#anf then other times seeing unrealistic cartoony violence upsets me so deeply i start crying in sympathetic pain. it doesnt make SENSE | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

narutomaki · 1 year ago

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my analog horror would be called the bozo chronicles because every time I think wow I should try and get into some well written and conceptualized horror they seem to be having so much fun and then I make it half way through a review actually watching it and have to do guided meditation and breathing excersizes to feel safe opening my eyes again

#I WANT TO LIKE IT BUT I AM.#SO SCAWED.#but mav how can you be scared of x its so outlandish/obviously real #i had a persistent problem for multiple years where i was convinced if i thought about the number 3 too hard 3 evil sisters from mythology #would materialize one by one in my room and slowly kill me by sucking out my life force #i was convinced this was true. if i happened to have 3 of something i would go out of my way to destroy one or buy another one.#look at me. look at me. i believed this even when i KNEW i was being insane and irrational and knowing it would not happen #did not scare me ANY LESS. OKAY. LOOK AT ME. I THOUGHT AS A CHILD THAT A SMALL WHITE ALIEN IN THE SHAPE OF AN OWL WOULD COME AND ???#I DONT KNOW? STAND OVER ME MENACINGLY? BUT THE THOUGHT OF IT SCARED ME SO MUCH I WOULD CRY IF I SAW A WHITE T SHIRT ON THE FLOOR AT NIGHT #NOTHING RATIONAL UP THERE!!!!!!!!! THINKING AND SEEING THE WORD USED BY WHITE PEOPLENTO MEAN DEER MONSTER THAT ISNT THAT BUT #THEYRE RACIST ABOUT IT WHEN ASK3D NOT TO? I STILL GET FULL BODY CHILLS AND FEAR SWEATS. IF I THINK TOO HARD AHOUT IT.#any way as i was saying i am a level of weenie about horror that is unbelievable and funny to a degree because ill day all this and then go #jack it to guro. .... sorry you know thay abt me now.#anf then other times seeing unrealistic cartoony violence upsets me so deeply i start crying in sympathetic pain. it doesnt make SENSE

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