#and he always gets 'OOOOH' around knives tbh

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 also   yes,   harbinger!crow   still   loves   knives.     despite   it   being   wholly   unnecessary,   he   does   still   carry   a   weapon.     it’s  a   special   knife   however;     not   one   from   earth,   more   resembling   a   dagger,   and   the   handle   is   embellished   with   the   outline   of   a   feather.     i   say   it’s   more   like   a   dagger   but   isn’t,   because   the   blade   does   flick   out   like   a   pocket   knife   as   opposed   to   being   constantly   out   like   a   dagger   blade.     it’s   an   item   that   is   so   eerie   to   look   at,   because   it’s   obviously   not   of   earth.

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Any back story you care to share about biker mando & xi’an?

Ooooh boy. I low key love Xi’an she’s a problematic fave of mine lmao the fact she’s played by Natalia Tena is like a cherry on top (she’s really hot & talented leave my bi ass alone)

note: im tagging anyone who asked to be tagged in the fic itself, if you want to be removed from the headcanons/drabbles tag please let me know!!!

SERIES MASTERLIST.

Warnings: violence (kinda graphic? a little more graphic than canon for the show i would say lol), blood, guns, knives, rough sex, unrequited love, darker Mando.

Din’s time with Xi’an are the closest we are gonna get to fuckboy!mando and dark!mando

He’s been through some shit he has a dark side ok he’s our good soft at heart man 💯 but he’s also got some skeletons in his closet (kinda literally) 

and we are lying to ourselves if we do not acknowledge that he is, indeed, very comfortable with and sometimes quick to use violence

For a little backstory: din was technically a mercenary in those days which meant he didn’t wear his vest

when he’s not wearing the vest he doesn’t have to worry about reflecting badly on the creed

And it was his first taste of freedom from any kind of guardian or mentor looking over his shoulder

And he was young

And he was a competent and clever fighter

And he was a little cocky about it

not to mention he was still very much traumatized by what the Empire did to him and his family and the people around him

Xi’an used to be more insecure 

she grew up in an environment where it was every person for themselves 

and so she did have to use her strengths to survive 

but she was also young and also figuring out just who the hell she was

and finding her self-worth (which she lacked a lot of)

she masked it well with that “crazy knife wielding weirdo” persona she has now grown into

But Back then it was defense mechanism now it’s just who she is and there’s way less self-doubt she’s just confident, chaotic and she can and will kill you

Xi’an fell fast and HARD for our Mando and who could blame her tbh

He was a little bit broody mysterious and he was (and still is) lethal in a fight

And he had this swagger that just exuded confidence 

there was always a little bit of a dangerous quirk to his lips when he was beating the hell out of someone

Because if they weren’t scared enough to submit to begin with they always ended up that way or dead

And a part of him liked that

Being a Mandalorian gave you a bit of cred in the underworld — even though most people don’t like them they knew their reputation as a whole

And sure he didn’t wear the cut while he was out with Ranzar’s crew but he made a name for himself on his own

Xi’an was just as talented in a fight

And there were more than enough near death experiences with adrenaline running high from a very satisfying fight

And one night after a particularly hard battle won:

The two them back to back 

taking on way more people than just a couple of youngblood dumbass mercenaries should have been able to

Her knives spilling blood across the ground -- fast, deadly and with a grin on her face

His fists landing with solid hard cracks and the vague smell of smoke and metal in the air from his gun going off -- that barely perceptible smirk and the intensity of his focus

it was, to her, beautiful 

so the moment they got to safety she just went for it and jumped on him 

and he was very receptive to it, his body slamming right back into hers with a kiss that was mostly gnashing teeth and tongues 

and when he slid inside of her -- no foreplay except maybe some rough dry humping against a wall -- it was an amazing and somewhat painful stretch

and she loved it

so it became a regular Thing™️

The sex was always rough and fast and dirty

even if they had the time to do more than just a quickie out of sight of the rest of the crew

And if we are being honest Din was a little bit selfish

He liked to Take at that point in his life

a small recompense from a universe that had taken so much from him

And she never complained outright, except for maybe verbal jab 

regardless she always got hers by rubbing at her clit while he pounded into her with gravelly grunts and groans

Din, despite being kind of quiet and coming off as morose, was eager and intense and it was all heat 

and she could get off on that alone

especially when they were fresh out of a fight

Xi’an wasn’t very forthcoming about her feelings  — she would much rather make snide comments, tease him in a way she knew would piss him off and hope he just figured it out one day

tugging ponytails kind of stuff really -- her experience with romance and feelings didn’t teach her anything but that

if she got a rise out of him it had to be because he cared and she thrived on that high

But he didn’t notice the real reason behind it all

And it’s not as if he didn’t care about her — but that was not a time where he even gave a shit about romance

It wasn’t realistic to him to share himself with someone like that

And she played it off like they were fuck buddies, just wanting something to do with that energy and desire

Not to mention she was selfish in her own way

And had no moral code

So even if he did know back then he’s not sure now he would ever feel like that about her

