#and what the hell jimin? stop getting hurt already!
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jmdbjk · 3 months ago
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It's got that VIBE baby... like the friend-zone vibe.
WARNING: POSSIBLE SPOILER ALERT! Are You Sure? Episode 3...
I had trouble with the title of this post...
Jungkook's savage era
Jungkook: Tae, get off my lawn! (he means Jimin)
Puppy playdate!
But I went with the one I did because wow... what a difference between Episode 3 and the first two.
So here we are in Jeju and it's really gorgeous there. The villa they rented looked amazing.
My first impression after watching the entire episode: a whole different vibe than when Jimin and Jungkook were in Connecticut.
Examples:
Episode two, Jimin wants to jump in the shopping cart at Walmart and Jungkook says no, stop playing around, let's shop for ingredients "so I can cook you the best carbonara that ever passed between your lips."
Episode three, Jungkook and Tae run around like 5-year olds shooting a water pistol at Jimin's ass.
What was the difference? Tae's presence changed the dynamic and everyone went into friend mode. Episode 3 was less adulting and more silliness.
In no particular order...
This sequence sets the tone:
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Was this staged or spontaneous? The crew were seated at the restaurant when Jimin and Tae took off running with Jungkook close behind...but the drone was already in the air ready to catch it all.
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The drone camera man was ready!
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Locals minding their own business when the biggest celebs in all of Korea run past them, one cussing the other out ... probably thinking rich celebs got no sense, running through the streets of Jeju trying to feed each other... they'd be right I guess.
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They are back on the road to the accommodations and singing the explicit version of Seven while Jungkook is on the Harley behind them:
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🎶 Fucking you right 🎶 (in front of the church):
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Gratuitous shot of JK on the bike:
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Another...and he's wearing the same pants from the yacht in Connecticut.
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If Tuesday, Sept. 26 is the day they arrived in Jeju, Jungkook had just come back from NYC the day before. The man had to be tired.
Jimin wanted Jungkook to be hydrated and caffeinated. They drive thru Starbucks.
Tae never having gone through a drive thru before. What?!?
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They get to the villa, show us around... its stocked with everything, even JK's Mikrokosmos lamp...
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Except no Twinkies...
I'm not sure what Jimin is telling Tae to do here... script says go lay down so we can stage you having a bonding moment with JK? Or what? (just kidding).
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A moment of relaxing for Tae and JK... cuddle me dammit! Or was this a prank Jimin and Jungkook schemed so Jimin could get revenge on Tae with the water pistol? Really, I want to know. The chronology of the editing is giving me a headache.
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Nice. Swim trunks, nice...
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Which leads to swimming... and water pistols...and nakedness.
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That being said, what's up with Jimin having stomach issues so much? Back in April 2023, he said he wasn't well the day when he came on Weverse live at 3 a.m. when Like Crazy hit #1 on the BBHot100. This is getting concerning.
Again, a few people watching the hilarity...
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They were laughing SO hard. Jimin was laughing hard too even though he was the one being pelted with water!
Jimin got out of his soaked pants and then took a nap... on the hard floor, in front of the camera crew...
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What is this? Recycling wine bottles? Party party yeah? What?
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Then they went to the climbing wall/go kart place... Jungkook was IN HEAVEN!
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Jimin busts his lip while making Tae do the sandbag grab in mid air. Jimin can't catch a break.
At the go kart track, first thing we see is Jimin with a band aid on his face... what the fuck?
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Then the bandaid is gone:
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Jimin with a bandaid on his face at the beginning of the racing karts segment and then it disappearing at the end. In post-production they did not edit it chronologically. STOP REARRANGING THE TIMELINE!
iT mAkEs A bEtTeR StOrY... ok whatever. How about just tell us wtf happened instead? Or will we find out in the behinds?
Tae and Jimin race...JK has something to say about it...
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Mr. I'm-Fastest-To-The-Top-No-One-Can-Beat-Me-Wall-Climber isn't shading them because of a friendly race is he?
But the exchange after (I'm assuming this is after, but hell, who knows) ... Jungkook was a bit pissed. He really is jealous when Tae monopolizes Jimin. All is fine when he's playing around but let Tae take Jimin away from him and its time to throw hands!
And Tae understood this hahahahhaaa omg.
Episode 3 ends at the go kart track.
It was fun and funny. It was good to see them having fun. We all miss our Tannies all together and having three of them together is a treat. It WAS fun and I laughed a lot! But.
But this travel show series has been highly anticipated because we want to see Jimin and Jungkook together. We know they are close and we've been waiting so long to see them be themselves. So having Tae there, while it is great to see them together, he did change the dynamic. Definitely not the same vibe as the first two episodes.
We use words like very close, domestic, intimate, boyfriends, husbands, depending on how far each of us want to take it to describe Jimin and Jungkook. But we rarely say soulmates with these two.
The definition of soulmate is a close friend or romantic partner with whom one has a unique deep connection based on mutual understanding and acceptance, according to Merriam-Webster.
That describes Jimin and Jungkook perfectly. We always use the term soulmates about Jimin and Tae. Its true they have a level of friendship that is already automatic because of their culture and we know the history between them.
Yet, no matter what we describe Jimin and Jungkook's relationship, it is very clear that these two men are soulmates too. They take care of each other, they care about the well-being of each other. They are in tune with each other even if they disagree on something. They are vocal about all of this. They are very close. We need to start using soulmates more often with Jimin and Jungkook.
It does not describe Jungkook and Tae's relationship. At all.
At the start of this travel vlog business, JK wasn't sure what they were doing but by the end of their trip in the U.S. he was fully on board.
When I saw the first Jeju promo it was obvious to me he had taken co-ownership of this franchise too. I could tell by that attitude in his tone in the promo. Here was Tae... adamant to tag along after finding out two days before that he was being left out of a trip to Jeju. Never mind respecting that this was Jimin and Jungkook's project.
We felt the first two episodes were more "intimate" because we saw the little things... touches, tone of voice, the way they behave with each other, just their natural chemistry. Did they butt heads a little? Yes, but not the same way as what happens between Jungkook and Tae.
Jungkook knew what would happen.
Understandable he’d be taken off guard. Jungkook had to pivot. He did well with it ... until Tae monopolized Jimin.
I am looking forward to next week!
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whyse7vn · 1 year ago
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MESSY -
[ot7 x reader]
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LAYOVER OUT NOW!!
8 participants - 8 online
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jin: guys i kinda feel like the tae hate train is so forced spent 24 hours with him and he’s not even that bad
y/n: pretty sure this is what people call stockholm syndrome. wishing you a speedy recovery 🙏🏽
tae: i could cry jin wow thank u for this 💜
jimin: savejin2023
namjoon: wow
hobi: i think i’m about to get jumped
yoongi: be safe
hobi: that does not help me at all
yoongi: never being nice again hope it hurts real bad and ur in hospital for 7 weeks
namjoon: why would people want to jump you?
hobi: idk namjoon let me turn around and ask them
fucking BITCH
i hate you
namjoon: ok then
y/n: where is ur security at??
hobi: toilet
y/n: yikes
gl !!!!!
tae: do you need me to come help?
you know i can get down and dirty
real dirty
jimin: tae stfu
someone record it
tae: say the word hoseok and i’ll be there
hobi: saying no words
tae: be like that then
jin you would let me save you right 🥺
jin: no
tae: wtf????
why not
jin: stop speaking to me
tae: I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS?
jin: i said you weren’t that bad not that we were friends
chill out
tae: I WILL NOT “CHILL OUT”
you fucking BITCH
jin: excuse me????
you better watch ur mouth
y/n: ladies that’s enough break it up!!
jin: he fucking started it ugly slut
tae: DID YOU GUYS HEAR THAT HE CALLED ME AN UGLY SLUT
AN
UGLY SLUT
HES CROSSED THE LINE
LET ME AT HIM
jin: COME AT ME THEN
jimin: he’s asking you to cum that’s crazy
yoongi: gross as hell
hobi: i was not jumped
yoongi: shame
hobi: shame?
yoongi: shame.
tae: i do not fuck with you like that jin what the hell
namjoon: where is jungkook?
jk: i’m busy
i just ate glass by accident
namjoon: you what
jk: pls leave me alone
i ate glass
y/n: he’s bleeding
jk: i ate glass
tae: something is telling me jungkook ate glass but idk
jk: i did just eat glass
tae: no way lol
jk: yes way
leave me me now
hobi: he ate glass?
jin: lol
jk: yes
bye now
jimin: is he like ok??
y/n: he’s bleeding i said this already
yoongi: how do you accidentally eat glass?
y/n: beats me
tae: JUNGKOOK BEATS YOU???
WITH GLASS?
y/n: what
jimin: anyways
can we find out what the fuck namjoon is training for
why is he always working out?
should i be prepared to the end of the world or something
what does he know that we don’t
y/n: think he’s just a slut tbh
namjoon: ?
jin: be honest namjoon
are you working for the government?
namjoon: technically we all work for the government
jimin: ur so annoying
yoongi: “technically we all work for the government” 🤓☝🏼
hobi: who is we????????
i know i don’t work for the government
i work for the people
y/n: right like tf is he on about?
tae: why has no one congratulated me
jin: are you pregnant?
jimin: congrats!! boy or girl??
tae: nvm
namjoon: btw i’m not having a party for my birthday this year
yoongi: thought ur birthday passed already?
namjoon: no?
hobi: what year were you born joon?
namjoon: 1994
tae: CRAZY
namjoon: we are 1 year apart?
tae: 1 year it’s a long time
y/n: you’re so old omg :( hope you don’t die soon
namjoon: i’m not old
jimin: see how jin and yoongi aren’t speaking rn
says a lot doesn’t it?
yoongi: maybe i don’t like you?
jimin: maybe ur old as hell?
jin: age shaming is real guys
i’m done fighting this battle
tae: age defeated you?
jin: don’t start with me again
y/n: he’ll ask you to cum again
jin: right
wait no wtf
I WILL NOt
hobi: ewww jin is so gross
jin: IM NOT
hobi: EWWWWWWWW
jin: STOP IM NOT PLS I SWEAR
jimin: i’m asking this not because i care but cuz it would be real funny if the answer was yes
did jungkook die??
yoongi: let’s pray
namjoon: are you friends with him now?
yoongi: LOL
i’m praying that he’s dead
y/n: be nice yoongi
yoongi: never :p
jk: raise ur hand if you also think the jungkook hate train is forced
jimin: *cuts off both hands*
tae: don’t think he died
yoongi: no shit
tae: i’ll raise my hand for you kook
jin: i take back my my opening statement
gf was right it was stockholm syndrome
jk: GF??????
yoongi: don’t call her that
y/n: told you
jin: thank god i’m cured now 🙏��
tae: all men do is lie…
y/n: real
tae: PICK A SIDE
y/n: FUCK YOU
tae: you about that freaky life lol??
we can if you want lol
😝😏😚
jk: you will be the next glass victim
tae: woah????
namjoon: jungkook how did you end up eating glass?
hobi: or did the glass end up eating you?
jk: lightbulb in my mouth
jimin: ??
jk: i put a lightbulb in my mouth
namjoon: why…
jk: leave me alone pls
yoongi: stupid
jk: ur stupid
jimin: i’m gonna kill myself in front of tae and jungkook to forever change their bond and the trajectory of their lives
tae: wtf
hobi: NO CUZ IF I WAS A CAT AND HAD 9 LIVES I WOULD USE ONE TO SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD IN FRONT OF THEM
namjoon: okay!
jk: i don’t like that
jimin: that’s the point
tae: be honest i’ve been getting better like i’m better honestly like before i was a little bit gone but i’ve changed fr
jin: me trying to convince the nurse to let me out the psych ward
y/n: tae literally explained the whole omegaverse in detail to me yesterday
what about that screams better?
tae: ok so i wanted to share some knowledge with you i don’t see the issue..
namjoon: omegaverse?
y/n: DONT ASK QUESTIONS JOON IM BEGGING YOU DO NOT OH MY GOD
tae: i’ll tell you namjoon
i’ll share my knowledge
step into my office
namjoon: um
jimin: you do not have an office
hobi: lowkey olive oil and carrots taste good af
y/n: ew??
jin: gross
jk: not true it tastes like a tesla model x tyre
namjoon: that very specific
like VERY specific
jimin: jungkook why do you know what that tastes like?????
jk: i be in situations
yoongi: have you ever experienced serious head truma?
jk: i had a dream namjoon spiked me and ran my head over with a motorcycle once
namjoon: oh
y/n: my little vivid dreamer >3<
jk: hehehe yeah >3<
jimin: ur a 26 year old man
never fucking hehehe in this chat again
y/n: why can’t 26 year old men hehehe what is this discrimination???
hobi: born to hehehe forced to lol 😂
jk: i’m so upset now
jimin: good
tae: call me ben cuz all my bitches 10
y/n: what?
jin: 10?????
namjoon: ???
jk: ben
hobi: yikes
jimin: get the police on the phone
tae: WAIT
THAT DID NOT GO THE WAY I WANTED IT TO
yoongi: flop
tae: what if we all just started a yoongi hate train
what could be do to stop us
absolutely nothing
yoongi: what if i took a ss and sent that ben line to the police
jimin: he got you
y/n: crazy
tae: nvm lol
namjoon: jungkook don’t go on twitter
jk: DISPATCH SAYING Y/N AND SCOUPS ARE DATING
namjoon: too late
jk: THERE ARE PHOTOS OHMYGODIDJ
OHMYGO72&&3:&:&:&
OHMUSHEEINGODODSKSKDJDJJ
££&&&&@@@‘mmmm
HKEODH
WHY IS SHE KISSING HIM
OHBMY GIF
WHY IS SHE KISSING HIM
yoongi: wait what?
jin: no way they caught her like that
jk: IM GINNA PASS OUY OH MY GOF
jimin: didn’t that man just have surgery?
y/n leave that poor man alone!
tae: THIS IS FEMINISM
no i lied
nvm i don’t like this at all
i tried to be happy for you but i just can’t
what can he do that i can’t
hobi: rap idk
tae: hobi can you shut up pls
hobi: zipped it locked it and i’ve put it in my pocket
jk: TELL ME ITS FAKE TELL ME ITS FAKE OHMYGOD
yoongi: wow she really is kissing him in the picture
that’s insane
wow lmao
that’s crazy
y/n: it’s a kiss on the cheek?
jin: why the hell is he in a wheelchair
hobi: maybe her kiss made him weak in the knees
he’s so real for that
tae: YOU DID NOT ZIP IT YOU LIAR
hobi: 🤐
y/n: it was just after seungcheol left the hospital
after his surgery
jin: wow not the first name
that’s crazy
jk: OHMY HOD YOUVE KILLED ME
IM DEAD
HOW DOES IT FEEL TO KILL ME
IM GONE
y/n: ur still talking to us
you are in fact alive
jk: hello are you a friend of jungkook
this is his mother he’s dead
my baby is dead
jimin: how long have you guys been fucking??
y/n: i have not been fucking that man
yoongi: but you’ve been kissing him
y/n: ON THE CHEEK
this is NOT a big deal
like at all
namjoon: i agree
tae: i’ll slit your throat
namjoon: what
tae: i will cut your throat open
never agree with her again
jin: he lowkey a slut cuz how he let you kiss on him in open like that
sounds like a set up to me
he wanted the people to know
y/n: there is nothing to know
seungcheol is the bff
nothing more
jk: IM THE BFF
I AM THE BFF THATS SICK WHAT IS UR ISSUE
WE LIVE TOGETHER WHY IS HE THE BFF YOU SEE ME EVERY DAY NOT HIM
y/n: thought you were dead?
jk: hello this is mother jungkook was my son not ur bff??
jimin: mother jungkook?
tae: as ur bf i don’t agree with this kiss it was really crossing boundaries pls apologise and give me his address so we can talk man 2 man
y/n: shut up
tae: ok lol you want me so bad
namjoon: she literally did not say that at all
tae: if you want to keep ur throat together shut the HELL UP
yoongi: are you dating him?
y/n: no
hobi added seungcheol to the LAYOVER OUT NOW!!
jimin: NO WAY
hobi: whoops!!!!!!!
jin: THIS IS INSANEEE
namjoon: let’s not fight pls 😕
tae: YOU
seungcheol: Hello?
jk: omg he has auto caps on i’m gonna throw up
yoongi: back off
y/n: pls ignore them cheol and feel free to leave!!!!
jk: OH MY GOFD THE NICKNAME IM GONNA STABMYSELF OHMYGODIDJDKDNJFJFKFNFMFMCKFJFJFK
seungcheol: Should i be worried rn lol?
Also hi everyone ☺️
hobi: hiiiiiiiiiii
jimin: so ur y/n’s bff right?
seungcheol: Yup
tae: KILL YOURSELF
namjoon: he didn’t mean that
tae: I DID
namjoon: he didn’t honestly
yoongi: what’s ur address?
y/n: do not answer that
jin: did you see the dispatch photos?
seungcheol: I did i was about to call y/n
can’t believe they caught us like that 😭
jimin: wow today is a great day
yoongi: wdym caught?? you two aren’t even dating so they caught you guys doing nothing
like that was nothing
jk: 2&&2838;8;:7:&:&;&:&38293@:@.@:@@;9.&:&:&:&:&:&:&&.&:@/&2&3&3&:&:&,&:&:&:&&.&:&:&:&&:&:&:&:&:&:&:&:&:&&:&:,&;&&:&:&:.&&.&.&:&:&:&.&.&.&.&.&:&:&:&:&&..&£,’xjxxjjdjjxjsmnzjjdjdjzjsidiididiidicidididididsidjdjdjdjdjdjjdjdjdjdididididididjjxixididididididiidjdjdjdjxjdjdkmdkdkxkxkxkdkjjdxjjdjxjxjcjxjxjxjxjxjxjxjdjdjdjdjdjdjjxxjxjxjjxxjxkjxxjjdjjdjdjxjdjdjdjxjxjxjxjxjjxjxjsjdjxjxjjddjjdjdjxj
seungcheol: Is he ok?
namjoon: yes
jimin: no
tae: SCOUPS IS A SHIT STAGE NAME BTW
hobi: urs is literally the letter v
jin: is she a good kisser?
seungcheol: The best ☺️
y/n removed seungcheol from LAYOVER OUT NOW!!
y/n: THAT IS ENOUGH
tae: WHAT DID HE MEAN BY THAT
yoongi: add him back
jimin: MESSYY
jk: where to purchase gun
sorry this isn’t google
hobi: wow that was intense guys
y/n: never speak to me again hoseok
hobi: 🥺
ily
namjoon: i’m sure this will die down in a few days
tae: ur throat is not safe
namjoon: ???
are you trying to fuck me rn
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riaarivic · 1 year ago
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HIS - KNJ x F!reader: 2 Clean
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💗Pairings idol!NamjoonxReader
💗 Genres idol!AU, Smut, Angst, Romance, Enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers
💗 Rating 18+ minors DNI
💗 Summary Three years have passed since the last time you saw Kim Namjoon. But now he was right in front of you, with the same stupid warm smile that made your good judgment (and underwear) disappear without a trace. You haven't seen him for four years. But now here you were working for BTS again. Having to see his insufferably attractive face every day of your life again.
But there's something Namjoon doesn't know. The little girl with almond eyes and dimples in her smile clinging to his ex-girlfriend's hip, not only looked too much like him. But she was… His.
💗  Warnings for the chapter: reader has very conflictive emotions about the news of her pregnancy at the begining. This chapter will have some back and forth time skips, miscommunications, pinning, SO MUCH PINNING, Hurt/comfort.
💗 A/N: ⚠️ dialogue in BOLD is intended to be in English if not, they are speaking in Korean. ⚠️
Love, Ria
💗 Chapter wordcount 4,8k
💗 Series index: 1 2
“The drought was the very worst, ah-ah. When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst It was months and months of back and forth, ah-ah, ah-ah. You're still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore” -Taylor Swift
💗💗💗MARCH 2022💗💗💗
Your daughter, Hana.
Amid the rapid-fire questions echoing in Namjoon's head, his pulse raced as you introduced the unexpected star of the show—
Who had just barged into the already tense conference room.
Like a small– But charming tornado. 
"Everyone, this is my daughter, Hana. Baby, say hi; they will work with mommy." You said sitting her on your lap.
"Hello, I’m Hana. I’m Three years old.” Hana greeted, her innocence oozing charm. 
She spoke korean. 
That made Namjoon smile.
Cute.
"Baby Hana, do you know who we are?" Jimin asked, a mischievous glint in his eyes.
She nodded. Did she?
"You are Jimin, Jk, V, Jin, J-Hope, Suga, and… Rap Monster?” Hana’s innocent attempt earned laughter from everyone.
 Everyone but Namjoon.
He halted what he was doing, a sudden realization hitting him like a ton of bricks.
She was three years old. 
And she looked like him.
Too much like him. 
“She’s so polite!” Jimin exclaimed.
“That’s so cute!” chimed in V.
“Are you an army, baby Hana?” Jin inquired, curious.
“No,” Hana replied. “I like Seventeen more.”  Jin's shocked expression made everyone burst with laughter.
“Oh! But we’re cooler than them!” Jin tried to protest.
“I’m sorry; she has her interests, and right now, she’s obsessed with Wonwoo from Seventeen.” you tried to explain. But Seokjin was already about to get into a fight with a three year old to prove that, In fact, BTS were much cooler. 
Not that Namjoon had a problem with Seventeen.
But he considered himself objectively cooler than them. 
He stopped mid thought. Why the hell is he caring so much of what a toddler thought?
"Hana! Here you are!" A tall man with glasses emerged, breaking the charm of the moment. "We apologize for the interruption. Our Hana tends to run too fast. I am Eric Lee, Stardom’s chief financial operator and Y/N’s husband," he added, the unnecessary detail sending a ripple through the room.
The oblivious members resumed their excitement, but Namjoon felt like a computer crashing and about to explode. The mathematical calculations in his head were on the brink of causing a stroke.
If Namjoon's eyes could kill, Eric would be a bloody stain on the floor. Jealousy surged within him, a feeling he knew he didn't deserve. 
But your daughter, she was three. 
That meant you met this person around the same time you broke up.
You surely moved fast.
The Eric guy apologized again and took Hana from your arms to take her outside. She smiled at everyone and waved goodbye. 
Her dimpled smile made Namjoon’s heart do a somersault.
The meeting continued as if background noise, but Namjoon's focus shifted to you, studying your face. That girl, she looked too much like him and nothing like this whoever-I-don’t-care guy. 
It couldn't be possible.
He admitted he hurt you. But you would never do that to him.
Right?
If that girl was his.
You would have told him.
But he looked too much like him.
And he needed to talk to you. 
💗💗💗FEBRUARY 2017💗💗💗
The conference room hummed with tension.
As the team gathered for a crucial meeting on the North American leg of their Wings Tour. Namjoon, the usually composed leader, wore a furrowed brow and an air of defiance. The discussion centered around their press schedules.
Namjoon's frustration boiled over as he voiced his stance, "I won't be a clown for them. We're artists. I won't subject the group to this circus. Where the only thing they ask us if we had ever eaten a hamburger"
You, seated across the table, shot him an incredulous look.
"Namjoon, we can't afford to cut the press schedules. If we want BTS to break into the mainstream music market, we need exposure. Press appearances are non-negotiable."
He scoffed, "Exposure won't matter if they don't take us seriously. I won't compromise our art for popularity."
The heated exchange drew the attention of the other members and the managers.
This was the third time this week.
And the main managers were starting to think if you were worht all this tenssion.
But you did get them an appearance on the three main late night shows in the US for their tour promotion.
So you two had to learn to get along.
The room crackled as you shot back, "This is not about compromising your art, Namjoon. It's about strategic promotion. We need the media to understand and appreciate you, all of you."
Namjoon's eyes flashed with anger, and just as the confrontation seemed to reach its peak, J-Hope intervened.
"I think it's enough. This is about the success of the group. We'll do what it takes to keep BTS in the public eye, and that includes press appearances."
The room fell silent for a moment, the weight of the decision sinking in.
Yoongi, who had remained quiet, finally spoke up. "I get where Namjoon is coming from, but we have to adapt to the market. If this is what it takes, then we'll do it. And Namjoon, you have Y/N's support. She won't let us down."
You nodded, your frustration simmering beneath the surface. The resolution hung in the air as the team grudgingly agreed to move forward with the press schedules. 
The future of BTS in the North American market now rests on the delicate balance between you and him.
And none of you would give the other the satisfaction of a win. 
After the intense meeting, you needed a moment to decompress. So you headed to the lounge to join the stylist crew for lunch. 
The atmosphere was more relaxed here, a welcome change from the tension in the conference room. The aroma of delicious foods filled the air as you settled at the table with your colleagues.
As you unwrapped your lunch, the stylist crew delved into a gossip session. 
“Y/N-ssi, Do You know Ha-young? She’s from the makeup team” You nodded. “She just confessed to PD-nim that she caught one-sided feelings with one of the members” the younger stylist said leaning closer to you “Bad girl. She should have known better” 
“My money is on Jimin” one of them said and the others giggled. You couldn’t help but feel a bit bad for the girl who had just lost her job. 
Their director was unforgiving. 
Just like they have told you on your first day here. Having any type of personal relationship with any of the members was the cardinal sin. 
Poor Ha-young, was going to be blacklisted from the industry, a harsh punishment for what was deemed reckless and unprofessional behavior.
Listening to the gossip, you couldn't help but shake your head. 
The idea of jeopardizing your career for a simple crush seemed both reckless and foolish.
As the chatter continued, you found yourself silently reaffirming your commitment to keeping personal and professional boundaries intact. 
That will never be you.
💗💗💗NOVEMBER 2019💗💗💗
“I am really sorry, doll,”
Yoongi murmured, his eyes filled with genuine concern.
“I don’t understand anything that’s happening,” you admitted, the weight of the situation heavy on your shoulders. You patted Hana’s back as she slept peacefully unaware of the deep wound on her mother’s heart.
One that you would have to mend. 
To have the strength to raise a child…
By yourself.
“You know it takes time for him to wrap his head around things. He’ll know better, give him time,” Yoongi offered, his voice reflecting a hint of confusion and frustration with Namjoon's actions.
“I wish I had that luxury, Yoongi. But she’s here. She’s alive, she needs things. I can’t just go and say that I need time. She needs a parent… Both of us.” Yoongi sighed, understanding the gravity of the situation. 
“I considered it, you know? Not Having her” your heart sank confessing this for the first time outloud “But, I guess I was selfish, and I resent myself for it. The selfish side of me wanted to at least have this. But she’s so much more than just us. She’s so special.”
“I can see that,” he replied, a bittersweet smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
“You hate babies, Min,” you teased, trying to lighten the mood.
“This one’s alright. She’s a part of you too. And that makes her special.”
“I’m scared,” you confessed, vulnerability seeping into your words.
“I know, doll,” Yoongi reassured, his tone softening.
“I don’t know if I can be a good mom to her. I can’t do this alone.”
“First of all, you are not alone. Second of all, you are the most capable, hardworking, and kind person I’ve met. It’s going to be fucking hard? Yes, I’ll not sugarcoat it. But you got this.”
“I want to punch him in the face so much.” You felt the first tears start to fall from your eyes. 
“I know, doll. Me too,” Yoongi admitted, the unspoken understanding between you two creating a bond of shared frustration and support.
Yoongi placed a comforting hand on your shoulder, his gaze filled with both empathy and frustration. "Look, Y/N, I know Namjoon, and this is so unlike him. We've been through everything together for more than ten years, and he's not the type to turn away from responsibilities. There has to be something else going on."
Your eyes filled up with tears again, a mixture of sadness and anger. "I just don't understand why he sent his mother, with an envelope full of money instead of facing us himself. It feels like he's treating us like a burden."
Yoongi's expression hardened, a rare sight for someone known for his calm demeanor. "He messed up big time, and he needs to face the consequences. You and Hana deserve better."
"I thought he loved me. I thought we meant something to each other," you confessed, your voice cracking.
"He does, Y/N. I can't explain his actions, but I've never seen him act this way. Whatever it is, he needs to sort it out. Meanwhile, you focus on being the amazing mother I know you can be."
Tears spilled down your cheeks, and Yoongi pulled you into a tight embrace. "I'm here for you, Y/N. We all are. BTS isn't just about the stage; we're a family and both of you are a part of it. Families stick together, no matter what."
As you let out a shaky breath, a mixture of gratitude and sadness, you whispered, "Thank you, Yoongi."
"Anytime, doll. You’ve got this," he reassured, his words carrying a promise of solidarity and support. The hotel room, once filled with the weight of uncertainty, now held a glimmer of hope amid the storm of emotions.
You’ve got this. 
You had to. 
💗💗💗MARCH 2017💗💗💗
They just got nominated to an international award.
Everyone else was celebrating their milestone.
But Namjoon just couldn't enjoy it as much as he wanted to.
He was happy.
For the first time in his life he felt like they were finally receiving the praise they deserved for their art and their hard work.
But the weight of their public persona and the fine lines they could never cross as idols in Korea, was growing heavier by day. And the endless possibilities of major exposure scared the fuck out of him.
They were on their six date of the tour when he felt like he was going to die.
The air backstage in Newark was thick with the aftermath of Namjoon's exhaustion-fueled breakdown.
You found him leaning against a wall, a cigarette between his fingers. He couldn’t hide the trembling of his hands.
"That's an awful habit you have right there," you commented, eyeing the smoke.
"I can say the same to you," he retorted, nodding at the Coca-Cola can in your hand. "What can I say, everyone picks their own poison." you smiled at him honestly. For the first time. 
Surprisingly, it led to the first civil conversation between you two.
You leaned against the wall beside him, sipping your cola, the fizz providing a rhythmic contrast to the quiet.
He broke the silence, "You know, sometimes I feel like I'm just a puppet, dancing to whatever tune the media plays."
"It’s okay to feel tired sometimes, you know?" you offered.
"I do, but being their leader and their spokesperson. I can’t afford to be nervous or too tired," Namjoon admitted. "I speak for myself in these interviews. It is a huge weight on my shoulders to speak for everyone. Sometimes they might not agree with what I’m saying."
"Yeah, I reckon Panda Express being your favorite restaurant in America is a pretty controversial opinion," you teased, earning a hearty laugh from him.
"Do you think they are going to ever take us seriously?" he asked with a laugh and a touch of desperation.
"They better do. You guys will own this industry one day."
He shot you a grateful smile, and for a moment, the weight on his shoulders seemed to ease.
"That is a pretty controversial opinion. I am a 'what’s your favorite American food' away from literally losing it," he confessed.
"You know," you began, changing the topic with a playful grin, "I think your controversial opinions are what make you more human to your fans. They love you for being real."
Namjoon chuckled, the tension dissipating. "Maybe I should start a blog—'Kim Namjoon's Unfiltered Thoughts.'"
"You might break the internet with that," you joked, enjoying the rare camaraderie.
As the conversation lightened, you both shared a laugh, finding solace in this unexpected connection. The backstage chaos seemed to fade away, leaving only the two of you in a bubble of understanding.
"You'll do fine. You always do," you reassured him.
"Thank you."
As a friendly gesture, you pulled a small disinfectant from your pocket.
"Manager Sejin was looking for you; you better use this before he finds you. You don't want him scolding you for the smell." you said before turning away to head back inside. 
Namjoon chuckled, taking the disinfectant. "Thanks, Y/N. For being here."
"Anytime, Joon," you replied, the use of the nickname a testament to the newfound camaraderie
He smiled, and the scent of the disinfectant mixed with your fragrance, like flowers in the air.
As Namjoon walked away, disappearing into the backstage hustle, he took a moment to collect his thoughts. 
"Y/N!" A familiar voice called out, it was Sejin, the ever-watchful manager, threading through the maze of crew members and equipment.
You approached him, noting the stern expression on his face. "Mr. Sejin, you were looking for Namjoon?"
He nodded, "Yes, he needs to wrap up the interviews and rest. The schedule is tight, and we can't afford any delays."
You couldn't help but feel a sense of protectiveness toward Namjoon. "He's doing his best, Sejin. But he's human, not a machine."
