#angst posts send me into a spiral. i should fix that before anything but i'm already going to therapy what else should i do. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

salsa-di-pomodoro · 2 years ago

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GOD DAMN IT i know i must sound like a broken record by now but. I was feeling GOOD today. I felt happy and confident enough to check the submas tags for once. And all was good until i saw ONE SINGULAR ANGST POST, and now I'M DEPRESSED AGAIN. I HATE THIS SO MUCH

[btw none of u are obligated to cheer me up lol i just want to complain into the void. I'll remove the submas tag in like an hour i just want to feel seen (even though i know i already am) for a moment]

#if i were to let myself cry rn i would i am actively holding back tears AGAIN #im so pissed rn #NOT angry at angst creators and if i was it would be an irrational anger and i understand that.#i love angst. but its like im getting poisoned from having too much of it #me approaching my time of the month probably doesnt help with thay but. i was doing well #im so pissed #personal #nowdays anykindof ending tht isnt a perfect ending where ingo goes home and is fine and gets to move on with emmet upsets me to some degree #angst posts send me into a spiral. i should fix that before anything but i'm already going to therapy what else should i do.#no really if anyone has any advice i would love it.#i wish i was stable enough to handle this but i havent been since covid started.#then again back then i didn't interact too much with fandoms #sigh. im gonna play some sonic mania when im done with homework to get that good nostalgia dopamine #cringeposting also helps lol it makes me want to equal parts laugh and disappear into the ground #submas tag removed

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