At some point there was job gone wrong

And the entire group just left her brother Qin to bleed out or get caught by Republic authorities

It was like she didn’t even care — in fact none of them did -- just got back to business and headed out for a new mission

Which made Din uncomfortable because yeah he didn’t like the guy like at all but to leave him behind like that just didn’t sit right with him

His own people, The Mandalorians, would never let that happen

If possible he pulled even farther away emotionally 

but definitely not physically -- he still fucked her whenever the desire came up in either of them

Until one day he was just gone - no goodbyes and no warning

Xi’an was heartbroken

So yeah she hates him and it was a mess but she  like many of us do sometimes built their relationship in her head

and to her it was more than he every thought it was

so when he left like that she took it very personally 

Which is why she feels extra stabby whenever they cross paths

Hell hath no fury am I right

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hello miss cat! omg yes i'm SO glad they're over they took up so much of my time and were so prolonged for no reason? i never understand how colleges keep 2-3 exams a day, give a long break, then keep 2 exams a day AND STILL have the entire thing go on for two weeks esp when it's online :/ the burn out 😔 aah i had a few research papers for my ergonomics class and econometrics which is always so hard to trudge through esp right after giving papers. but they're my chosen subjects after all

so i can't complain omg what have you been baking? does it turn out well? facetiming friends is always fun 💗 and 10 minute paintings sounds like such a stress buster! how is work? i've been working towards preparing for my drama exam coming up and i'm also teaching speech and drama to kids those younger than me :D and have also been researching for debates that i moderate with my friends from school. and YES i watched their dance practice it was sooo fun to watch i thought the winderella

i thought the entire escape room idea was so cool and the entire episode was just super fun to watch plus taeyong eating chocolate when everyone was solving the mystery!! 10/10!! i even liked the last episode I WAS ROLLING WHEN KAI JUST KEPT PULLING NOTES FROM THE BOX 😂😂 which was your favorite episode miss cat? hsbdkas i haven't watched the enquete episode entirely yet but i should now that sicheng said that LOL and YEAH OMG i thought it was kind of a red flag when he didn't tell her anything

hey that's so exciting! what do you want your space to look like?? being an artist as a profession is actually really cool! but it wasn't the most..what can i say now, stable? when it came to the economic standpoint so my mother didn't go with it :") ooo ok so from what i know when she's working on her cityscapes she's always like "the bigger the better" and she always works with knives on those so there's a lot of place to experiment with that! but otherwise when she has little time on hand she

prefers smaller canvases! omg yes a lot of her art was hung up at home (tbh it was more like storage before it went to exhibitions 😅) but she took them down because when my brother and i were younger we used to run around the house with darts and toy guns with ink rubber bullets which always ended up hitting the paintings rip and now she has her own studio so most of them are kept there! but yes she painted a family portrait so we have that up :") and a few more scenic paintings too!

dskcsjd i don't really think i enjoy interior designing that much mainly because i'm too lazy to start and move things around but yes conceptually it sounds like so much fun and i have sooo much respect for everyone interested in it. omigosh miss cat i could talk a lot about this but mainly since i teach speech and drama along with studying i love to experiment with different ways the characters can be portrayed when the younger students are performing! i love planning out play moves and

various voice modulation techniques! after all, there's no such thing as a bad molly weasley dramatization now is there? i looove performing arts and the feeling  of being on stage is unparalleled for me with acting and dance :") i also used to write and edit but that was in school i don't think i've got it anymore rip. how about you? would you consider yourself creative? you've got a way with words so that's surely down for you 💗 it's so cool that you enjoy museums! do you have any favorites?

oooo yayoi kusama!! wasn't she the artist behind the fireflies room? (or was it something like that i'm sorry i don't remember what it was called jdbnsd) and monet is such a classic! oh wow, do you often incorporate impressionism into your artwork? (if that kind can be applied rip i'm sorry i'm not that knowledgeable about this stuff aah) 3d design!! ooo what materials do you use there? hndjxjdk oil paints take such a long time to dry don't they? awww doinf 10 min paintings sounds so cute!

what are they like, if you don't mind me asking? my weekend was good! i went to the park and fractured myself rip but otherwise i enjoyed by eating and sleeping well! did you have a good weekend? i hope you're having a super week and continue to do so! oh oh also, thank you for taking the time out to respond to me this is really sweet of you <333

also im sorry to randomly pop this in but i saw you got the album signed by our lord and savior our knight in shining armor our light at the end of a dark tunnel the woman herself QUEEN JISOO??!?!11/!?1 AAAAAAAH IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU MISS CAT YOU ACTUALLY MANAGED TO SNAG ONE WOW SJSNDJKNSKJ (maybe now you'll have luck with pulling her i hopeee ahaha)