Namjoon was about to walk to where you were but that coment made him freeze on his feet.
Sejin sighed, his stern expression softening. "I know, Y/N. I just worry about them all. The pressure is immense."
"It is, but moments like these," you gestured to the chaotic backstage, "it is good remind them that they're not alone."
He offered a small smile, appreciating the sentiment. "You're right. Well, let's make sure Namjoon gets some rest."
As you both navigated the backstage maze, you didn’t know he listened to the conversation. And he couldn't shake off the unexpected warmth that had emerged from the brief encounter with you. 
The chaotic world of stardom was vast, but in that moment, a connection had formed—one that hinted at the resilience and humanity behind the larger-than-life personas.
Maybe you weren’t that bad.
💗💗💗AUGUST 2021💗💗💗
You had gone to a therapist when Hana was two. 
The therapist's office had become a sanctuary for you, you needed guidance on the hard task of being a single mother to Hana. 
She was going to ask the inevitable questions about her father one day. And you needed to know what to say. But no amount of therapy could have prepared yourself for this day. 
Hana was smart, too smart for her age. 
And when you came back from a playdate at her friends house. 
She wanted answers to her questions. 
"Why don't I have a daddy?"
You two were back in her room getting ready to sleep and you knew that question was coming.
You took a deep breath as you sat next to her, trying to find the right words. "All families are different, baby. Some have a mommy and a daddy. Some have two mommies or two daddies. Some, like ours, have a mommy and all your uncles and aunts. Isn't that fun?"
"It is fun," she replied, but the dissatisfaction lingered in her eyes. She had more questions, and you knew your initial answer wasn't enough.
And now she discovered kpop. 
And she was obsessed with it. 
You felt like throwing up everytime you saw him on your screen. 
The bitter reminder that she deserved to know the truth. However, you weren't ready to shatter the illusion just yet. Telling anyone that her father was the leader of the biggest music group in history seemed unbelievable.
You knew how crazy you will sound.
Even your therapist had a hard time believing your story the first time you went to her.
But, your daughter was the living image of her father.
And you had shown her your old Big Hit contract for her to finally believe you.
"So I don’t have a dad?" Hana's expectant eyes pleaded for an honest answer.
"You do have one. He is living his dream, making millions of people happy," you stammered, your hands trembling as you combed her hair. Even though Hana was still a child, she sensed the discomfort and wisely chose not to press the topic any further—for today.
Later that night, as if the universe mocked you, he appeared on your TV screen. "I want to be a dad," he confessed to the interviewer, his smile was radiant as always. It felt like a punch to your stomach, the wine glass slipping from your hand and staining the new rug.
Fuck him. 
He was a dad. He just chose not to be one. 
The fandom even had the joke that he had a hidden wife and kids. 
You entertained thoughts of shattering his public image, creating rumors that could strip away the disarming smile he flaunted. But the truth was, you could never inflict that pain on your daughter.
As the wine stain marred your rug, you vowed to shield Hana from the harsh realities as long as you could. But beneath your composed exterior, a storm of emotions raged.
Just for a little longer.
She will soon be old enough to understand.
But you didn't look forward breaking her heart with the news that her father didn't want her in his life.
💗💗💗FEBRUARY 2018💗💗💗
Everyone was tense.
The word disbandment floated heavily on the air. 
After this morning’s team meeting things were pretty rough. 
They were tired. 
They felt like nothing was working in their favor. 
Some of the members wanted a break. 
Some of them wanted to keep going. 
He had to remain unbiased. 
You knew how unfair it was. 
For him and for all of them.
Message from NJ:  meet me upstairs. studio. 
You knew what that meant. 
He wanted to fuck the frustration away. 
And you would be lying if  you said you didn’t want to. 
This was the riskiest thing you've ever done yet. You knew how dangerous it was for you especially. You were breaking your own rule and you were being careless. 
You knew perfectly well what were the consecuences of what you were doing.
But you couldn’t get to care enough to stop you from hurriedly hitting the lock combination of his Studio. 
His tired eyes greeted you. And a second later you were pinned to the wall behind you, hands everywhere and not enough at the same time.
And you wanted to ignore how much it hurt you that you were just this to him.
A relief.
“I missed this” he whispered against your lips. His tounge tasting your lower lips. Wanting to savour everything before devouring it all at once.
You missed it too. 
But you were too stubborn to say it outloud. 
And he was too, trying to pretend that he missed this whatever you had going on.
Instead of just you. 
As always it started like a fight for dominance. His kisses carrying a hunger that transcended mere physical release. The urgency in his touch revealed a deeper need, one he was too stubborn to acknowledge.
Namjoon steps between your thighs and you can feel how much he needed this. His body is warm against yours as he lowers his lips to kiss down the column of your neck.
"You smell so good" you feel the soft breeze of his breath against your skin. And before you could reciprocate his words you felt the sharp pain of his teeth biting the same spot of your skin he just kissed a second ago.
"Namjoon-" a small whisper leaves your lips and a wave of conflicted feelings wash over his body.
He wanted to drown the world around you.
Where only the two of you existed.
And that scared him.
How much he really needed you.
He lifted you, his grip momentarily loosing his balance, and both of you erupted into laughter as you tumbled onto the sofa. "I'm so sorry," he said, his eyes holding a vulnerability that surpassed the laughter. "I'm just... I'm so tired."
His heart was breaking. 
With a gentle smile, you cupped his cheek, your thumb wiping away his tears. "It’s okay, Joonie. Everything is going to be okay."
Your words rendered him defenseless. He was so tired of pretending he didn’t feel safe in your arms. He wrapped his arms around you and you could feel his body trembling with sobs. 
He called you to fuck his frustration out of his system. 
Just like you’ve been doing for a few months now. 
But now on his studio floor he had a realization he wasn’t ready to confess just yet. 
Everything else he had been saying to himself about you was a lie.
How he didn’t care; that you were just a passing crush. That he was too tired and too frustrated and that you both enjoyed each other’s company. That you were only good sex to him.
All of that was a lie.
As he kept crying and hugging you on his studio floor. 
Both of you came to the same conclusion silently. 
This wasn’t just sex; friends-with-benefits secret thing you had going on. 
It was something much more complicated. 
Something that could potentially destroy you.
The two of you stayed in silence on the floor, still wrapped on each other's arms.
That was the moment Namjoon realized.
He called you for sex.
But he just needed you.
💗💗💗MARCH 2022💗💗💗
A Battleground.
That's how the room felt like it had become a battleground of emotions, the air thick with tension as memories and unspoken words lingered between you and Namjoon.
He dragged you into a conference room. It had been a week since you had met again and they were preparing to go back to Korea. 
There was silence.
The air froze between the two of you. Alone for the first time in three years, you imagined this moment so many times. You could almost play out how it was going to go. 
Last time you were alone in a conference room he told you he loved you. Whispered like an oath against your lips.
Just like the one you were in.
Today he stared back at you, all his movements were calculated. As if he was making sure it was real. That the girl who was playing outside in your office was just a dream… 
Or a joke. 
It felt like a joke. 
And you both were the punchline. 
Namjoon's gaze intensified, the atmosphere heavy with unsaid words. Finally, the tension snapped as he demanded, "Is she... mine? That girl, is she my daughter?." His voice, sharp and accusing, cut through the room.
For a small heartbeat of time you considered lying.
But what was the point? He knew. He just chose to ignore it. 
"Yes, Namjoon, she's your daughter," you replied, your voice strained, trying to keep a semblance of control. “Her name is Hana Lee.”
Two heartbeats passed before he spoke again. And you realized This was a Namjoon you did not know. The young man you once knew, was filled with raw emotions and always had something to say. Usually, he spoke way before he thought. 
The man before you was a diplomat. You could see his mind working, calculating all the right words to say next. 
He was deflecting, you knew what he was doing.
You trained him to do that.
He was controlling his real emotions and speaking like at a press conference.
“Lee?” His voice started to fill with an anger that seethed beneath the surface. Like molten lava fighting the cracks of a volcano to rise to the surface. 
You were too civil, faking control and composure. And you both knew it was a matter of seconds before all hell broke loose. 
"You gave another man's last name to my daughter" his eyes darkened in disbelief and you couldn't help but chuckle at his nonsense.
If he was going to be this cruel.
You could play the game just as well.
You both were used to tearing each other into pieces anyway.
"You weren't there to give her yours, so." your voice sounded even more cynical than you intended it to be “She has my husband’s last name.”
"Why the hell didn't you tell me?" 
A sour chuckle escaped your lips “Did you expect a wedding invite?”. 
He clenched his jaw furrowing his eyebrows. “I meant… the fact that I have a daughter.”
"I did," you shot back, frustration bubbling over. "Got on a plane for sixteen hours with a baby on my lap. But you didn't want to see me. You sent money and told me to stay away. What was I supposed to do?"
Namjoon's eyes narrowed in disbelief. "I don't know what you're talking about." 
"You don't know what I’m talking about” You repeated, bitterness lacing your words. “Let me refresh your memory, shall we? Your mother and  Sejin handed me an envelope full of money, told me to disappear." You were shouting now, you realized. You didn’t know when you started to shout.
All the things you have wanted to say for  three years started to flow out of you like a dam that had just broken.
And the water would destroy everything on its way.
Starting with the both of you.
Namjoon's expression twisted in confusion. "I would never do that to you." his tone was accusatory now “I didn’t know. There has to be another reason.”
“And what other reason would I have to raise a child by myself? With no more than two suitcases and sleeping on Hyung-Joon’s couch for a year.” Anger surged within you. "Oh yeah. Because having an unplanned child out of wedlock would have 'destroyed you and Bangtan,' as your manager put it. Since you just didn't have enough balls to say it to my face."
Namjoon's features shifted from confusion to a hint of regret. "I... I didn't know. I would never have done that."
“I don’t understand what game you’re playing right now Kim Namjoon, but I’ll tell you something. It 's over. I will not let you make fun of us anymore” Your throat tightened and the tears started to itch your eyes. “You left me a letter, remember? and the text message after that. “I hope you understand”.” you said, mocking his voice.
He was about to speak but you didn't let him.
"They said you didn't want anything to do with us. And that if I ever came back, they would take Hana away from me. That I was just a minor mistake, an experience you just needed to have'' Tears were falling down your cheeks, you couldn’t pretend anymore. It hurt too much. "Riding the white horse isn't what you call it, right? And that my daughter was just the consequence of my own carelessness. That I should have known better."
“That didn’t… I didn’t” 
“You didn't do what?” You turned your face to see the windows, unable to look at him anymore. "You can't just waltz in here and pretend like you didn’t know," you said, your voice cracking with rage. "You missed everything, Namjoon."
“Y/n” his voice was barely a whisper as you felt his finger touch your wrist. Electricity traveled through your whole body. “I was waiting for you, but you never came.” 
“Bullshit” 
“Why didn't you come back to me?" Namjoon's voice softened, regret coloring his words. 
Your laughter was bitter, filled with the pain of betrayal. "You sent me away, Namjoon. I couldn't just come back after that."
"I don't know what you're talking about. I waited for you at the hotel. I called you so many times that day." he said, desperation lacing his voice. "I waited for hours and you never came. Do you really believe that I wouldn't have taken responsibility for my daughter? That I would send her away? Send you away?"
He was close, too close to you now. 
You could bear his presence from a distance.
But not this close.
This close you couldn't pretend that your heart wasn't reaching out to him.
"I don't know, Namjoon. When you have a child, a life to protect. You would do anything to keep them safe. From anyone and everything. Not that you would know any of that" The words slipped from you before you realized how low of a blow was that. But you couldn't find yourself regretting it.
"Because we both know what you would choose if it came between the group or us." You stopped and smiled at him bitterly "And I understand, Namjoon. I truly do. You were finally living the dream you sacrificed everything for. I don't blame you anymore for it."
"I understand"
And you truly did.
You knew how much he sacrificed.
He fought for his success with teeth and nails.
They all did.
And you knew how unfair it would have been to ask for him to drop everything for you and your daughter.
You understood him.
And that was the worst of it.
"I could never do that to you. I love you, and I always have," he said, desperation lacing his voice.
There were those words again. 
Whispered in the quiet peace of an empty conference room. 
Last time they were the mischief of a shared secret. 
Today they felt like a confession to a crime. 
You were about to respond when you heard a small knock on the door. Your eyes never left Namjoon's, the intensity of the unspoken words lingering between you like a heavy fog.
Namjoon stepped back, breaking the physical connection between you. He cleared his throat, the diplomat persona returning, but the vulnerability in his eyes betrayed the turmoil within. "We're not done," he said, a mixture of command and plea in his voice.
As the door creaked open, your eyes darted to see a petite figure standing there, a shadow in the doorway. Hana's eyes mirrored yours, wide and uncertain as she looked between the two adults. The air thickened with tension, the past colliding with the present in a collision of conflicting emotions.
"Mommy, who is he?" 
Hana's innocent voice cut through the charged atmosphere. Her gaze shifted from you to Namjoon, her curiosity evident. You took a deep breath, trying to compose yourself.
Namjoon's eyes softened as he looked at Hana, and for a moment, the hardened exterior cracked. "I'm... a friend of your mommy's," he said, his words carefully chosen.
"A friend?" Hana repeated in Korean, her eyes narrowing in suspicion. She might be young, but she wasn't oblivious to the undercurrents in the room.
She was smart. Even for her age, she was quick to understand the things that were in front of her.
Just like him.
You knelt down beside her, placing a gentle hand on her shoulder. "Yes, sweetheart, just a friend," you assured her, shooting a pointed glance at Namjoon. 
The distance between you felt like an unbridgeable abyss.
Namjoon, sensing the tension, attempted a reassuring smile, but it looked strained. "I heard you like drawing. Do you draw a lot?" he asked, trying to engage Hana in a conversation that felt more awkward than casual.
Hana nodded, her gaze never leaving Namjoon. "I like drawing flowers," she replied, the tension in the room momentarily diffusing as she shared a piece of her world.
Namjoon crouched down to her eye level, a genuine smile softening his features. 
"Flowers are beautiful. Maybe you can show me your drawings sometime?" he suggested.
Hana's eyes flickered between you and Namjoon, processing the complex dynamics in the room. "Okay, but only if Mommy says it's okay," she declared, a hint of protectiveness in her voice.
Namjoon glanced at you, seeking approval. You nodded slightly, acknowledging the silent agreement. Hana's presence had inadvertently shifted the focus, giving you a momentary reprieve from the emotional confrontation.
As Namjoon and Hana engaged in a tentative conversation about art and colors, you retreated to the periphery, watching the scene unfold.
The wounds of the past were still raw, the emotions tangled, but for Hana's sake, you found a fragile truce with the man who once held your heart.
The journey from enemies to reluctant allies had just begun, and the path ahead was uncertain, shrouded in the complexities of a shared history that demanded resolution.
"Y/N, we need to talk" Hyung-Joon reappeared at the door, his voice filled with urgency and you nodded.
You knew this shouting match with Namjoon would bring consequences.
And you felt for a second that you just stepped into the past.
💗💗💗💗💗💗
Well hello!
First of all, THANK YOU. I am so happy to see all the love this story is getting and it means the world to me. Every comment, like and repost I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.
And now, some notes for context:
This story is inspired on real events and people. But it is not a real representation or is trying to say that any of this happened IRL. With that beign said I'll take some creative licenses and adapt things that happened to the plot of the story.
2. I fucked up.... math is not my thing guys. Hana is three years old not four. Im sorry.
3. We all want a supportive friend like Yoongi in our lives.
4. The story is written in time skips, but the main storyline is March 2022 'The present' And some dates WILL be changed for the story to make sense.
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regroup | jeon jungkook [part one]
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summary: drifting away from your best friend is never an easy thing to deal with. its a good thing a very important project is forcing you both to regroup
➳ pairing: jungkook x reader (f)
➳ genre: college au, fluff, angst, smut (eventually)
➳ rating: 18+
➳ warnings: just some swearing!
➳ wc: 1.3k+
➳ author's notes: part one is now here! let me know what you think of it so far! I love all the feedback!
PROLOGUE | PART ONE | PART TWO
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“You got WHO?” Namjoon covered his mouth in shock. “I’m sorry to say this Y/n but… you’re royally fucked.”
You groaned “Please don’t tell me what I already know Joon! I mean Jeon Jungkook! Are you serious? It’s like I’m being punished for something!”
It was a new and sunny day on campus, students all over the grounds were talking and laughing, some rushing through small crowds to make it to their classes on time. You and Namjoon decided to join the many people already there and sit on the grass, taking advantage of no lectures, blue skies and missed sunshine. At Namjoon’s continuing criticisms of your new project partner, you fell on your back in the soft grass and covered your face with your arms 
“What am I gonna do?” you sighed “I didn’t reply to his text yesterday because there’s no way I’m gonna succeed going through with this! I need to get my partner changed.”
Namjoon too sat back on his arms “Look…maybe this’ll be a good thing! You said you haven’t spoken since school started right? Maybe this can be a fresh new start for you two?”
“Have you seen the people he hangs out with now? He’s in Jimins’ assemble! You know that little posse better than anyone!” You took your hands away from your face “We have nothing in common besides our parents anymore. It’s better if we just….avoid each other altogether!”
Namjoon smiled sympathetically before looking over your shoulder and widening his eyes “Uh well... You better think of a plan to put that idea in motion because guess who’s heading our way right now.”
Before you could turn around to get a glimpse yourself, you heard him first 
“You know, ignoring my texts really hurt my ego last night Y/n!”
“Oh boy,” you said under your breath before turning around to greet him. “What do you want Jungkook.” 
Beside him, Jimin smirked as Jungkook chuckled at your dry response “Oh come on, don’t be like that! You’ve known me forever!”
He pouted teasingly. Then his eyes travelled to Namjoon. 
“Who’s your friend?” His cocky grin faltered a little. What was that all about?
“This is my friend Namjoon if it’s any of your business.”  
“Oh yeah!” Jungkook waved at Jimin beside him as his gaze was still locked on Namjoon “Jimin told me about the quiet kid on the floor below.”
Namjoon blandly stared at Jimin, greeting him with a slight nod.
“Look.” You sighed, tired of the weird tension that was forming. “I knew you, let's get that straight. Now, why do you need me?”
Jungkook finally tore his attention away from your friend beside you at your interruption. “You know exactly why I need you Y/n. You and I have a project to work on and…times ticking!” He cockily pointed at his wrist to stimulate a watch. 
You sighed loudly. Before, you were hell-bent on switching partners. No way were you ruining your perfect grades for Jeon Jungkook. But now, standing in front of him, your mind had stopped being so critical. Maybe Joon was right, maybe this was a way of getting back in touch with your best friend that you once cherished and loved.
Looking at Namjoon for confirmation, he nodded slightly in comfort.
“Fine.” your fists clenched at your acceptance “If we’re gonna do this, you have to be fully committed. You have to be on time at ALL of our meetings. I’m deadly serious Jungkook.
“It’s very cute how much you don’t trust me but I think I can handle being on time!”
You blushed at the sudden compliment before coming back to reality ‘Oh yeah like you ‘handled’ making it to class yesterday?”
It was his turn to roll his eyes. “Are we doing this or not? When do you wanna meet? Whenever is good for me.”
“Ummm…how about tonight? 6 pm at my dorm?”
He smirked “A little intimate don’t you think?”
Panicking slightly, you replied. “We can go to the communal space if you want!”
“Relax, I'm teasing you.’ He laughed openly. “Your dorm is fine. You live on the East block, right?”
You nodded “Room 218.”
“See you there.” He was already walking away before you could respond. Namjoon uttered a dull “Jimin.” as he too walked off alongside Jungkook, repeating in the same tone a “Namjoon” as a goodbye. 
After they were out of sight, Namjoon turned to you “Yeah you’re still fucked.”
Damn, right you were absolutely fucked. 
The time was 7:30 pm. And there was no sign of Jungkook anywhere. 
You scrolled through all the notes you had individually made for yourself about the project, eager to share with Jungkook to make the whole process a lot easier. But after a while, it looked like he wasn’t even coming. 
Closing down all your tabs, you decided to finally put your stuff away when suddenly there was a frantic knock on your door.
You froze, knowing exactly who that was. 
“Y/n. I know you’re in there, I can see the light coming from under the door.” The well-known voice said. 
You cursed under your breath before opening the door slowly. “I thought we said 6 pm, Jeon?”
“Hey, you’re lucky I turned up!” He invited himself in, brushing past you and taking his jacket off “So, let’s hear the ideas!”
You scoffed, gobsmacked at his entrance. “Are you fucking kidding me right now? You need to get out.”
“Wow, you curse now? Never used to when we were younger?” he chuckled under his breath, flopping onto your bed. “Anyways why are you in such a rush to get me out? Your boyfriend Namjoon coming over?”
Rolling your eyes, you spat “Namjoon isn't my boyfriend? And anyways what's it to you?”
He stared at you as he sat back on your bed. “Wait, he’s not?” His entire demeanour had changed, his cocky attitude sunny disintegrating. 
“No. He’s just a friend..”
Jungkook nodded slightly, seemingly in deep thought.
After a while of silence, you decided to break it “Jungkook, is there something you needed? I’ve waited for you all evening and I’m actually very tired so-”
“I can’t believe you still kept that thing.” He interrupted.
“...What thing?”
He pointed over to the dangling key chain attached to your keys laid across your desk. Both of you had made each other key chains during the summer before last. Each of them had a mini photo of you and him together when you were younger, both of your faces exploded in a massive grins.
“Oh…well…yeah, of course, I did. Part of the promise remember?”
Jungkook was instantly transported to that very summer. You and he made a pact to keep it forever otherwise your friendship was classed as ‘bogus’ He smiled at the simplicity of your minds back then. Although the promise was very stupid, his heart grew at the fcat that you still kept yours.
“How have you been Y/n?”
“What?”
“How has everything been?” He repeated, his wide eyes staring at you deeply. 
Your brows furrowed, “I-I've been…okay? Kook…what are you doing?” you continued lightly
He smiled sweetly “I’ve missed that little nickname.” He got up from the bed and strode over to you. “I’ve missed you.”
The proximity of your bodies so close together made you weary. What was happening right now? Why all of a sudden was this happening? You couldn’t get your head straight right now. You needed space. 
“I think…” you stepped away from him “I think you should go.”
“Y/n-”
“We’ll reschedule for tomorrow… 3 pm in the library.” Opening the door for him, you beckoned him out “Don’t be late.”
He stared at you a while longer, before getting his coat and walking out. Quietly, he turned around to face you again “I’ll be there.”
He started to walk away but then doubled back again 
“Y/n.” He caught the door before you could close it shut.
“For what it’s worth…..I kept mine too.”
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↳ Index [Chapter 41 - Epilogue]
Warnings: idk but this epilogue gives me that kinda feeling where you feel like something is tugging at your heartstrings and you can’t quite explain if you like that feeling or not you just know that it is there and that you feel breathless because of it
Wordcount: 1.1k
a/n: this is really the end now, isn’t it? well damn. this is it. the end of an era. i feel so sad and empty, but also happy because I shared that journey with you guys :( honestly I love you all so much! Truly, you guys are the best 💜
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The door opens. The sound is unfamiliar in his ears. The shine of the torch hurts his eyes, but he gets used to it in seconds.
He startles at the view in front of him, stumbling back.
“How the fuck did you survive?” he flinches at the sound of his raw voice. He can’t remember the last time he used it. It must have been a few days. It hurts to speak.
Yoongi closes the door and puts the torch in its wall mount. He turns to him.
“___ saved me”, he says, closing the distance between him and Namjoon.
Namjoon scoffs, “so she actually did it.”
“She did. I never doubted that she would.”
“I did.”
“I know. Your paranoia made you that way.”
Namjoon tightens his jaw.
Yoongi lifts his hand, revealing the blood bags to Namjoon.
The latter shifts, feeling his stomach churn in hunger.
“Give that to me”, he growls.
“Patience.”
“Give that to me. It’s been weeks.”
“Namjoon, it’s been a year.”
Namjoon looks into Yoongi’s eyes in shock.
“A year?”
Yoongi nods his head.
“It’s going to be Christmas soon. Taehyung has been obsessed with planning the winter fete for days. Jungkook is helping”, he chuckles, “he is so nitpicky, so those two have been bickering a lot, but I’m sure the party will be great in the end. I don’t know, I try to stay out of the planning and just cook once it’s time”, he says in a fond voice.
Namjoon scowls.
“___ and I plan on going on a trip together”, Yoongi says and smiles, “I don’t know where she’ll take me, but she told me to pack warm. I hope it’s gonna be Switzerland. It’s nice in the winter.”
Namjoon blinks in disbelief. Staring at the love in his old friend’s eyes and wondering what the hell was wrong with him.
“She is the best”, Yoongi whispers and lets out a little giggle, lowering his eyes.
Namjoon almost felt sick in shock.
 “That doesn’t matter right now”, Yoongi says, looking back into Namjoon’s eyes. The love in them disappears. He steps closer, making Namjoon lifts his head proudly.
“Drink”, Yoongi says, guiding the nuzzle of the bag to Namjoon’s lips.
Namjoon doesn’t want to accept it at first, but his hunger is too strong. He has to eat. His stomach aches so much.
And so he does.
He accepts the blood Yoongi offers him and he doesn’t understand why Yoongi does.
Yoongi watches him drink.
“Jimin and Tae are happy”, he says, “they’re really happy.”
Namjoon stops drinking. This angers him. The reminder that he lost control over them angers him.
“Drink”, Yoongi insists, forcing the nuzzle back into Namjoon’s mouth, “you have to be strong for what’ll happen.”
Namjoon moves away, straightening up and therefore towering over Yoongi. He furrows his brows in anger. One Yoongi doesn’t retort. Yoongi continues to look happy and content. Namjoon feels angrier because of it.
“Fine. Then we have to make do with the strength you still have”, Yoongi says, dropping the half-empty blood bag on the ground, “I have something for you.”
“I don’t need your presents.”
“You’ll want this one. Trust me. ___ and I worked on it together. She’s really fucking remarkable these days, you know? Even more than she already was.”
The love returns to Yoongi’s eyes and Namjoon feels sick in shock.
“She learned control faster than I did back then. Can you remember how long I struggled with my emotional outbursts?” Yoongi laughs, “that one time I accidentally froze your beer because I laughed too much?”
Namjoon remembers, but he doesn’t want to think about it. Those times make him feel and Namjoon hates feeling.
“Why should I remember times when we were still weak and pathetic humans?” he spits.
“I do”, Yoongi says, looking into his eyes, “I like thinking of those times. They were happy times.”
Namjoon laughs in mocking.
“They were times of weakness.”
“Maybe, but at least we were happy.”
Namjoon blinks again. He feels sick again. He doesn’t understand. Any of it. Why is Yoongi so happy and full of life? It’s pathetic. And scary. Really scary.
“You are weak”, Namjoon says, laughing loudly, “I understand what is happening now.”
He doesn’t understand a thing.
“You have turned weak. Humanity made you weak, you pathetic piece of shit. I won, didn’t I?”
Yoongi looks at him with pity in his eyes. It angers Namjoon because he doesn’t want to be pitied. He wants to be feared.
“You lost Min Yoongi. You lost and once I will escape these cells, I will make sure that you will always remember that emotion makes you weak. I will kill ___ and everyone who has ever been dear to you and I will laugh doing it”, Namjoon smiles menacingly, “you lost.”
“No”, Yoongi says, shaking his head, “no, I didn’t lose.”
“You did! Who will ever take you serious again when you are such a weakling? Nobody will ever fight for you again.”
“No Namjoon. You had people fighting for you because of manipulation and fear. Me? I have people fighting for me because they love me. Trust me, I have already won.”
“No”, Namjoon shakes his head, “no, you haven’t won. You can’t win.”
Yoongi smiles, grabbing Namjoon by the back of his head. Namjoon tenses up, trying to flee fruitlessly.
“You were my best friend once, Joon-ah.  I’m so sorry that I was so scared to lose you”, Yoongi says, running his hand to Namjoon’s cheek.
Namjoon feels sick again. Sick and like shivering. He can’t control it. He is shaking from the overwhelming feeling of being touched.
“I should have given you the chance to escape our hell when you had it, instead of selfishly dragging you with me”, Yoongi whispers, soft eyes racing between Namjoon’s ruby eyes.
Namjoon laughs and while he tried to make it sound mocking and strong, somehow it sounded scared and weak.
“I seriously hope that this will help you find peace”, Yoongi says and pulls a knife out from his pocket.
“What is that?” Namjoon asks, gawking at it with widened eyes.
“My present to you”, Yoongi answers him and places the tip of the blade against Namjoon’s chest, “I hope that it will help you find peace, Joon-ah.”
Namjoon shakes his head, trying to escape but Yoongi was stronger. Like he always has been, Yoongi was stronger. And so Namjoon has to take the blade to his heart, squeezing his eyes shut because it hurts and burns and fills his veins with agony until suddenly it stops.
It doesn’t hurt anymore. He feels warm. The aching hunger stopped gnawing at his stomach and there are voices in his head telling him to write a poem about what just happened.
Namjoon opens his eyes, meeting Yoongi’s gaze.
“Hyung?” he chokes out, eyes filling with tears.
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𝙰𝙿𝙾𝙲𝙰𝙻𝚈𝙿𝚃𝙸𝙲 𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙻𝙳
HORRORS OF THE NIGHT '8'
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.→✒️:★: ͜͡✿͜͡ →. I have been in hell when i couldn't write anything. I thought i could focus on studies but writing the only thing that keeps me sane.
TW : Major character death (sorry)
One stabbing oneself.
Have good reading ❤️
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The night felt similar to that of when you had spent the night in the maze but more terrifying. Everyone knows what coming out of the maze to hunt them and they don’t have an efficient defense system to save themselves.
Yoongi knows that as well. Despite knowing that the grievers in the maze is something they cannot easily defeat, they never thought that a day would come where they have to fight the grievers for their life. These walls were the only thing that kept them away from the boys now the doors are all open leaving them vulnerable to the creatures
“Taehyung, tell everyone to gather at council hall” he commands taehyung took off running nodding “Winston goes with him” he turns to hoseok “hoseok grab every weapon we have we will meet council hall”
Hoseok nods leaving with seokjin, gally instruct some of the boys to go hide in the woods.
Yoongi grabs you by your hands “you and Theo are going you get Namjoon and jungkook and jimin all right?” he asks looking at in your eyes snaping you out of your mind. You wordlessly nod. But before you and Theo can leave the sound of boys shouting from the distance is heard the group of boys come running out the words that not only thing from the darkness of the maze a giant figure creeps in.
The roaring of griever echoes through the open doors making everyone turn, the limbs of the griever is all you see everything in you scream to run and hide “Everybody hide!”
You all run to the corn filed hoping the large plants will cover and hide you all from the creature the screaming of boys still echoed from the distance no doubt that they are also being hunted by the creature.
Panting you all sit down the field yoongi’s hands clasp around you making you look at him he gestures everyone to be quiet as the sound of the griever nearby followed by the screams of someone.
That’s when zart get grabbed by it as the creature’s meatal limb clasp around his back a scream leaving his mouth. You scramble to grab his hands but he was already taken by the creature.
yoongi pulls you back. And once again you all starts running for your life, halfway you guys meet with Namjoon who is being supported by jimin and jungkook.
“y/n what’s going on?” jimin asks
You stop Infront of them “the grievers they’re here”
“We need to get council hall “yoongi state he glances at Namjoon, jimin and jungkook “you three sticks together”
You, yoongi and Theo takes torches and weapons that you find anything that could save you all as on from every side the grievers killing the boys.
Just as you all run towards a griever crash right Infront of you it snarls the mechanical tail lifting as its claw extends to grab anyone that it can reach.
Theo quickly grabs a jar that use to light and throws it at the griever igniting the thing on fire, the creature screech as the fire consumes it completely. Now that it is away from the path the running starts again, the creature following with aggravated snarls.
Namjoon trips and falls bringing jimin and jungkook down with him jimin yells at Namjoon for falling but nonetheless he helps him along with jungkook.
