#and...yeah the chat made me realise that between his health and his age he's probably not alive anymore?
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Was going to try and get a writing snip posted today, but am dealing with some emotional stuff so it's starting to look unlikely. If I don't end up posting today, maybe Wednesday? Hope everyone's having a good weekend. <3
#personal#I had a chat earlier about some of the guys I went on some dates with like a decade ago#and we were talking about this guy who was incredibly sweet--he was in his 80s and his health was bad#his wife had died a few years before and his kids didn't really visit him often--I think he just liked having someone different to talk to?#and...yeah the chat made me realise that between his health and his age he's probably not alive anymore?#and I can't really remember his name so I don't have a way to check in on him or contact his kids#also been struggling with an uptick in depression for the last 6 weeks so this is kinda hitting me more than I thought it would#I'll be fine; I just need to be sad for a couple days I guess
4 notes
¡
View notes
Audio
Richard Armitage interview on BBC Radio London for Uncle Vanya (25/10/20)
Full transcript under cut
Just a couple of days ago I was lucky enough to chat to Richard Armitage. Heâs best known of course for roles in The Hobbit, Oceanâs 8, Hannibal, and of course, I was obsessed, absolutely obsessed on Netflix with The Stranger. Well, heâs about to star in the multi- Olivier-nominated play - in fact thatâs tonight! Weâll find out if they win. Uncle Vanya â itâs filmed at the Harold Pinter Theatre during the pandemic, and uh, itâs incredible, itâs an incredible piece of theatre, and weâre all going to be able to watch it, which is a joy. And this is what we chatted about.
â
What a pleasure to speak to you for a number of reasons, because we can actually talk about how to bring theatre back to peopleâs lives, âcause Iâm missing it desperately, but also talk about The Stranger. Letâs talk about Uncle Vanya first-
Yes.
-if we may.
Yes, of course.
Wow. What an incredible thing to do. Thank you for doing this, actually.
Yeah, I mean it was uh, kind of heart-breaking when we had to yâknow, end our run six weeks early, and uh, the play was taking on so many kind of resonances of what we were living through, unexpectedly really. I, we thought the play was about, yâknow, a man losing his livelihood, and then yâknow, as, as the virus started to come into our lives and uh, the play started to change course really. So, and then, to sort of live through lockdown as well did and then come back to the play realising thatâs exactly what these people have been doing, theyâve been stuck in a house together from summer through to the winter and going out of their heads. It again, it took on a whole other sort of energy, so a real privilege to be able to do that.
I mean, it is extraordinary when these old stories feel so relevant, and something a lot of people know, for people who donât know something about it, we should explain a little bit about the story, but it feels like youâre talking about a story from today.
Well, it does. I mean, the fact is that Uncle Vanya, heâs the caretaker of this old estate and uh, heâs worked his entire life, um, supporting a property thatâs not his, and then yâknow, the owner whoâs raised his daughter, Vanyaâs raised his daughter for him, comes and says âright, Iâm selling the estate for my retirement, um, and youâre all, youâre all outâ. And itâs this devastating realisation that everything that heâs worked for is being snatched away from him. At the same time, yâknow, my character is a doctor who is living through, trying to save patients during an epidemic, and uh, not handling it very well and turning to drink. And heâs also trying to save his little corner of the world that, yâknow, is being deforested, so heâs planting trees and realising that the environment has such an impact on our health, um, *laugh* so it literally couldâve been written yesterday, um, and this was over a hundred and twenty years ago, so yâknow, they knew. There was a huge movement in Russia at that time about, um yâknow, how to, how to survive, and how to deal with the environment, and we seem not to have heeded any, any advice, really.
We, we never do though, do we? We seem never to.
Not really.
Well, many people donât seem to. As you said, it just feels so relevant today. So when you, it must have been heart-breaking being in the show, the buzz was extraordinary, it was impossible to get tickets for. This way, I have to say, all the people who couldnât get tickets, now we can all see it. Iâm one of those people who couldnât get tickets, as you can gather from what Iâve just said. Um, friends of mine went and said, âYouâve GOT to go!â but this is an incredible way to bring theatre to people who, like me are missing it desperately, and many other people who might not have gone to the theatre, who donât live in London, who couldnât have seen a show like this, so there is a plus side. Iâm always looking for the plus side, I think. *Laugh*
Me too. I mean, Iâve always said that when a play is coming to the end of its run, putting together a film of it, and even a, a sort of audio recording of the play, I think is like an exit package. Itâs worth doing for-
Yes.
-like you say, people that canât go to the theatre, or maybe wouldnât go the theatre because itâs like, yâknow, it might be too expensive for them, and a cinema ticketâs a bit cheaper, they might be able to watch it on telly at some point. But yâknow, hopefully they might watch it and think, âOh God, that, that looked really good in the room, maybe Iâll go the theatre when itâs backâ. But uh, either way, itâs still just great story-telling, and yâknow right now I think everybody sort of wants to disappear into a, into a tale, and uh, hopefully, hopefully theyâll feel brave enough to go and see it in the cinema.
What does it feel like? I mean youâve, obviously youâve been in so many award-winning shows, what does it feel like when youâre, youâre waiting to hear? I mean theyâve all, thereâs a number of Olivier awards that itâs up for, everyone was talking about this. Once again you were in something that everyone was talking about. Do you, do you feel slightly one step removed? I mean, The Hobbit, and obviously The Stranger, as you can tell Iâve got to go there because I LOVED it, I devoured it.
*Laugh*
Um, what does it feel like being on the outside of everybody talking about something thatâs so - thatâs such a part of you?
Um, to be honest, with â at the time that itâs happening, I, I sort of close my ears to all of that-
Oh, I love that. *Laugh*
-and try to live in it, rather than outside of it. That, thatâs none of my business. But I do, I do pay attention after itâs over, and I love â yâknow, I prefer hearing other peopleâs opinion of it, rather than reading about it myself, so, so I do enjoy the feedback. But when youâre in it, youâre in it. And to be honest with, with Uncle Vanya, we could tell that we were doing okay because the audience would let us know, and yâknow that, the very, very first preview was such a kind of electric performance, and the audience were, were kind of laughing all the way through, which we hadnât had in a rehearsal room. So that feeling is, is very, very precious, and uh, it continued like that through the run. But uh yeah, I tend not to sort of uh, pay too much attention while itâs happening, if you know what I mean.
Yeah, donât read â everybody was saying-
No, I donât read the reviews. *Laugh*
Do you REALLY not?! I bet you do sneakily sometimes.
I really donât. I, I did it once, and it was â I yâknow, I read one tiny miniscule negative thing about myself, and it was the only thing I remembered. And so I thought, âthatâs a good lessonâ. Donât read the good stuff, donât read the bad stuff. Read it at a later date, but at the time it does not help me.
Okay, alright. Well, Iâll tell you, they were all fabulous. Congratulations. All the reviews, absolutely incredible.
*Laugh* Thanks.
*Laugh* I cannot wait to see this. Now letâs talk about, if we may, The Stranger. I might have mentioned it a few times already in the past few minutes-
*Laugh*
-but it was one of those things I actually, I couldnât stop. I loved it, I devoured it. And I sort of became slightly obsessed with it, it was BRILLIANT. Did you feel that when you were making it?
Yeah, and you know, again I, I was sort of in the middle of it, so Iâm sort of focusing on the characterâs journey, but Harlan Cobenâs writing is very much in that vein â if youâve ever read one of his books-
Yes, I have.