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hello, sweetpea!!! 💕 oh my god, i feel- i had like 3 exams in one day many times before and i just wished they spread the exams out over two weeks instead of cramming all of them into one ): it’s such a terrible class structure /: also hate when teachers still teach new material when it’s supposed to be dead week ugh asdfkaljshdfkl i heard economy and i’m that spongebob aight i’m out meme 😬  econ was my least favorite business subject rip. do you like what you’re learning in ergonomics and econometrics? is it interesting for you? 💓

i’ve been baking bread!! my mom and i like making little french baguettes or the japanese milk bread :’) and they come out really nicely!!! we have fresh bread for the week, and i love making breakfast styled sandwiches with it 💖 work is going well! i managed to finish work early on friday and got off at 7 pm :D so that made me very happy, and i’ve been relaxing over the weekend 💕 omg a drama exam! what do you have to do for it? will you be reciting a monologue or performing or is there an actual written exam too? :o and you’re teaching little kids and moderating debates too omg you’re so busy!! is it difficult managing all of that? 😦  and winderella is soo pretty like wow visuals 🤩💝

omg YES i love love love the escape room episode too!!!! it’s also my favorite! and LOL yeah, i noticed that too and laughed when i saw taeyong more interested in the chocolate than the game aksjhflaksjd also lucas is so smart?? he figured out the clues so quickly in the most simplest ways, and i wished they had acknowledged that ): watching mtopia made me more interested in ten too, like wow, he’s really quick witted too 💕 sicheng is whipped for lucas and lucas only. lucas won the life lottery, he received sicheng’s affection and their feelings are mutual 🤧💗

i would want it to look like how i decorated my dorm!! i pinned up all the art postcards i collected from different art museums around the world in a sort of mosaic collage on my walls and hung up my paintings too :’) and i had my paintbrushes and paints stored in these jars on my desk along with a bunch of my books stacked here and there. it was like a bright organized chaos in my dorm room in a sense? i had large sketchpads and blank canvas shoved behind my desks and bed and paintings drying in various areas, but i knew exactly where everything was placed ✨and i totally get it!! it’s why i didn’t choose to major in art too because i wanted financial stability

ooooh my gosh, your mom does palette knife paintings??? those are so gorgeous!!!! 🤩🤩 i looove seeing those being painted and i wish i was skilled enough to do those :o AND SHE HAS EXHIBITIONS?? SHE’S LITERALLY LIVING THE DREAM 💘💘  aksdjfahjlks i hope none of her paintings got hit 😅aaaah it’s great that she still has some of them up though :’) my mom hung up all my paintings too and it made me so happy when i saw 🤧

akjlshfdlja omg i feel that, like it’s fun to just think about it but actually moving furrniture around is hard work rip. once i move in somewhere, the furniture is gonna stay like that until i move again LOL oooo so do you teach different ways to portray a single character? do you create your own characters or do you use a preexisting one? have you ever created your own original play before? :o omg i have so much respect for actors and performing arts honestly, like memorizing all those lines and then having to add emotion to it plus remembering where you’re supposed to stand and go amongst a million other things?? i would completely fail. the only times i participated in performing arts are for piano recitals :’) 

ooo yes, i would consider myself creative!! i love making things, like whether that be through building robots, drawing, painting, soft sculpting, 3d designing, graphic designing, baking, cooking, writing, etc. it’s just so much fun to be able to create. there’s something magical about being able to bring something from your imagination to life ✨ also, thank you so much 🥺💗  i looove moma!!! both the sf one and the nyc one! i also really love the louvre and museo thyssen-bornemisza 💜 i also really really want to visit the monet museum in france one day because i wasn’t able when i traveled there in the past, and i imagine that one will become my favorite if i do get the chance to 🌷

omg yes, you’re correct, she is indeed the one who made that!!!!! she made all those pretty mirror rooms with lights ✨ i absolutely adore her work 💟   and yes, i do!!! I try to incorporate monet’s style into my own paintings by doing a lot of short strokes and studying how sunlight hits nature. and rather than trying to be perfectly accurate, i go with my intuition. it’s kinda like how cher describes it in clueless, like from far away, it looks ok but up close it’s a mess LOL and omg it’s ok, you don’t need to apologize!!! thank you for taking an interest in my art :’) for 3d design, i used foam, cardboard, newspaper, wax, and metal wires!! and yeah, oil painting takes days, even weeks, to fully dry rip but it’s so much easier to blend and paint with because of the slow dry!

i do small paintings of flowers in ten minutes! i included some of them in my letters here 💛 oh my god, you fractured yourself??? how did that happen 😭 did you go see a doctor and get a cast? does it hurt now? pls be careful ):  i did have a good weekend, thank you! 💞 i slept in and ate lots of good food :’) and thank you so so much, my week went well too 💟💟 and omg of course, you don’t have to thank me, lovebug, i enjoy talking to you!! 💓 💓

AND YES I DID!!!! I’M SO HAPPY 😭💜💜💜 I HAVE IT DISPLAYED IN MY ROOM AND IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL 🤩  THANK YOU SO MUCH 🥺💟  omg i actually just bought all her pcs 🤧💗 jisoo is an expensive woman, but i have most of her pcs now :’) and yes, hopefully when the next album comes out in two years hopefully, i’ll be lucky enough to pull her pc 💞💞

how have you been, sweetpea? how’s your weekend going? 💚