You and yoongi draw out your weapons as the creature stand Infront you, pushing the three behind you.
With adrenaline rushing through you stand Infront of them screaming at the creature to fight chest heaving.
Before the creature can hurt any of you it was struck by spears, hoseok and seokjin come running towards you.
“GUYS COME ON” Taehyung yells from the council hall waving at everyone to come fast.
Hoseok who is the last one to get in shut the doors backing away from the door everyone stands in fear silently afraid to make noise that could get them all killed flinching when it starts pounding on the door.
The creature circle around looking for a way to get in, the creature jumps on the roof and everyone huddle towards the door suddenly the creatures tail breaks the roof and pulls up the pole that hold the roof up making it come crashing down everyone.
One of the boys get grabbed by the creature before anyone can save him, everyone gathers around again the creature again circle around and it penetrate through the walls grabbing the boy who was close.
Jungkook screams when the creatures claw gets wrapped around his torso, your eyes widen when he gets lifted reaching for his you get hold on his hands and everyone join in pulling jungkook back.
“Jungkook don’t let it go” jimin screams at him.
“NO SHIT”
Namjoon pants holding his sides his face hardening when he sees the stung getting ready to inject jungkook, pushing himself up he garb the machete and with yell he cuts the tail making the creature retreat and jungkook to falls on tops you all.
You garb jungkook faces making him look at you “are you okey?”
He coughs “yeah. I’m fine” sitting up jungkook doesn’t seems to fazed at all he takes the stung that fallen off from creature and turns to namjoon “thanks namjoon”
You let out a sigh of relief sitting down for moment too quickly as the tail come right back namjoon name leave your lips with scream when he gets grabbed pushing yourself stand up you dash towards him grabbing on to his hands.
You pull him towards you with all your strength “hold on”.
Namjoon eyes watch you with longing as maybe this is how things mend to be, maybe this is the last time he gets to see. He never regrets meeting you, being friends with you, falling for you, loving you. his only regret is that he didn’t get tell you that, hold you one more time, kiss you once again to feel what is like to live that moment.
He neglects the fact that being with you, getting his friends involved with you a factor that led to the decision of them sending him and his friends in the maze.
He doesn’t know how you got here, why would they send you down here but he knows that you will get them all out of here.
“You, get them out.” He whispers to you maybe you knew that he’s giving up because he could feel your tightening your hands around his.
You scream for him when his hands leave yours running out the hut not stopping when the boys protest against.
The glade is destroyed distant screams of boys and snarling of grievers still echoes a devested look falls on everyone’s face, Theo watches you as you take in the site Infront of you sadly.
Gally come speeding towards you a glare fixed on his face the boys who was still unable to digest the fact that Namjoon is gone again didn’t see him.
Jungkook is blaming himself for what happened and his friends knows that seokjin hold him by his shoulder sharing knowing glance with yoongi and hoseok. Taehyung and jimin silently mourn the loss of Namjoon.
Their attention is taken away when Theo yells for you as gally punch you square in the face making you fall down. Theo run towards you just behind him jimin and jungkook as yoongi and hoseok, taehyung and seokjin held gally back putting distance between you and him.
“This is all you, y/n! look around” gally screams at you.
Jimin and Theo helps you stand up, the hit was hard you could fell the split lip when you hit the ground
“Back off, gally it’s not her fault” hoseok yells at him.
“You heard what Namjoon said. She’s one of them!”
“One of who?”
“She’s one of them, and they sent her here to destroy everything, and now she has!” he states thrashing around the boys hold.
The accusation weighting in you, he is right Namjoon even said he remembers that you wereone of them that send them here.
Namjoon….
“Look around, y/n! look around! This is your fault”
You hung your head not having any words to defend yourself agreeing with gally words, but you don’t remember anything.
Your eyes find the stung that jungkook hold in his hands.
“Back off, gally this is not her fault! Stop blaming her” taehyung glare at him
“This is no one’s fault. Stop starting a fight gally. Calm down” yoongi said sternly “let go him” he said “And you better stay put” he warns him authority evident in his tone as the boys let go him.
Jungkook look down in his hands when he feels the device being taken away from his handsturning away from them, he sees you.
You take the stinger, fear and guilt creeping in you rapidly making you heart tight “maybe he’s right.” You mumble
Jungkook hear this “what?”
Jimin and Theo share knowing look as jimin slowly walks towards you “hey, don’t listen to him” he softly said. Theo calls your name but you seem not hear them your intense gaze fixed on the device.
“I have to remember, have to remember” you state before jungkook can stop your hands you stab yourself with the stinger a loud gasp escaping you. the others turn to you when they hear your name being screamed in panic Jungkook and Jimin’s hands stretch to catch you as you fall the others too come running towards you.
Everything turns blurs the sounds starts to fade away the last thing you register is the boys panicked face and Theo screaming for the vial that contains the serum.
A lady in white coat smile at you as you hand her new reports.
Theo sat across you as he works, he’s eyes finds yours.
“Why are we doing this?”
“Excellent work y/n, come with me"
The beeping of heart monitor, the next thing you feel immense shock wave rushing your body.
“Wicked isn’t good.” Theo said.
“Wicked is good” the women said you nod at her as she leaves you turns to the pot that keep
the boys, the text subject in water.
“How could be this be my fault?”
You watch Namjoon lay in the pot with wires connected to him.
As you walk through the hallway with Theo wicked guards drag away barley conscious yoongi and seokjin making you pause but Theo pulls you away.
Taehyung bang on the glass window his eyes plead at you with something you don’t know.
You stand behind the glass door watching jimin and jungkook memories gets wiped out.
“I can’t watch them die again” you said to Theo he says nothing.
You watch Namjoon, yoongi, seokjin, hoseok, jimin, taehyung and jungkook sits in circle in the middle of night talking among them in the glade.
“I can’t let them suffer any longer”
"Do you know them?" Theo asks taking your hands in his.
You glance at the boys before meeting Theo’s eyes “No”
The boys sit around under the shade they have been sitting here after gally had ordered to put you and Theo in the pit.
The Glade is destroyed the Gladers are in Gally’s favor, he is the first in command, the boys had no strength to fight him. They were given the ultimatum.
“Seems like no one is going to say but so I will” Taehyung voiced capturing everyone’s attention
“we can’t stay here, any longer. At night those things are going to come back and….” he bites
his lips shutting his eyes “I can’t lose another one of you”
Jimin clasp his hands on taehyung knees squeezing his leg as latter’s voice shake at the end.
“He’s right” hoseok speak up “we have to get out of here” he glances at yoongi who laying down his eyes are closed but hoseok knows he is awake.
Jin turns to hoseok “you’re saying get out way you and y/n found”.
“Yeah, I have the key and I know the maze like the back of my hand”
“What about the others? What about Y/n?” jungkook finally speak up he has been silent since the incident at the council hut. His lift his head sitting straight from the slouched posture receiving sympathetic glance when they see his red puffy eyes, face sticky from tears. “We can’t leave her”
“We are not leave anyone behind if anyone want to come, they’re welcomed. But then again,
we don’t even know if we can pull this off” jin explains.
Jungkook open his mouth but jimin cut him off “that not what he meant.” They glance at jimin and jungkook in confusion.
“When we are with him at the med jack, Namjoon was rumbling about her” he looks apprehensive “he kept saying that he remembers her that he couldn’t believe that she is here, how did she do it and why was she here. At first, I thought he might be angry at her you know he’s the one with the memories now. But he was surprise and scared for her”
“Why?” yoongi who now sitting up questions with uncertainty in his orbs seokjin, hoseok and taehyung share the same emotion.
Jimin shrugs “he didn’t exactly tell us, said that we all have to get out the maze before they take her away again. And who is they I don’t know we couldn’t ask by then we heard shouting and came out looking for you guys”
“What do we do now?” taehyung asked
Yoongi exhale running his hands through his hair “you three” he points at hoseok, taehyung and
jungkook “pack essential things and figure out what’s exactly gally going to do, the rest of us will talk with her. then we are getting out of here one way or another”
Theo looks down on his lap gazing at your face, he moves the stray hair on face tucking it behind your ears.
“Tell him to stop touching her” jimin lean towards yoongi whispering without taking eyes of
Theo. His eyes widen when Theo wipes dried blood off your lips.
“I don’t like this”
Seokjin pats on his shoulders “we know”
“Is she waking up?” yoongi asks Theo
Theo glance up “no, should I wake her?”
“yeah” taehyung said “as much I would like her to rest, she needs to know what’s going to happen” he adds.
Yoongi and seokjin nods sighing Theo gently shakes you.
Your eyes flutter few times and Theo’s face fills your vision “Are you okey?”
“Sweetheart are you alright?” an enthusiastic voices call.
“Keep it down” jin smacks jimin head making him whine “yoongi, can you move a little?” jin crouch down as you sit up with grunt. He calls your name making him look at you his kind smile falls “WHAT IN THE WORLD WERE YOU THINKING? HUH” Jin’s loud voice startle everyone.
“ARE YOU OUT YOUR MIND.WHAT...MMMM” his words cut off his mouth is shut with yoongi hands.
Disoriented you look around “What? what happened? Why are you yelling?”
“Gally has taken control.” Yoongi said take his hands off jin’s face silently warning the male. “He said we had a choice either join him…or get banished with sundown with you”
You see hoseok, jungkook and taehyung missing and that’s making disappointed maybe they resailed that you’re not worth the trouble. “And the others agreed to that?”
“Hoseok and the other two with gally trying to negotiate” seokjin explained.
“Gally has everyone convinced that you’re the reason all this has happened.” Theo adds
That’s the truth isn’t it, you are the reason why it all happened “well, he’s been right so far.”you said numbly.
“What are you talking about” jimin frowns not liking the statement at all the other share the sentiment.
Wrapping your arms around yourself you lean against the wall of the pit “this place it’s not what we thought it was. It’s not a prison, it’s test. they were experimenting on us. And then people started disappearing. Every month, one after other, like clockwork.”
“They were sending them up in the maze.” Yoongi speak up.
“Yeah, but not all of us.” Your words dry out guilt creep up on your throat “guys, I’m one of them. The people who put you here, I work with them. I watched you guys for years.”
As the word leaves your mouth you brace yourself for there reaction, jin to yell at you, jimin to leave you and yoongi glare with hatred anything but they didn’t when you look at them, they look away and somehow that’s hurts you more than it should.
“The entire time you been here, I was on the other side of it. so were you.” your eyes locking with Theo.
“What?”
“Theo, we did this to them.” You conclude with heavy heart.
Theo shakes his head in disbelief that he would do something like that “No. that can’t be true.”
“It is. I saw it.”
“Why would they send us up if we were with them?” Theo voice shake with frustration.
You shrug shaking your head “it doesn’t matter.”
“She’s right.” Yoongi voice cut through making everyone look at him, his eyes were on you pining you with his intense gaze “it doesn’t matter. Any of it because the people we were before the maze don’t even exist anymore. These creators took care of that but what does matter is who we are now, and what we do right now. You went into the maze and you found a way out.”
“Yeah, but if I hadn’t Namjoon would still be alive.”
It the truth and that’s make yoongi pause “maybe, but I know that if he were here, he would be telling you the exact same thing. Pick yourself up, Finish what you started because if we do nothing then that mean Namjoon died for nothing, and I can’t have that.”
Seokjin smile at yoongi words grateful that he didn’t lose himself after everything, jin knows how deep yoongi feels how he burden himself everything, alone. afraid to let show his buddled- up emotions.
Yoongi is right Namjoon would want you to continue as well that’s what he said, you have to get them out of here, for Namjoon’s sake, for everyone’s sake.
And for yourself as well, somehow, you’re the reason that they are all trapped here and treated like lab rats, the only way to undo it to get them out of here even if its mean to sacrifice your life for that you would do it, for them.
“Okey, but we gotta get through gally first.”
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Summary : After breaking up with your boyfriend your friends prescribe you a fun night at the club, where you end up meeting a guy who you could only describe as perfect. So you decide to get to know him . Even if it is just for one night.
Warnings: Alcohol, Swearing, Oral (f receiving), fingering (f receiving), not wearing a seat belt??, semi public sex?. Idk they were alone but outside so😭
Pairings: Jimin x reader
3,400+ Words
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I'd rather be lost in the lights, lost in the lights.
I'm out of my mind.
Can you help me numb the pain?
Like Crazy- Park Jimin
The doors swung open and suddenly the music that was muffled from the outside became clear. As soon as you stepped into the club you could feel just how loud it was, the bass made your body vibrate. With the mix of blaring music, the smell of alcohol, sweat,strong perfumes and the intense blue strobe lights you were positive you would have a raging headache within minutes.
Being in a room full of sweaty drunk people practically fornicating on the dance floor, was not how you envisioned your night but here you were. It was the only way to get your friends –Mina and Soyeon– off your back. Ever since you and Namjoon had ended things they haven't left you alone. They think you're heartbroken despite you telling them that you were really okay.
The truth is your breakup with Namjoon didn't really hurt, of course you were sad but it wasn't messy or dramatic. You had mutually decided that you wanted different things and that you could still be cool with each other and you were content with that.
You would much rather spend your night off at home than in this club but if coming here meant Mina and Soyeon would stop trying to comfort you for something you were fine with, then you would party until their hearts were content.
Even though they originally came here to lift your spirits, you knew you would be by yourself within the next half hour. They loved to go clubbing and it usually ended with the both of them getting laid, but you were in a committed relationship for more than two years so this wasn’t your thing anymore. You used to come here with them all the time but as soon as you met Namjoon you decided to find more chill hangout places with less thirsty men around.
But now you were back here and not sure if you knew what to do. Your first instinct was to head for the bar because there was no way in hell you would get through this night sober, especially because you didn't want to be here in the first place.
The three of you sit on stools right next to each other and Soyeon orders shots for each of you.
“Shots already? I don't want to get too wasted tonight. I have things to get done tomorrow.” you whine “Relax Y/N just have fun tonight don't worry about tomorrow, let loose for a while”
You sigh and agree to “let loose” for the night.
Your friends begin to look around scanning the room most likely in search of a guy to hook up with tonight. Mina begins to open her mouth to speak when the bartender sets 3 shot glasses filled with vodka in front of you. Mina and Soyeon pick up their glasses and you do the same, clanking them together you mumble a quiet “cheers” and gulp it down cringing at the taste.
You order more drinks and pick something light on the alcohol. “Y/N do you see that guy” Mina nods you in the direction of a tall guy with dark hair who's wearing tight black jeans and a loose button up shirt with two buttons undone at the top. He's cute you'll admit but he has a sort of “frat boy” vibe to him and that's something you're just not into.
“He's been looking at you since we sat here. Go talk to him” She seems eager to find you a date but no matter how eager she is it won't be this guy.
“Yeah, he's been looking at me and 10 other girls. No thanks. You guys don't have to sit here and help me find hookups you know.”
“Fine, Fine lets just drink” Soyeon suggests
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Just like you expected both of the girls had left you sitting at the bar alone. They were now out on the dance floor or hooking up somewhere. You weren't having much fun so you pulled out your phone to text them that you were going home, but before you got the chance to type out the text you feel someone sit on the stool next to you.
“Not feeling it tonight huh?”
You look up to see if he's talking to you, which now you know he definitely is. He eyes you like you're the only person there. Looking from your eyes and lips down to your exposed legs in the short black dress you wore, maybe a little too short but it's all you had on hand.
“Yeah. It seems dull here tonight, but maybe i'm just not in the clubbing kind of mood”
“Let me buy you a drink before you go”
You frown at him. He seems nice but you just want to go home. “I just want to get out of here. Sorry.” His face lights up. Weird for a guy you just turned down. “Okay you want to get out of here? Come somewhere with me. It seems we both have nothing better to do tonight.”
Something told you he wasn't the type to give up easily and he gave you a good vibe so why not? Something about him made you curious. “One drink”
“One drink it is” he says, clapping his hands together and smiling. It was the prettiest smile you had ever seen. It was a smile that reached his eyes. It was genuine. When he smiled his eyes turned to crescent moons.
It was cute, but at the same time this man was far from cute.
Dressed in nicely fitted blue jeans and a matching jacket with gem stones scattered throughout in patterns. Under his open jacket he wore a white mesh tank top that had thicker straps on the shoulders. He wasn't super tall, about average height, but he was nicely built and skinny but you could tell that under that jacket he was at least a little bit muscular. And those thighs, his thighs were thick they looked strong it made you want to sit on the-
Get it together Y/N he's a stranger you just ran into
He ushers the bartender over to take your drink orders. You both tell him what you want and then swing back into conversation.
“Why'd you come tonight if you didn't want to be here because I can't lie you've looked like you want to be anywhere else since you got here.” he points out.
“My friends practically forced me out but now they're off doing god knows wha-” You pause Did he just say “since you got here”
“What do you mean since I got here? Have you been watching me?” you question
“It's impossible not to look at the prettiest girl in the room” you blush and he continues. “I saw you come in and since then my attention keeps drifting to you.” You giggle just now realizing that you're a bit tipsy from the drinks you've had earlier.
“You’re flirting with me but haven't even told me your name. It makes you seem like a player.” You joke. He lets out a small laugh. “Jimin, Park Jimin.”
“Well it's nice to meet you, Park Jimin” you say, making sure to highlight “Park” with your voice. “If it's anything to you, my name is Y/N”
“Y/N, I like that its pretty”
The bartender comes with your drinks and the two of you immerse yourselves in meaningless conversion.
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You told Jimin “one drink” and you meant it but that didn't stop you from taking him up on his offer of leaving together, not with the intention of hooking up, but from the way he was looking at you, you could tell that wasn't off the table.
The both of you had waited about an hour after you finished your drinks and had some food to help you sober up. Jimin had only had that one drink the whole night so he was okay to drive. Apparently he only comes to the club for dancing, not drinking. So you were a special case for him.
Before you left the club you had made it abundantly clear that this was a one night kind of thing and you most likely wouldn't see him again after this. Or at least you wouldn’t seek him out, and he was to do the same. He was okay with it although you swear you saw disappointment flash his face.
Sure you were over Namjoon, but dating this early on felt wrong, you just weren't ready yet. Not that you thought Jimin would want to date you after one night of hanging out. Tonight was only for fun and since it was supposed to just be a good memory you wanted to leave everything at that. A memory. There was no particular reason why but you didn't feel the need to bring a person on as a friend just because of one good night.
Mina and Soyeon had left with their hookups by the time you left so there was no point in staying.
Getting in Jimin's car you look around at the interior. Leather seats, that doesn't surprise you in the slightest.
“Where are we going?” you look over at him. “Why don't we drive around the city”
“I want to see the stars” you tell him “We can't see them if we stay in the city they get lost in the lights.”
He thinks for a second and then starts the car “I know a place” He begins to drive and you don't ask questions, for some reason you trust him. Even though you just met him you feel a sense of safety around him.
He turns on the radio and a pop song starts to play through the speakers. You're not sure who it is but it's a nice song. “I've always wanted to try something and this feels like the right time. Don't crash.”
He opens his mouth to speak but you're already pulling open his sunroof and sticking your head out. He slows down to a speed that you won't be blown back at and laughs as you yell into the night.
You know you look ridiculous but you don't care, people in movies alway look like they're having so much fun when they do this so you wanted to see for yourself. After you've had your fun you pull your head back into the car and shut the sunroof.
“Was it as fun as you thought?” Jimin chuckles. He thought it was cute how happy you looked after doing something so simple. It made him feel refreshed to be around someone so free spirited.
He thought maybe this could last forever.
You were clear on how you felt about tonight and he respected that even though you could've been so good together. By morning this would all be a memory.
“Not as thrilling as the movies make it seem but it felt nice”
A few more songs played on the radio before you got to your destination, you and Jimin singing along to the ones you knew.
You had driven out of the city, to the outskirts, it was quiet; peaceful. Jimin stopped the car “Lets get on the roof. I have blankets in the back.” The roof of what? There were no buildings out here. He wasn't talking about the car right. You'd fall off and break a leg within minutes.
You cocked your head to the side ready to ask where he was talking about, but he had already grabbed a blanket and stepped on a part of the trunk to pull himself up. So he did mean the car.
You kicked your shoes off and set them inside of the car before walking to the trunk and pulling yourself up. It was bigger than you thought up there but still dangerous. You sat beside Jimin and he wrapped the blanket around you, leaving his arm to hang around your shoulders and instead of moving away like you know you should have, you leaned in to his side.
The both of you sit in silence and look up at the sky, you could have sworn the night never felt this warm and the stars had never shone this bright. Being in this moment with Jimin felt right.
He glanced over at you staring off into the night sky and it made him smile at you once again. That beautiful eye smile.
You felt his eyes on you so you looked over. He brought his face down closer to yours and lightly grabbed your chin lifting it ever so slightly so you were forced to look into his eyes. “Y/N” he spoke softly “Can I kiss you”
You froze, you wanted to speak but were afraid of what you might say or ask him to do so you nodded your head and without hesitation Jimin finally closed the gap between your lips. The kiss started off softly, his plump lips testing out yours, but soon enough his hand dropped from your face down to your thighs, that were no longer covered by the blanket or your dress. The dress you were wearing had ridden up doing an extremely lousy job at covering anything.
He began to touch your thighs, caressing the outsides over so gently and then sneaking his hands into the top of your panties–where he stopped– Jimin pulled his lips away from yours and you were prepared to scold him for teasing you, but when you looked at him, it made sense
“Do you want me to keep going? It's okay if you don't want to go any further.”
“I want this, please make me feel good Jimin.” And that was all he needed before diving his hands into your panties and placing his lips back on yours. You spread your legs out so that he would have easier access but there was only so much room on top of his car.
He found your clit quickly and started to draw soft, gentle circles into you. Shamelessly you began to lift your hips into his hand desperate to feel more. Your eagerness made him grin into the kiss, but he had a feeling you wouldn't appreciate him teasing so he added a finger to your now wet cunt, slowly pushing it in and pulling it back out. The feeling of something finally inside you, made you moan.
Enjoying the noises coming from your lips he added another finger to the mix, stretching you out for him. You could've cum like this and Jimin knew it from the way you were clenching around his fingers, but he didnt want you to come, not yet, he still wanted to taste you.
He stopped suddenly and pulled his fingers out of you, you almost whined at the feeling of being empty. “Hey why'd you sto-'' You were cut off by him gripping your thighs and positioning you laid on your back on the cold metal of the car. You sat yourself up on your elbows and lifted your knees. He grabbed the hem of your now soaked panties and threw them back somewhere. If you weren't so dazed by his movements and desperate for pleasure you would’ve yelled at him for being so careless.
Throwing his legs over the front windshield of his car he placed his head directly over your navel.The position he was in couldn't have been comfortable.
“So that I could do this” Wasting no time he lowered himself so that he could place his soft lips over your sensitive clit. He moved his lips and tongue in a way that made you see stars. “F-fuck Jimin im gonna cum” Pushing his fingers back into your soaked cunt he lifted his head to watch you come undone “Thats right baby, cum for me” Quickly he put his mouth back on you, licking your clit and pushing his fingers in and out of you simultaneously. That was all it took for you to let yourself go.
You came on his mouth and fingers as your thighs trembled. He continued to rub your clit and help you ride out your orgasm. “Jimin, too much, it's too much” you gasped out while snapping your thighs shut. That didn't stop him from pulling them open to press one last kiss to your overstimulated cunt.
He pulled himself back onto the top of the car before licking his lips that were now slick with your cum.
You caught your breath and began to sit up as Jimin leaned over your body to kiss you again. “Are you alright?” He asked eyes slightly widening with concern because of your already fucked-out-looking state.
You let out a breathy chuckle. “I'm great, I just need a second, I wasn't expecting you to be so good with your mouth.”
He laughed and jumped down off the car holding his arms up for you to grab. “Come on, it's almost daylight, let's get you home.” Almost daylight? What time was it? How long did you and Jimin stay out here?
To any other one night stand Jimin would have suggested sex in the back seat, but with you it was different, not because he didn't want to but he knew it would make it harder to respect your wishes of keeping this a one-nighter.
Trying not to let the disappointment show on your face, you take his hands and let him help you down. Once you were back on the ground you pulled your dress back over your thighs and wobbled over to the passenger seat. Not long after, Jimin hopped into the driver's side and tossed the blanket to the back seat.
“I tried to see if your underwear were on the ground but its too dark so it looks like you'll have to go commando for a little while. Sorry.”
You rolled your eyes and chuckled at his words. “You owe me underwear Park Jimin” you said playfully. With that he laughed and had you put in your address so he could take you home.
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The ride was quiet but comfortable, your wishes for this to be a one night thing remained so when you arrived at your house it was time to say goodbye.
“Thankyou for tonight” you told him while opening the door and stepping out of his car “Ill see you around Park Jimin”
“Goodnight Y/N”
And with that you grabbed your shoes off the car's floor and walked to the door of your apartment. Jimin waited in his spot until you were safely inside before he left.
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The next morning –or more like afternoon– you woke up in your bed still wearing the dress from the club. Your phone buzzed on the nightstand beside you. It was text from your group chat with Mina and Soyeon:
MINA: Y/N we saw you with that guy last night you'd better tell us EVERYTHING
YOU: There's nothing to tell we sat and had a drink that's all.
You couldn't tell them what really happened because you knew they would never let it go.
SOYEON: LIAR! we watched you leave with him
You closed your phone. The last thing you wanted to do right now was talk about Jimin. Truthfully you regret not giving him your number last night because now that you think about it he's everything you want in a man.
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A few hours later after you showered and were now just relaxing there was a knock at your door. You weren't expecting anyone and Mina and Soyeon would've just let themselves in because they had keys in case of emergency, but used them all the time anyway.
You got up and made your way to the door. A little bag with a piece of paper sticking out was sitting on the step. You grabbed the bag and looked around outside but there was no one.
After going back inside you opened the bag, in it was a 4 pack of underwear and a note.
I felt bad for loosing your underwear I know these aren't the same but its something (:
I know you were clear about last night but just incase you change your mind *51######## is my number
-Park Jimin
You had never been more happy to lose a pair of underwear. Even though it hadn't been long you already missed Jimin Like Crazy and you were definitely going to call him.
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This was my first time writing detailed (kinda) smut so I think it turned out pretty okay👍🏽
I have an idea for a part two if anyone would be interested.
Please let me know what you think!! <3
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i-am-baechu · 2 years ago
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♡ Summary: Having Park Jimin as your boyfriend is complicated. A flirt at heart and handsome as hell, a recipe for trouble but this time Y/N knew how to get back at him.
♡ Rating: Explicit (18+) 
♡ Genre: Established relationship; Jimin x reader, comedy, angst, romance, smut, and fluff 
“Did you see Jimin dancing with her?” 
Y/N nodded her head slowly at her friend as her lips formed a straight line, “Of course I did...I was there.” 
She watched her friend rewind the video as Y/N picked up her drink. L/N Y/N was dating Jimin for three years and things were complicated. For starters, he was famous and he was the biggest flirt in Bts. This caused many arguments between the couple because sometimes it just felt like Jimin liked pushing her buttons. She was in the same industry and she was more conservative but that wasn’t by choice, it was society that stopped her. There were times that she wanted to dance sexy and make everyone shocked like her how boyfriend did but she knew she would get backlash. So to avoid everything, she just stuck to being conservative. It was an easy life.
“Y/N, you can’t be okay with this. He always does this to you.”
She raised her eyebrow at this and looked at her, “What do you mean?” 
“You know...flirting with girls or just flirting in general and now he’s dancing with one.”
“It’s part of the job...”
“But you don’t even do that.” 
She got you there. It was true, in the years of being an idol; Y/N barely showed skin. People saw her as a singer and not just an idol, she was well respected but even the well-respected wants to shake their assets at times, “My music isn't like that, you know that. There’s nothing wrong with him doing this.” 
“Are you sure? You're crushing your cup.” 
Y/N glanced down at the cup and let out a small cough. She put the cup back on the table and crossed her arms over her chest, “Fine, I feel a certain type of way.” 
Her friend nodded her head and put down her phone. She gave her a smirk and nodded her head, “You have a concert tomorrow night don’t you?” 
“Yeah, it’s my last one in Seoul before going to Japan. Why?” 
“You like that new song that Aespa put out, right?”
Y/N glared at her friend and nodded her head, “Yeah, get to the point.”
“Do a dance cover to it. He’s going to be there and get that hot dancer, Jun, to dance with you.” 
Y/N rolled her eyes and let out a small laugh, “I can’t just change the setlist. It’s unprofessional.” 
“Talk to your manager, you know she would do anything for you. It’s unexpected and all the fans will be gagged. Come on, be spontaneous. Also, show Jimin you can make him feel the same.”
“This just sounds so petty. I thought you liked Jimin.”
“I do but he needs a taste of his own medicine. Pleassseee!!”
Y/N smiled and rolled her eyes, “Fine, I’ll call Sua. She's going to say no though.”
“I doubt it.” 
After lunch, Y/N went to the stadium to do her practice and her mind went to Jimin. She loves him so much and she didn’t have any doubt about his love but sometimes it feels like she was a toy. The Bts members loved her and even encouraged Jimin to date her, saying she would be a good influence on him. They always had a problem and it was mostly because of Jimin. He always told her he was teasing her and nothing more but it hurt. Maybe it was her fault that she never voiced her feelings about this but he should see her discomfort. 
She dropped her bag in her dressing room and saw Sua already sitting there on her phone. Y/N took a deep breath and rubbed her neck nervously. She turned towards Sua and let out a small cough, “Unnie...” 
Sua looked up and put her phone away, giving Y/N her full attention, “Oh, Y/N~. I didn’t even hear you come in, is everything okay? You look nervous.” 
“I wouldn’t say nervous...but I was thinking of adding something to the setlist.”
“Oh? Like what? I’m all ears.” 
“I-I-I...I want to do a sexy stage?” 
Sua tilted her head at this and raised her eyebrow, “Are you asking yourself or me?” 
“Both...I was just thinking it would be different for the concert and it would be fun. I’ve been in this industry for almost ten years, it would shake things up. I guess...”
Y/N wished she sounded more confident and she hoped that Sua didn’t see her hands shaking a bit. Sua nodded her head and looked down at her watch, “Let me call Simon and I’m sure he can come up with a quick and easy dance number for you.” 
Her eyes widened as she watched Sua already dialing, “Wait, are you seriously letting me do this?”
Sua nodded her head and gave her a thumbs up, “Sometimes you want to be sexy, who am I to stop you? What song?”
“Salty and Sweet...”
“Oh, that’s a good choice. I’m going to be in the hallway but you get ready for the rest of the practice. I’ll be out there as fast as I can.”
She watched her manager walk out of the dressing room leaving a speechless Y/N. Y/N rubbed her forehead roughly and sighed, “What the hell did I get myself into?”  
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Last night was rough, practicing the new dance was fun but it was movements that she only did in private. She had to get rid of her embarrassment and pretended that she was doing these actions with Jimin. Body rolling and lip biting, it was so fun to do this. 
She woke up and stretched her body in the special hotel room that her company got her. Tonight was nerve-wracking but also so exciting. She pushed her blankets off her body and went straight to her bathroom to do her business. Shower, done. Brushing teeth, done. Giving herself confidence by hyping herself up in the mirror, done. 
She walked into her living room with her robe when she heard a knock at the door. She raised her eyebrow not sure who would be at her door, it could’ve been Sua or even her make-up artist but even then it was too early. She looked through the little peephole and saw roses through the glass. She raised her eyebrow and opened the door, “Hello?”
“Good morning, Ms. L/N. I have a special delivery for you.”
Y/N gently took the vase out of the worker's hand and looked at the roses with wide eyes. She looked at the worker and bowed at them. They smiled at her and walked off. She closed the door and took the note out of the flowers with curiosity. Her heart melted at the note, My everything, I’m so proud of you. Everything you do always amazes me and I can’t believe you are mine. I can’t wait to see you tonight. - Jimin
She gently touched the red roses and guilt washed over her. She was doing this dance to get back at Jimin but did she really need to get back at him? Yes, Jimin is a flirt but that's just his personality and she knows this. It’s one of the reasons why she loved Jimin, the way he flirted with her made her knees weak. She rubbed her forehead roughly as she placed the note on the glass table. Would it be worth it? She took her phone out and went on Twitter. All over her Twitter, she saw Jimin dancing with the female dancer or Jimin flirting with Armies. She shut off her phone and tossed it to the cushion next to her, “I’m not regretting this...” 