-you, you literally canât put it down, and you canât wait for, for bedtime so that you can pick it up again, and sometimes you, you get to the last chapter and you sort of, you think, âIâve gotta space this out, âcause Iâm just gonna devour the whole thingâ-
Yes!
-so his writing matches that kind of uh, television format brilliantly. But I love it, and I, I loved what uh, Danny Brocklehurst did with that script. Yâknow, he, he sort of elevated the book, and made it a kind of, much more kind of woven drama. So yeah, I love working on that kind of thing. And that is the type of TV that I will, I will watch on a personal taste level.
Youâre happy to watch yourself?
No, I- *laugh*, I never watch myself, but I-
I like that, no please say that-
No, I- *laugh*, I never watch myself-
-I know thatâs not what you meant, but that, it just sounded lovely that youâre happy to watch yourself in that one.
It, ugh, I havenât yet, but I-
*laugh*
-I will eventually, *laugh*, um but itâs the kind of TV that I do, I do love watching. But no, again Iâm, Iâm not a good judge of myself, and ageing on screen is a REALLY hard thing to do.
You can watch that one, I promise you. Um-
Can I?
-may we go back to a part of your past that is, Iâm fascinated by, that you â it was about music and musical theatre.
Mmm, yes.
And then you suddenly thought that that wasnât enough for you, was that right?
Yeah, I mean I â it was at a time when there were, yâknow, all of the big musicals were happening in the West End, and I, I saw kind of peers that would kind of move between Les MisĂŠrables, and then theyâd go into Miss Saigon, and then theyâd go into Phantom of the Opera, and I felt like I didnât really want to, to follow that path. And I just felt that I wasnât good enough, a good enough practitioner of either dance or song to, to feel that it was gonna be a sort of, that it was gonna have longevity for me, so I was already studying at the actorâs centre, and then I thought, yâknow, Iâve gotta just yâknow, go back to drama school and start again and do a classical training. âCause that was the thing that was really exciting me. Um, and Iâm glad I did it, but yâknow, I still feel like in the future I might yâknow, pick up that old hat again.
YES!
Yup.
Thatâs what I was going to ask! âCause Iâm a â I love theatre, hugely, as the way you can probably gather from the way I was talking at the beginning, um, but musical theatre is, I think, a very magical thing. And I think itâs possibly something that we all need as well, right now.
I agree.
So if you could â imagine â Iâve got a magic wand, okay?
Yeah? *Laugh*
And I am a magical music theatre fairy.
Yeah.
I could actually sing this bit, âcause I love musicals â *singing* ânow you can do a theatre showâ-
*Laugh*
No, I wonât sing it. Um, so you can do any theatre show on the planet-
Yup.
-any musical theatre. Which one is it, Richard?
Okay, so when we were doing our little warm-up before Uncle Vanya, Aimee Lou Wood and I used to sort of joke and fantasize about maybe doing Cabaret.
*gasp* Oh, yes!
Shall we, shall we send that out to the gods of the universe of theatre, to Aimee Lou Wood as Sally Bowles-
Oh, you can practice, practice, do a little bit-
-sheâs got a GREAT voice.
Go on, just do us a little bit.
*Laugh* I canât.
Oh, heâs not gonna do it, are you?
*Laugh*
Iâve made you â I can tell youâre blushing, which is great because Iâm at one end of the computer and youâre at the other end of a computer-
You could do it, you sound great!
No, no, no, no.
Do you sing?
No, Iâve done it. Yeah, no, no. But musical theatre is a magical, magical thing, and I just â I, I love the fact that youâre open to all of that.
Definitely.
Now, letâs go to New Zealand on our next bit of travels. Um, what an incredible place to be for such an extraordinary film. I mean, The Hobbit, and everything that entailed, changing â I mean, for other people Iâve spoken to who were in any of The Hobbits, they all say that they felt it was such a MASSIVE part of their life, and they learnt so much doing it.
Yeah, I mean I never dreamed in a million years that I, I would get an opportunity to work on a project like that. And to work, yâknow â I was a huge Tolkien fan for a start, and then when I saw Peter Jacksonâs Lord of the Rings, I was just, I was obsessed with it. And itâs not one of the reasons I pursued it, it kind of came to me, and I felt like âGosh, why does he want me to play a dwarf?â but um, getting the chance to go that country for so long, and work with that cast and him, and be completely kind of, sort of disappear into a, into a sort of a world and a character. And to be taken in a helicopter to the top of a mountain and, and yâknow, shoot in places where human feet havenât trodden â you know, it was, it was life-changing, it really was. And apart from the success of the films, which was a whole other thing, the actual experience of doing it was, it was unbelievable.
Aw, well, listen Richard, thank you. Itâs such a pleasure to talk to you, I could talk to you for ages. And I canât wait to come and see you in Cabaret. And congratulations-
*Laugh*
-on Uncle Vanya. Pleasure to speak to you.
Thank you very much.
#RICHARD IN CABARET#fuck can you imagine#i can't wait for a future musical theatre production ft. RA#richard armitage
73 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Chiquitita - MCU AU fanfic - C10
Story summary: Something strange is happening. Someone from space has made their way to Earth, armed with a strange weapon. Targeting teenagers, their ray gun, when fired, turns the victim into a toddler. The Avengers set out to stop this, and find a way to reverse the effects. However, they donât all come out of the battle unscathed.
Previous chapters: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8Â 9
Part of my Frostiron and Spiderson series.
Warnings/themes: de-aging, family stuff, corporal punishment (early chapters only), mental health stuff, hurt/comfort
Chapter 10 -Â Try Once More
-
Peter chatted excitedly to the lady at the till. She talked back to him happily enough, but she did mention to Tony that sheâd seen the news, and knew about Kindsprengen and the strange de-aging situation. Tony didnât say much in response to her comment. He was glad when theyâd paid (the damage wasnât as bad as Loki had expected) and were on their way back to the car.Â
Loki put Peter into his car seat while Tony unloaded the bags from the trolley into the boot of the car. Finally, it was time to go home.
-
Loki fed Peter while Tony unloaded the car. The trolley and boot had seemed so incredibly full, but the pile of toys in the living room now seemed to be almost modest. Tony decided to just leave everything for now. Loki would no doubt be putting Peter down for a nap soon, and Tony rather liked that idea himself.Â
-
Tony and Loki fell asleep together for much longer than theyâd planned. When they finally dragged themselves up off the bed and went to the back room to get Peter, the toddler was already awake. He lay on his back on the futon, clipping and unclipping the shoulder straps of his dungarees.Â
âHey kiddoâ Tony said. âHow are you doing?â
âI couldnât open the doorâ Peter said, not looking at them.
âOhâ
âNever mind, chickâ Loki said. âWhy donât we go and open all of your new toys?â
Peter jumped up quickly, grabbing his rocket. âNew toys!â
âYesâ Loki said, clipping the shoulder strap the boy had left undone. âYouâve got lots of lovely things to play with now. Letâs go and get everything set upâ
-
Tony proved very good at getting things out of their boxes and removing tags and twist ties. Loki was very good at sorting thing out, moving all of the arty kits and such out of the way until he could find a suitable place for them.Â
âWhat are you gonna play with, kiddo?â Tony asked, squashing the last cardboard box.Â
âI want my baby!â Peter said.
âReally? Why not your trains? Or your dinosaurs?â
âBABY!â Peter shouted, picking the doll up and hugging it close against his chest.
