#annnnd I'm crying at my desk! cool great awesome fantastic

[halibellecter]

do you ever feel like you're just not good enough at rp and everyone hates you and they're all just tolerating you and saying they like playing with you because that's polite? but you're pretty sure they actually hate you and hate playing with you, because ever time you turn around they're talking about their fantastic cool smart angsty plot driven rp with another partner who's clearly so much better than you, because they'll give that partner multiple replies every single day, but not be able to think of anything for your rps for days on end. And like it isn't their fault that you suck and you're not mad at them but you just feel like such an annoying idiot for even trying? or is that just me?