Backstage is wild. Getting ready for the concert is stressful but also it was pure adrenaline. The outfits, the jewelry, and the make-up, it was a child's dream. She sits in her dressing room doing vocal exercises when the door opens. She turned around and saw Jimin with his arms wide open, “Baby~.”
Y/N smiled at him and ran into his arms. Jimin wrapped his arms around her waist as she placed a kiss on his neck, “I missed you so much. I’m so proud of you Jimin and your achievements with your album.” 
He let go of her and pushed some hair behind her ear, “Let’s not talk about me, it's about you tonight baby. I’m proud of you.”
“I would kiss you but I have lipstick on.”
He rolled his eyes and leaned down kissing the side of her neck, “No worries, I’ll kiss you when you're done and maybe even more.” 
“Oh? More?”
He winked at her and placed another kiss on her forehead, “I’ll see you there, baby. I love you.”
“I love you more, baby.” 
She watched him leave the room and she smirked to herself, “Oh, he's going to get more tonight.” 
Jimin sat in the VIP section that was hidden away from the eyes of Y/N’s fans. Even though everyone knew about them, he still wanted privacy. He sat next to Taehyung as they watched Y/N hit her high note. Jimin couldn’t stop himself from smiling and he leaned forward to really take her in. She was dressed in a pale pink dress that framed her body perfectly and don’t even get him started on her hair and make-up. She looked like a goddess. 
Taehyung glanced at him and smirked, “Awww, you're so in love with her.” 
“Shut up, of course, I’m in love with her. She’s literally my everything.” 
“Have you thought about it?”
Jimin sighed and nodded his head, “Yeah, I have things planned. Don’t worry.”
Just then the lights in the stadium changed and it caused Jimin to turn his head to the stage. All of sudden the light went on Y/N to show her in an aqua blue asymmetrical wrapped mini dress and black heels. Jimin’s mouth dropped and he stood up from his seat. He walked towards the railing and he couldn’t take his eyes off of her. 
Salty and Sweet by Aespa started playing and the fans went crazy. Y/N was doing moves that she would only do with Jimin and the way she whipped her hair around was making everyone go crazy. He watched with a smirk because he was proud that she was showing off her sexy side and didn’t care about what others thought. He did it countless times and it was her turn to do it. He watched her dance with the other dancers and he started clapping his hands when the dancer picked her up. She must’ve worked so hard to do this. When the song ended, Y/N was on the floor with hair around her face. He was proud and turned on at the same time. Conflicting emotions. 
Jimin turned towards Taehynug and pointed at the stage with a wide smile, “Did you see that!? That was my girl! She killed it out there. The way she kick her leg like it was the easiest thing-”
“Jimin, shut up. I don’t need to hear you gushing about your girlfriend. It's annoying.” 
“You're just jealous because you're single.” 
Y/N sat in the dressing room with a towel around her neck and sipped on the cold water. After two hours of singing, she was finally done. Dancing to Salty and Sweet was the most fun she has had during a concert. She kinda wants to do it for the next show too. Sua sat next to her and gently rubbed her shoulders, “You did such a good job. The dancing you did was so good! I didn’t even know you could do that.”
She let out a nervous laugh and put her bottle down, “I didn’t even know I could do that on stage. It was so fun, we need to do that from now on.”
“As long as you're okay with it then okay.”
“Oh, I’m okay. Trust me, it was so fun.” 
Sua looked at her phone and then smiled at Y/N, “It looks like Jimin is waiting. Let me go get him.” 
She nodded her head and watched Sua leave as the guilt came back. She realized that Jimin watched everything and she wondered how he was going to react. She hated when Jimin danced with other girls and she hated that she just did that to him tonight. She can’t believe that she went so low to do this, to prove a point. She wanted to sigh loudly but stopped when she saw her smiling boyfriend. 
“Jimin-ssi-” She stopped mid-sentence when he tightly wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed the side of her neck. As he did this, she could feel his smile against her skin. Not the reaction she was expecting. 
When they pulled away, Jimin kissed her cheek, “You did so good! The way you danced on stage, was amazing, Y/N. I’m so proud that you showed off your skills and you weren’t scared to do so.” 
She felt her face heat up and she nodded her head slowly, “Yea-Yeah, I was nervous to do it because it was so different for me. I didn’t want to disappoint anyone.” 
“You could never disappoint anyone, Y/N. I’m so proud of you.”
She glanced down at her shoes and then back at him with a nervous look, “Were you okay with me dancing with Jun?”
He nodded his head with that smile that she loves so much, “Yeah, it was needed for the dance. I think it added something more to the number, it was really good Y/N.”
“Y-You weren’t jealous?” 
He tilted his head in confusion and raised his eyebrow, “Did you want me to be jealous?”
“N-No...okay maybe a little. I just wanted to tease you the way you do with me...”
He let out a small laugh and kissed her forehead, “I’m not jealous because, at the end of the night, you're with me. There’s more to this, isn’t there?” 
She gave him a sheepish smile and nodded her head, “I guess...I was a little jealous.”
“About?”
“You were dancing with that girl...and I was jealous because you always flirt and like-”
He leaned down and quickly placed his lips on hers. She went to close her eyes but when he saw that, he leaned away, “You're my everything. Don’t be jealous. Hurry up and change, I’ll show you just how much I love you.” 
She let out a sigh as she saw his dark eyes and nodded her head, “O-Okay.” 
The drive home was pure silence. She didn’t bother saying anything to him because she saw the look on his face. The face when he’s about to wreck her. At least her next concert is next week so she has enough time to recover. She shifted uncomfortably in her seat when she watched his hand clenching the wheel. The way his tongue poked at his cheek and the glare he had, made her thighs rub together. As soon as he parked the car, he got out of it with a slam of the door. She swallowed spit and rubbed her hands on her shorts. He opened her door and grabbed her wrist, rushing her out of the car. She didn’t have time to react to everything and he dragged her into the house. 
“J-Jimin-” Her words were cut short by his lips on hers and she knew what to do. She kissed back with the same amount of passion. With a small pout, they pulled away, “I’m sorry...”
“Oh, are you now? You're going to be sorry after I’m done. Turn around.” She obeyed his order and Jimin made work at taking out his dick as she leaned against the wall. The tip was an angry red shade after seeing her perform and her telling him she was jealous. His girl should never feel jealous. He yanked her shorts down past her ass and Jimin poked her between her legs with his cock. She let out a moan when she felt the hardness and when he finally sank into her, she felt like she was in heaven.
“Fuck, Jimin~.”
“Quiet.” He started thrusting away and she felt the air getting knocked out from his chest at the fat movement. Her mouth fell open and small moans left her mouth. It felt good, it always felt good with Jimin.
“Fuck, Y/N.” 
She arched her back leaning her head against his shoulder as the man she loved wrapped his arms around her waist. His hands went all over his body until he figured out the next position. One on her waist for leverage and one taking off her shirt, “I-I love you Jimin~.”
He let a soft smile appear but he quickly whipped it off. His thrusts became harder and sharper as Y/N let out a loud moan. He find her nipple and pinched it, “I fucking love you and only you.” 
She turned her head and Jimin leaned forward, capturing a kiss again. He licked into her mouth, allowing him to explore his favorite place, “I’m-” His thrusts picked up speed and he bite his lip, “Fuck, Y/N.” She felt Jimin spill into her and Jimin's chest heaved as he came down. Just two more thrusts and Y/N was leaning against the wall as Jimin leaned forward kissing her neck with him still inside her, “Marry me?”
Her eyes widened at this and gently pushed his body away, “What?” 
“Marry me, L/N Y/N. You're everything I want and more.” 
“You're just going to fuck me and ask me that?”
He let out a small laugh and kissed her cheek, “I had it planned out but it felt right in the moment. You don’t have-”
“Yes, I’m marrying you but I want a better proposal. Less sweat.” 
He quickly kissed her lips and smiled, “Whatever you want my queen.”
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What does it mean to be a villain? What does it really mean to be a vigilante? A vanquisher of evil or a victor for the good? Stories praise the fall of devils, cheer at the marvels of the virtuous, and forget the victorious tell a version conveniently veiling their own atrocities. Evilness was once the brightest star in heaven. And goodness, well, morality can so often be contentious. This time, there is the hero with the strength of a hundred men, there is the villain that can vanish his vulnerabilities in a very instant, and then there’s you.
Continuation to Your Friendly Neighborhood Superhero, RM. Superhero/Super Villain AU. Taehyung x y/n x Namjoon love triangle (or rhombus if you wanna count Yoongi :P)
Warnings: lots of backstory but it's cute, love-hate relationship, soft yandere tae, pda, eventual smut, unhinged y/n (will you forgive her?)
Word Count: 7.5k
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“V, show yourself!” RM roars. He’s a terrifying sight, drenched from head to toe, wet hair pushed away from his eyes so his intimidating stare is perfectly seen, cape billowing in the storm. Lightning flashes and you see him clearly, Hoseok’s rain washing the blood away from his face and neck, a magnificently frightening sight that makes your stomach drop.
What are you supposed to do?! What is the right choice...
In RM’s mind, you’ve already chosen. You ran towards Taehyung and he gripped your hand, disapparating the pair of you. Taehyung’s fingers interlock with yours, squeezing tightly, keeping you and him invisible. Taehyung knows better, he knows you only did this to keep RM from hurting himself any further. You really are aggravating…Taehyung sighs, disappointed, his anger turning into an idea- 
V laughs softly so only you can hear, grips your hand in a crushing vice, and then, doing the thing you least expected, he unveils himself and you…
“No....” you gasp, looking at him in disbelief.
“You’re going to have to make a real choice now, Love,” V whispers.
“It’s over. All of it.” RM says sternly. “No one else will die, except for you.” He looks directly at V.
‘Joon, no…’
You realize there was no other choice. 
He had become too powerful…
You had to stop him…
You were going to have to kill him…
-22 WEEKS EARLIER-
“Mayor Kim, welcome!”
The frantic event coordinator ushers Taehyung and his staff through the tent, towards the stage. The rally is enormous, the sound of the crowd carries into the closed tent area causing everyone to yell their questions at Mayor Kim. Taehyung smiles, he never would have imagined this would be his life…
Most of his childhood he just wanted to be invisible. Until it really happened…
-ACTIVATION-
“What the hell is that?!” Jimin points at the green orb in the sky, barreling straight for the trio.
“...Run!” Jungkook yells, sprinting away from the ominous object.
Jimin curses, running after his friend, Taehyung turning and following quickly behind.
Everything starts to become illuminated in a sickly green color and Taehyung dares a look behind him as the meteor descends past the skyline down into the forest.
‘What is that thing?!’ Taehyung could feel it, an intense aura that surrounded everything in sight. It dashed through the forest enveloping everything and everyone.
The trio was hit first. Then the two oldest, Yoongi and Seokjin who were on the other side of the forest. Seokjin was trying to convince his younger friend to stop coming to school late, Yoongi’s grades were going to suffer! he said.
Yoongi, who whined that Seokjin wasn’t exactly helping the problem dragging him all the way out into the forest late at night when he should be sleeping, saw the orb, heard the crash, and didn’t get any sleep for the rest of the night as the effects hit him and Seokjin almost immediately.
You and Namjoon were far enough away to only notice the odd green falling star in the sky. The trees ruffling back and forth could be mistaken for the wind at that point, you were too engrossed in each other to pay too much attention to what was passing over you and through you anyways.
The effects of the meteor even hit the outskirts of the forest, right into a scared young Hoseok who had been desperately biking away from the green glowing sight.That was the start of everything. A shift happened and now you all were on a collision course much much larger and much more destructive than just a bus inside a courtroom. And there would be casualties. But this isn’t their story, or even your story. This is a story about Taehyung, when Taehyung became V.
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The crowd is even louder now so close to speech time. It didn’t matter if you supported Mayor Kim or not, everyone wanted to see the captivating politician speak. “Big crowd, eh? I still remember when it was only the five of us who would have to listen to your crazy ideas!”
“You okay?” Taehyung asks Jin, checking in on the mind reader, worried that Jin’s powers were doing more harm than good at the moment. 
Jin raises his brow, clicking his tongue, “No complaints here!” he winks, dismissing Taehyung’s worries. Unless Seokjin really concentrated on a single person, the rumbling of their combined voices mimicked the sounds of their thoughts, big crowds like this made Seokjin feel damn near normal for once. Everyone, not just him, was suffering from the noise. And Seokjin, who had become used to the chaos, considered himself to have the advantage.
He pats Taehyung’s shoulder, Jin’s voice speaking clearly now in Taehyung’s thoughts so the mind reader didn’t have to yell. ‘I’m excited to get this show on the road. Now go be the perfect distraction, Mayor.’
---
You yawn, imagining all the ways you can get away from this boring bureaucratic display and start staring at the way Taehyung’s adam’s apple bobs up and down every time he speaks. ‘What is he talking about again?’ Some new clean air legislation he wants to propose to the state governor. He is rallying support from neighboring cities, calling for help not only from other mayors, but from the people. ‘He has nice lips,’ you think, focusing on the way he licks them when he’s thinking of what to say next.
The people love him and you don’t blame them, it will be easy to put pressure on the other mayors. But lately, even with pressure from their voter base, their donors always have the last say. You’re here because for the other mayors to agree, Taehyung is going to need some leverage. You’d like to leverage something between his legs.
They always include you now, which is a nice sentiment, but you rather be doing literally anything else, speaking of doing, you wonder where Namjoon is…
You can’t help but mull over your strained relationship with your old childhood friend turned superhero.
In the course of your very tumultuous relationship, you were currently sailing a small wave of harmony. 
You had helped RM stop an up-and-coming crime lord, which to this day you deny, you were just in the right place at the right time, and instead of suspecting you of ulterior motives (something you have grown used to even if you do despise the implications) RM instead thanked you.
While waiting around for police to come carry said criminal away, to keep Joon’s attention you might have divulged a small hint about V’s next target, which you also vehemently deny, thus putting yourself in the superhero’s good graces.
For the first time in a long time, you had your friend back, if only for that one night, because (and this is something the superhero would also deny) Namjoon missed you like crazy.
There was one thing you both couldn’t deny, you knew each other better than anyone else. You could see Namjoon needed a friend to talk to, you could feel his loneliness because you felt it too, and Namjoon could see the longing behind your indifferent attitude, a feeling he shared...
So after the arrest you both went to the highest building in the city and you stayed there all night talking, nothing of really importance, but catching up with Namjoon meant the world to you nonetheless.
It was like all your problems stayed down there in the city dregs, unable to reach the heights where you and Namjoon stood. Alone together, you could be cordial with each other, talking and listening and talking, refusing to leave even when your eyes felt heavy and you could barely concentrate on anything but the warmth of his body and the comfort Namjoon just naturally exudes, a sense of security that had you falling asleep against his shoulder...
Namjoon carried you home to keep an eye of you. That was Namjoon’s excuse as to why you woke up in his bed.
It’s happened a few times since then, sometimes you really were in the right place at the right time. Was it fate? You and Namjoon always seem to naturally gravitate towards one another...
You’re not crossing any lines, you and Namjoon are past that, according to both of you, but falling asleep next to your old friend, his hard muscles pressed close to yours and his slumbering face against your shoulder, that’s where you want to be right now.
And then in the morning, when he’s not thinking about the principles of good and evil and leans into your warmth, when he doesn’t move away as your lips bump his forehead, his morning wood poking your thigh....
You quickly remove the embarrassing smile off your face and unclutter your thoughts when you notice Jin smirking at you, replacing your grin with a scowl instead. ‘Tell anyone and I will find a way to rearrange your atoms to shrink your dick, understood?’
Seokjin opens his mouth in mocking shock, aghast.
You look around and catch the glare of Yoongi’s yellow sunglasses in the sunlight as he stands twenty bodies away, completely immersed in his cell. 
It’s comical how unfazed Yoongi is amongst the jeers and cheers of the crowd. Then you look behind you and smile when you see Jungkook’s cute wide-eyed expression as he listens to Mayor Kim’s speech, completely distracted from his mission. 
‘Cute,’ you think. It’s not like you too weren’t distracted moments ago, but you’re wondering how you three got entrusted with this...
They want this scheme to succeed, don’t they?
---
‘You know she’s started seeing Kim Namjoon again,’ Seokjin lets Taehyung know telepathically.
Taehyung is smiling at the crowd, waving. He does not falter even if inside he’s mentally cursing.
‘Does Yoongi know?’ he asks the mind reader.
Seokjin scans the crowd and scrutinizes the tech-talker in question. ‘He has his suspicions,’ he deduces.
‘Let me handle it.’ he thinks. ‘And our plan?’ 
Seokjin catches your bored face. You’re looking around into the crowd, lost in your thoughts, and Seokjin finds what he’s looking for. ‘She’s all in,’ the mind reader lets Taehyung know. ‘That’s not the problem. I don’t trust her-’
‘It’s okay, Jin. Remember, you didn’t trust me when we first met either…’
Jin, had been the last person (besides you) to join Taehyung. He had reluctantly became part of their world because he wanted to make his old friend and resident tech-talker happy, the person who had been by his side at his worst, and Yoongi wanted to befriend Taehyung and his friends because he knew they could help his friend Jin, who at that time never really got a hold of his powers as well as Yoongi and had been suffering since high school.
Back then it had been so much easier. Now Taehyung has so many people counting on him, an entire city of people. And the weight on his shoulders feel even heavier, Taehyung would take on the weight of the world if he could.
He never expected he would be thrown into the spotlight, most of his childhood he wished to hide, away from his father who left bruises on him anytime he would act out. Then after the meteor-falling, Taehyung spent his teenage years learning how good it could feel to hide, get away with things he could only dream of. His new powers let him feel invincible when Taehyung was invisible. Hiding became not for self preservation, but self liberation.
And so Taehyung spent most of his adulthood stalking in the shadows, getting things done. Then he realized he had a talent for commanding an audience, and it sure felt good to be finally seen.
You, however, were not looking at him, he notices, as you meander in the massive gathered crowd. He might as well be invisible.
He looks down at the podium, quickly gathering himself. He will make you see him.
-A VERY LONG TIME AGO-
“Your friend is Kim Seokjin?” Yoongi won’t look Taehyung in the eyes and Jin winces, turning the earbuds he religiously kept in his ears to full volume.
Taehyung remembers how the charismatic upperclassmen seemed to had fallen off the face of the earth in his last year, “Ahhh...so what is it? Something powerful, yeah?”
Hoseok, Jimin, and Jungkook try to look like they aren’t paying attention, sitting around the corners of the room. Yoongi looks over his shoulder, watching Seokjin fidget on the spot. “Can I tell him?”
“That’s why we are here, aren’t we?” Jin mutters, very well aware he is the center of everyone’s attention.
Jin had good reason to be weary, he could hear all their deepest thoughts, the ones you would never admit out loud, desires to change the world...but changing it into a place where Taehyung and his friends came out on top.
Back then Yoongi’s power was only just strong enough to tap into small electronics and local CCTV. That’s where he first saw the mysterious group, he recognized their faces as his former classmates’ and spied things he would have believed were video anomalies if he didn’t know better. And once Yoongi realized who they were and what they were, the tech talker immediately tracked them down.
Jin and Yoongi had a long talk following his revelation, in which Yoongi finally asked Jin,“You barely leave your room, I haven’t been able to find a decent job in the city since we moved here, do you even know how much our rent is every month? How do you think I pay for it? ATMs are very friendly here, Jin, but... We need them, and they need us.”
“Hey...” Taehyung looks past Yoongi to Jin who seems to want to disappear from everyone’s sights, a feeling Taehyung was all too familiar with. “Seokjin…everyone here,” he gestures around to the group, “we’ve all been there, unable to control our powers-”
“Yeah yeah yeah,” Jin shuts his eyes, the music is at maximum volume and yet he can’t stop the thoughts running through him as the men recollect the first time they used their powers. “Let’s cut to the part where you help me turn it off.”
The men exchange glances. “You don’t, um, turn it off,” Hoseok interjects. “Sometimes I wish we could…” he looks down guiltily, “but that doesn’t mean you can’t find, well, peace...” Seokjin snorts, hearing Hoseok’s chaotic thoughts whirling around like a storm from behind his tight lipped silence.
Seokjin can’t take anymore, why is it that their thoughts are so much louder than everyone else’s?  “Can you all just stop thinking so damn loud!”
Remembering Yoongi’s earlier conversation with him, Taehyung puts everything together, and Seokjin doesn’t know whether to yell or cry listening to Yoongi’s worried confession in Taehyung’s thoughts. 
Seokjin looks up at Taehyung as he works through the mind reader’s predicament. He pulls out an earbud, glancing over at the youngest man in the room, “He can do that?”
Taehyung nods. “Jungkook, can you hop him somewhere where it’s quiet, so he can relax for a bit.”
“Oh! ‘Ay-ay.” Before Yoongi could protest, Jungkook stood up and disappeared, reappearing just as quickly in front of the oldest and grabbing onto his shoulders, disappearing together.
“See you soon!” Jungkook smiles before leaving Seokjin all alone...in the middle of the Sahara.
Seokjin looks around, listening to…nothing. Even his own thoughts seemed quiet as the wind picked up and whipped around him.
‘…damn…it’s…hot.’ Seokjin laughs to himself, it’s been awhile since he was the only person in his head.
Seokjin sighs...then smiles at the beaming sun.
After a while (too short of a time in Seokjin’s opinion) Jungkook appears with Taehyung in tow then disappears leaving the two men alone.
“You’re gonna force me then, huh?” Seokjin speaks up after a long amount of silence, Taehyung being very unquiet in his mind, calling out to the mind reader over and over again.
‘The more you allow yourself to use your powers, the easier it might be to control them, ever thought of that?’
“I’ve been kind of too busy listening to everyone else’s thoughts!” Seokjin snaps back, kicking sand in Taehyung’s direction.
Taehyung, to his credit, was a person who rarely loses his temper. Instead he just smiles encouragingly, hands in his pockets. ‘Well, it’s just yours and my thoughts now...so...c’mon and try.’
---
Green light. A rumbling.
Taehyung couldn’t outrun whatever had been in the night sky. The meteor impact and the crash that followed knocked Taehyung off his feet. He was thrown to the ground by the force, his head knocking on the hard dirt, falling unconscious.
When he finally woke up, he thought he was having a heart attack by the way his chest was pounding, by the tingling in his fingertips, and how disoriented he felt. 
Taehyung stumbled through the forest until he caught up with Jungkook, who was lying on the ground in the fetal position.
“J-Jungkook?”
Jungkook flinches, screaming when Taehyung touches him.
“Hey, a-are you okay? Where’s Jimin?”
“Taehyung?” Jungkook looks around frantically, “W-Where are you?!”
“What?!” He grabs Jungkook’s shoulder again and Jungkook shakes him off, looking around like he’s just seen a ghost.
“Jungkook! JUNGKOOK.”
“W-Where the fuck are you?” Jungkook spins around, his frightened stare passing right over Taehyung.
Taehyung looks down at his hand, it’s there. He sees it.
When he moves timidly closer to his friend, waving it in front of his face slowly, Jungkook doesn’t react.
“Jungkook!”
Jungkook flinches again, and then, Jungkook feels his inside twist…
“Not agai-”
Taehyung falls backwards, wide-eyed and speechless…
-
“Why are you showing me this?” Seokjin interjects.  “I already know Jungkook can teleport.”
‘So you understand where we are all coming from, and how we controlled our powers. It wasn’t easy for us either.’
“Fine, let’s get this backstory over with,” Seokjin mumbles, lying back down in the sand, relaxing under the sun.
-
“…J-Jungkook?” He was just there. And now he’s not! Taehyung yells out his name frantically, and Jimin’s too, walking around in circles.
Jungkook could hear Taehyung, but why couldn’t Taehyung hear them! ‘Why can’t we see each other?!’ Taehyung was all alone, deep in the forest, his two best friends vanished from sight, and Taehyung has a sinking feeling it all had something to do with that green light...
Aliens? Government experiment? A falling radioactive star? Ball of magic? Taehyung thinks of every possible thing it could be. What the hell could it have been?!
Suddenly there was a roaring, like nothing he has ever heard before. He looks around terrified, looking for the source-
“Oof!”
“Jungkook!”
Jungkook shivers. Fingers and toes numb with cold, shuddering again when he hears his name.
“I’m..I’m...”
“You need to calm dow-”
“Taehyung! Where the hell are you?!” Jungkook asks on the verge of tears.
“I’m here! I’m here!” Taehyung places his hand on Jungkook’s cold shoulder, trying to think of a reason why his friend still can’t see him.
“Can you see me? I’m, um, standing to your left.”
“No,” Jungkook cries, shaking, “And I…I…was here and then I was somewhere else and now I-I’m here again-”
“Take a deep breath-”
“I can’t! I can’t! It’s going to happen again, I feel it!” he wails. “I can't control it!”
“I’m here with you!”
“But I-I can’t see you!”
Taehyung’s heart hurts for his friend, he’s never seen Jungkook so terrified. He holds him tighter, hugging him.
“Taehyung!” For the first time since this ordeal, Jungkook is looking at Taehyung and not through him.
“You can see me?”
Jungkook nods, chewing on his bottom lip. “W-Where did Jimin go?!”
“I don’t know.” Taehyung pauses, “Somethi-”
In that moment Taehyung felt his insides twist and turn. And then the sky turns, encircling him, until everything was upside down. The sky was on the bottom and the ground was at his head and the world felt like it was spinning, or shifting, everything hot and cold and fast and slow all at once.
And then he landed on concrete.
“W-What t-the hell,” Taehyung groans.
Jungkook’s shoulders heave and he throws up on the side of a building.
It’s dusk, the pair are in an alley, the pebble gravel looking like nothing Taehyung was familiar with. “Oh shit, Jungkook,” he shakes his friend’s shoulder and Jungkook throws up again. “Ugh...you…we…we fucking teleported!”
“What?!”
“We teleported, man.”
“No way! I-I’m gonna be sick again.”
“Where the hell are we?”
“I think…in Athens.” Jungkook barfs up the remaining food in his stomach.
“What?!”
Jungkook lifts his head up a bit to point down the alleyway, at “That building, I think it’s a colosseum, it looks like the pictures on that cover...the book we were reading in our literature class.”
“You took us to ATHENS?!” Taehyung should start paying attention in school. How long would a plane ride home be? Oh god, how much?
“I didn’t mean to! It just keeps happening. Fuck, I just didn’t want to end up back in the Antarctic or wherever the hell I was.”
“Okay, so that means we can control it…somehow…” Taehyung decides. “We have to be able to control it…right?” He didn’t sound so confident, looking down at his hand. “Y-You can see me now?” Taehyung asks and Jungkook nods.
What did it feel like to be invisible...was there a difference? Taehyung wasn’t quite sure. How does one will himself not to be.
Taehyung takes a deep breath, inhaling slowly to concentrate. On what…he had no idea. But relaxing seemed better than being jittery and scared about it. And Taehyung’s calmness seemed to have an effect on the younger teenager as well, Jungkook starting to mirror his breathing.
“Jungkook, we can figure this out! Do you feel anything happening?” Jungkook shakes his head no, jumping when he hears a rat scurry between trash cans.
Taehyung had a good sense, he grabbed the younger man in anticipation, and lucky for him, Taehyung was right.
“Ugh! Shit, that’s going to take some getting used to.” Taehyung lies on the forest ground, dizzy again.
Jungkook curls into himself, fist pounding on the damp earth. “I don’t want to get used to this!” he curses. “Make it stop!”
The roar is back, closer, yet lower in pitch. Taehyung covers Jungkook’s body with his own, before Jungkook teleports them only a few meters away this time.
“W-Where are you?”
“Right here. You can’t see me again?” Hmm. Taehyung wanted to hide. Actually, it was an overwhelming sense to disappear that Taehyung felt in that moment. Maybe…
Jungkook lets out a surprised yelp. Eyes going wide as his friend rematerializes in front of him.
“You can see me!”
Jungkook nods, speechless. A large twig snaps. Taehyung reaches out for his friend but Jungkook has already gone from the spot.
Taehyung curses inwardly, hoping Jungkook is okay. “Who’s t-there?”
There is a whining noise behind the bushes, a very inhuman whining...
Taehyung repeats the question bravely. And instantly regrets finding out the answer.
A bear appears, standing on its hind legs, so large and tall its body eclipses the moon.
Taehyung should be terrified, but there were no bear sightings in this forest ever. Especially not a polar bear. The bear trips over its legs, and falls backwards with a grunt, its large paws holding its head.
“....wait, wait, wait, Jimin?!”
The bear makes a gurgling, grunting noise, high pitched and very un-bear-like.
“Oh shit…”
“IS THAT A FUCKING BEAR?!” Jungkook reappears and promptly disappears.
Jimin’s bear paws cover his bear eyes and he pulls his bear knees in. White fur shifts to something sleek, white, and feathery. Jimin’s large size begins to shrink as well, head shrinking and body shrinking until he is a very very tiny….chicken.
“Jimin, it’s going to be okay,” Taehyung pats his friend’s feathery head, lifting him up in his arms. “Are you trying to tell me something about our Jungkook?”
Jimin clucks, perturbed.
The next time Jungkook appears Taehyung tackles him to the ground. “Where were you?!”
Jungkook heaves, “...a…roller...c-c-”
“Yeah, yeah, I get it.” It’s going to be a long night.
“Bro, there’s a chicken on your head.”
-
The trio had gone all around the world trying to get a hold of their powers. Taehyung was the first to figure it out. He could only disappear and reappear, but he could do it on his own terms.
Jungkook was another story, and the reason the trio missed two full days of school. Once Taehyung convinced Jungkook his power was actually the coolest thing ever, the young teleporter could finally calm himself down enough to keep his body still and present. 
And Jimin, who kept shifting into different animals and scaring innocent passerbys every time Jungkook teleported them to another location, had been the hardest to help.
Taehyung knew Jimin always had an image complex, however this power was totally out of hand!
But with a little encouragement, and a night of Taehyung and Jungkook telling an anxious alligator all the things they loved about their best friend, Jimin was able to finally shift back into himself.
The inseparable trio added another into the mix when they ran into their classmate Hoseok and recognized the sheer panic in the way he was acting, also noticing the intense heat that seemed to only exist in Hoseok’s vicinity.
By the time Taehyung and Jin found each other, Taehyung and his friends had just moved to the city after graduating. The younger group was a well oiled machine by that point, and conversely, Jin and Yoongi barely had a grip-
“I choose not to have a grip on my powers, by the way.” Jin mutters. “So what’s the catch? You’re not doing this out of the goodness of his heart, I know that.” Back then, just like now, Jin had no problem calling Taehyung out. “I came because Yoongi said you could help me. I want to stop hearing people’s thoughts, not do whatever the hell you’re thinking!”
Jin could see all the imaginative ways Taehyung believed his power could be used. Taehyung looked at Jin in almost reverence, imagining how many great things they could get done together.
Taehyung was the first to see a purpose in their powers and how they could work together. Alone, Jungkook had been a scared teleporter, his powers propelled him, but he had no direction. Alone, Jimin had been a shapeshifter that could gain freedom in his form, but was confined in so many other ways, unable to communicate with his friends. Alone, Hoseok was a force of nature, destructive more than he was productive, and alone, Taehyung could disappear, move undetected and get away with a lot, but it was so small in comparison to what Taehyung wanted, it was not enough.
But together? The scared little rabbit turned into a master hopper, taking his friends wherever they wanted to go. The shapeshifter learned how to transform into exactly what the group needed, becoming the perfect diversion, or tool, or weapon. The weathered man became a weather wonder, with practice Hoseok was able to harness his powers into the perfect storm. And Taehyung kept them hidden, under the radar, working in the shadows, helping his friends become more and more powerful.
