#another one instead because I don't know how to act like this mistified “true” version of me that I don't know if it even exists or if i'm | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

john-jonathy-jonathan-the-3rd · 3 months ago

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HEY YOU. Yes, you. You are likable. NO no nonono. Think about it. DOn't just take it at face value. YOU. As in, the person you currently are, was, and could be, is likable. Whatever path you take will have people that like you exactly for it. You are allowed to change who you are and how you act, and at least one out of the 8 whole entire billons of people in this world will like you for it.

#I thought about this after seeing another person reply in a way that is SO unlike how I would personally act and yet I found it endearing #Because I feel we (or at least I) shape ourselves quite a bit based on wanting to be liked #And seeing another person that said something that was SO unlike what I would have said and not only being like by tumblr but also by me #it made me internalize this quite a bit and realize how much I care about not being disliked by others and now I'm wondering if that is #to a fault and if it may actually be an issue of mine #Because I look at myself and how I act in here and irl and realize that I might not know who the most sincere version of myself is.#And now I'm wondering if I'm being dramatic and exagerating or if I truly told myself to use tumblr as a way to drop a facade only to put u #another one instead because I don't know how to act like this mistified “true” version of me that I don't know if it even exists or if i'm #exagerating again and making up something to feel special or whatever #mfw I dont know if I know myself lol #vent i think #does it count as a vent if the vent in questioin is in the tags?#eh #I'll try and lower my self filtering and see what happens #see again #future me please evaluate how right I was from yes to no

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