âOk, ok! Whatever. Iâm gonna sort these boxes out and stuffâ he raised an eyebrow at Loki.Â
Loki rolled his eyes at him, and helped Peter organise the nursery furniture for his new baby. Peter got bored watching him, but soon discovered the bottle that had come with his baby. It was a simple milk bottle, which, when tipped up, made it look as though the milk had been drunk. He spent a good while tipping it up and down, watching it refill and empty over and over. Loki ruffled his hair. It was good to see him discovering something new.
-
Peter had a great afternoon playing with all of his new toys. He went between all the different toys and play-sets, playing funny mixed up games between cars and dinosaurs and plastic animals and cuddly toys. He didnât need his parents playing with him when he had so many new toys to keep him busy. Tony and Loki sat on the sofa talking quietly together.
âIs that my phone or yours?â
Loki checked. âItâs mine. Iâll just be a minuteâ
Loki stepped out of the room to answer the call. Tony watched Peter, who was setting his Noahâs Ark play set up on the coffee table, lining all the little animals up two by two, his tongue sticking out with concentration. Heâd barely looked up from his toys all afternoon. It was quite nice to watch him without having to actually do anything - although he felt slack for thinking it.
Loki came back into the room. âThat was Li Allenâ
âOh. What does she want?â
âWell, we should have expected this. Sheâs seen the news, of course, and she was due a visit anyway, and now she wants one more urgentlyâ
âI see. What did she say?â
âShe said everything she wants and needs to ask are better off doing in person. She also asked if weâd taken him to the doctors yet, which we havenâtâ
âDo we really have to do that?â
âItâs highly recommendedâ Loki said. âThe dentist is probably a good idea tooâ
âOk, ok. Iâll try to get an appointment soonâ
âGoodâ Loki nodded. âSoon, darling. Sweetheart... Sheâs coming on Fridayâ
âWhat?! Loki! Why didnât you consult me first?!â
âBecause it was easier just getting it booked in straight away. We should try to get all of the medical appointments done before Fridayâ
Tony looked at Peter. âAre we doing the usual thing?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, Iâm the one who always takes Peter to his medi-appointments...â
âWellâ Loki looked at the toddler. âIf youâre ok with that...â
Tony nodded. âSure, ok. Iâm, uh, Iâm gonna step outside and ring our GP and dentist. You know they rush me through sometimesâ
âThank you. Youâd better be quick though: itâs starting to get on a little bitâ
Tony stood up, getting his phone out. âIâll do it now. Why donât you think about what weâre having for tea while Iâm busy?â
Loki knelt down by the coffee table while Tony was out of the room.
âWhatâs going on here, sweetheart?â he asked.
âAll the animals are going on holidayâ Peter said, walking a pair of giraffes up the drawbridge into the ark.Â
âOh, how lovely. Where are they going?â
âAntartisâ
âAntartis?â Loki repeated. âDo you mean Atlantis? Or Antarctica?â
âYesâ
âI seeâ Loki ruffled the boys hair. âIâll leave you to it, snugsâÂ
âNo, wait! My animals are thirsty. They need lots of juiceâ
Loki laughed. âIâll see what I can doâ
-
Loki fetched a sippy cup of juice for Peter. Tony joined them in the living room once more.
âAppointments are booked. They all seem to understand the situation, which is more of a relief than I expected it to be. Itâs kinda good knowing they understand, yknow?â
âYes, I knowâ Loki said. âTony, Iâve been thinking about what you said, and I think maybe I would like to go back to the hospital, just a day or two a week. Half daysâ
âOh, okâ
âI wonât though, if youâve changed your mind about itâ
âNo, come on, itâs fine. Iâm starting to get used to this, I think. I swear the last couple of days have gone on for about a weekâ
âI knew toddler Peter would need a lot more looking after, but I didnât realise just how much more looking after heâd need. Itâs a whole other kind of difficultâ Loki said. âItâs easier in some ways, but not in othersâ
âYeah, I get that. But... what, exactly?â
âWell, itâs easier emotionally, I think. Teenager Peter is so mixed up and poorly; heâs been through so much, and heâs got the problems that come with having been through such traumatic events... Toddler Peter doesnât have those problems. He doesnât have the outbursts and the nightmares and all of that stuffâ Loki said. âHow he is now, heâs just a normal toddler. He doesnât even have his spider powersâ
âYeah, thatâs a weird one. I donât know why he lost them. Or those cuts he had on his forehead just before it happenedâÂ
âNo, I donât know either. So, heâs just a normal toddler. I think heâs more difficult physically this wayâ
âAs in?â
âAs in, we have to get him dressed and washed and get him up in the morning and run about after him to make sure he doesnât hurt himself or anything like that. Itâs a very different type of parentingâ
âYouâre so good at it, thoughâ Tony said. â...Heâs not a bad kidâ
âNo, heâs not. Heâs a good little boy. I love himâ
Tony quickly changed the subject. âWhat do you want for tea?â
âI donât know. Anythingâ
âPizza!â Peter said, throwing down a pair of plastic horses and clapping his hands. âPizza, pizza, pizza!â
âHow many slices of Dominoâs pizza would a toddler manage?â
âI donât know. Three? Maybe four?â Loki said. âIâd rather he had something proper, thoughâ
âMake a suggestion, thenâÂ
Loki thought for a minute. âI donât know. Just do something with vegetablesâ
âYouâre not giving me many cluesâ Tony sighed. âPizza sounds pretty good, actuallyâ
âI donât want him have anything too unhealthyâ Loki said.
âDarling, heâs always drinking juice, and he had apple slices and carrot sticks with his lunch today. Thatâs at least three of his five a day right there. Letâs give him a treat. You know you love Dominoâs too~â
âDonât. No, I donât agree with thisâÂ
âSpoilsportâ Tony stuck his tongue out at him. âIf you donât have any other suggestions, Iâm ordering pizzaâ
âI WANT PIZZA!â Peter shouted.
âYou want to keep your neb outâ Loki clipped. âDaddy and I are talkingâ
âLoki, come onâ
âNo! I want him to eat properly. Something-â
âHow about a compromise?â Tony interrupted. âPizza for tea, but fruit or a smoothie for pudding?â
Loki frowned. He thought for a moment, sighed, and nodded.Â
âFine, but this isnât going to become a regular thingâ
Tony smiled, and got his phone out. Pizza sounded great.
-
Tony kept to his word, and gave Peter a smoothie and a handful of grapes for pudding after heâd had his pizza.Â
âOk, young man, itâs bath timeâ Loki said after tea, picking him up.Â
âNo! I wanna play!âÂ
âYou can play in the bath with all of your ducks and boatsâ Loki said.Â
âDo you want a hand?â Tony asked.
âNo, youâre fine. Come on, little boy; letâs get you sortedâ
-
On Wednesday morning, Tony woke up with a note beside him.
Tony,Â
Iâve gone out. It was short notice, sorry about that. See you this evening.
Loki xxx
Tony checked the time. It was just barely half nine. He hauled himself out of bed, pulling his dressing gown on. He rubbed his eyes and ran his fingers through his hair as he went to get Peter.