Learning to master their powers had always been the goal, and honestly, the crime that followed was just a natural consequence. Their powers were just so perfectly suited for crime-
“How convenient,” Seokjin narrows his eyes on Taehyung, who remains unfazed. In fact, he looks proud thinking back to his friend’s first exploits.
Hopping into theaters without a ticket or hotels without a reservation, disappearing food off grocery shelves when they were hungry or clothes that they couldn’t afford. A large deer scaring workers away so his friends could take the latest electronic, a small contained fire so the group could leave without paying. It was stealing, sure, but they weren’t hurting anyone except for a few soulless corporations.
But then a circus came into town and Taehyung saw a different kind of opportunity. A crazy idea to everyone else but Taehyung, who was waiting for the perfect situation where they could use all their powers together.
“You did that?!” Seokjin laughs incredulously. Taehyung laughs too, thinking back to that day proudly. “But why?”
Their string of small thefts had prepared them for something sensational, something that would become the blueprint for Taehyung’s later exploits.
Growing up, Taehyung often felt helpless, but there were others much more helpless than him, without a voice to ask for help. Helping small creatures became something to fixate on instead of Taehyung’s troubled home life, like keeping a torn winged butterfly alive, saving something beautiful made him feel like his life was still worth it.
Young Taehyung hated most people, most people who were cruel like his father, but he loved nature and animals and those like him who were willing to protect the beauty in this world.
So, with Taehyung’s convincing, the group staged an elephant-napping! 
Disappearing an entire brigade of circus elephants, ransoming back Jimin, hopping the real elephants into the wild where they belonged, destroying the circus tent with the strongest winds ever recorded in the area, and taking their profits right under their noses, it was a chaotic debacle that...actually worked. It worked so well, none of them could believe it. It worked so well, they decided to keep going. What next?
Yoongi and Jin would have been the perfect addition. They could all become...so powerful! Taehyung could see it and Jin saw right through Taehyung, but he could also see how confident and strong the four men were now. By comparison, Jin was hanging on by a thread.
Jin scoffed, shaking his head back and forth. ‘Just imagine...imagine what you could be. What we can be! Can’t you see it? I can! Just look!’ Taehyung thinks.
“I don’t need to hold your hand for it to work.” Seokjin stares down at Taehyung’s outstretched hand.
‘Have you tried, man? Maybe it will help you focus...’ He moves closer, hand still welcoming Seokjin in, hoping for a truce. ‘We can help each other. You want some control, right? That’s what we all want.’
“No, you want to control.”
Taehyung laughs. ‘Yeah, so? Is that so horrible? You can look through all my thoughts, go ahead. Why were we given this kind of power if we weren’t meant to use it? We can be...a good team.’ When Seokjin looked into Taehyung’s mind, he saw the truth in his words.
Jin looked around at the vast desert and realized how content he felt for the first time in a very long time, how Jin could finally be himself here, in the middle of...nothing. Jin could be the king of nothing...
Or Jin could entertain Taehyung’s wild fantasies for just a moment...
Well, Jin couldn’t very well pay Yoongi’s kindness back in nothing...
And so Jin decided, fine, “If we’re going to be a team, I propose a team name then.”
“What?”
“Team Kim Seok Jin!” he joked, laughing and he grabbed Taehyung’s hand.
---
And they did work well together, Jin and Yoongi fit in like missing puzzle pieces. Taehyung had been right. Their powers lent an advanced level of “security” to their operations. They became an unstoppable force, they became partners in crime, they became friends...family.
And now Taehyung and Seokjin were both sharing a stage in front of thousands, both working together again, helping each other, because a very long time ago they both decided they wanted a whole lot more than the nothing they were dealt with.
-
Taehyung finishes his speech and the crowd cheers. By now the three of you have moved your way through the crowd, calculatedly finding each other until you’re all standing in the perfect spot to do some business.
In eye-shot there is a closed off section designated for “important” guests only. Celebrities, elite members of society, politicians-
Wait…
“What’s wrong?”
You yank Yoongi around so his back is to the tent too. “RM is there!” you hiss, pulling on Jungkook’s hair to get him to pay attention.
“Ow!” Jungkook lifts his hoodie up, courageously flicking your forehead in retaliation. Lucky for him you find his actions cute, but that doesn’t stop you from punching his shoulder and putting him in a headlock.
“He was not on the list! What the hell!” Yoongi grips his cell tighter, tapping into the electronic and scanning through the VIP guest list again. 
“Would you turn away a superhero if he randomly showed up?” you ask, then realizing who you were talking to when Yoongi raises his eyebrow at you, you add, “I mean would they-yah!” Jungkook picks you up in his arms, abating your headlock.
Yoongi groans. You look over your shoulder quickly, noticing the crowd around RM. You scoff, catching all the women huddled around the larger than life hero, gazing up at him in reverence, practically undressing him with their eyes, ugh.
“The plan is still on!” you mutter, back to business, “If RM gets in the way, I’ll handle it”
“Alright,” Yoongi laughs amusedly. “JK, this one,” Yoongi holds up his cell in front of the younger man's face, showing Jungkook the screen. Displayed is a picture of a man with graying hair. You tilt your head to see as well, leaning on the tech talker’s shoulder. “Go fetch,” Yoongi teases.
“I will leave you on top of Mount Kilimanjaro,” Jungkook growls, “without hopping your clothes.”
You giggle, you would pay to see the tech talker power his way out of that. “Aww, good boy,” you pet the top of Jungkook’s head. He grabs your hand and bites it, gnawing on your palm to tickle you.
Honestly, the three of you should not have been in charge of this plot.
---
“Got ’em,” Jungkook hops back. “Next one?” Jungkook holds his hand out so Yoongi can give him another small device. Without another word Jungkook crouches down, disappearing in the process.
“People really don’t notice things, huh,” you mumble, hugging Yoongi.
“Well there’s a lot of people.” He drapes his arms around you. You smile and Yoongi stares down at your lips. “Lost in their own worlds,” he moves closer, “You can get away with a lot-”
“Next!” Jungkook hops up, right in between the both of you, your lips grazing the teleporter’s check instead. He flinches, surprised, and you smack him before he disappears once again.
Yoongi acts quicker this time, lips pressing tightly against yours until you forget all your annoyances, getting lost in the softness Yoongi rarely exhibits. Soft lips, soft tongues, soft caresses down your back... 
Jungkook bumps you both with his shoulder. “Next!” he says, annoyed he’s being ignored.
You giggle and find your favorite spot behind the tech talker’s ear to nibble, trying your best to distract him at the mission at hand as Yoongi fumbles with his cell.
---
“I can have a penthouse set up for you no questions asked, our city is beautiful, a lovely landscape to uhh fly-”
“My daughter is a huge fan, RM, let me introduce you-”
“We would love your support, we can set up some endorsement promos, if you don’t want the money, we could donate it to a charity?”
“RM! RM! Can I take a picture of us for my Instagram...pluh-ease!” 
“I, uh, better, um – just here for, er to make sure you’re all safe – um, I’ll just uhhhh-” Namjoon stumbles backward and hovers a few meters off the ground, needing some air away from the forming crowd. The superhero RM is becoming a celebrity amongst celebrities and they all “oooh” and “ahhh” at his small feat of power. 
Namjoon sighs. At this height he can see better anyways, he deduces, floating even higher. He knows Mayor Kim is up to no good, he just knows it! 
The sheer number of prolific figures visiting the city could not be a coincidence, and all perfectly rounded up in front of Taehyung, no, “V” and his gang were planning something, Namjoon could feel it in his bones.
Namjoon agonized on what to do, worried he too was falling into a trap if he were to come as RM, but Namjoon was confident if this was a trap, then he would be able to strong arm his way out of it. He is the strongest man in the world, after all.
And Namjoon wanted Mayor Kim to see him, cape and all, and know that the superhero was always going to be there to put a wrench in his evil plans.
Sure, it was a little obsessive the way Namjoon would keep tabs on The Mayor. Taehyung had wounded the practically indestructible superhero in a way that Namjoon couldn’t seem to ignore or forget. RM was always picking a fight with V and his team, he couldn’t help himself, like picking a scar, re-opening the deep cut in his heart. Namjoon was never going to forgive Taehyung for turning you against him.
But now The Mayor’s speech is over. Nothing out of the ordinary has happened. Namjoon wonders if he was wrong about Mayor Kim after all. Taehyung stands on the podium while one of his advisor’s addresses the crowd. Namjoon can’t help but scowl, wishing he had super hearing so he could listen-in on the conversation the Mayor and his “Head of Security,” Kim Seokjin, were currently engaged in. 
Jin excuses himself away. Namjoon raises an eyebrow, shouldn’t his Head of Security stay by Mayor Kim’s side at all times? What’s going on?
Namjoon smiles, ready for action. If there is a security breach, the superhero should be lending a helping hand too, it’s the right thing to do.
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“Where are we hopping to, Bunny?”
“To Jin first,” Jungkook mutters. “And don’t call me, ‘Bunny.’”
You pout, hands squeezing Jungkook’s cheeks. “But you’re so cute, like a bunny.”
“First a dog, now a bunny,” Jungkook mumbles. “I’m not Jimin, you know.”
Yoongi places his elbow on your shoulder. “C’mon JK, we’re running late,” he warns.
“I wonder whose fault is that,” Jungkook looks between you and Yoongi accusingly.
“Let’s go! I don’t get paid unless this works!” you shush him.
Jungkook has tagged a few other Mayors, those who came to listen to Mayor Kim’s speech on his request to show their ‘support.’ A hollow gesture, Taehyung knew his bill was so controversial that when it came down to the help he needed, it would be one excuse after the other before they would really show their allegiance. 
That’s where you three came in. And Seokjin, the real boogeyman.
Jungkook hops you and Yoongi backstage, right in front of Jin-
-and RM.
“I knew it,” Namjoon grab’s Jin’s security badge, yanking the lanyard tightly around Jin’s neck.
“Well if you listened, I wasn’t exactly disagreeing with you-”
“You said, ‘what kind of crazy person would think you’d try something in front of so many people.’”
“W-Well obviously the kind who was right,” Jin grunts.
“We don’t have time for this, do something” Yoongi whispers to you. “Quickly!”
“I need to hop you all together,” Jungkook grunts under his breath. Now all four men are looking at you, Namjoon looking most disappointed of all.
‘Dammit.’ You had to say you would handle it, didn’t you, y/n? You start putting together a plan, sticking whatever idea you have that can remotely fit together in the seconds afforded to you, hoping you created something that works, a Picasso of strategies. 
‘Got it?’ you ask Jin, who translates the insanity he just witnessed in your brain to the others.
“Oh God...” Jin takes a swing at the superhero, who easily catches his fist.
RM stumbles backwards, suddenly overwhelmed by everyone else’s thoughts thanks to the mind reader pushing his powers through their conjoined hands. First puzzle piece, stroke of the brush, or whatever you wanna call the parts of this crazy plan-
A scuffle ensues. You jump on the superhero’s back like a spider monkey, RM holds the mind reader in a headlock, pushing through the mind noise, and Yoongi and Jungkook latch onto the superhero’s arms, quite unsuccessfully doing any form of restraint. 
This is such a bad plan! Ready?
‘By the way, that’s really not what I want to hear whenever we start a plan. It’s like being in the passenger’s seat and the driver screaming when turning onto traffic-’
Whatever! ONE TWO THREE GO!
Before you can cause a real commotion, you all disappear thanks to Jungkook’s teleportation.
And then you all reappear. Only this time, ten-thousand stories above ground…
And falling…
And screaming...
Namjoon uses his powers to stop everyone’s descent, hoovering in the air with four fully grown human beings holding onto him for dear life.
Life has a way of catching up to you, and sometimes you need to just be catched too. “Let go!” you yell. 
While Jin still struggles in RM’s grip, you, Jungkook, and Yoongi all let go.
Jungkook hops himself through the air, trying to get a hang of teleporting...while also falling to his death, not a feat he thought he would ever have to accomplish. 
Still holding onto the mind reader, Namjoon watches as you and Yoongi rapidly descend, astonished that you just willingly and recklessly decided to let yourselves fall.
Jungkook hops right into Yoongi’s path, crashing into each other and tailspinning together before they both disappear from Namjoon’s sight.
The pair finally roll to a stop on the ground, Jungkook definitely not prepared to handle the acceleration. Yoongi starts dry heaving as Jungkook stands up quickly. Always a fast learner, he disappears once again while the tech talker tries to regain his composure.
Yoongi lies down, staring at the sky, still surprised he was there just moments ago. Yoongi thinks the two specks in the sky might be his accomplices, but he truly has no idea how your plan is ever going to work...
‘Why isn’t she stopping herself?!’ Namjoon thinks, worried the high altitude has made it impossible for you as he watches as you fall backward, staring at him the whole way down.
“You know, she swore Jungkook not to save her. I guess she believes you’ll save her-”
“You’re lying!”
“You could be right,” Jin grunts, tightly squeezed by the superhero, “Or you could be deathly wrong. Are you willing to take that chance?” Namjoon grinds his teeth, accelerating him and the mind reader down.
Just as he is gaining momentum, Jungkook appears next to him with a coy smile, teleporting them all higher again, before falling and disappearing from RM’s sight once more.
“Let me go!” Seokjin yells, struggling as Namjoon descends after you again.
Namjoon is determined, he flies even quicker, not listening to Jin’s annoying thoughts. ‘It’s going to have to be me or her, Namjoon. We’re high, if you let me go, Jungkook can save me. That woman is crazy enough, you know she won’t give in. She’ll die if you don’t save her.’
To prove Jin’s point, Jungkook does it again, hopping the superhero even higher this time.
RM descends like a bolt of lightning. Jin curses this plan of yours, victim to the sickening shift in gravity once again. ‘She is not going to give up her life for whatever stupid shit you’ve planned! Y/n is not like that!’ For once, Namjoon can count on your own self-preoccupation. ‘Where the hell is that menace, Jungkook?!’ 
You’re falling faster now. You glance downward and hold out your hands, managing to slow yourself down in the air, but only momentarily before you start struggling again. 
Your body starts turning uncontrollably. ‘Save her, RM!’ Seokjin’s panicked voice permeates the superhero’s mind as he pushes away from him, attempting to free himself from Namjoon’s vice hold.
You scream. Namjoon curses, finally giving in.
He lets go of Jin, speeding through the air to you. But he’s too far away, he took too long. He pushes his body, accelerating to inhuman speeds trying to catch up with you.
-
Jungkook hops himself to the screaming mind reader, teleporting him to Yoongi. The three men all fall to the ground like bowling pins at the impact.
Jungkook stands and trips over his feet, disappearing in the process.
“You had to tell her ‘quickly,’ didn’t you?” Seokjin groans, trying to fix his wind-swept hair and clothes. Yoongi lets his mouth drop, back on the ground with grass and dirt in his hair again, regretting ever getting out of bed this morning.
-
You look down at the ground quickly approaching. Namjoon isn’t going to reach you. You smile, just knowing he tried was enough.
Namjoon screams your name. He will always be your hero no matter what.
You look up in his direction again and hold out your hand, manipulating the air in an attempt to slow him down, all the times he produced craters when trying for a soft landing replaying in your mind, but the super powered hero is flying too quickly, cutting right through your efforts, desperate to get to you.
You shut your eyes.
This is going to hurt. 
---
PART 2
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The Choreographer -- Pt 16.
The Final Chapter.
Pairings: Jungkook x Reader, Yoongi x Reader
Summary:
You were the assistant choreographer for BTS tasked with taking over for the lead while on tour. You'd sacrificed everything for this job, and you didn't want to risk it, but the temptation has proved to be too sweet. 
Now you have to juggle the social, physical, and emotional consequences of your affairs. Jealousy between the members, social isolation, and potential feelings? No, that last one was not something you'd allow. You already had enough on your plate. You had to squash that down. But feelings demand to be felt. And you cannot run away forever.
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OR
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How I dumped all my trauma into a single fanfic
Masterlist A/N: It's here! The final chapter! I can't believe it's taken so long, but honestly it was a journey for me too. Please let me know your thoughts at the end. Did you like how it ended, or would you have preferred something else? As always, thanks to everyone who has stuck with this story, even when they had to wait months between chapters. I appreciate each and every single one of you and I hope I did this story justice. Without further ado, _____
Jungkook kept his distance. 
It had been a month since you’d left. You couldn’t remember a more difficult month. During the first few days, several people had tried to contact you. Hoseok tried first, then Namjoon and Jin. All to ask if you were okay. It was kind of them, but the messages sat in your inbox for weeks, unanswered. You’d asked Yoongi to pass on the message that you were fine, but you needed to take some time to yourself, which he did, dutifully. 
Jimin reached out last week to tell you that he was sorry for anything he did that may have contributed. To him, you said honestly that you appreciated him reaching out, but you had no hard feelings towards him. He tried to ask you how you were, but you stopped responding. 
How were you? 
You supposed you were okay, in that you knew you were coping with everything the best you could and you were being as kind to yourself as possible, but at the same time, were you okay? What did okay mean? 
You were surviving. And there was something to be said for that, but holy hell, were you in a lot of pain. Everything hurt, both physically and metaphorically. Your muscles were starting to atrophy. Your body was stiff from having spent the last month on the couch, and you didn’t have any plans in the near future to get off it. Your energy was at zero. You could do nothing. Accomplish nothing. Some days, even feeding yourself seemed almost impossible. Ramen and spoons of peanut butter were just about all you could make for yourself. 
Most of the time, you’d order out. The containers piled up and you had no energy to clean them. No energy to wash yourself or your clothes. You felt horrible every time you had to leave the house because you knew how you must have smelled. 
Worst of all, this was literally the best you could do. When you cried, you couldn’t tell if it was because you were processing what had happened, or because you felt completely incapable of pulling yourself together. 
You remembered all the times you’d judged others for walking around looking unkempt, or for not getting up and working out, or for eating too much junk food, and here you were, doing all those things. 
You wish you’d been a kinder person. Your whole life, you thought you’d been so nice. So holier-than-thou, but you’d actually just been an asshole. 
No. You weren’t entirely an asshole. Yes, you had your struggles, but you’ve also achieved a lot, especially considering where you’d come from. Neither of your parents had shown up for you the way they should have, and you’ve had to pull yourself up by your bootstraps your entire life. 
That had to count for something. 
Yes, you’ve made your mistakes. Your moral compass hasn’t always pointed North, but god damn it, you were trying, and you had to give yourself credit for that. 
And even though you weren’t capable of fixing everything right away, you knew you were going to try. 
“Slow, measurable steps,” you told yourself. And you got up off the couch to fetch a spoon of peanut butter. 
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From: Son
Sent: March 7th:
I don’t know what you’re going through, but I know it must have been bad for you to leave like this. Can you talk to me about what happened? I feel like it was my fault for putting you in that situation. 
We don’t have to talk about what happened if you’re not ready. Just let me know if you’re okay. We’re friends first, colleagues second. Remember that. 
The email had been sitting in your inbox for the last three weeks, gathering dust. Today, you were determined to respond. You’d typed up several half-responses before deleting them, finally settling on something simple. 
Son, 
I’m okay. Thanks for checking in. And thank you for everything else. 
In time, 
Rookie.
You’d forgotten the name he’d given you when you first started your internship, but it popped into your head as soon as you went to sign off. He’d only used it for a couple of months before he switched to your given name, but it was his way of establishing a rapport. At the time, it felt like teasing, but you realized eventually that it was his way of making you feel included. 
You wished you could tell him more. You weren’t ready to talk about it. You hoped he’d understand. 
It was Son. He’d give you the time you needed.  
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That was the last anyone other than Yoongi had tried to contact you. On the one hand, you were happy they respected your boundaries, but on the other hand, you missed them. Even if you couldn’t respond right now, knowing they cared enough to reach out had been comforting. 
You got it, though. You didn’t have the capacity to be a good friend to them, or to anyone at the moment. And it was you who had walked out on them. That probably hurt a lot. They had every right to be angry with you for the way you had acted, and frankly, the thought that they might be angry with you motivated you to get better. 
Rebuilding these friendships was going to have to be your responsibility. And you were determined to get make it right. 
As soon as you made things right with yourself. 
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*BZZZZZZZ*
The sound only half-registered in your sleep state, briefly rousing you before you fell back into deep slumber. 
*BZZZZZZZZ*
It rang a second time, this time fully registering. You scrubbed a palm over your face and threw the blanket off you, simultaneously knocking last night’s empty takeout box off your couch and on to the floor to join the rest.
“Who is it?” you asked over the intercom. 
“Yoongi. Let me up.”  You pressed the button to unlock the front door, eager to see him but wholly unprepared for company. Groggy, you slumped over to your armchair, which held a pile of your clothes. Picking up a bathrobe to sniff it and determine it was clean enough, you wrapped it around yourself and tied it snugly in the middle.
Your apartment was in a very sorry state, you observed. You’d already been aware of that, but you were looking at it with a new lens, now that you had company. 
Sheesh. 
Take-out boxes littered the floor, the coffee table, and the sofa. Empty wine bottles and plastic cups were strewn about—clothes, tissues, candy wrappers, bags of chips, and an open jar of peanut butter with the spoon sticking out. Not to mention the layer of dust that had been gathering on almost every surface. 
You heard a knock on the door. 
“Just a minute!” You called, rushing to gather up as much of the trash as you could and stuff it into a bag. It was a mild improvement, but only just. 
It had been almost three months since you’d last seen Yoongi. He’d visited once after coming back from the last leg of the tour, but shortly after, he embarked on a “creativity journey,” he called it. He’d been traveling around, looking for inspiration for his music and collaborating with artists all over the world.  
You opened the door and greeted him with a hug. 
He wrinkled his nose after pulling away.  “Really?” you said. “I thought for sure this was clean.” 
“I don’t think you can smell yourself anymore, babe.” 
“Fair enough,” you said. “I don’t think I have anything clean. Mind if I do laundry while you visit.” 
He shrugged. “Suit yourself.” 
You grabbed a trash bag (all of your laundry baskets were already full) and started picking out the highest priority items. Sweatpants, hoodies, and underwear were the main articles, but you threw in a towel as well.  
You should probably shower, too, while you’re at it. 
“How long can you stay?” you asked. 
“I’m free all day.” 
“Awesome. How was the trip?” 
“You know? I expected it to involve a lot of writing music, but it was actually the opposite.” 
“Oh?” you asked, gathering up more items to take to the laundry room downstairs. 
“Yeah,” he said, following you around as you picked at and sniffed different clothes around your living room. The bag was already pretty full, but you wanted to make the most of this load. “I mostly just ate, rested, and hung out with other musicians. I don’t think I finished a single track while I was there, other than the few collaborations I did.” 
"I actually love that for you," you said, opening the door and walking down the hall. Yoongi followed, his energy bright.
“Weirdly, it was just what I needed.” 
He continued to tell you about his trip as you threw the load of laundry in and proceeded back upstairs. He’d gone to the US to visit some of the artists he’d previously collaborated with, catch a few NBA games, and visit some of the landscapes, his favorite having been the Grand Canyon. 
“It’s huge!” he exclaimed. “I mean, I knew it’d be huge, but like, you can’t even fathom how big it is until you see it in person.” 
“I’m so happy for you, Yoongi,” you said, and meant it. “Keep me company while I shower?” you asked. 
“Oh?” he asked, eyebrows disappearing up into his hair. 
“Not like that.” 
“Oh.” 
He followed you into the bathroom, kindly not commenting on the soap scum stains on your sinks and the pile of dirty underwear in the corner and took a seat on the lid of the toilet, while you got in the shower and removed your bathrobe, dropping it on the floor on the other side of the curtain before turning the water on. 
“Hungry?” you asked as you struggled to find the right temperature. 
“I was until I saw the state of your apartment.” 
You opened the shower curtain and flicked some water at him. 
“Fair enough. Want me to order something while you shower?” 
“Something with pork belly please?” you called out as you began to shampoo your hair, noticing just how many knots were in it. You really needed to stop falling asleep with your hair in a bun. It was getting harder and harder to untangle and the breakage was now significant. 
For some reason, self-care tasks became much easier with Yoongi around. Things that seemed almost impossible on your own were suddenly within your grasp in his company; you were grateful for his presence, though you tried hard not to become too dependent on him. It wasn’t fair to him, after all. 
“Ordered,” he said. “Should be here in thirty minutes.”  “Thank you,” you said, now trying in vain to comb conditioner through your mats. “When did you get back?” you asked. 
“A few weeks ago,” he said. 
“Really?” you asked, surprised that you hadn’t heard from him. “How have things been at the house? Also could you hand me the comb on the sink over there?” 
“Complicated,” he said. You heard him rifling through the assortment of brushes and ointments sprawled around the edges of your sink until his hand appeared through the curtain, holding a wide-toothed comb. 
“Thanks. Go on.” 
“Well, that’s actually what I wanted to talk to you about.” 
“Why? What’s up?” you asked. The comb continued to stick in your hair. At this rate, you’d have to cut your hair short to get rid of all the damage. 
“Well, as you know, things are still tense within the group. A lot of us aren’t talking to each other.” 
“I actually didn’t know that,” you said, finally managing to comb through the biggest knot. You placed the comb back on the shelf and switched over to scrubbing your body with the loofah, hoping to give the conditioner some time to work. 
“Really? I thought I told you.” 
“We didn’t talk much about the group when you were here last. I think I was still avoiding the subject.” 
“Oh, well are you still or can we talk about it now?” he asked. You heard a faint trickling sound coming from outside the shower. 
“Are you pissing right now?” 
“Yeah.” 
You rolled your eyes, unable to hold back a smile at just how comfortable the two of you had become. 
“Don’t get it on the seat.” 
“What and ruin your pristine bathroom?” he said. 
“Ass. Anyway, yeah I suppose we can talk about it now. I’ve had enough time. Just don’t say his name.” 
“Noted. So everyone’s all weird around each other now.” 
“What exactly happened after I left?” 
“After you walked out, Namjoon called you-know-who out in the hallway to talk privately. I couldn’t hear what he said, but it must have been bad because he came back in with his tail between his legs and he wouldn’t look anyone in the eye. Only talked to Joon for the rest of the tour.”  “Damn,” you said. It was cathartic to hear that he had at least some degree of shame. You just wished you could have heard what Namjoon said to him. 
“Yeah. Then he asked to talk to both Tae and Jia privately, and they came back looking pretty similar to Jun—I mean you-know-who. He must have given them a real tongue lashing.” 
“Oh?” 
“Yeah,” he said. “Then he talked to me.” 
“Yikes.” 
“Yeah.” 
“How’d that go?” 
“It…,” he began, “…wasn’t exactly the best moment of the tour.” 
You couldn’t help but laugh at how delicately he phrased it. “Go on,” you said, scrubbing at your scalp. The conditioner had done a decent job of masking some of the damage, but you’d have to visit a salon at some point to truly fix it. Another item on the long list of things you needed to take care of. 
“He was angry with me for not communicating how I was truly feeling about everything. He said he’d have gladly stood up to the label and advocated for me if I would have said something to him. And if they still didn’t listen, he would have helped me find an appropriate way of coping. Or at least help cover for us if that’s what we needed to do. And he was disappointed that I didn’t trust him enough to care about what I was going through.” 
“Fuck,” you said, turning off the water. 
“Yeah.” 
“Hey could you hand me the towel hanging on the door?” 
He did, handing it to you through the curtain without looking. For some reason, you were feeling a bit more shame about being naked around him than you had in the past. Wrapping yourself up in the towel, you stepped out of the shower and truly looked at him for the first time since he’d arrived. 
He looked so tired. 
“How are you holding up?” you asked. 
He shrugged. 
“Anything I can do?” 
“Honestly just your company would be great.” 
“That I can do.” 
You toweled off in your room and changed into a sweater you’d found in the back of your closet and a pair of sweatpants that you’d only worn a couple of times. Yoongi accompanied you while you finished your laundry and worked on tidying up your apartment. He relaxed on the couch, smoking a joint you’d given him and watching mindless reality television until the food arrived, when you took a break and sat next to him, exhausted from all the effort you’d spent, but grateful for Yoongi’s presence. 
“Thank you for coming over,” you said, taking the first bite of noodles. “And for not judging me. And honestly, for everything else you’ve done. I don’t know how I’d get through this without you.” You finished the rest of your sentence with your mouth half-full of food. Yoongi had the kindness not to comment on it. 
“Don’t mention it,” he said, taking a bite of his own. “I needed to get away from the dorms. It was nice to have somewhere to go that wasn’t my studio.” 
You both ate in relative silence, save for slurping noises and the occasional clearing of a throat. Once your hunger had been sated, you turned on the couch to face him and leaned your head against the back, once again taking him in. 
“What?” he asked when he noticed you staring. 
“Do you think sleeping together was a mistake?” 
“Wow, you’re just gonna hit me with that out of nowhere.” 
“Loaded question, I know,” you said, biting back a grin. “Humor me?” 
He sighed, contemplating his answer. 
“No? I mean, there definitely were consequences to it. And Namjoon was right. I should have talked to him about what was going on. But at the end of the day, I still really wanted to do it. And, for some godforsaken reason, I still think I benefitted from it more than I suffered.” 
“I feel that way too,” you said, grateful that he shared the sentiment. “I regret how I went about it, but I don’t think I regret doing it. I loved every second.” 
“Even though it ruined things with…him?” 
You barked a bitter laugh, which dissipated into a sigh. “I think things were ruined with him from the moment they started.” 
“What makes you say that?” 
“We were just kids,” you said. “Or at least it feels like we were. Neither of us was mature enough to enter into a sexual relationship. We handled it so poorly.” 
“That may be true, but then again, you grew a lot through the experience. Sometimes you have to figure out what not to do before you can go about things the right way.” 
“Maybe,” you said. “I still struggle to feel at peace with it.” 
Yoongi was silent for a moment. “Do you miss him?” 
You nodded, unable to speak as the words caught in your throat. You didn’t want to miss him. And you didn’t want to acknowledge that you missed him, but you did. 
Your eyes stung with the grief.  “It’s okay to miss him,” he said. 
“It hurts,” you said. 
“I know, baby. I know,” he said. 
You reached your hand out. Yoongi took it and pulled you into a bear hug. You couldn’t help the sob that left your mouth and got muffled in his chest. 
“Shhhh. It’s okay,” he said, rocking you back and forth, kissing the top of your head. 
You needed this. It was impossible for you to get through all of it alone. And perhaps you weren’t meant to. Perhaps connection was the missing piece. The thing that gave you the energy you needed to heal. You’d been so alone for so long, and while Jungkook had satisfied the physical need of skinship, he couldn’t offer the connection that you really needed. Neither could Jimin. Or Jia. Or Colin. Or any of the other people who’d had access to your body. It was something only Yoongi had given you so far. And maybe, in a way, Son. Though his connection had been an energetic one rather than physical. 
Conflicting needs are hard. Everyone has needs that they're trying to get met. Sometimes those needs don't align. Sometimes we look for the wrong people to meet them.
The company needed to make money and keep a clean image. Son needed to take care of his mother. Jungkook needed to feel secure. Jimin needed to feel good enough. Yoongi needed to feel heard. You needed to heal. 
It’s great when things work out and everybody gets their needs met—but life doesn’t always work out that way. And sometimes the process of getting one’s needs met is messy and painful. Sometimes you have to hurt someone else in order to take care of yourself. 
But people heal. We grow. We learn from our mistakes and find better ways to get our needs met. We're never the bad guy forever. And every once in a while, we get it right. We cause more good than harm. We help someone heal from their wounds, rather than cause them. When that happens, there's a purpose to the pain. A reason to keep healing. Love blossoms where wounds existed, and eventually, with time, they don't hurt so much anymore.
_____
Son looked as if he’d seen a miracle. 
“You came.” 
“Of course I came. I’d never let you do this alone. Though from the looks of it, you wouldn’t have had to.”  You gestured out the window to the full parking lot. People were still clearing out a full twenty minutes after the service ended. 
He hugged you with as much strength as he could muster, and you hugged him back just as tightly. 
“Can you stay? I want to catch up.” 
