#and why i kinda wanna retire the taglist bc most ppl don't interact even tho they wanted to be tagged :((

[taintedcigs]

okay so this is probably gonna sound annoying but idc. honestly ive realized that i don't care abt "numbers". like do some of my fics get a lot of likes/rbs? yes! do some of them don't? also yes! some reach a wider audience and some don't, that's totally fine by me! the only thing that really makes me feel so de-motivated is readers who don't interact w my fics in any meaningful way.

bc i swear the only thing that upsets me is ppl not INTERACTING w it. like commenting/sending me asks, reblogging but also saying something in the tags or just like leaving something... i swear that motivates me SO SO much. im grateful that u guys also LIKE my fics and i get some of u don't want to reblog/comment/send an ask but it's just de-motivating to not have anyone interact if that makes sense?? bc thats like the best part of writing!!! to have some readers that connect w your writing and also connect w u? in some way!?! anyway im probably a bit dramatic but i love talking to ppl on here and its upsetting to see just bunch of likes and nothing else >:(