âMorning, kiddoâ he yawned. âWhat are you doing?â
âMy rocket is being held hostage by the monkeyâ
Tony stared at him for a moment. â...Right. Ok, go and do your teeth, and Iâll get your clothes readyâ
âI need a weeâ
âWell, have a wee as well, thenâ Tony said. âOff you goâ
Peter got up and went to the bathroom obediently. Tony found him some clean socks and underwear, and dug out a cute little denim romper set, white with little blue whales on it. It was a warm day, and he was going to the doctors today, so Tony thought he may as well wear something nice.Â
Peter fussed a bit when Tony tried to get him dressed.
âIâve done my teeth; what more do you want?!â
âYouâre definitely your fatherâs sonâ Tony said, raising an eyebrow. âStop being so dramatic. Stop wiggling, and let me dress youâ
âIâm already dressed!â
âPyjamas donât countâ Tony said, quickly stripping the boy.Â
Peter stood shocked for a moment, and then opened his mouth and squawked.Â
âNOT FAIR! NOT FAIR AT ALL!â
âItâs not raining eitherâ Tony said. âStay still, or thereâll be troubleâ
Peter squawked again, and then went quiet, pouting, and let himself be dressed. Tony straightened his little outfit.
âOh, sweetâ he said. âWhereâs that little white sunhat? Youâll look pretty as a pictureâÂ
Peter stuck his tongue out at him. Tony stuck his tongue out too. He stood up.
âDo you want breakfast?â
Peter nodded.
âGrab your rocket and come along, then. Youâve got thirty seconds before the offerâs off the tableâ
Peter quickly freed his rocket from his monkeyâs grip, and trotted after Tony.Â
-
Tony took Peter with him to his room after breakfast, sitting him on the bed while he had a quick shower and got ready for the day ahead. Peter was quite happy lounging against the pillows and flying his rocket above his head. He did watch Tony when he came back into the bedroom and got dried and dressed and put his sprays on.
âWhatâs that stuff?â
âItâs just cologneâ
âWhatâs that?â
âItâs basically perfume for menâ Tony said. âDo you like it?â
He held his wrist out for Peter to smell. Peter wrinkled his nose.
âBit strong?â
Peter nodded.
âIt gets a bit weaker as it driesâ Tony said.Â
âCan I wear some?â
âUhh. Hold on, I think Iâve got a vanilla one somewhereâ he hunted through his basket of sprays, and found the little vanilla one at the bottom. It was quite dusty from lack of use. âOk kiddo, you can have a bit of this one, just on your neckâ
He tipped Peterâs chin up, and sprayed a little spritzer of the perfume on Peterâs neck.
âThere, you smell simply delicious nowâ Tony said, kissing him on the nose. âOk, Iâm gonna get my shoes on and grab my stuff, and then weâll sort your bagâ
âDo I have to wear shoes as well?â
âYeah, weâll stick your little white plimsoll-y type shoes on, and weâll find that little white hatâ
âNo! No!!â
âYes, yes!!â Tony insisted. âYouâll be cute as a button with a coordinated outfit. Ok little kid. Letâs get ready for action!â
âSUPER HERO SUIT UP!âÂ
âWoo! Yes, quick, get all the supplies! Weâre leaving for the next mission in ten minutes!â Tony said. âPlimsolls, hat, sippy cup, rocket. Ready, set, go!â
âIâM GO!â Peter shouted, and shot out of the room.
Tony chuckled to himself. It worked every time.
-
Peter grew upset and distressed once they reached the doctors office. The waiting room was mainly full of elderly people, and many of them made a fuss of Peter with his chubby cheeks and curls. Some of them also wanted to fuss Tony, knowing his work and reputation. Peter didnât mind at first, but then he started to feel very crowded and closed in, and he started crying.
âOh dear. Listen, youâre all very charming, but this one needs a little breathing roomâÂ
Tony smiled at everyone but spoke firmly enough that they stepped back and gave him some space. He rubbed Peterâs back firmly.
âThere now, kiddo. Thereâs no need to cryâ
Peter buried his face in his rocket, and soon went quiet. He leant against Tonyâs chest, daydreaming. It wasnât long before Peterâs name was called.
-
Tony sat with Peter on his lap in the doctors office.
âSo, how are you coping?â Doctor Manning asked.Â
âWeâre getting thereâ Tony said. âItâs been tricky. Itâs the weirdest situationâ
âItâs a shame your boy got in the firing line. Thereâs been a lot of discussion about it in the local medical communityâÂ
âWe were told we should get him checked. We havenât noticed anything wrong, but... Well, Loki insistedâ
âIf you havenât noticed anything wrong, there might not be anything to find, but weâre taking a look at these children anyway - just to be safe. Iâve not seen any myself, but I know some colleagues who have seen them. So, how has he been? Is he eating properly, drinking plenty? Is he ok in himself?â
Tony nodded. âYeah, Lokiâs been real good making sure of that. Heâs been fine, I think. I havenât found any reason to worry. I mean, Iâve worried, but not because heâs seemed ill or anythingâ
âThatâs understandable. Good. Now thenâ the doctor stood up, and knelt down in front of Tonyâs chair. âHello, Peter. Is it ok if we put you on the bed and have a proper look at you?â
Peter looked up at Tony.Â
âItâs ok, kiddoâ Tony said. âHe just needs to check you overâ
Peter still didnât seem sure. Tony stood up and sat the toddler down on the bed.
âThere, stay still, kidâÂ
âOk little one, letâs have a good look at youâ Dr Manning said, putting his stethoscope in his ears. âIâm just going to have a little listen to your chestâ
Peter wrinkled his nose, but he let him do it. He didnât fuss when the doctor peered in his ears and shone a light in his eyes.Â
âGood boy. Now, open your mouth and say âaaahââ
Peter did as he was asked, but then squeaked and pushed the doctors hand away when he put a tongue depressor in his mouth.Â
âSorry, sweetheartâ
âKid, you donât push the doctor like thatâ Tony chided.
âHe put a stick in my mouth!â Peter scowled.
âI need to do it, Peterâ Dr Manning said.Â
âWhy?â
âIt keeps your tongue out of the way so I can see your mouth and throat properly. Shall we try again?â
Peter looked at Tony, who nodded at him. He looked back at the doctor, and opened his mouth. He didnât fuss this time, but he was still glad when he was done.Â
âGood boy. Ok, now, do you see this?â he said, bringing out a blood pressure cuff. âIâm going to slip this onto your arm and strap it on like so.. There, now Iâm going to squeeze this pump here, and itâs going to hug your arm while I check the dial and listen with my stethoscope. Ok?â
Peter started crying when the cuff tightened on his arm. It was uncomfortable and almost painfully tight.Â
âI donât like it!â he cried, trying to pull the cuff off.Â
Tony grabbed his hand and held him still. âLet the doctor do his job, kiddoâ
It felt like hours before the doctor let him go and took the cuff off his arm. Peter cried harder and scrambled into Tonyâs arms. He didnât trust that horrible doctor one bit.
âOh kid. Come on; thereâs nothing to cry aboutâ Tony sighed. He looked at the doctor. âHowâs he looking?â
âEverything is perfect so far. Iâd just like to check his reflexesâ
âKid, you need to calm downâ Tony said. âJust-â
There was a knock at the door, and it opened.
âApologies for interrupting. Hereâs those results you asked forâ
Tony stared. âLoki?! What are you doing here?â
Loki glanced down at himself. âLocum work? They needed some cover and asked meâ
âSorry Tony, I didnât realise he was in, otherwise I would have told youâ Dr Manning said, taking the folder from Loki and setting it on the desk. âGood to see you again, Lokiâ
âGood to see you, doctor. Hello, Peter, darling! Donât you look cute?â he said, taking Peter from Tony and giving him a cuddle. âWhatâs the matter, darling?â
âTurns out heâs not a fan of having his blood pressure checkedâ Tony said.