“Absolutely.” 
You had sat in the back row and watched as Son gave a heartfelt eulogy honoring his mother’s life. The funeral was beautiful. Everybody you’d worked with from the past had showed up to support Son as he gave tribute to his mother’s life. 
Afterwards, you all went back to his mother’s house and drank together like old times. Son got entirely too drunk while going through photos and ended up bawling his eyes out while the group gathered around him. He ended up passing out on the couch not too long after. You stayed the night to make sure he was okay, having been the only one to not partake so heavily. You’d quit drinking about a month ago, deciding it was time to get healthy. 
The next morning, Son made breakfast while you helped clean up after everyone. It felt almost like you were freshly graduated again, interning at Son’s old company before he��d been hired at the record label. 
“This feels familiar,” Son said, echoing your thoughts. You laughed, continuing to shove empty beer bottles and solo cups into the black trash bag you were holding. 
“Old habits die hard, I guess.” 
“I missed you.” 
He said it softly into the pan of eggs he was frying up. Almost too soft for you to catch, but you did. 
“I missed you too. I’m sorry I wasn’t there.” 
He stopped frying to look up at you. 
“What happened?” he asked. 
“You really want to know?” 
“I do.” 
The time had come to tell him your story, and you did. You relayed absolutely everything. From your father’s affair with your childhood dance teacher, to your mother’s disapproval of your career choice and subsequent excommunication of you, to the incident with your professor. And then to the events of the tour (which you censored a bit. He didn’t need to hear absolutely everything.) And then why you left. Son listened intently, nodding where appropriate and giving you the focus you needed to get through the story. 
“I’m sorry for leaving,” you finally said. “I just couldn’t handle that environment anymore. I had to get away for my own mental health.” 
“Don’t feel sorry. You had every right to leave. I’m sorry for asking so much of you without giving you enough preparation. Ideally, your first tour would have been alongside me. You’d have been able to watch how I operate for the first few weeks before slowly taking on more responsibility. It wasn’t fair to just shove you out there like that.”  
“You had such a valid reason though,” you said. “I wanted you to be able to take care of her. She needed that. And so did you.” 
He nodded. You saw in him an echo of the grief you’d only just learned how to process. 
“Thank you for giving me that time. I’m so sorry that it came at such a cost,” he said. 
“I grew through it.”
You sat in comfortable companionship for a few moments before Son turned to you. 
“About your professor…,”
“We don’t have to talk about it,” you said, brushing the memory away as soon as it arose. 
“Can we?” he asked, grabbing one of your hands and holding it in his. The gesture was so sincere that you couldn’t help but humor him. 
“I don’t want you to think that you somehow weren’t good enough to get that internship based on skill alone. That man conned you. And last I knew, he was dismissed from the university for having done the same thing to another student.” 
You hadn’t kept up with any university news, wanting to leave the memory behind you, but this was an unexpected turn of events. You couldn’t say you were surprised to hear that he’d done it to other students, but it hadn’t occurred to you to come forward about his behavior. You were relieved to hear that others had, and that he’d faced consequences. Still, you were ready to put the memory behind you. 
“I guess…I always knew that I had some level of skill, because you took me on as your assistant even after the internship, but I had always wondered if it was just because we were friends.” 
He gave a bitter laugh. “I mean, I definitely enjoyed having your personality around, but I wouldn’t have offered you the job if you didn’t also have the skill.” 
Son’s words meant a lot to you, but you still couldn’t help but feel a sense of loss over everything. It wasn’t fair that you were robbed of the joy of having made it based on your hard work and dedication. You were ever afforded the confidence. Your position was always tainted with the bitter knowledge that you’d done things you weren’t proud of to get there. 
“You know,” he began, hesitant about his next few words, “your old spot is still open for you. If you want it, that is. I’d love it if you came back.” 
His words were tangibly hopeful, and the offer was tempting. It would be nice to get back on good terms with everyone you’d left. Still, you knew your answer. 
“Son,” you said, heaving a sigh. “I can’t go back. I appreciate the offer, but I just don’t think it’s the right fit for me anymore.” 
“Ahh, I suppose you’re right,” he responded. “Worth a shot.” 
“I’d still like to stay in touch though. Maybe work on some independent projects together.” 
He offered up the best smile he could muster under the circumstances. “You know I’m always down for a collab. Just say the word.” 
“I’d like that.” 
He turned again towards you. “What will you do now?” 
“I have a few things I want to work on.” 
-----
Your feet fell to the pavement with heavy thuds. The air burned your lungs. Your ankles were sore and unstable, aching from the extra weight they weren’t used to carrying. 
It had been a year since you’d left the company, and this was the first time you’d worked up the energy to go for a run. Almost immediately, you were out of breath. Your limbs no longer worked together the way they had before. They were stretched, as if the threads that had once held you tightly together at your seams had been pulled loose. 
You were a stranger to this body. 
You slowed down to a light jog. It had been less than five minutes and you were already sweating. 
This had never happened to you. You’d always had expert control over your body and its movements. The solid connection between your mind and your muscles was something you’d taken so much for granted that you never even knew it was possible to lose. 
Energy had once flowed throughout your body, all the way to your fingers and toes, but you couldn’t feel it anymore. Your movements were sloppy. Your pace was inconsistent, like your body was short circuiting. 
This was going to be harder than you thought. 
You stopped your movements altogether. 
This was the part of healing nobody told you about. You didn’t have the luxury of running in private, so you had to settle for letting out a silent scream. Going through the motions was a trick you’d only recently learned. 
You turned around. Your body wasn’t ready to run yet, so you’d have to deal with just walking. 
You took one step. And another. Eventually, you found the pace for your body. 
So this was rehabilitation. 
-------
A month later, you signed up for a gym membership. It had become clear during several ineffectual runs that your body had completely atrophied after spending over a year on the sofa eating nothing but takeout and ramen. 
You started with your legs. You were wobbly in your joints and your balance was all over the place. On top of that, you now had almost forty extra pounds you were carrying around. 
Rebuilding your strength was slow, but it was also a necessary step if you ever hoped to get your strength back. You were tired of being tired and you knew that the only way to attain energy was to earn it. 
On top of that, you were nearing the end of your savings and had to find a job soon or else you’d be kicked out, and you were in no state to work. 
Working out became your primary form of meditation. It was a way for you to connect with yourself on a deeper level than you had in a long time. 
You had a feeling that this kind of solitude, while painful, may be the best thing for you. You’d spent the year before chasing attention, never once questioning where the craving had come from. Clearly you had some sort of neglection wound from your parents, but superficial sexual attention wasn’t going to fix that. That’s why you kept chasing even after receiving it. It had provided a temporary dopamine hit, but never addressed the root of the problem. 
It wasn’t until you had begun paying high-quality attention to yourself that you even became aware of this. 
The root of the problem, you thought, as you strained your leg muscles under the weights and stood up, was that you neglected yourself. 
------
“I think I was taught to,” you said. 
You sat across from a middle-aged woman wearing a cream-colored sweater and thin-framed glasses. She held a clipboard and a pen in hand and scrawled down a note. 
“Who do you think taught you to do that?” 
“My parents, for one.” 
This was your second therapy appointment. You called and scheduled the first once the gym alone was no longer enough to keep the spiraling thoughts at bay. 
“What did they do?” 
“Well, my dad abandoned us for that dance teacher, and then when that happened, my mother just couldn’t keep it together. It felt like every conversation we had was just an opportunity for her to complain about what my father did. I had to stop talking to her after a while.” 
“So she forced you to be her confidant and emotional support system when you were a child, while simultaneously neglecting your own needs.” 
“I don’t know. It’s hard to say. It’s possible she just wanted to connect over the fact that he had abandoned both of us, and expected me to be just as angry as she was.” 
“Were you?” she asked. 
“At first. But after a while I was just tired. I wanted to move on with my life, but she stayed stuck in the past.” 
“So you had to fend for yourself.” It was a statement, rather than a question. 
“Yeah.” 
“What do you think that girl needs to hear right now? If she were with us in the room?”  You thought about that for a moment. What would you have wanted your mother to say? 
“I guess, I’m sorry that he left us. That wasn’t fair, but I’m going to make sure we have a good life regardless.” 
She smiled and nodded. “Good. That’s what I want to hear. Now is that a promise you’re intending to keep?” 
“Yes,” you said firmly.  “What do you need to do?” 
“I need to make amends with the people I’ve hurt.” 
-------
“I guess I was just blindsided by everything, you know? I wish you could have confided in me. I don’t know why you didn’t.” 
Hoseok sat across from you, teacup in hand, a look of sincerity in his eyes. 
“I’m so sorry, Hoseok,” you said. “I don’t know why I did the things I did. I judged myself so heavily for what I was doing, and I guess I was just afraid you’d judge me too.” 
He grabbed your hand. "I'd like to think I've proven myself to be better than that."
“You have,” you said. “And if I had my head on straight, I would have known that from the start. I just. I don’t know. I didn’t want to disappoint you. And in doing that, I ended up disappointing everyone, myself included.” 
Hoseok looked at you with the utmost sympathy. “Please come back. I miss you. We all miss you.” 
“Hoseok…,” 
“I know,” he said, “It’s just that I really miss having you around. I know things got weird and you got hurt, but you and I had so much fun together. Not everybody enjoys dance the way you and I do, and I miss having your energy around. Plus, we’ve all grown so much since you left. Even Jungkook has been working on himself.” 
Your heart shot to your throat at the mention of his name. 
“Sorry,” he said when he caught you wincing. 
You wanted to ask more questions about him, but couldn’t bring yourself to do it. Apparently, that specific wound remained open.  “I can’t,” you said. “That’s just not who I am anymore. But we can still hang out and collab sometimes. Just for fun.” 
He sighed and nodded. “Promise me you won’t go another year and a half without talking to me?” 
“I promise. I’m sorry I took so long. I needed time, but I’ve finally got my head on straight.”
“Doubtful, knowing you,” he teased and you had to smile. “What will you do now?”  
“Well,” you began.  
------
You entered in the combination the owner had given you. The keypad lit up green and the lock released with an audible “click.” 
There was a small foyer with a desk and a short hallway ahead. At the end of the hallway, a restroom on the right, and to the left, a wide open space. 
You removed your street shoes and padded across the hardwood, dropping your gym bag on the far corner next to the stereo system. After connecting your phone, you pulled up one of your old playlists and hit ‘select.’ The music echoed through the empty space and you made your way to the center. 
Your body was tired and slow. Some of your joints were still stiff and calcified, but your workouts have helped loosen them up. Still, you needed to be extra thorough with your warmup routine and easy on your ankles. You’d lost a fair bit of weight, but you still had about twenty extra pounds weighing your movements down. Some of the fat had been converted to new muscle, though.  
Son had put you in touch with the owner of a local dance studio. He’d worked with her on previous projects and gave you a good reference. She agreed to let you rent out the space a few times a week for a very reasonable price (you had a sneaking suspicion Son had something to do with that, too). 
The savings you’d built up before you quit had all but run dry. It had been eighteen months of living off ramen noodles and paying your electric bill and rent in installments, but you’d survived. Occasionally, you’d try to pay a bill only to find out that it had already been paid for. 
Yoongi swore up and down that he hadn’t done anything, but you had a hard time believing that, considering he knew how much you were struggling and he regularly pressured you into accepting charity, often citing that he had more money than he could ever hope to spend. You were far too proud to accept his donations openly, but you were still grateful for every single utility bill he went behind your back to cover. 
Your savings and his generosity had allowed you the time and space you needed in order to heal and get back on your feet. It was time to return dance floor. 
You were rusty, but it wouldn’t take long for you to build your basic skills back up. Soon enough, you’d be able to start offering classes. 
“Just like riding a bike,” you whispered to yourself as you pushed up off the floor and swung your legs overhead in an aerial. The landing was clumsy and it hurt your knees, but it was a landing, nonetheless. 
You could work with that. 
-------
Three years later.
“Five, six, seven, eight. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, and down, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight.” 
You clapped as you counted. 
“Yes, Seul-ki , give it some attitude,” you shouted, praising one of the students who had shown significant improvement over the last several weeks. She’d started the class later than the rest of the women, but had picked up on it quickly. There was a determination within her that reminded you of past versions of yourself. 
The music ended. The women hit their final pose. They were all very much amateurs and it showed in their dancing, but you had a special place in your heart for this particular class. 
All of the other classes were paid. You taught children up through teens after school on weekdays, but Sunday afternoons were your favorite, because you got to give back to your community. 
The class was made up of survivors of sexual abuse and harassment, and you teamed up with the local women’s services nonprofit and a few trauma-informed therapists to put together this class. 
The goal was to help women reconnect with their bodies through movement. This was the second group of women you’d taught. The first class, while it had its growing pains, was such a success that it had garnered local attention and had been offered a grant from a few other agencies looking to get involved. 
You’d already been approved for a business loan, and next week, you had a meeting scheduled with a real estate agent. You were about to begin the process of looking for properties to purchase. It was time to open your own studio. 
“Okay, good work everyone. Remember, next week we’re off for the holiday, but we’ll be back the week after that. Enjoy your time!” 
You said goodbye to each of the women individually, thanking them for coming and wishing them well as they cleared out. 
Once they were gone, you sat in the middle of the floor and massaged your ankles. They’d never been the same since you took so much time off. You’d built up enough ankle strength over the past few years to support them most of the time, but every once in a while, you had to take some time to rest them or else they’d get inflamed again. You were glad you had the next week off. 
Shuffling through your phone, you put on of your favorite playlist. You’d created it almost ten years ago, but each song reminded you of the early days of your dance career, when you and Son were at his old company, partying weekends away and never taking life too seriously. 
You went through your post-dance stretching and cooldown routine, working on a few moves you wanted to incorporate into your Reconnection class after the break. 
You were midway through the move when you looked up and saw a familiar figure leaning against the doorway, softly smiling at you. 
Your heart leapt up to your throat. Fight-or-flight kicked in, and you immediately ran over to the speakers to turn the music down and give yourself a chance to catch your breath before turning back around. 
“Hey,” he said when you finally did.
“Hey,” you echoed, voice coming out a little breathy. The space between the two of you stretched across the room, filled to the brim with words unspoken. The silence that fell was thick and heavy. Your skin prickled as hairs on your arm stood up.
He was different. More grown up. He had a lip ring now. Beneath his oversized black tee, you could see a full sleeve of tattoos. You knew he’d gotten them. It was impossible to avoid any mention of him in the news, but it was still jarring to see them in person. 
“Uh…Yoongi said you’d be here.” 
Why Yoongi wouldn’t give you a heads up about this was beyond you. 
“Yeah, I, um. I teach a class.” 
“I saw.” His voice softened with layers of humility it had never before held. 
“Can I come in?” he asked. There was such hesitation in the question, like he was tip-toeing around a land mine. You supposed in a way, he was.
“Sure.” 
Slowly he stepped forward. 
“It’s a nice space. I read in the news you were offering—,”
“You're here," you interrupted.
"Um. Yeah."
You were still processing that fact.  The words had come out of your mouth without you consciously choosing to speak them. 
"I didn't expect you to be here," you continued, your brain only being capable of observing the obvious at that point.
"I...well, no. I suppose you wouldn't."
You were still registering his appearance. Had he always been this tall? Or was it just the boots he was wearing? He was in all-black, save for a dark gray beanie he wore on top of his head. You couldn't read his expression.
“I uh,” he said, clearly struggling with how to approach this. “I wanted to make amends, I guess.” 
You blinked a few times. 
"...And I guess that's probably not something you're—,"
“—Do you want a cup of tea? I have an electric kettle in the back,” you cut in.
He let out an audible breath of relief, face finally ligtening up into an expression you could read. “Sure.” 
He followed you to a small break-room-slash-utility-closet in the back of the studio where you kept a stack of yoga mats, extra dance shoes, and all the cleaning and restock supplies you needed. It also had a small bistro table with two chairs, a microwave in the corner, and a tea kettle on top. 
You busied yourself making tea, back turned towards him. It was still tough to look directly at him for more than a second or two, you found. 
“How have you been?” you asked, looking down at your hands as they worked. 
“I’ve been okay. You?” he said. 
You finished filling the cup with hot water and turned back towards him. 
“Feel free to sit,” you said, noticing he was still standing awkwardly in the doorway. He paused for a moment and then helped himself to a seat at the table. You set two cups of tea down in front of each seat. 
“Sugar?” you asked. 
“No thanks,” he said and waited for you to sit. When you finally did, you still found it hard to look at him and settled for staring into the cup between your hands.
“You were saying,” you said, hoping for him to take the lead.
“I had asked you how you were.” 
“Oh. Right. You did. I guess I’ve been good? Better than I’ve been in a while, at least.” 
“Good,” he said. You glanced up to him and caught a small smile on his lips. “I’m glad.” 
“Yeah.” 
“I think it’s amazing what you’ve done in the last few years. I always knew you were a great dancer, but I didn’t realize you had such a philanthropic heart.” 
You let out a shaky laugh. “Yeah. I suppose I didn’t know that about myself. The idea just kind of appeared out of nowhere, you know?” 
He nodded, struggling to hide a smile. You felt a blush creep up on your cheeks. 
“So,” he said. 
“I saw you released a solo album.” 
“Yeah?” he asked. “Did you listen to it.” 
“Um. No, actually. Sorry.” 
He chuckled. “No need to be.” 
An awkward silence fell between the two of you once again. 
“Jungkook, I—,” 
“I’m sorry,” he cut you off. 
“Okay,” you said.
“I just had to tell you. I hate the way I treated you. I hate the way I acted, and you never deserved any of that.” 
“Okay.” 
“And I’ve spent the last four years absolutely appalled with myself. I hate that I pushed you away, and that I lashed out at you, when you were just trying to figure things out, the same as the rest of us. I put so much pressure on you to fill a role in my life. You didn’t deserve to be treated that way.”
A rush of emotion hit you all at once and you hadn't realized just how much you'd been waiting to hear those words. You'd already come to terms with the idea that you'd never get an apology, and you were okay with it. Now that it was here, it was almost overwhelming, but you had to store that away for now, because you had something else to say.
“Jungkook, you weren’t the only one who messed up. We both did. I’m just as responsible for what happened as you are.” 
“I don’t think that’s true. That last day, I treated you so much worse than you ever treated me. I had no right to say those things to you. It was despicable, and I am so ashamed. I’m sorry.” 
His words were still sinking in. 
"I mean, I slapped you."
"I deserved it."
"Debatable."
Truthfully, you’d dreamed about having this conversation with him for the last four years. You were never sure how it would go, but now that it was here, you weren't sure how to process it. 
“Why now?” 
He looked down at his teacup. When he spoke, his voice was strained. 
“I’m leaving for my military service soon. I didn’t want to go without making amends.” 
“How soon?” you asked. 
“Next week.” 
“Oh shit,” you said. He removed the gray beanie he’d been wearing to show a freshly shaved head. Now, looking at him was almost surreal. He barely looked like the same Jungkook. 
"Yeah," he said.
"Are you scared?"
"Yes and no. I think it's time I had a challenge like this. It's been so long since I've had to do real grunt work. I could use it. And maybe I need a break from being famous. Just be another soldier in the ranks for a change. Just like everyone else."
He'd never be just like everyone else, but you didn't want to spoil this for him, so you held your tongue.
"If I told you I forgave you, would it help you go into this with a clear conscience?"
He chewed on his lip ring in an effort to hide his smile, but it didn't quite do the trick. "Yeah."
“Yeah. I mean, what you did wasn’t cool. It really hurt and I had a hard time getting over it. But at the same time, it was kind of the kick in pants I needed. I don’t know. It gave me a good enough reason to leave a toxic situation,” he grimaced as you said it, knowing he was partly at fault for its toxicity, “and I feel like I was able to really start living for myself after that. It sucked at the time, but it was a catalyst for a major chapter of growth.” 
“So...does that mean there's no hard feelings?” 
“Jungkook," you said "you broke my heart. That’s always going to sting a bit. But I’m not going to hold on to any resentment. I know you were acting from a place of pain.” 
“I was,” he said. “And thank you for understanding that. I'm sorry for what I did when I was hurt, but I’ve been working on healing, for what it’s worth. Getting famous at such a young age affected me more than I realized. I won’t go into it now, but I know what you mean when you talk about a growth chapter. I’ve been kind of going through one of those myself.” 
“I’m glad.” 
The conversation trailed off, but you could tell there was something else on his mind by the way his tongue prodded at the inside of his cheek. It warmed you to know he still did that.
“Can I ask you something?” he said, sincerity on his tongue. 
“Do you think, like when I get back from war,"
"You're not going to war, Jungkook," you deadpanned.
"You don't know that. War could break out at any time. You know they're running missile tests in the North."
Even if war did break out, they'd never put him on the front lines. He brings in too much money for the country, but you humored him. "Okay, sure. When you get back from war."
"When I get back from laying my life on the line in a very dangerous war for the sake of our country," he continued and you couldn't stop the smile that appeared on your face, "do you see a future where we could ever work on things? Or have I permanently messed up my chance?” 
At that, you had to laugh. “Get back from your military service and we’ll talk.” 
“Please? Another chance? I’d love to make it up to you. I could make it up to you before I leave, even.” 
"Are you seriously trying to get laid right now?"
He smiled, bunny teeth sticking out and suddenly he looked like old Jungkook again. Your Jungkook. “I would never.” 
“I cannot believe you! You are such a little shit,” you said in amusement. You got up to rinse your tea cup in the sink in an effort to shut the conversation down, but he followed you. 
“One kiss,” he said. "I'll change your mind."
“Go away, Jungkook,” you said, snatching his half-finished tea from him. 
“I could die! I could be killed on the battlefield!” he exclaimed, following you to where you stood. 
“I would be grieving with the rest of the female population. I’d be first in line, even.” 
“A hug then?” he said, catching you by the arm. Your skin burned where he touched and you almost dropped the cup you were holding. You forgot how affected you were by him.
You turned to face him. He was close now, staring down at you. His doe eyes held a familiar intensity that made your stomach flutter.  "Please?" he said again, voice low and soft.
“Jungkook, I—,” you began.
The End. 
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armywriter · 1 year ago
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Tattoos
Pairing: Jungkook x BTS member!Reader, Jimin x BTS member!Reader
Genre: Fluff, light Smut at the end
Synopsis: Readers fresh back tattoo has been keeping her up all night. She decided to ask her tattoo-experienced friends for some advice.
It was already late at night. We were out on tour in America and successfully finished our third day. For the meantime, we spent our nights in a nearby hotel. We all got split into four different rooms, I shared a room with Suga. He fell asleep early and was long gone in dreamland, but I couldn’t sleep. My fresh back tattoo I got with Jungkook about two weeks ago in Korea, was hurting like hell. I couldn’t even reach it to put the healing lotion on it. I reached for my phone and checked the time 03:00 AM. I sighed and figured that Jungkook would probably be awake at this time. I left my bed and quietly snuck out out of the room.
His and Jimin’s shared room was just the floor down, so I didn’t really cared about how I looked right now. I knocked thrice to let them know that it was me. Jungkook opened the door with a smile. "Hey y/n, come on in“, Jungkook said. I entered the room and I noticed Jimin at the end of the room, sitting on a small table. He was holding a glass of champagne in his hand. Jungkook closed the door behind me and sat back into his seat next to Jimin. "Soo, why do we have to honor to see you at this time?“, Jimin asked. "Come on Jimin, it’s not like I am some old lady that goes to bed at 10“, I told him. I turned to Jungkook and said: “I need your help Jungkook, would you mind looking at my tattoo ? It’s been keeping me up all night“. "Sure thing“, he said as he stood up. "Oh your back tattoo? Why don’t you ask someone that had experienced the same bevor?“, Jimin said. “Fine, you both look at it“, I said with rolling eyes. I pulled my oversized shirt over my head and quickly hid my breasts with it. "Oh yeah I can’t wear any bras because they hurt too much, so don’t mind it“, I told them truthfully. I turned my back to them, so they could get a good view of my back. Both of them stood up from their seats and took a closer look. Jungkook touched a small piece of my skin and I scrunched up in pain. I held the shirt with one arm and quickly turned around to hit jungkook with my other hand. "I TOLD YOU IT HURTS“, I almost screamed at him. "Whoa, calm down and turn around again please“, Jimin said in a soft tone. After giving Jungkook a last dead stare, I turned back around. Jimin looked at it for a while until I asked him:" Soo what do you think?“. I turned around to face him and he took a short glance down my body. He collected himself and said: "I think it might be bit infected due to the sweat from our performances. I think I have some antibacterial lotion left, you should apply it on the tattoo“. He left to get the lotion out of his bag, while I caught Jungkook staring at me. "You like the view huh?“, I asked him teasingly. Just then Jimin came back with the lotion and gave me the tube. I stared into his face for some seconds and told him: "Uhm I can’t really reach my tattoo, would you mind applying it for me?“.
He didn’t even hesitated for a moment, the alcohol most likely having an influence on his behavior. I turned around for him again, when I heard the tube of the lotion opening. Just a few seconds later, I felt two warm hands carefully touching my tattoo. I grunted in pain, but thankfully Jungkook came over to let me hold his hand, just like the day I got my tattoo. Some seconds passed and Jimin was finally done. I let go of Jungkook and as I was about to finally put my shirt back on, Jungkook stopped me. "You should wear a fresh shirt, since there may be some bacteria left in your shirt. Here you can have one of mine“, he said while handing me one of his shirts. I gladly thanked him, as both returned to their seats.
I got to the other side of the room, facing the wall. I let my old shirt fall to the floor and finally slipped into Jungkook‘s fresh shirt. I felt their eyes burning through my body, but I didn’t mind. I came back into their direction and thanked them for their help. "But Jimin, as the most experienced in back tattoos, how do I sleep comfortable huh?“, I asked him. His eyes went from his champagne glass to my eyes and he answered: "Well, you should probably sleep on your stomach and use lots of pillows“. "Alright thanks for the advise, have a great night“, I said. I left the room and got back into my bed. "Damn these guys, I wish they wouldn’t be so freaking sexy. I guess I have to change my pantys once again.“
"Holy shit she is so hot.““Yeah right, that what I thought. Just imagine taking her from behind, that tattoo is driving me nuts“
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jimimn · 2 years ago
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This is going to be so all over the place I'm so sorry. I still can't organise my thoughts, I don't know what I was expecting but it definitely wasn't THAT. But this song was SO good I still haven't recovered from it. Park Jimin really did that. First of all, I want to talk about the choir because we always talk about the choir because the choir fucking ATE this song up oh my god. Now I want them on every Jimin song. And the dancers?? They were amazing too. The way Jimin walked in front of them was so powerful. I loved all of the formations and I have to admit at first I thought they were forming a 9 and I was like wtf is a 9, what does that represent 😂 I have seen someone say it's a fibonacci spiral, or a cyclone which symbolises Jimin's inner struggle, or the transformation from caterpillar to butterfly and I am loving all of them. The butterfly dance ATE TOO?? I am so in love with that move he's so sexy, so hot, he delivered so well. And his dancers are so pretty too like everything about this mv is chef's kiss. CAN WE TALK ABOUT HIS JACKET EXPOSING HIS SHOULDER AGAIN 🥵🥵 and he really said he has no problem getting naked for us AND THEN DID THAT. Imagine how much more gagged we would've been if h̶̶̶e̶̶̶ ̶̶̶h̶̶̶a̶̶̶d̶̶̶ ̶̶̶n̶̶̶i̶̶̶p̶̶̶p̶̶̶l̶̶̶e̶̶̶ ̶̶̶p̶̶̶i̶̶̶e̶̶̶r̶̶̶c̶̶̶i̶̶̶n̶̶̶g̶̶̶s̶̶̶ akanfndkanans ALSO HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE THE WAY HIS HAIR WAS STYLED I WANT TO KISS HIS STYLIST. One of my absolute favorite shots is at the end when he's inside the circle and they spin the camera around just before they lift him up. And all you can see is him in the middle and the dancers' arms and Idk but it's just such a beautiful shot of him. And god when the dancers lift him up AND HE LOOKS ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS, HIS FACE??? SO BEAUTIFUL and then they start to GRAB FOR HIM and basically make him collapse on top of them??? THAT'S REAL CINEMA.  -🦋
under read more hehe <3
(part 2 so you can put this under read more because i can't shut up again 😭) Omg and can we talk about his singing and rapping? I mean we really got everything, we got lower register Jimin, we got Jimin singing high as a fucking skyscraper 😩 he did it for us 😞✋ And the way he jumps from very low to very high? It's soo good. Don't even get me started on him swearing 🥵🥵 "Look at me now, I won't hide anymore even if it hurts" & "Look at me now, I won't stop even if they mock me" with the dancers pointing at him UGH. Letting go of his past self, moving past all the hateful comments he got over the years. "raise your hand for the past me, now set me free" I feel like I got punched in the chest. And he talked about this before!! Of letting go of his past 'macho/manly' self and that he could finally just be comfortable with who he is.. And then his photofolio happened... And now set me free. Very queer coded.
Okay and can we also talk about how they do the exact same lift in Lie and we go from "I can't be free from this lie / pull me from this hell, I can't be free from this pain" to SMF "I never stop, fuck all your opps, finally free / I won't hide anymore even if it hurts / raise your hands for the past me, now set me free" I LOVE his journey.
So now that we finally have one of his songs out and I kind of calmed down a little, I'm already thinking about the rest of the songs. He hinted (like literally pointed at it) that the little aquarium bowl he was decorating in his wlive is also a hint / spoiler for the album. So I'm thinking it has to do with the other mv. Water is also a hint from the very first teaser. Please if they put him in a serendipity bubble again, I will combust on the spot. Also I was listening to the snippet again and he's definitely singing "fucking nowhere" and I think that song is Alone which means it will definitely fuck me up 😣 And didn't Jimin say his album is a story like Hobi and Namjoon's was? SMF is the last track if we don't count Like Crazy's eng version, which means him breaking out and finally being free is the end of his journey (for now). And he also said his album was influenced by his emotions and thoughts during the pandemic (like Namseok) so naturally I'm like wtf and fearing for my life because of all the tracks that come before we reach SMF's conclusion.
And on top of all that, we are already getting Like Crazy's poster in 2 days 😩 No rest for us. I'm very curious what your thoughts are, after a few hours 👀 (sorry for the long ask again 😭)  -🦋
anon it's been more than a day and i STILL can't organise my thoughts. im just there on twitter seeing tweets made by big brained ppl and I'm like, "holy shit! yeah makes sense!". I wasn't expecting the song to go that hard either 😭 it surpassed ALL my expectations it is so goddamn good. The chorus is soooooo goddamn addictive and the beginning of the song is such that it'll keep you hooked to listen to more. It is such a powerful and intriguing start. The horror like sound makes my brain freeze whenever i listen to it and then when the beat starts after the "ey" it feels like i just gained a shit load of power inside of me. AND HOLD ON ILL GET TO THE CHOIR. Jimin's voice. dear fucking god. The layers, the textures of his voice in the song. He's trying so many different things artistically and musically and it makes me so so happy. His growth has been so so insane. His range in music is so immaculate. He doesn't stick to one genre and I love that about him. AND NOW the choir. Whoever came up with the idea of adding the choir vocals to the song you are a fucking genius. They were so fucking amazing. The oh-eh-oh after the second verse when the mv had a close up of jimin and then it zooms out to the camera going in circles and the dancers circling jimin and dancing, that's my most most most favourite part of the mv. It's so fucking powerful i cannot even begin to explain what it makes me feel. And you know what, just imagine armys singing along to the choice when jimin sings "set me free" . LITERAL CHILLS. IMAGINE A STADIUM OF 50K PPL SINGING THAT WHILE JIMIN DANCES. oh i would sell a lung to witness that. the choreography the formations everything about it is so fucking genius sienna is such a talented choreographer she never never disappoints 😭 the dancers fucking ate my god all of them make this song so grand along with jimin. i literally consider myself so lucky to be in this fandom and witness this. AND THE SHOULDER JACKET THING PLS. I'm totally considering going back to my old url flipthatjacketjiminie 😭😭😭😭😭 pls omg you will not believe this but i literally thought the same on my 10th watch of the mv that what if he had nipple piercings hahahahahahahahahah rip army then ig 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 oh oh oh and i just saw you mentioned that same shot as well where the dancers circle around him. TRUUUUULY THIS MV WAS CINEMA. and yep when they lift him up, jimin's expressions are so vulnerable for a while like he was so determined and strong and aggressive throughout the entire song but when they lift him up his expression softens and changes into something vulnerable and even his voice singing "set me free" mellows down a little as if it's coming from far away. god it made me feel so many things.
and omg yeah his voice 😭 it's everything. again like the way he's experimenting with his voice so confidently is mind blowing i love it so much. AND OH MY GOD THE SWEARING I DID NOT EXPECT THAT. is this the same man who goes "blublublublu" when a song that he plays on live has a cuss word?????? AND HE CUSSED NOT JUST ONCE BUT TWICE. LIKE HELL YEAH YOU TELL THEM OFF BABY. Oh also I read this in some tweet I'm sure because my brain isn't big enough to come up with this, but it said that interlude: set me free was like a plea to be set free but set me free pt. 2 was demanding the freedom. it blew my mind away fr 😭 and omg yeah that interview!!!!!!! the song took me back to that as well 😭😭😭😭 I'm so fucking proud of him you know? the way he has come to accept himself and love himself the way he is. the GROWTH. I'm so proud of him. AND YES TO THE QUEER CODED. this tweet made me so 🥺🥺🥺🥺
GOD YES THE LIE REFERENCE. the growth truly 😭 he's no longer trapped in lies. he's no longer in need of saving. he's demanding his freedom. not asking for it. he's letting go of the past and is being reborn into his truer self. and all of this happens when the music sounds so fucking cathartic. set me free pt. 2 is a real masterpiece through and through. and this is just the pre-release.
