsajkghsdfsg ]

anywho! that's all! just wanted to loop all my friends here in 💞 i'll still be mostly off tumblr / on discord primarily for now just cause it's easier overall [ cause i'll still be busy even without work lmao ] BUT YEAH! hope you're all doing well and agaaaaaain just know i love and appreciate you all so much!