âWell, you should have known that one, my loveâ Loki said, kissing Peter on the cheek and shushing him. âTeenage Peter hates it tooâ
âI forgotâ
âHowâs he doing?â Loki asked, sitting down on the bed and sitting Peter in his lap.
âNothing to worry aboutâ the doctor said. âI just need to check his reflexes, have a discussion about vaccines, and then heâll be good to goâ
âVaccines?â Tony said. âBut heâs up to dateâ
âWeâre recommending boosters for those who came under Kindsprengenâs gun. There now, Peter. Now youâve calmed down, letâs finish your checksâ
Peter wiped his eyes and snuggled against Loki. He couldnât be too scared of the doctor, not when his daddy was there to protect him.
-
The doctor couldnât find anything wrong with Peter. He let Loki stick around for the rest of the consultation. They got Peter booked in for his booster jabs, and the doctor told them to keep up the good work and to come back if they needed any further advice.
âAw, I bet you donât want to go back to work nowâ Tony said once he was out in the corridor with Loki.Â
âNot especially, but Iâve got things to do, and Iâll be back by the eveningâ he said, kissing Peter on the nose. âYou be good for daddy, darlingâÂ
âWeâre going to another doctorâ Peter said.
âIs that so?â
âWeâre going to the dentistâ Tony said.Â
Loki kissed him and gave him a hug. âWell, good luck. Love you lots. Iâll see you tonightâ
-
Peter didnât like the dentist, but the dental nurse kept talking to him and making him laugh, so he got through the check up without incident. The dentist said everything looked fine, and Tony was relieved that they could go home without anything to worry about.
âDaddy, Iâm hungryâ Peter said as Tony strapped him into his car seat.
Tony checked his watch. âWell, it is nearly lunchtime. See if you can hold on for a little bit longer, kiddo. Weâll get you fed real soon... Hold on, how about we go to McDonaldâs? Just donât tell your fatherâ
âMcDonaldâs!âÂ
âYeah, letâs go and find a McDonaldâs, kiddo. Have a think about what you want to eatâ
âMcDonaldâs!âÂ
âOk kiddo, sit back nowâ Tony laughed, shutting the door and climbing into the drivers seat. âLetâs get those cheeseburgersâ
-
Tony decided it would be easier to eat in, but he encountered some autograph hounds as soon as he walked through the doors. Peter didnât mind Tony talking to them at first, because there were lots of pretty young ladies making a fuss of him as well as his father. It was only when the young ladies moved away and some rather boisterous lads moved in that Peter started getting scared. He wriggled and whimpered, burying his face in Tonyâs chest.
âSorry guys, Iâve got a hungry toddler to get fedâ Tony said, flashing them all his trademark smile. âGive us a little space, ok?â
The crowd respectfully parted, leaving Tony free to order and calm Peter down.Â
âNuggets or burger, kiddo?â
âUm...â Peter blinked up at him.
âWeâll just get you the same as daddy, thenâ Tony kissed him on the cheek.Â
âIâm hungryâ
âYeah, I know. Just hold on a few more minutesâ
Peter nuzzled against his rocket and stayed quiet until they were sat down at a table. There, he carefully set his rocket aside and quietly ate his cheeseburger and drank his chocolate milkshake. It was even nicer than heâd expected.
âHowâs that treating you, kiddo?â
Peter nodded. âI like cheeseburgers!â
âMe too, kiddo. Arenât you eating the rest of your chips?â
Peter shook his head. âToo fullâ
âIâll finish them for youâ Tony said. âWhatâs your toy?â
Peter picked up the Happy Meal toy, which was still in its plastic wrapper. He looked at it, brows furrowed.
âI donât knowâ
Tony took it from him, having a look himself. âI donât know either. Do you want it?â
Peter shook his head.
âWeâll just leave it here thenâ Tony said, putting it down on the table. âFinish your milkshake: weâll have to make a move soonâ
âWhat kind of move?â
âI mean, weâll go home once youâve finishedâ
âCan we go to the park?â
Tony stopped for a moment. âWeâll go home firstâ
âBut can we go to the park?!â Peter persisted.
âWeâll seeâ
-
Forty minutes later, with Peterâs football on the front seat, Tony parked up at the park. He got Peter out of the car, tucked the plastic football under his arm, and took Peterâs free hand.
âProbably do us both good, this. Bit of fresh air, bit of exerciseâ Tony said.Â
âWhy isnât daddy here?â
âHe was at the doctors office, remember? Heâs workingâ
âOhâ Peter said. âWhy?â
âWell, because thatâs what he does. Heâs good at it, and he enjoys it. Heâll be back at home later todayâ Tony said. âIâm not really so bad, am I?â
âYouâre not bad at all!â Peter said, shocked.Â
Tony chuckled. âThanks, kid. Youâre not bad eitherâ
âI knowâ
Tony laughed again. âGood. So, why donât we go and find a good bit of grass so we can play a game together?â
âI wanna feed the ducks!â
âOh. We donât have any bread with us kiddo. We can still go and have a look at them though, if you wantâ
Peter nodded enthusiastically. âDucks! Ducks, ducks, ducks, I wanna see the ducks!â
Tony lead him down to the pond. There werenât many people about, so he let go of Peterâs hand and let him wander about untethered for a little while. Most of the ducks were out in the middle of the pond, but there were a few asleep on the bank.Â
âDaddy! Look!â
âAww, arenât they cute?â Tony said, adjusting Peterâs hat.Â
âI love them. Can I have a pet duck?â
âNoâ
âOh. Why?â
âBecause ducks are wild animals: theyâre not supposed to live in peopleâs homes. Unless they live on a farm, I guessâ Tony said. âAre you finished round here?â
âNoâ Peter said. âI wanna walk aaaaaall the way round the whole entire pond!â
âWell, alright. Weâll walk roundâ
Peter trotted along quite happily, cuddling his rocket against his chest and humming to himself. Tony walked a few steps behind him, admiring his cute little outfit and thinking about everything that had been said at the doctors and dentists.Â
-
They walked all round the pond without incident (although Tony had to guide the boy away from the edge a couple of times to stop him falling into the water). They walked on and found a good stretch of empty grass. There they spent a while kicking the ball about before having a game of catch. But then Peter started to get tired, and he started whining. Tony took his hand and tried to head back towards the car, but Peter went all silly and let his legs go limp, refusing to walk.
âWhat are you playing at? You canât stay on the floor all dayâ
âIâm too tired to walk!â Peter whimpered. âIâm too tired!â
âYou can go to sleep for a bit when we get home, but first, you need to get to the carâ
Peter stayed on the floor, whining and refusing to move.Â
âYouâre getting yourself dirtyâ
âTIRED!âÂ
Tony sighed heavily, and hoicked the boy up onto his hip. He quietly cursed himself for deciding to leave the buggy at home.
âStop that squeaking. Hey, careful! Youâre gonna drop your rocketâÂ
âNo!â Peter shouted, clutching his rocket. âMine!â
âYes, so keep hold of it. Letâs get homeâ
He kissed him on the cheek, and headed back to the car.