Yes me too. But i saw people who visited the Jimmy fallon prerecording say that they heard a snippet of like crazy and it was really amazing 😭😭😭 so I'm super excited again now i can't wait for Friday. I literally cannot believe I'm gonna have a jimin album in less than a week. And yes pls omg the bowl and the water..... my brain still hasn't moved on from thinking about jimin dancing in water/rain ok. I'm still stuck there. And yep i can hear "fucking nowhere" too but a lot of people can hear other things too 😭 alone will most definitely fuck me up I'm sure of that. Oh yeah he did say that!!!! which means the other songs are gonna be darker than smf 😭 we gonna get fuuuuucked up 😭😭😭 and god yeah pls I'm loving the content and everything jimin has such a packed promotion schedule 😭😭😭 the music shows and variety shows and everything oh we're gonna absolutely FEAST 🍽️ and again, don't apologise hehe it was fun answering<3 it just takes me a little time to answer bc i literally have no time these days between work and I'm so tired after work 💀 so answering long asks is a little overwhelming but also fun. I'm glad I can talk to you about all this hehe <33
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jihyoruri · 3 months ago
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❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ HOMESICK kim chaewon x reader
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↳ warnings richgirl!yn, read these four parts before this one if you haven’t already, yn is struggling, chaewon is …. chaewon again , aespa girls on top, swearing
yn had been at the aespa dorms for weeks.
and you would think it would make the girls concerned on the absence of their beloved member but it only fueled more things.
kazuha tried her best to make excuses for yn’s absence telling the girls that the aespa dorms are closer to yn’s house and yn did mention how she had things to take care of with her dad, but only earned comments like this.
“we have a comeback coming up, she would be responsible and tell her dad that we need her.”
“fans are getting worried as well she hasn’t updated for weeks, she needs to realize that this falls back on us and to stop thinking about herself.”
“so daddy’s girl is running around shopping with him and not doing her job of being an idol for weeks, classic yn.”.
the last one was chaewon of course.
it only took one big mishap for yn to be forced back into the her actual dorms and you could probably blame chaewon for this one.
yn listened to the girls' conversation, her head resting comfortably on jimin’s shoulder. she chimed in with her thoughts now and then, enjoying the warmth of their easy chatter.
staying in the dorms with them felt right, comforting, like slipping into a favorite sweater. when she was with them, her worries seemed to fade away, and for a moment, she could almost forget the group she actually belonged to.
still, she never forgot to text kazuha. no matter what, kazuha was always on her mind, someone she could never overlook. the thought of her brought a small pang of worry, she hadn’t heard from her all day.
yn sat up from jimin’s shoulder causing the older girl to look at her concerned, she reached over to grab her phone but was cut off by a gasp from aeri.
"yn, did you see this?" aeri asked, climbing over minjeong to reach her. "look at this, bro."
yn took the phone from aeri and focused on the video playing on the screen.
all of her members were sitting together, clearly in the middle of a group live stream, except it didn’t really feel like one since yn wasn’t there.
her brows knitted together as she watched kazuha’s face, noticing the subtle confusion in her expression. kazuha leaned in to whisper something to yunjin, who simply shrugged and continued chatting with the fans, her smile never faltering.
yn felt the four girls around her lean in closer, their eyes fixed on the screen over her shoulder..
In the video, kazuha glanced at chaewon before scanning the comments. "where’s yn?" she asked, her tone laced with concern as she read the comment she started to say something more, but chaewon quickly interrupted.
"she’s not feeling well, don’t worry, guys. she’s okay, you guys can stop asking now” chaewon laughed, “all the comments are asking for yn let’s talk about something else.”
the video ended with the other members nodding in agreement, except for kazuha, who remained silent.
“what the hell…” minjeong muttered under her breath as yn handed the phone back to aeri, her expression clouded with confusion and hurt.
“why didn’t they call you so you could join the group live?” jimin asked, her hand gently rubbing yn’s back. her eyes darted to yizhuo, who stared back at yn with a simmering anger.
“because they’re assholes,” yizhuo snapped. “you’re literally a phone call away. It wouldn’t have been that hard.”
“I wouldn’t say they’re assh-”
“shut up, yn they’re assholes.”
the girl quieted at her best friends words putting her head in her hands, “I don’t know what’s going on anymore.” she says quietly, “I just- I just don’t know what I did.”
“you didn’t do anything,” jimin says pulling yn into her side, “you didn’t do anything at all.”
“I must have done something,” yn insisted, her voice laced with frustration. “if you do something wrong, you get treated like you’ve done something wrong.” the words spilled out, echoing the words she’d heard her entire life.
“that’s just your dad’s twisted logic,” yizhuo retorted, shaking her head in disbelief. “it’s stupid.”
“It’s not stupid,” yn snapped, her voice rising as she stood up abruptly. the concerned faces of her friends only made her feel more suffocated. “I’m gonna call zuha ,” she said, more to herself than to them, desperate for some clarity or understanding.
yn walked down the hall, her footsteps heavy with frustration, and slipped into yizhuo’s room. she sat on the edge of the bed, her thoughts racing as she pressed kazuha’s name in her call log. the phone barely rang once before kazuha picked up.
“yn, where were you?” kazuha’s voice was tense with frustration. “you missed the live—what is going on?”
“I didn’t even know there was a live,” yn replied, her tone sharp with hurt. “why are you questioning me? you didn’t even tell me about it.”
“what?” kazuha’s voice softened, almost as if she was speaking to herself. “our manager told chaewon to let you know…which I’m now realizing was a terrible decision.”
yn stared blankly at the wall, her heart sinking as the weight of the situation hit her. what the hell? she could barely process the excuse. “okay, zuha… I’m gonna talk to you later,” she said, her voice hollow.
“yn, wait—are you okay?” kazuha’s voice held a hint of concern, but yn couldn’t bring herself to answer. she just couldn’t deal with it right now.
without another word, she hung up, the silence in the room pressing down on her like a heavy weight.
yn let out a heavy sigh and made her way out of yizhuo’s room, her thoughts swirling. as she reentered the living room, the other girls turned to look at her, their expressions a mix of concern and curiosity.
jimin quickly reached out, gently grabbing yn’s arm and pulling her down to sit beside her. yizhuo’s gaze remained fixed on yn, waiting for her to speak
“I thought it was just banter at first,” yn began, her voice barely above a whisper. “but now… I think she might actually hate me.”
yizhuo clenched her jaw, her frustration palpable. “have I ever mentioned how much I hate your dad?” she said, her voice tight with anger. “he’s the reason you’re stuck in this mess. you could’ve been with us, but no—he had to ruin everything.”
the bitterness in yizhuo’s voice was unmistakable. she had never fully gotten over what happened when yn was forced to transfer to hybe. While the other girls tried to be strong, pushing through the pain for yn’d sake, yizhuo couldn’t let it go. no matter how hard she tried, the resentment lingered.
yn opened her mouth to respond, but the sudden ringing of her phone cut her off. her heart sank when she saw the caller ID—her father. she hesitated, then answered, ignoring the worried glances from the girls. they had witnessed enough of her tense conversations with him to know what was coming.
“hey, dad,” she greeted him, trying to keep her voice steady.
“yn,” his voice was sharp, no warmth to be found. “why is your manager calling me to tell me that you missed an important live?”
yn’s grip tightened around the phone. “I didn’t—”
“I don’t care,” he snapped, cutting her off. “I don’t need excuses. be back at your dorms today. no exceptions.”
the line went dead before yn could say another word. she stared at the phone in disbelief, her father’s harsh words echoing in her mind. the room was silent, the weight of the conversation hanging in the air as her friends looked on, helpless to ease her pain.
“he sure does love taking you away from us huh?” aeri said trying her best to lighten the mood.
“we can drop you off,” jimin insisted but yn shook her head.
“my dad’s probably already sending the driver.”
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yn’s chest felt tight as she opened the door to her dorm. The sound of chatter filled the air, instantly overwhelming her senses. she took a deep breath, determined not to let the negativity get to her. you’re yn, she reminded herself. you’re confident. you can’t let this bring you down.
quickly, she glanced at her phone, checking her reflection. satisfied with how she looked, she flashed a bright smile at the camera before slipping the phone into the pocket of her jean skirt, which was trimmed with fluffy lining. she walked further into the room, where her members were gathered around the kitchen, busy making lunch together.
her eyes landed on kazuha, who sat quietly on one of the chairs at the kitchen island, her usual liveliness subdued. yn moved toward her, wrapping her arms around her from behind. “zuha!” she called out, trying to infuse her voice with cheerfulness.
the room fell silent at the sound of yn’s voice. kazuha immediately turned around, her face lighting up as she pulled yn into a tight hug. yn smiled, a warm feeling spreading through her chest as she returned the embrace.
with one arm still around kazuha, yn turned to the other girls, flashing them her signature charming smile. “hey, guys!”
the others waved back, though chaewon’s narrowed eyes lingered on yn. the tension was palpable
“I hope I didn’t miss anything important,” yn said lightly, trying to keep the mood casual.
no one responded, and the silence hung awkwardly in the air. yn, unfazed, gently tugged kazuha along with her toward her room.
the rest of the day passed with an undercurrent of unease. kazuha tried to get yn to open up, but she remained guarded. meanwhile, the other girls whispered among themselves about yn’z sudden reappearance, her absence, and her undeniable popularity. as the day turned into the next, things began to unravel.
“yn is trending everywhere right now,” yunjin remarked to chaewon as the girls lounged in the living room. “and all she did was post a photo.”
“do you think her dad pays for likes?” sakura quipped, making eunchae snicker.
“they’re not just talking about the photo,” yunjin added, scrolling through her phone. “they’re also raving about her performances. what does that have to do with a photo?”
“I told you, it’s all privilege,” chaewon said with growing irritation. “yn gets praised for doing the bare minimum.”
“am I hearing my name?” yn’s voice cut through the room as she walked in, kazuha trailing behind her. “what’s up?”
chaewon narrowed her eyes at the smug smile on yn’s face. she just wanted to wipe it off. “what’s up?” she echoed sarcastically. “are you serious?”
yn tried to maintain her composure, ignoring the venom in chaewon’s tone. “yeah, I mean, I heard my name. obviously, something’s up.”
“I don’t think we can tell you,” chaewon sneered, her voice dripping with disdain. “you’ll probably run to daddy.”
yn clenched her jaw, fighting to keep her temper in check. “can we stop?” kazuha tried to intervene, but yn shook her head, not backing down.
“what the hell is your problem, chaewon?” yn shot back, stepping closer to the group. “you’re being a real bitch right now. I thought that was supposed to be my role, but you’re taking it to a whole new level.”
the other girls exchanged glances, surprised by yn’s bluntness. She had a way of cutting through the tension with words that hit hard.
“I should be the one who’s mad,” yn continued, her voice rising with emotion. “none of you have told me what I did wrong. you talk all this shit, but no one has the guts to tell me to my face. for you to hate me this much, to leave me out of a group live… I had to have done something. and as the leader, chaewon, why didn’t you tell me?”
“because I didn’t want you there,” chaewon replied coldly, shrugging as if it were obvious.
“you?” yn repeated, stunned.
“oh, sorry,” chaewon said with a mocking laugh. “I meant we didn’t want you there.”
yn’s hands balled into fists at her sides. “why? Just tell me why.”
chaewon rolled her eyes and stood, walking right up to yn. “because we don’t need someone who hasn’t worked a day in their life dragging us down. what do you even bring to the table?”
“I bring a lot,” yn shot back, her voice steady despite the hurt bubbling inside. “I’m talented, and you hate that. I’m probably the most talked-about person in this group. Just admit it, chaewon—what’s the real reason?”
“you’re the most talked about because of your family,” chaewon spat. “your success is built on your last name.”
“my family has nothing to do with my success,” yn said, her voice trembling with anger.
“they have everything to do with it,” chaewon retorted. “just look at the stats. you’re the only one of us who’s never gotten any hate. after coachella, you were the only one who got praised. that’s got to be money talking.”
“my dad has zero control over how much people like me,” yn argued, her frustration mounting.
“your dad has a lot of control, actually,” yunjin chimed in, shrugging as if it were a fact. “the moon family controls how the public sees them.”
yn felt the walls closing in on her as she looked at kazuha, who only offered her a sad, apologetic glance. she was outnumbered, outmatched, and completely alone.
“I can’t do this right now,” yn whispered, turning on her heel and heading for the door.
but chaewon wasn’t finished. “running away again? can’t handle the truth, daddy’s girl?”
“fuck you.”
and the with that the door slammed shut.
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yn herself couldn’t tell you how she found herself laying on the sand on a beach in busan.
the ocean waves filled the sounds around her on the empty beach, she felt so tired, she just couldn’t understand how things could go so wrong for her.
she knows that she comes from a family of all sorts of wrong, even she herself thinks that she isn’t the best person but was all of this warranted?
“you seem to have some sucky people in your life.”
the homeless man beside her said as he handed yn back her phone after the girl asked him to take some photos of her being sad, her reasoning being a “ a reminder of what she shouldn’t be.”
“you could say that.” she said digging her hands into the sand.
as she stared out at the horizon, her phone buzzed in her lap. she didn’t need to check the screen to know who it was. with a sigh, she brought the phone to her ear.
“yn, why are you on a random beach in busan? that’s two whole hours away,” yizhuo’s concerned voice crackled through the line.
“I’m actually having a lot of fun right now.”
“you know we’re gonna come for you right?”
“yeah…” yn’s voice trailed off as she stared at the waves. “and when you guys do, when we get back, I think I’m going to head home—my actual home. Just for a day or two.”
“yn…” yizhuo’s voice softened, but yn cut her off.
“I miss the toxicity I’m used to,” yn said with a sad smile. “I’m homesick.”
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We’re Dripping In It
Chapter 20: Good Day
“So, what exactly do you need to get Jungkook?” Jimin asked as they slid into the waiting SUV, buckling himself into the seat as they started driving down the streets of Seoul.
Jungkook watched as they passed D-Town before pulling his phone from his pocket, “I made a list this morning, honestly I think I need just about everything. My old apartment didn’t have very much room for me to have anything but the bare essentials.”
“I still don’t understand why you even bothered to live there,” Jimin huffed, looking over to Jin’s confused face. “Yoongi-hyung and Taehyung-hyung offered to give Jungkook one of their spare apartments for years, but he insisted on finding his own place with what little money he had while working for them. I only went there once, it was a single room apartment with a tiny bathroom. It was dirty, old and didn’t have any central heating.”
“Why the hell did you move there then?” Jin asked incredulously, looking over at Jungkook’s sheepish face.
Jungkook scratches the tip of his nose as he looks away from his two hyungs staring at him, “I didn’t want to bother Yoongi-hyung and Taehyung-hyung, they had already done so much for me.”
Jin narrows his eyes, “I may not have been in your life much, Jungkook-ah, but I can tell when you’re lying. We just agreed not to have any lies between us anymore, that includes you too.”
Jimin glances between the pair of them as Jungkook fidgets in his seat and Jin continues to stare at his younger brother with a hard look.
“I found out that Yoongi-hyung and Tae had adopted Jimin-hyung, I found the paperwork,” Jungkook whispered, glancing briefly at the pair before dropping his gaze back to his hands. “They never asked me if I wanted that too, I thought it was because they didn’t want to. So I moved out and tried to distance myself from them a bit, it didn’t really work and I hated living on my own.”
“Then why didn’t you talk to them, Jungkook-ah?” Jimin says softly, taking Jungkook’s hands into his. “You could have saved a lot of hurt from everyone if you had just talked to them.”
Jungkook sniffed, “I didn’t want to confirm my worst fears by asking. It would hurt too much to hear that from them.”
Jimin scoffed as he rolled his eyes, “Those two would give you the shirts off their backs if you asked them to. You never have to worry about them not wanting you, you’re their precious little Kookie baby.”
“That sounds like jealousy, hyung.” Jungkook teases, squeezing Jimin’s hands at the reassurance, kicking Jimin’s heeled boot with his clunky one. “It’s not my fault I’m the baby.”
Jin chuckles as the pair continue to kick each other’s shins, placing a hand on both their knees as the rough housing starts to increase. “No fighting children, leave that for the sparring ring, not a moving car. Let me see that list, Jungkook-ah.”
Jungkook hands over his phone before starting a thumb war with Jimin. Despite the man’s small fingers, Jimin was very skilled in evading Jungkook’s movements and holding his thumb under his. They don’t stop their little game until the car rolls to a stop in the parking garage of IKEA.
Jin leads them up the escalator and grabs a cart before they head down the endless rows of furniture and house hold items.
Jungkook’s eyes widened at the number of items that Jin and Jimin pulled from the shelves and placed into the cart. “I don’t think I have enough funds to cover all of this, hyung.”
Jimin chuckles and pulls a black card out his pocket, waving it under Jungkook’s nose. “Your boyfriend slipped this to me before we left, you don’t have to worry about paying for anything.”
Jungkook squeaked as he scrambled to follow after his cackling hyungs, pulling his phone out from his pocket to text Namjoon. ‘You don’t have to pay for my apartment needs.’ He types sending a distressed face emoji at the end.
‘I told Jimin not to tell you, I’ll be having a chat with him later.’ Namjoon sends back. ‘Baby, I don’t mind paying for things. I have more money than I know what to do with half the time. You’re little trip won’t even scratch the surface.’
Jungkook nibbles down on his lip as he follows behind his hyungs, trying to find the right words to say to his boyfriend. It wasn’t that he wasn’t grateful, he was, he just didn’t want Namjoon to feel like he was using him.
‘Think of it this way,’ Namjoon sends, as if sensing what was bothering Jungkook. ‘If we ever get married, it’ll be your money anyway. So, spend it how you like.’
Jungkook chuckles as his face heats up in pleasure, ‘I see the couple rings have gone to your head. Won’t even let us move in together but already talking about marrying me.’
‘Technically baby, you brought it up first.’ Namjoon teases. ‘We weren’t even officially boyfriends when you talked about our wedding day.’
Jungkook snorted at the memory and sent Namjoon a rolling eyes emoji, ‘Fine. I’ll go spend all your money, yeobo.’
‘Good boy,’ Namjoon sends back with a wide smile emoji. ‘I expect a big bill when you get back, baby.’
Jungkook rolls his eyes and stuffs his phone back in his pocket, joining his hyung’s sides as they argue over which china set would suit Jungkook’s apartment better.
“I like the blue set,” he says, choosing neither of their choices as he looks at the chinaware. “We need to look at living room sets after finishing in the kitchen.”
Jungkook does his best not to look at the very long bill that’s handed to Jimin as they finish at the checkout counter. A trail of suited men load up three SUVs with all the bags from their carts and a moving truck filled with the furniture pieces is loaded before making the journey to Jungkook’s apartment.
When they arrive, everything is taken up for them by Namjoon’s men. Jin works with some of them to put the pieces of furniture together, while Jimin and Jungkook work on washing all the kitchen ware and setting them into his cupboards. Slowly the apartment starts to come together, Taehyung steps in from the elevator a few hours into their work and smiles as he watches Jungkook argue with Jin on where his couch should sit.
“It should face the window, hyung, why would I want it to face into the kitchen?” Jungkook asks, gesturing to the wide windows that overlook a small balcony.
“Why would you want to look at your breakfast table under the window?” Jin counters, pointing to the little white table and chairs that sat on the raised ledge. “You’d also have your back to the doors, with it facing the kitchen you’ll be able to see all entrances!”
“Except the balcony door,” Jungkook points out, pointing at the glass frame door that led out to the balcony. Jimin waved at them from outside as he set up the two lounge chairs and small table, then began weaving lights through the metal balcony railing.
“Why not have it face that wall?” Taehyung suggests, pointing to the wall that stood just before the elevator hallway. “Aren’t you going to have a TV set up there anyway?”
Taehyung snickered as Jungkook and Jin muttered ‘oh yeah’ together and started moving the couch to face that wall.
“The place looks very nice, Kookie. I’m glad we were finally able to convince you to have it.” Taehyung teased, looking around at all the simple furniture Jungkook had chosen around his open living room and kitchen. “Now I just need to get the floor below you ready for the three meerkats to move into.”
Jungkook scrunched his brow as he followed his hyung down the hall towards his main bedroom, “Who hyung?”
“Jiminie, Hobi, and Jin,” Taehyung answered, waving at Jimin through the hallway windows that overlooked the balcony before turning into the open door for Jungkook’s room. “I think the three of them are about to become a thing in the near future and I want everyone under my roof when that happens.”
Jungkook blinked and shook his head, “I don’t need that image in my head, hyung. Technically they are all my brothers, in one way or another.”
“Jin is your only blood brother and Hobi won’t be your brother-in-law until you marry Namjoon, Jiminie doesn’t fit into either of those categories.” Taehyung points out, checking over Jungkook’s bathroom and running the taps.
“Jimin is my adoptive brother and my best friend,” Jungkook says, sitting down on the dark comforter of his bed as Taehyung passes to look inside the walk-in closet.
“What does that make Yoons and I, then?” Taehyung asks, tutting his tongue at the rows of black clothes on Jungkook’s hangers. Muttering to himself about buying Jungkook some more colorful clothes.
“Aren’t you and hyung technically my adoptive parents at this point? You literally talked about walking me down the aisle the other night.” Jungkook pouts, crossing his arms over his chest. Trying to be playful, but he felt that this would be the right time to have this conversation with his hyung.
Taehyung’s hand froze as he flicked through Jungkook’s black t-shirts and looked over at Jungkook with wide, shiny eyes. “You… you actually see Yoongi and I as your parents?”
Jungkook blinks at him and scratches the end of his nose in embarrassment, “I thought I made it clear how I felt about you guys, but after I saw Jimin’s adoption papers and you never asked me if I wanted that, I figured you didn’t feel the same.”
“Is that why you left, Jungkook-ah,” Taehyung whispers, moving out of the closet to kneel in front of Jungkook. “Did you move out because you thought Yoongi and I didn’t want you?”
Jungkook nods, a choked hum in his throat as tears begin to fall down his face. “Why didn’t you ask hyung?”
“Because I was scared,” Taehyung whispered, taking Jungkook’s hands into his and squeezed them tightly. “I was scared that if I asked, if I stepped over that line, that we’d scare you away. That would have been a big commitment for you and you still talked so fondly of your brother. I didn’t want to sever you from him even more than you already were. Even if you didn’t take our name, by letting us adopt you we could have driven Jin far away. It would’ve broken you, cause you still held out hope that he’d come back.”
“And he did,” Jungkook whispered, still choking on gentle sobs. “But hyung I wanted you, I wanted you and Yoongi-hyung to want me.”
“We do, we do want you.” Taehyung said fiercely, tears running down his own face as he pulled Jungkook down into his arms. “You’re my Kookie baby, I don’t care if there’s official paperwork or not, you’re mine. No one can take your place in my heart, you’ve carved your place into it like Yoongi and Jimin.”
Jungkook hiccuped as he clutched tight around Taehyung’s chest, burying his head into his neck as he was pulling into the man’s lap and was gently rocked as he held him. Taehyung hummed a familiar lullaby that always calmed him down during emotional talks, running his fingers gently through Jungkook’s hair as the tears down his face stopped.
“And to think,” Taehyung chuckled, running a hand over Jungkook’s brow. “I told Yoons that I didn’t want to have any kids, now we have two.”
“You didn’t want to adopt any kids with Yoongi-hyung, why hyung?” Jungkook asked, tilting his head up as Taehyung sighed and continued playing with his hair.
“I was very young when I was sold to the Hwarang Boys, younger than even Namjoon when he started his training under his father. I never wanted to bring up a child into this life. I know Yoongi and I would treat them better than most but I couldn’t, in good conscience, do it willingly.” Taehyung explained sadly, looking out into the room with a far off look in his eye. “Yoongi understood that, but until he walked through the door with you in tow, I didn’t realize how much he had given up by marrying me. Our relationship with Jimin is a little different than with you, we don’t treat him any less but he has a very different background. After watching Yoongi with you, I’ve realized what a wonderful father he could have been.”
“Yoongi-hyung would never regret marrying you hyung.” Jungkook says passionately, making Taehyung’s teary eyes turn to him. “He loves you, I could see that since the first day I came into his office. Your wedding picture was sitting proudly on his desk and it still is.”
Taehyung chuckles and wipes his face, “We should take you there someday, the place where Yoons and I got married. It’s where he took me on our first date, although he’ll adamantly deny that it was our first. Unfortunately for him, I disagree.”
Jungkook chuckles as he moves from Taehyung’s lap and pulls him up from the floor, “That sounds like fun hyung!”
“Maybe you can take Joonie with us, we can make it a double date.” Taehyung bursts out laughing at the look of disgust on Jungkook’s face.
“I’m not going on a double date with my parents, hyung! That’s gross!” Jungkook protests, grumbling when Taehyung ruffles his hair.
“Do you want to go and talk to Yoons about those papers, Kookie?” Taehyung asks, smiling his wide boxy smile as Jungkook nods eagerly. “Then let's go upstairs.”
Jungkook doesn’t even wait for Taehyung as he dashes out of the room, ignoring Jin and Jimin’s yelps for him as he leaps over the couch and slides into the open elevator. He’s vibrating as they rise up the few levels and plows through the apartment behind Taehyung.
“What has got the pair of you so excited?” Yoongi snarks, catching sight of Taehyung racing across the apartment and yelping when Jungkook throws himself over top of him on the couch.
Jungkook buries himself into Yoongi’s arms, clutching tight around the man’s shoulders as he tucks his head down against his neck. Yoongi runs his hands up and down his back soothingly as Jungkook settles against him.
Taehyung comes flying back into the room and shows Yoongi the papers he had grabbed. Yoongi reads them over Jungkook’s shoulder, his eyes widening at the words ‘Adoption Form’ at the top.
“Oh,” Yoongi whispers, suddenly clutching hard around Jungkook’s shoulders. “We should have had that conversation with you long ago, I knew there was a reason you moved out so suddenly.”
Jungkook nods against Yoongi’s neck, feeling Taehyung rub and hand down his back, “I was just stupid, hyung, should have just talked to you instead of running away.”
“You couldn’t have gotten very far anyway,” Yoongi whispers, placing a kiss on the side of his head.
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borathae · 2 years ago
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↳ Index [Chapter 19 - Seaside]
Warnings: big sad, but it’s a little tinier already, the fighting continues, fears of abandonment & so much guilt, OC does way too much overthinking, Yoongi has done no wrong, I tried to sprinkle some good moments in between for damage control hahahelp, this is a healthy balance of hurt and comfort
Wordcount: 11.9k
a/n: i hope that there isn’t too much happening, but i thought that we all want them to make up as soon as possible. originally this chapter was supposed to be three individual chapters fjadsf it’s better that way i think
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Yoongi isn’t with you when you wake the next morning. His clothes are gone. The only thing greeting you is the little leaf he picked for you last night. You sit up and reach for it, cradling the little bowl of water in which he put it. The sunlight is breaking in the water, casting figures of lights on the edges of the bowl in golden colours. On the parts where the leaf prevents the light from shining a small black dot is painted on the edge.
“Fuck”, you press out under your breath, lowering the bowl to your lap.
You don’t feel better. You feel awful. The sleep should have helped you, but it didn’t. All it did was stop the pain for a few hours. It is back again, now that you are alone and Yoongi is gone.
You wonder if he has already left. If he has taken Jungkook and the others and left you in this tiny single person bed. You wouldn’t even be angry at him if he did. You would deserve it.
You can’t believe that he still took care of you last night. After all the shit you did. The guilt you feel because of it makes you sick to the stomach. Yoongi shouldn’t have had to take care of you. He should have left you to cry and not given a shit. 
You hear a knock on your door.
You lift your head, but can’t call out to whoever is knocking.
The door opens regardless.
Hoseok steps in.
“Goddamn”, he says, “that room smells like me after watching too many sad movies. Get some fresh air ___, you’re literally reeking of sadness.”
He opens the window for you, pulling the seethrough curtains to the side to let in even more sunlight. He turns to you, studying you from head to toe.
“What’s that you’re holding?” he asks.
“Leaf. Yoongi gave it to me last night.”
“He did? Wah Yoongi’s such a romantic”, he says and chuckles.
When you don’t laugh with him, he stops, furrowing his brows.
“Is it bad that he did?” he asks.
He closes the distance between the bed and him and sits down on the edge of it.
You shrug your shoulders, “I don’t know.”
“I’m sure he did it to make up for the fight you were having”, Hoseok says and places his hand on your knee.
“But it’s not his job. I ruined everything, not he.”
“Tzt __”, Hoseok says and clicks his tongue. He gives your knee a soft squeeze, “don’t say that. You guys are having a fight, but that doesn’t mean that you ruined everything. Every couple fights. Hell, you should have witnessed all the fights I had with Annelise. They were brutal and yet we still made up.”
“You did? So why’s she not with you then?”
“That is because she went rouge and killed fifty people on our holiday in Vienna. I didn’t wanna be with someone like her after that.”
“Fuck”, you press out, “I ruined everything.”
“Okay, I’m realising that I said something wrong here”, he murmurs, pinching his brows in worry.
“Hobi”, you press out, “Hobi, all of this is such a mess and, and it’s my fault. Tae’s still missing because of me. He thinks that I lied to him about Jimin. And, and Yoongi is mad at me. And it’s my fault.”
“Okay, okay hey”, he says, holding you by your shoulders, “calm down ___. It’s not as bad as you think it is.”
“Yeah, it is.”
“No, it’s not. Hey”, he cups your cheeks, wipes your tears away, “come downstairs with me. They’re back. All of them.”
“What do you mean?” you sniffle.
“Taehyung’s back and Yoongi too. Seokjin, Emma and Kook are having breakfast with them right this moment.”
“Really?”
“Yes, so come downstairs.”
You shake your head, “I can’t.”
“Of course you can”, Hoseok gives you a sweet smile.
“No, they are all mad at me. I, I can’t bear being in a room with them. It hurts so much.”
“That’s not true. We’re not mad at you. Not me or Jin or Kook or Emma”, he speaks softly, giving your cheek a soft pinch, “come downstairs. I’m sure it’ll be good for you to eat something.”
“Fine”, you give in, “but you are not leaving my side.”
Hoseok chuckles, “of course not, I’ll stick with you.”
He hooks arms with you, leading you out of your tiny room.
