#and you can't build a bonfire too openly or the coppers come by
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#personal#i wish i still felt excited about bonfire night#it used to be my favourite holiday#i have so many memories of going to displays when i was young and my family inviting friends round to set fireworks off together#one year i went to a friend's place and we took part in building his community bonfire#but i just#idk#each year the council cuts back on displays citing the cost#(there are None this year.)#and you can't build a bonfire too openly or the coppers come by#and it just sucks#especially when one of the reasons i love it is that it's one of our own holidays#it's not imported from america like these fucking corporations keep trying to do with black friday and shit like that#it's Ours.#(until americans made it into v for vendetta day first and now destiel day. which fucking sucks.)#it's ours and it's about community and good food and clearing out your old furniture to build something new.#something that's beautiful even if it's destined to just burn#and i hate that it's slipping away#you cant even buy fireworks now to set them off yourself#like my plans for this evening consist of holing myself up in my room and maybe starting big dragon#and it sounds really stupid when i say it like that because what the hell am i even sad about?#the missed opportunity of standing outside for half an hour in november?#but i really am about to cry lol
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