-
It was late afternoon, but Peter had been so grumpy in the car that Tony put him down for a nap anyway. Tony felt refreshed after the walk in the park, so he put his energy into giving the main living areas a good tidy and clean, and then got started on making shortcrust pastry from scratch, deciding to make something a bit different for tea. Loki would be home soon. He wanted him to come back to something nice.
*
4 notes
¡
View notes
Text
APRICITY (pt. 6)
OC X JUNGKOOK
GENRE: FLUFF, ANGST
WORD COUNT: 3K
SYNOPSIS: When his roommate moves out to live with his girlfriend, Jungkook is faced with a new reality, one that includes a 5â˛3â˛â sac of bones that is too nerdy and curious for his liking.
CHAPTER 6
Regular jeans, and oversized sweater and boots. Thatâs Jisoo outfit for the day as she has no extra power to put in dressing up. Her head is till pounding and sheâs spent a horrible night trying to finish her essay while a numbing headache threatened to split her skull open. As sheâs putting her necessities in her bag, her mind flashes back to the way Jungkook carried her from the hospital room to the car and from the car to the apartment. Despite the fact that she has been half-asleep most of the time, she noticed how possessive he was for someone who she only knows on a first name basis, the way he silenced her with only one glance when she tried to protest after he hauled her off her feet.
 Jisoo walks out the room, readjusting the bag over her shoulder and wrapping the scarf around her neck. The boy is already down the hallway, putting on his shoes; another pair of timbs, she notices.
âWhere are you going?â he asks as his eyes narrow at her.
âExcuse me?â
âI said where are you going?â he stands up, his height making her crane her neck to meet his gaze.
âTo school, obviouslyâ she canât hide the perplexity that laces her words. If it wasnât for the essay she has to turn in today and the test the afternoon, she wouldâve remained in the comfort of her sheets âHonestly, youâre not expecting me to lie in bed all day, are you?â
âIn fact thatâs exactly what you should be doing. Itâs none of my concern though, but ... yeahâ he shrugs and turns around, twisting the door knob and already putting a foot out the house, but he suddenly whirls around to find her still rooted in her spot.
âWhat are you still doing there? Arenât you coming?â
âHuh?!â she stares at him, dumbfounded. He mutters something under his breath before urging her to follow him, and thatâs when she realises that sheâll be boarding his outrageously expensive car.
âGet inâ his voice is cold and bossy, but his manners cover for it as he opens the door for her. A gentleman.
He swiftly slides in and looks over at her, his gaze making her cower a little bit.
âYour seatbeltâ he murmurs and Jisoo hurriedly straps it around her frame, somehow surprised at his authoritarian tone.
 The distance between their shared house and college is relatively short, yet it seems like it will take forever to arrive at their destination as thereâs a heavy silences settling between the pair. Her eyes swiftly glance at his extended arm, hand wrapped around the stirring wheel as they wait in the traffic. She can feel her face flush a little; she as a thing for boys who look good when they drive.
Jungkook is not oblivious to her stealthy peeks, as he himself stares at her when she averts her gaze. He clears his throat, hand hovering over the button before pushing it. A sweet melody fills the car and it looks like it has loosened the tension. Jisoo noticeably relaxes in her seat as her eyes flutter, almost closing as she carefully listens to the lyrics that bring an odd sense of nostalgia to both of them.
 âWeâre hereâ his voice snaps her out of her semi-dreamy trance and she almost jolts up. Almost. With a little bow, she thanks him and steps out of the car, astonished at how cold the weather is, considering she hasnât worn much, but what takes her aback is the passing glances some were giving her.
Jungkook doesnât fail to notice as well, but he doesnât linger on it as he moves inside, falling in her hurried steps. He knows what people are thinking; Jisoo and Jungkook are a thing, or so says the rumour.
Jisoo swerves to the right, leaving the awkwardness and making a bee line to the girlsâ restroom. She is still tired from last nightâs episode with her dysfunctional heart and she wants nothing but sleep, but her ego and thirst to be number one wonât let her rest; she has to pass her exams with high scores. She lets the tap run before splashing her face with water.
 Itâs time for lunch break and people start to fill the large canteen, increasing in number just like Jisooâs nausea. She does not feel like eating, but she has to do it for her health. Itâs not like she has another choice, not with Jimin pushing more food under her nose and Seulgi nagging like a mother hen.
After a while she excuses herself, heading once again to the restroom as she feels bile rising up her throat. Just when she made it through the almost empty hallway a hand grabs at her forearm, stopping her in her tracks.
âHello, bookwormâ Jisoo flinches at the abrupt greeting and fake smile Hanbyul is giving her. The girl before her is the reason behind the drama on her first day of school. She doesnât reply, but nods instead, her eyes scrutinizing the female.
âWhat? Youâre scared of me or what?â Hanbyul chuckles and refers to the defensive mode Jisoo is taking, her arms crossed in front of her.
The shorter female scoffs, her pearly whites displayed in a disbelieving chuckle âIâm completely sure Iâm not scared of how stupid and foolish you look right nowâ Jisoo resists the urge to grin triumphantly when the other girl fumes in anger, her eyebrows meeting in the centre.
âI know youâre trying to act like the unnoticed nerd, but Iâm going to give you a fair warning; stay away from Jungkookâ Hanbyul spits, her voice low and menacing and Jisoo canât help but wonder what does she see in her that would hint to her and Jungkook dating, apart from their shared apartment. She also wonders why a girl like Hanbyul would do this; she is pretty, with a model figure, she has popularity but sheâs seething when itâs about the boy who doesnât seem to even notice her.
âI donât know what youâre talking aboutâ
âYes you do! I see you with him all the time and you live together! Iâm sure youâre throwing yourself at him, you little scumbag!â
Jisoo holds her hands in defence, stepping away from the girlâs finger that is jabbing in her direction âWoah I donât know where that came from. Has it ever crossed your mediocre mind that we might be friends? And even if weâre not friends, whatâs in to you? This is neither a Korean drama nor high school, please be a little civilised and act your ageâ Jisoo canât stop rambling, she doesnât care if spikes the other femaleâs rage âas far as I know, you guys were never a thing and I didnât interrupt. You donât even know me yet you throw yourself at me accusing me of such idiocy. That guy could be gay and youâre here making a fool of yourseââ
Hanbyul grabs her by the collar and slams her hard against the wall, knocking the wind out of the girl who feels her ribcage rattle at that.
Jisoo doesnât budge despite the difficulty she has now in breathing, her gaze never dither from Hanbyulâs eyes that are boring holes into her. Hanbyul is mostly annoyed by her calmness and her unwavering composure and the fact that sheâs nothing compared to her, yet Jungkook defended her in front of everyone and chose her to be his roommate.
Hanbyulâs hand hovers in the air, contemplating if she should slap her or not, when Jisooâs voice invades her thoughts
âYou can hit me if it will make you feel better about yourselfâ
She slowly loosens her grip on the girlâs now wrinkled shirt, eyes filled with confusion and perplexity âHow can you be like this? Youâre weirdâ she states and gives her a irritated look then spins on her heels, stomping away with her straight golden locks flying behind her.
 Jisoo exhales and slides against the wall, her bottom hitting the cool surface. She feels so out of place and mostly unwelcomed in Seoul, except for Jimin and his girlfriendâs friendly treatment. She starts wondering if was a bad idea to come here in the first place.
 After the test is over, Jisoo is glad to go back home and nuzzle in the comfort provided by her sheets. She steps out of the gates and walks under the falling petals of evergreen white flowering trees.
