#and while honestly?? it'd probably do good for me to follow my circadian rhythm doing so results in me being isolated and in my room almost | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

micha-lapin · 1 year ago

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honestly, slowly falling back into my habits felt a bit.. disheartening since I've only recently been awake during the day and leaving my room and starting to feel as if I'm on the path of being better and alive, and I'm kind of scared of falling back into that cycle again

but remembering that healing isn't linear helped me there. hopefully next weekend I can get an energy drink and stay awake so that I can fall back into what is considered a normal schedule

#kind of vent ish #it's not super deep or anything but just in case #also putting the spoiler line there since flaying my chest open and laying my heart bare for anyone to see is a bit daunting #so a spoiler quells that a bit #anyways a mf has insomnia :sparkle:#and while honestly?? it'd probably do good for me to follow my circadian rhythm doing so results in me being isolated and in my room almost #-all of the time. not to mention missing out on events like birthdays.#who knows.. tho.. perhaps there'd be a time in the future where I can follow my default sleeping schedule.. perhaps not #sleepy rambling

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