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red-dyed-sarumane · 21 days ago

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i draw to draw & not exactly for results. i mean sure i have an end goal in mind for things but its not really about that. so. i generally just assume people will see the art & look at it for all of 20 seconds maybe go 'neat' to themselves & maybe hit like & thats it. i dont expect it to particularly catch any interest that anyone would save it and especially not something anyone would come back to look at frequently. i dont even look at my own stuff much after its done (usually) how can i expect others to. its not even a sad thing for me i appreciate those 20 seconds of consideration & every like i get. to think it means more to people is always deeply surprising

#the time i went to one of rizz's streams & when i commented she recognized me & got so excited she changed #the bg to the most recent art i'd done of her #rizz it's been years & i still love & miss u ur one of if not the most bubbly & kind people ive come to know #u'd respond to her thinking maybe ur a bit over the top but then her reply would double that energy #i miss her i really do #i think kuki's said it saved & used keppi art before 🥺🥺🥺 still hard to believe & i appreciate it so much #anru's also saved & used my art i've done of her before. love her too shes also so sweet #& ik zin really likes the sekarime art i did which again still surprises me & i appreciate #and then u have zensen u went to find my account after vomas which isnt really online art at that point #but im still like holy shit i did NOT think any of them would actually care enough to go looking at my acc #magu's liked my art since the very first fan art ive done & theyve rted a few here & there too i wonder if they have any saved #i dont know if theyre a save every piece of fanart for their works they see or not type of person #but i know they do like getting fan art #but in general? no i never expect it to ever particularly catch anyone's attention #its not like my art ever really says anything beyond 'i enjoy the subject matter' so a brief look is all i ask really #i think its like. really funny when every once in a while someone will be like 'ur arts so underrated'#& then i never see them again. thank u stranger bye stranger #i draw for the same reasons i write & thats to get the things out of my head so they dont rot there #its done to show appreciation but after its done i move on to the next thing. i remember what ive done but dont usually #keep looking at it. exceptions for whatever i make my wallpapers or icons but thats it #its always welcome to tell me if u ever like anything in particular btw

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