 Jungkook is leaning against the hood of his car, having an animated conversation with his other friend Taehyung who seems to not be convinced of Jungkookâs theory about Tokyo Ghoul and the probable release date. Seconds later, his friendâs voice seems to fade away as Jungkookâs eyes focus on a figure thatâs coming his way.
Jisoo stops in her tracks when her eyes meet Jungkookâs. He shoves the phone back in his pocket and stands straight.
âYouâre done?â he voice is high, very foreign to his ears but Jisoo doesnât notice the difference; she just nods and looks at him, waiting for him to say something after his sudden approach.
âDo you ... uhm... need a ride back home?â he regrets the question as soon as he asks it. Jungkook doesnât offer rides, not to people he claims he does not like, maybe he wants to be nice since sheâs not feeling well. But why does he feel weird about his kindness if thereâs nothing behind it?
The girl is a bit taken by surprise at his offer but she recovers quickly with a bow âItâs alright, I have something to do downtownâ she smiles, âThank you thoughâ she has a very good reason to not accept his ride. Jungkook nods and saunters back to his car once she walks away, feeling somehow defeated and out of place.
 Jisoo is happy that it's not raining at this hour since she has no umbrella. She slightly regrets not taking the boyâs offer; too bad for her that her reputation and dignity matters more than her health.
 As she walks on the now dry pavement, she has a weird sensation falling upon her senses, like she's being watched. Jisoo turns around so fast that she hears something pop in her neck, but there's no one. Truth is she has nothing to do at this hour, but she had no other excuse to say to Jungkook who is just being kind. She takes the bus home, chatting over the phone with her overly excited cousin.
 "He's just weird in his own ways" Taehyung says about Jungkook, explaining to her his weird habits of distancing himself for people in general. They have been talking about nonsense for the past ten minutes until their conversation led them to the boy in question.
"He had problems growing up.... You would know how that feels most than others. He just needs time to get used to you"
"Yeah..." She nods absentmindedly, fully aware that her cousin can't see her "I'm not asking for us to be best friends or anything, I just feel so awkward with him, I don't know if I should be casual with him or if there are limits"
"You never stick to the limits, short stuff" he teases, amused at the tantrum he knows she's about to throw, but she stays silent.
"Yeah" she whispers, remembering the first burn he gave her when she barged in his room in his absence.Â
"You will make friends, don't worry" he reassures her, and they continue on with their teasing banter until she hangs up before stepping out of the bus.
 She's only few steps away from the building when she swears that she glimpses someone behind the bush. What the hell?! She stops for a brief moment, gathering her breath and calming her raging theories and impossible scenarios before running away.
  She comes back home with an eerie feeling lingering in her heart ; she's almost too sure that someone was following her, or maybe she's being paranoid because of the multiple Agatha Christie novels she read before.
She takes her shoes off and heads to her room, ready to collapse on her bed, when a sudden melody hits her ears and makes her stop in her path. Slowly, she finds herself leaning against Jungkook's door.
It's a song that she knows like the back of her hand and she already lost count of how many times she listened to it, but never has she heard it sang with such passion and softness.
Her ear is practically stuck to the wooden door, the sound pleasingly getting louder as it's so close to hitting that one high note, but just when he reaches the peak of it the door is swung open. Jisoo stumbles forward and her face hits Jungkook's solid chest who is looking down at her with his eyebrows jumping high in confusion, almost disappearing in his hair line.
"What are you doing?" He asks and she quickly regains her composure, standing properly with her cheeks blushing furiously.
"I uhm ...." She trails off, struggling with words to explain herself, just like the first time they talked "I was just listening, that's all.... I'm sorry for intrudingâ she confesses, those brown, serene eyes looking away for a second. Jungkook affirms internally that she's the library girl; his instinct never fails him to recognise the slight crease of her lids or the dark shade of her eye bags.
 âIt's okayâ he mumbles and walks past her, going to the kitchen to pour himself a hot cup of coffee. She follows him, wondering why he's not irritated with her being so nosy and all up in his business.
"You're not mad at me?"
"Mm" he shrugs as he puts his cup down.
She smiles at him, and stares. He just gazes at the genuine smile she's giving him, his eyes focusing on her lips as they form words.
 "You have a beautiful voice"
Jungkook ends up hitting the mug with his elbow and pouring it down on his thighs. He jumps up at the scalding pain and Jisoo runs to him; hands fumbling as she wets a towel on throws it on his thighs.
"Shit" he curses under his breath, and sits back, his shorts dripping with the black liquid. He watches as Jisoo kneels down and pushes his shorts up, revealing a red spot on his skin.
"Stay here" she says and hurries to the bathroom, coming back with a first aid kit. She crouches down and starts softly applying ointment on his burn, Jungkook hissing at his skin tingling in pain.
"Stay still" she looks up, taking him by surprise with her authoritarian voice, "You can't take a compliment huh?"Â
"What?! No! I ..." His ears are red with mortification and he canât talk back. He, Jung Jungkook, is lost for words. Ridiculous. He leans forward and takes a look; it's not that bad, but she is extra careful.
"Thanks" he mumbles close to her hair
"Don't cover it" she says as she's almost done, "youâ" her words get stuck to her throat, dying and falling back to her stomach that is now doing summersaults. He himself is shocked, his eyes widening a bit but never wavering from hers, and naturally they travel down to her lips, a thing he regrets as he feels himself drawn to her, her shallow breath fanning his cheek. Jungkook is mostly shocked at what he does next; he lets himself lean closer, angling his head in a way that makes his nose graze hers, their lips touching. Jisoo has lightning zapping in her stomach while Jungkook's head is doing fireworks. He could move away and spare her and himself the aftermath awkwardness, but he doesnât. Fuck it.
Her eyes flutter close as she feels his soft lips gently cover hers, slowly pulling at her upper lip before claiming it again, deepening the kiss this time, with Jisoo trying her best to not be sloppy while kissing him. After all, it's her first kiss.
After what seems like an eternity, Jungkook breaks the kiss, slowly pulling her away; he has no idea he has been grasping her arms, or that she was clinging to his shirt.
They both are confused, for lack of better words. Her trembling fingers are sticky with ointment. She can't bring herself to look at him as she quickly picks up the first aid kit, mentally flinging herself across the Great Wall of China. What the hell was that?!
Jungkook can't even breathe properly, he watches her without a word when she scurries away to her room. He has no idea how he ended up kissing her and why he did it, but can't deny how good it felt and how it planted a new desire to do it again. âWhat the fuck man?!â He hisses lowly as he frowns at his wayward thoughts.
Jungkook looks up at the ceiling and sighs; he now wishes he could pour that coffee in his own eyes.
A black range rover is situated three blocks away for the playground. The windows are heavily tinted, making it impossible to see the person inside.
A man in a black suit and shades walks towards it and opens the door for himself, sits comfortably on the driverâs seat and starts the engine.
He turns his head to the woman who has her sculptured fingers intertwined and resting idly atop her crossed legs.Â
"Did you get me the address?" Her voice is soft, barely audible.
"Yes ma'am, I did" he says as he hands her a folded piece of paper. "She shares her apartment with one of the students; Jung Jungkook"
"A male?"Â
"Yes"
Her hands caress the writing on the paper and the maroon eyes looking out the window "Her boyfriend, I suppose. Bring me everything about him" she orders and he bows to her, taking her nod as a cue to drive off.
#bts#apricity#BTS jungkook#jungkook#jungkook x oc#bts scenarios#jungkook scenarios#kpop scenarios#fanfic#bts fanfic
5 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Teenage Pregnancy
Rogenne Charisse M. Pal
                 ACADEMIC TEXT
Teen pregnancy is a social problem not resolved in developing and some developed countries. Adolescent fecundity has become the most exact bio-demographic and health indicator of development. In developing countries that are expected to follow the sexual behaviour patterns of developed countries, without offering the levels of education and services for adolescents, the consequences will be adolescent fecundity and STI prevalence increase. The ignorance about sexuality and reproduction both in parents, teachers and adolescents increases the early initiation of coital relations and of unwanted pregnancies. Extreme poverty and being the son or daughter of an adolescent mother are risk factors of repeating the early pregnancy model. The application of predictive risk criteria in pregnant adolescents to facilitate the rational use of Health Services to diminish the maternal and perinatal mortality is discussed as well as the social factors associated with adolescent pregnancy as socioeconomic levels, structure â types and characteristics of the family, early leaving school, schooling after delivery, female employment, lack of sexual education, parental and family attitudes in different periods of adolescent pregnancy, adolescent decisions on pregnancy and children, unstable partner relationship and adoption as an option. Social consequences are analyzed as: incomplete education, more numerous families, difficulties in maternal role, abandonment by the partner, fewer possibilities of having a stable, qualified and well-paid job, greater difficulty in improving their socioeconomic level and less probability of social advancement, lack of protection of the recognition of the child. Finally, based on evidence, some measures that can reduce adverse consequences on adolescent mothers, fathers and their children are suggested.
 AUTHORS OF THE TEXT:
Ramiro Molina Cartes and Electra GonzĂĄlez Araya
 TITLE OF JOURNAL/PUBLICATION:
Teenage Pregnancy
 URL OR WEB ADDRESS:
https://www.karger.com/Article/Abstract/326706
 MAIN IDEA:
Teenage Pregnancy is one of the unsettled issues in the community that is drastically increasing in developing and not developing nations.
 EVIDENCE THAT SUPPORTS MAIN IDEA:
âAdolescent fecundity has become the most exact bio-demographic and health indicator of development. In developing countries that are expected to follow the sexual behaviour patterns of developed countries, without offering the levels of education and services for adolescents, the consequences will be adolescent fecundity and STI prevalence increase.â
Marco Diolanto
                         Article text
Growing up without my Mum was difficult in many ways. I missed out on all those mother-daughter chats, even the one about the birds and the bees. I wasnât aware of the consequences of having sex and I didnât know the symptoms of pregnancy. I had no idea I was pregnant for quite a while.Dad was standing in the kitchen showing me the hernia on his great big belly. I could see a sizeable lump and said âYeah, I have one of those on my belly too Dadâ. Dad thought I had better get it checked out, so as I was a very independent girl I took myself off to the doctors to ask them to help me with my hernia. Of course it turned out that my hernia was a baby; I was pregnant . I had no concept of what that would mean, so I just went home and gave the test results to Dad.My boyfriendâs parents arranged a meeting with Dad to discuss our situation. However Dad had already decided that I would keep the baby and he would support me in raising the child. My boyfriendâs parents knew it was the wrong decision but they were powerless to stop us.I had no-one to talk to about the pregnancy and didnât have regular checkups with the doctor, so I just continued on as normal. I went to school, played on the slides and swings at the park, climbed trees and acted as if nothing out of the ordinary was happening. I continued at school until two weeks before the baby was born and only finished then because it was the December school holidays.One day I was out riding the trusty old bike that I had found on the rubbish. I was about eight and a half months pregnant, riding my little heart out. I came across my bo yfriendâs parents in their car and stopped to chat, asking if t hey knew where my boyfriend was. I look back now and wonder what would have been going through their heads, seeing me riding along heavily pregnant without a care in the world. I eventually found my boyfriend at our hide out up in the tree house, so I hopped off my bike and scrambled right up there with him.Right at the end of the pregnancy, my friends and I were walking through a shopping centre car park. I decided it would be funny to do a football leap onto the back of one of the girls. Little did I realise my friend could see my reflection in the shop window. She ducked when she saw what I was up to, and I went flying over the top of her and fell on the concrete, straight onto my heavily pregnant stomach. People came running from all over to help, but I just got up and acted like nothing had happened.I suppose I didnât really comprehend what was happening to me.My First Baby ArrivesI felt like my pregnanc y was going on forever. I was so big but didnât feel too uncomfortable, even though I was days overdue. I was still very fit and was so desperate to have the baby that I organised a group of my friends to come jogging with me to bring the labour on.The labour and birth are as clear in my memory as if they were yesterday. My boyfriend and my brother were hanging out in the shed with their friends while I was inside, playing the Nintendo 64. We went to bed at around 11pm and just as I was climbing into the bed I felt warm water trickle down my legs. I said to my boyfriend âI think Iâm in labour, I can feel water running down my legsâ, to which he replied âYouâve probably just wet yourselfâ and fell asleep.Dad was in the lounge room watching TV so I went out to him and told him what was happening. He said âHell, letâs go to the hospitalâ. I grabbed towels and put them between my legs, then ma de my boyfriend get up.Dad had borrowed a car from his b rother so my boyfriend, Dad, brother, stepmum and I started off to the hospital before Dad realised there was no petrol. While we waited at the petrol station we all bickered about who would be coming in to thebirthing room with me. I was quite adamant that I didnât want my Dad or stepmum in the birthing room, which created an argument.We eventually arrived at the hospital where I was put into a wheelchair and my brother wheeled me inside. I told my Dad, stepmum and brother to wait outside while I went into the birthing room with my boyfriend.I tried to relax in the bath but all I felt like doing was vomiting. The back pain was getting really bad, so the nurses propped me up on the bed. I started screaming for my Dad and the nurses bought him, my stepmum and brother into the room. The nurse said that it was time for the baby to come so I needed to take my pants off. I refused. Of course they couldnât let me keep my pants on, so I made ev eryone leave the room while I removed them.Everybody came back in as the baby started to come. I was screaming so loud that even the lady who shared my hospital room could hear me from the other end of the hospital. When the baby was born my boyfriend cut the cord and then the baby was given to my Dad. I donât know why Dad was handed the baby instead of me, but soon I had my chance to cuddle Josh for the first time.
Title of the journal / publication:
Fifteen, Pregnant and No Idea
Author/s:
By Stacey Currie,
Stacey Currie
URL / Web address :
http://www.pregnancy.com.au/resources/teenage-pregnancy/teenage-pregnancy-articles/fifteen-pregnant-and-no-idea.shtml
MAIN IDEA:
Stacey Currie shares her views on overcoming adversity, to feel inspired and empowered to take your dream to the next level to make it happen. Her message is to share that no matter what obstacles in life are thrown at you, you can still make your dreams happen.
 Old Life
â˘No mum in my life
â˘Brought up in housing commission
â˘Sexually abused at 9
â˘Pregnant at 15
â˘Homelsess with 2 babies aged 19
â˘3 babies by 21
â˘Domestic violence
â˘Fighting to keep my children
New Life
â˘Age 31
â˘Entreprenuer
â˘To running a million $$$ company
â˘Author
â˘Speaker
â˘5 kids
â˘Dream House
â˘Dream Care
â˘Ambassador for Lighthouse Foundation where we build homes for homeless young mums and their babies.
she's now living her dream life
0 notes