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The air is tense. It has been tense even before you entered the room. You inch closer to Hoseok in instinct.
Nobody is talking.
Seokjin looks relieved to see you and Hoseok.
Emma isn’t in the room, but judging by her missing coffee mug she fled to the vending machine.
Jungkook looks uncomfortable by the silence, fumbling with his cutlery.
Yoongi is sitting at one side of the table. Taehyung is sitting at the other.
Neither one of them have food in front of them. Or even a beverage. They are simply staring at each other with their arms crossed in front of their chests.
Jimin is nowhere to be seen.
“Jesus, the mood in here is worse than in a funeral home”, Hoseok tries to diffuse the situation, “I thought that you guys would find at least something to talk about in the time I was gone.”
Seokjin and Jungkook look at you.
“Look who decided to join us”, Hoseok says and points at you.
“Hey ___”, Seokjin greets you, giving you a quick smile. It said I am so glad that you are here, but I am also deeply uncomfortable by the tension so I’m trying not to act too happy in order to minimise damage.
“Good morning ___”, Jungkook sounds a little less tense, standing up from his chair, “are you planning on getting some tea?”
“Uh...sure?”
“Great, I’ll join you. I need more coffee.”
Seokjin stands up as well, “me too. I need coffee too.”
They both abandon their filled cups by the table, basically dragging you and Hoseok out of them room.
“I am telling you”, Seokjin says, “I would rather sit in a box full of scorpions than this room.”
“Seriously”, Jungkook agrees, “you can basically cut the air.”
“Is it that bad?” you ask them.
“Oh it’s bad. They’re not violent, but I think if you weren’t in the picture, they would have both already ripped each other apart. And not in a sexy kind of way”, Jungkook says.
“Fuck”, you lower your head, “I never should have come down.”
“Huh?”
Seokjin and Jungkook look at Hoseok with confusion.
“She thinks that it’s all her fault”, he explains.
“What? No, it’s not”, Jungkook says instantly.
“I agree. It’s not your fault”, Seokjin says.
“No. No, it is. Tae thinks that I lied to him about Jimin and Yoongi won’t ever forgive me.”
“Then tell him what really happened. This will change his mind.”
“I can’t.”
“Why not?” Seokjin says.
“Because I can’t.”
“Why not? It’s not your fault.”
“I’m so scared. I can’t take another day like yesterday”, you choke out and bite down a sob.
“Hey”, Hoseok says, taking your hand, “don’t cry, sweets.”
“Hobi, I can’t take another day”, you choke out, hiding your eyes behind your hand, “I wanna keep crying, everything hurts so much.”
“I know, but it’s going to be okay. You’ve got us”, he whispers, “do you want to be hugged?”
“Yes please, I’m so sad”, you confess and just like yesterday, your friends spring into action, taking you into the tightest and most loving group hug ever. Just like always when one of you is sad. Just like always. You will lean on each other and hug it out until it hurts only half as much. Just like always. Emma joins in too, even if she doesn’t quite understand what the hug was for. You catch her up on it and soon after she hugged you lovingly, telling you that you weren’t alone.
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You left for the dining room once you calmed down enough, still feeling terribly nervous but not so alone anymore. You want to tell Yoongi. They managed to convince you that telling him the truth will make everything easier again. You agreed in the end.
The air was as tense as it was when you left. The silence is still deafening.
You sit down on the empty chair next to Jungkook, leg bouncing up and down nervously. So Jungkook touches your hand under the table, intertwining his fingers with you. The bouncing stops.
“Good morning”, you whisper, feeling courageous now that Jungkook is holding your hand.
Taehyung sneaks a glance at you and looks away again. Yoongi does the same, giving you a nod of his head at least.
“Ho-how are you guys?”
“Murderous”, Yoongi grumbles.
“Homicidal”, Taehyung counters.
“Geez guys”, Hoseok laughs awkwardly, “what are we? Edgelords? Come on, lighten up a little.”
“Tch”, Yoongi scoffs.
Taehyung rolls his eyes, tongue in cheek and arms crossed in front of his chest.
“___ has something to tell you”, Seokjin says, placing his hand on your shoulder encouragingly.
They both look at you. Taehyung looks angry. Yoongi looks curious.
“I uhm…” you falter.                                        
“Go on, tell them”, Seokjin whispers.
“It’s about, uhm…” you lift your eyes as someone next to Taehyung pulled a chair out.
Jimin. He plops down on the chair, crossing his arms in front of his chest. His eyes are focused on you with such intensity you wonder if he is aware that you wanted to expose him.
“Doesn’t really matter”, you say, “sorry, I forgot what I wanted to say.”
“___”, Seokjin sounds disappointed, but you only have to sneak one look at him and he understands. You can’t do this with Jimin present. It takes way too much courage. He nods his head in understanding, caressing your shoulder, “it was just a stupid joke we thought of in the kitchen to lighten the mood.”
“Yeah, exactly”, Hoseok says, “guys, why is it bad to eat clocks?”
“Does it matter?” Yoongi grumbles, “we don’t have time for silly jokes. Eat up, we’ll leave afterwards.”
“Because it’s time consuming”, Hoseok says quietly, painting a faint smile to Jimin’s lips.
“Funny.”
“Didn’t you hear what I just told you?” Yoongi hisses, looking at Jimin.
“I already ate, chill out. Tell your human to eat faster, not me.”
You lower your head to the empty table.
“I’m not hungry. We can leave if you want to “, you whisper.
“Are you sure? You didn’t eat a thing”, Jungkook asks with concern in his voice.
You nod your head, “I’m not hungry.”
“We’ll just get something on the way, yeah?”
“Mh-hm yeah.”
“Good. Let’s go”, Yoongi says, getting up from his chair, “we’ll leave in ten. So get your shit down to the cars”, he says, strutting out of the room afterwards.
“He’s such a cunt”, Jimin says.
“Says the biggest cunt of them all”, Seokjin throws back.
“Excuse me?”
“We know what you did to ___”, Seokjin hisses, “I’d sleep with your eyes open if I were you, I can’t guarantee that I won’t lose my wooden stake in your chest.”
“Yeah seriously”, Hoseok agrees, talking with his cheeks covered in black veins and his eyes glowing ruby. The anger is imminent on his face, “I’ve got lots of practice with killing vampires these days, I’m happy to flex these skills on you.”
Jimin rolls his eyes and gets up, “yawn”, he says, leaving the room afterwards.
“Come back you asshole! I will actually kill-“ Seokjin screams, but gets stopped by Emma.
“Calm down, my moon. He is not worth it”, she says, smoothing her fingers through his hair.
“I hate this guy. He was better off dead.”
“I know, we all think the same.”
“Tzt”, Taehyung scoffs, calling all of your attention. He stands up, sending Emma a dark look, “not all of us”, he says.
“Why did you even come back then?” Seokjin throws back.
The look Taehyung sneaks at you doesn’t go unnoticed by anyone here. He looks away again and leaves without saying anything.
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You left to pack your stuff afterwards, feeling worse than you did this morning. You really ruined everything. Holy shit, you feel terrible.
Knock. Knock.
You turn at the door you left open.
Yoongi is in the doorway.
“I left to eat this morning”, he says.
“It’s okay, you don’t have to explain yourself.”
“Mhm”, he nods his head, eyes drifting to the leaf in your hair. He points it at, “looks good.”
You touch it, feeling your heart skip a beat.
“Thank you”, you whisper, eyes running over his face. Is it really not as bad you think it is? Was Hoseok right? “hey uhm, do we have time to, uhm, should we talk about it?”
Yoongi takes a deep breath, releasing it through his nose.
“Can it wait? The others are waiting downstairs.”
“Yes of course.”
“Thank you.”
“Of course.”
“Are you done packing?” he asks.
“Yeah. I just have to carry them downstairs.”
He walks to you, taking the suitcases out of your hand.
“Oh? Thanks.”
“Mhm”, he nods his head and turns, leaving the room.
You jog after him, keeping your distance because you have no idea what you can or can’t do.
“Kook and Hobi agreed to take the car with the two cunts”, he tells you dryly, “I want you to drive with me.”
“Yes, of course. It’s better for space too”, you say, meaning it more than one way.
He nods his head, not saying anything more.
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The others are already outside, loading the cars. No words are spoken, but the tense air speaks a thousand words. You all enter the cars without saying anything, except for Yoongi who stays to walk over to Taehyung’s car. The latter rolls his window down, staring at the Creator with dark eyes.
“That’s the address. We’ll meet there”, Yoongi grumbles, stuffing a piece of paper into Taehyung’s hand.
“Thanks”, Taehyung hisses, ripping it out of Yoongi’s hand. He rolls the window up afterwards, driving off without making sure Yoongi is far enough away from the car.
“So where are we going?” Emma asks once Yoongi has claimed the driver’s seat and started the car.
“An old acquaintance of mine”, Yoongi answers her, driving off, “Meredith, she hates Namjoon as much as we do.”
“Is she like us?”
“No, she’s a witch.”
“I never liked witches. They’re always plotting something.”
“We can trust her. She helped me countless times already.”
“Does she know that we are coming?” Seokjin asks.
“Yes, she invited us.”
“How long are we going to drive?”
“Half a day.”
“That’s so long”, Seokjin says and groans.
“Let’s take a nap, my moon”, Emma says and afterwards their conversation drowns out as Yoongi turns on the music.
He stops after two hours of driving and having snuck too many glances at you. Seokjin and Emma are sleeping deeply on the backseat, holding each other.
“Why are we stopping?” you ask him.
“Lock the car, I need to do something”, he says, leaving you in your confusion afterwards. He disappears inside a bakery and for the next ten minutes you are left wondering what the hell he needs to do in a bakery.
“Are we there?” Seokjin woke up during the waiting time, now looking at you with puffy eyes.
“No, he needed to do something and now he disappeared in a bakery.”
“Is he meeting someone?”
“I have no idea.”
“How long did we drive already?”
“Two hours.”
“Well, that’s just way too short. Did you tell him about Jimin?”
You shake your head.
“Why not?”
“I’m scared. I don’t want to cause a fight again. Not when we’re locked in here for ten more hours.”
Seokjin places his hand on your shoulder.
“He needs to know. You know that, don’t you?”
“I know, just please give me time to find the right moment.”
“Of course. I’m sorry for being pushy.”
“No, it’s okay. Thank you for being there for me.”
“Of course, that’s what family is for.”
“And for not telling it for me.”
“Hey, that’s a given. You have to do this, it’s not my job to do it for you.”
“Thank you”, you hold his hand, “you’re like my only light right now.”
Seokjin chuckles, “you old sap. Look, Yoongi’s coming back.”
He is carrying a big paper bag and a paper cup.
“Did he buy coffee?”
“I don’t know.”
Yoongi gets back inside.
“Did you meet someone?” Seokjin asks.
“No”, Yoongi answers him, placing the bag on your lap and handing you the cup. The paper is warmed by whatever is inside. It doesn’t smell like coffee, making you wonder what he got. You smell it again. The scent reminds you of a really good chai latte.
He starts the car and drives off.
Curiously, you open the bag. Two croissants, a wrapped tomato mozzarella sandwich and a blueberry muffin.
“I don’t understand. Why did you get food?” you say.
“You shouldn’t skip breakfast”, he says dryly, eyes focused on the road.
“Oh”, you let out, heart skipping a beat, “thank you.”
“Mhm”, he hums, placing his hand on your thigh to give it a soft squeeze. It doesn’t last long, not even a second and he has it already pulled back again.
The rest of the drive doesn’t feel as tense anymore. It seems that distance to the people, who truly anger him, does Yoongi well. When the seventh hour of the drive starts, he tells the group all about how he and Meredith met.
They met back in 1790, which alerted great confusion with the rest of the group until Yoongi explained to you that the magic Meredith uses is far from the magic, which was allowed and that it prolonged her life unnaturally. He said that exactly this kind of magic will finally give you the advantage point you needed over Namjoon.
Once the eighth hour hit, you catch him drumming his fingers to the music every now and then. At some point he even moved his fingers as if he was playing the piano. You didn’t call him out on it, but you liked watching him.
By the ninth hour, the scenery had changed drastically, passing you by in streaks of red dirt, white stone and scrubby trees. You really loved the view and so you spent most of the time looking outside. Emma and Seokjin played a game on the backseat. It involved way too many rules and was entirely silly. If they saw a tree with three branches on the right they had to hit each other on the arm. If a rock looked like a face they could pinch each other. A yellow car meant flicking the other’s forehead. And all in all, it meant lots of giggles from the backseat.
“Tree!” you joined them at some point, reaching over to hit Yoongi’s arm.
He snuck a glance at you, but didn’t react. You spent the next minutes overthinking everything you did and worrying that Yoongi will never forgive you, until suddenly you felt the impact of a hand on your arm and you could listen to Yoongi mumble, “tree.”
Your worries stopped then and for the rest of the ninth hour, your little group played this silly game while outside the scenery passed by.
By the time the tenth hour struck, you felt sleepy and so you fell asleep with your head leaned against the window and your knees turned to Yoongi.  Yoongi snuck a glance at the backseat then, because it had gotten terribly quiet, and he realised that Seokjin and Emma had fallen asleep as well. They hugged each other.
Yoongi turns off the music and takes off his jacket, draping it over your lap. He keeps his hand on your thigh for a while, counting the headlights passing by. He is glad to have you in the car with him. He would have never forgiven you, had you decided to drive with Taehyung. Warmth places itself over his hand and for a second Yoongi panics.
He turns his head, realising that you are still sleeping and that you merely reached for his hand in your sleep.
He looks back at the road, squeezing your hand.
“Fuck”, he presses out quietly enough not wake anyone, “why did you have to do this, ___?”
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The next time you open your eyes is when you are being carried. Your comfort scent surrounds you, gravel crunches under someone’s feet. You lift your head from the chest you had it rested against previously.
“Yoongi?” you say, voice heavy in sleep, “where are we?”
“We’re here”, he speaks softly, “go back to sleep, it’s late.”
You rest your head back against his chest, but keep your eyes open. You can’t fall asleep again, not when you have to treasure the current moment here in Yoongi’s arms with the cicadas singing far away and his scent in your nose.
“Hyung”, Jungkook’s voice is instantly recognisable, “finally you guys are here. We were wondering what took you so long. Meredith’s not here tonight, but the witches told us to get comfortable. The others are already in the rooms. I reserved the best one for us.” His steps on the gravel come closer. “What’s wrong with her?”
You lift your head in order not to worry him.
“Oh? Hey ___”, he greets you, sneaking a glance at Yoongi, “are you guys good again?”
With bated breath you look up at Yoongi, waiting for his answer.
“She’s tired”, Yoongi answers him, “get her stuff and bring it to her room.”
“On it”, Jungkook says and disappears behind Yoongi’s back.
Yoongi looks down at you, locking eyes with you for just a second. It is enough to tell you that there is still a lot to fix, but that at least he wasn’t fuming in anger anymore.
You rest your head on his chest and close your eyes. You won’t open them until Yoongi sets you down on your bed and slips his arms from you.
Your eyes meet.
“Thank you for carrying me”, you say shyly.
“Mhm”, Yoongi nods his head.
“That’s uhm”, you begin, looking around the room. Small with lavender walls and a big queen sized bed which fills up almost the entire room. The duvet covers are fluffy and smell like laundry detergent. The furniture seems old, carrying marks of much use on their surfaces, “it’s quite cozy here.”
“Yeah.”
“Will you stay here?”
“No.”
“Oh, uhm.”
Tension fills the air and thankfully for your heart, Jungkook enters the room just this moment.
“How was your drive?” he asks.
“Good. We played some games”, you answer him, trying your hardest to make your voice sound normal.
“That sounds nice. Our drive was awful. I was happy when I finally got out and could go the other way”, he says, placing your suitcases on top of the chaise lounge. He claps into his hands and sighs contently, “there we go, all done.”
“Thank you, Kook.”              
“No worries”, he gives you a grin, “are you guys sleeping here?” he asks, looking around the room, “cozy.”
“I’m staying with you. She can sleep alone”, Yoongi says, making you lower your head.
Jungkook, who notices, laughs awkwardly.
“Yeah sure, uh sure. I’ll be downstairs then uhm, sleep well ___”, he says, fleeing the scene as quickly as possible.
The door falls closed.
You are alone with Yoongi.
With a racing heart, you look at him. He is studying your features, eyes weary in nervousness yet lips turned into a frown.
Is this your moment? Will you finally be able to talk it out with him?
You take a deep breath, readying yourself to speak. Yoongi however interrupts you before you can.
“Okay. Good night”, he says, turning his back to you to leave the room.
“Yoongi wait”, you say, hurrying to him and placing your hands over his, “don’t go yet.”
He looks at your hands resting there atop of his', clutching the doorknob tighter. 
“I want to tell you again that I’m sorry”, you say, “I’m so goddamn sorry.”
Yoongi looks at your face, “I know”, he says.
“I understand that you’re still angry at me.”
“I’m not angry at you. I’m disappointed.”
“Oh.”
You slip your hand from him, feeling sick in guilt. Having him be disappointed in you feels worse than him being angry at you. You understand him, you really do, but still it hurts so much to know.
“Please let me be alone”, he says quietly, “I can’t talk about it yet.”
You want to say that you understand, but you can’t make a sound. This feels as if he is breaking up with you.
“Do you want to leave me?” you ask quietly.
“No. I just need time for myself.”
“Are you sure?”
“Oh my god, ___”, he blurts out, “I’m trying.”
You fall silent, gawking at him with big eyes.
“I keep going back and forth. Keep going back and forth between wanting to be close to you like I’m a stupid fucking addict because, because fucking avoiding you hurts me. Like fuck, I’m so fucking dumb”, he spits, twisting his hand on his own hair, “but then when I’m close to you, all I think about is what you did and getting so fucking upset that I can’t bear to even look at you. Fuck.”
He drops his hand from his hair, gripping his own neck in an almost painful grasp. As if he needed something to hold on. He can’t look at you as he speaks.
“My biggest nightmare is to have to watch you bleed out”, he says, eyes filling with tears.
“Yoongi”, you whimper, trying to reach for him but he flees.
“To watch you bleed out and to know that the only way to save you is to feed you my blood. That’s my biggest nightmare. That I have to curse you with my hell, just so I wouldn’t lose you. And you made me experience it”, he says, throwing his hand over his mouth in order not to sob. He prances up and down, squeezing his own cheeks. “I’m so hurt that I can’t breathe”, he squeaks out.
“Yoongi, I’m sorry”, you croak out and he ends up squeezing his eyes shut. You watch it happening with a breaking heart.
For just a moment you think that he will lose control, but he doesn’t in the end. Like he taught himself over decades and decades, Yoongi gains back control. His eyes flit to you. They are still teary, but are filled with anger.
“I’ve been trying so hard to show you that I won’t fucking leave you even after what you did. But fuck, I need some time to be able to look at you again without wanting to…be…angry. So give me a fucking break. I need some time.”
He meets your eyes, gulping upon seeing the fear in them. He can smell it too, could do so the entire day, you are soaked in anxiety. True and painful anxiety.
“I’m sorry, it’s just that…” he exhales and puts tenderness into his voice, “I’m doing all I can emotionally do right now to assure you that I won’t leave you. I can’t do much more and I don’t want to stay because I know that if I did, I’d say things that I would regret. So please give me some time.”
“I understand that”, you take a step back, “I’m sorry for being pushy.”
“Thank you for understanding”, he says and turns to leave. 
“Yoongi wait.”
He turns with an exasperated gasp. Fuck, you did it again. You were clingy. 
“Sorry I was…just…forget it, I wanted to keep you here again. Just go. I’m sorry, I won’t keep you.”
“Thanks”, he says and turns away, “sleep well.”
“You too.” 
You watch him leave with a lump in your throat and your heart aching. You want to run after him, hold him and beg him to stay. But you shouldn’t. Yoongi needs his freedom right now. He needs you to understand, just as much as you are asking him to understand your actions. And you do understand, you really do. It is just so hard to watch someone you love so very much leave you with so much disappointment in their chests. 
“Fuck”, you press out once the door fell closed, squeezing your eyes shut in order not to cry miserably.
You just hope that he comes back soon. Please, don’t let this situation be too long.
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You wake with the sun. The sound of cicadas and the ocean greets you. Seagulls and gentle waves. It would be such a beautiful thing to wake up to if your situation wasn’t so fucked up.
You peel yourself out of bed with heavy limbs, dragging yourself to the window to open it. The salt is heavy in the air, mixing with the scent of pines and the lavender which seems to grow in the garden which the window overlooks. Olive trees and old fruit trees grow in the garden alongside roses, vegetables and the already mentioned lavender. There is an earthen path winding its way through the garden, ending by a stone wall and a gate. There was a small beach behind the wall just close enough that you could see the waves crush the shore. The gate is currently open, allowing whoever wanted to visit the beach to reach it easily. It seems that Taehyung and Jimin took said opportunity. You can watch them climb over the dark rocks, both of them not wearing much more than bathing shorts and sunglasses. They are talking to each other.
This right here would feel like you entered paradise if everything wasn’t still as twisted as it was. You break away from the window with a sad sigh, deciding that you should look for the others before you fall into total despair.
The house of the witches turns out to have two floors. Your room was located upstairs. The interior of your room continues outside. Colourful walls, old and well loved furniture and the most beautiful handmade decorations greet you as you wander through the hallways in search of the stairs.
You get stopped before you could find them by a woman leaving one of the rooms. She stops and looks at you.
“Hello”, you say shyly, running your eyes up and down her body. Her skin was tanned from the sun, her hair was dark and reached her down to her waist. A long scarf holds it out of her face. Green fabrics were draped over her body as a dress and a necklace made with dried flowers adorned her neck.
“Hello”, she says and smiles, “are you one of our guests?”
“Yes. I’m ___.”
“Nice to meet you ___, I’m Jelena.”
“Nice to meet you, Jelena”, you say.
“Were you on your way downstairs?”
“Yes, but I don’t know where to go.”
“Follow me.”
You jog to catch up with her, walking by her side. She has a bounce in her steps and even with a relaxed expression she is smiling.
“You aren’t like our other guests are you?” she asks you.
“No. I’m human.”
“Human”, she studies your face intently, “human, I see. Well, it’s nice to meet you.”
“Are you a witch?”
“Yes, we are all witches here.”
“That’s really cool. Yoongi told me that you can help us with Namjoon.”
“At least we will try”, she says and laughs, “right down here”, she says and jogs down the stairs. Her naked feet make a soft sound on the stone, your own feet accompany the sound a little slower. You try not to run down unknown stairs, especially not with Yoongi’s blood still in your system. If you slipped and died only to come back a cursed vampire, Yoongi would never forgive himself.
“You have a very nice house”, you tell her once downstairs.
Bundles of herbs and flowers hang from the hand railings of the second floor balconies. Some seem to be freshly picked while others were in different stages of drying. Slices of oranges and apples dried right alongside them, mixing with the salty scent of the ocean.
“Thank you so much. We love it here a lot. Yoongi told me that you like to grow your own plants.”
“He told you that?”
“Yes. He made it sound as if you knew a lot.”
“Oh”, your cheeks feel on fire instantly. He talked about you to them. “I, I guess. I still have a lot to learn though.”
“One can’t learn enough, isn’t that right?”
“Yes. Totally. I think it’s fun to learn new stuff.”
“I agree. Now just through that door. Your friends must be eating breakfast if I’m not mistaken. They woke not that long ago. Except for your friends by the beach, they have been awake since sunrise”, she says, leading you through a kitchen.
The walls were made out of yellow painted stone with the ceilings rounded and decorated with more drying plants. A wooden oven was built right into the walls and the work counters were covered in glasses filled with what you assume to be magical potions. Two women were hurrying through the kitchen, slowing down when they notice your presence.
“Hello”, you greet them both.
“Hello”, they greet you.
“___, Suzy and Dragana. Suzy, Dragana this is ___”, Jelena introduces you to each other.
“Nice to meet you. You have such a beautiful home.”
“Thank you, we hope that you have a lovely time here”, Dragana says with a smile.
“I am sure that we will. Thank you for housing us.”
Suzy gives you a smile and then the loudly bubbling potion on the fire rips her attention from you. “Oh dear, oh dear that would have been a disaster”, she babbles to herself, stirring the red liquid vigorously.
“What happened?” Dragana asks her and then their conversation drowns out in your ears as Jelena continues her walk and you follow her.
“Is Suzy making potions?” you ask her.
“In a way. She is making tomato sauce, but her recipe tastes so good that it could be considered magic”, she says and snickers because of her joke.
“I see. I’m sorry for asking. I don’t really know how being a witch works. I hope I didn’t offend you.”
“Don’t worry, we are not shy to answer questions. So ask whatever you want to ask”, she assures you.
“Thank you.”
You have to walk under a tunnel of grapes and then a spacious sitting area reveals itself to your eyes. There are a total amount of eight tables scattered around the paved terrace and beds of lavender frame it. The tables, except for one, are unoccupied. Your friends sit by the occupied table, each wearing the darkest sunglasses imaginable.
They turn their heads to you. Hoseok lifts his hand and waves at you with squeaky sound effects and a bright grin. His bubbly greeting makes you feel better. His good mood is always so contagious.
“Good morning, guys”, you greet them.
“Good morning. Did you sleep well?” Seokjin asks you.
“I guess. And you?”
They tell you that they all slept well, except for Jungkook who spent the night talking with Yoongi. There is no sight of the latter. Jelena tells you that it is probably because he is in the shed with Meredith and then she says her goodbye as she herself needs to go to the shed.
“What shed is she talking about?” you ask them, sitting down on the chair Jungkook pulls out for you.
He sits down next to you once he made sure that you are comfortable.
“Apparently the witches have a shed where they make all the magical stuff that could be dangerous. Just in case it goes wrong, the whole house doesn’t burn down”, Hoseok explains.
“I see. That makes sense. So what is Yoongi doing there?”
“Helping them build the device which will help us capture Namjoon.”
“Oh? That sounds good. I didn’t even know that he knew how to do that.”
“Right? We were really surprised as well, but apparently he is really knowledgeable in magic.”
“Really? Thank you”, you thank Jungkook for preparing tea and continue talking, “he knows so much about everything. He is so cool.”
“Waah look at her. She’s totally into him”, Hoseok teases.
“Yeah obviously, he’s my boyfriend”, you throw back with faux annoyance in your voice.
Hoseok snickers. Seokjin does too.
You share a few moments of silence with each other. You fill your plate with the most delicious looking breakfast ever while the others busy themselves with finishing their own servings.
Seokjin sighs loudly and leans back in his chair, presenting his face to the sun.
“It’s beautiful here isn’t it?” he asks.
“Yes, it’s so nice”, Jungkook agrees, “I love the seaside so much.”
“Same.”
“Did you guys visit the beach already?” you ask them.
“Not yet. It’s occupied”, Seokjin says, “there would be a murder if I went down there now.”
Jungkook chuckles lazily and Emma smirks in agreement.
You know what he meant by that, feeling some of your morning sadness return.
“It’s all so twisted, isn’t it?” you ask them.
They look at you, then exchange a glance. Jungkook reaches out, rubbing your arm.
“Don’t be too sad, I promise you that it’s not as terrible as you think it is.”
“Are you sure? I don’t know.”
“I do. I talked to Yoongi and he just needs some time.”
“I know, but I’m so scared he’ll decide that he wants to break up.”
“He won’t. Trust me.”
“Really?”
“Yes. Really.”
Jungkook doesn’t lie. Not to you at least. And especially not about something like that. So to hear his reassuring words lessens a little bit of that pressure on your chest.
“Thank you”, you whisper, “I really want to go to him and apologise a million times, but I know that I shouldn’t.”
“I’m sure that he appreciates it a lot”, Hoseok says, “I think it’s really great of you that you respect his wish. It shows that you care a lot for him.”
“I do. I care so much.”
Hoseok smiles, “and I am sure that he knows that as well. Right Kookie?”
“He does. Although I hope that you guys talk soon. I can’t bear to watch you guys fight”, he says and pouts, “it’s like watching my parents fight.”
He cracks you up.
“Don’t call us your parents. We fucked multiple times, it makes it weird”, you say in a laugh.
“True. Sorry”, Jungkook says, flustering.
“I mean in a sense you can still be his Mommy and Daddy, it’s just the different type” Hoseok says, earning himself a slap on his arm by Seokjin.
“Why does your mind seriously always go there? You are such a perv”, he says while Hoseok laughs loudly.
Jungkook sneaks a shy glance at you, you do the same. You end up laughing as well.
“You’re so dumb sometimes, Hobi”, you say.
“I can’t argue with that”, Hoseok jokes, sending you some finger guns with a cute sound effect. He is so adorable.
The rest of breakfast feels nice. Conversation is mostly about how awesome this place is and your plans on going to the beach later. You clean up once breakfast is finished. Suzy and Dragana are still in the kitchen, telling you to put the dirty dishes in the sink because they will take care of it later. You go your separate ways, but decide to meet up once you are all washed up.
Hoseok knocks on your door when you are in the middle of putting on your shirt.
“Come in”, you call out, tugging it into your shorts.
“Are you naked? I hope you aren’t. I’m not looking”, he says, entering the room with his eyes covered.
“You can look. I wouldn’t have told you to come in otherwise.”
“Ah yeah, right”, Hoseok drops his hand, running his eyes up and down your body, “nice fit. I like the colours.”
“You do? Thank you. I feel like I have no clothes with me. I’ve been wearing the same bra for four days now.”
“Hey we’re on the road, you’re allowed to circle your outfits.”
“And yet I’ve never seen you wear the same outfit twice.”
“That’s because I have too many clothes with me”, he says and pulls a pose, “I have a reputation to keep up.”
You snicker, “of course you do. You look very handsome, Hobi. I like the fit.”
“Thank you, thank you”, he says and offers you his arm to hold, “let’s find the others, me lady.”
You hook arms with him, snickering because he is so funny.
You plan to go into the village together. Dragana told you that it offers an amazing market and a beautiful port to hang out at. So you want to check it out with the others.
Seokjin and Emma are waiting in the garden with a matching outfit. Jungkook is on his knees trying to take the perfect picture for them.
You and Hoseok wait by the sidelines until they are finished.
“Now take one of us”, Hoseok says, dragging you in front of the camera, “Kookie, take one of us”, he says and hugs you sideways, throwing one of his legs around you as well.
It makes you laugh. The shutter clicks, capturing the moment for all eternity.
“That picture is so pretty, wow both your smiles are so pretty”, Jungkook gasps, beaming at you.
Hoseok releases you and stretches his arms out, “go to her, I’ll take a pic of you guys.”
“Really?” Jungkook gasps, gazing at you.
“Come here, Kookie.”
He skips to you and places himself right beside you, grinning at the camera as big as he can.
“That’s perfect. You guys look so cute together”, Hoseok says, pulling the weirdest poses on the ground to truly capture your best sides, “now one where you’re hugging. Come on, give me that emotion.”
Jungkook hesitates in shyness and so you end up hugging his waist. He squeaks quietly, tensing up.
“Relax, you look like you don’t wanna be with her.”
“Sorry uhm sorry”, Jungkook stutters and finally wraps his arms around you, resting his cheek against your head.
“Yes! Cute! Oh you guys are so cute”, Hoseok exclaims, capturing the moment with perfection.
Jungkook breaks away from you afterwards instantly, keeping his eyes lowered shyly.
“I think that was really nice”, he says.
“I think so too”, you say.
Jungkook giggles and moves in, pressing a surprise kiss to your cheek. It paints heat to your face instantly, heart fluttering in your chest.
“You look really pretty”, he says.
“Thank you Kookie, you are so pretty too”, you whisper, looking into his sparkling eyes.
“You guys! You are so cute together. Look at that”, Hoseok says, showing you the secret picture he just took of the moment. Jungkook looks totally smitten for you while you are spilling over with fondness.
“I love those pictures. Please send them to me, I need to have them”, you gush.
“Me too please. I wanna put it as my lock screen”, Jungkook says, holding your hand tightly now that the nice pictures gave him a confidence boost.
“Of course, I’ll do it right away”, Hoseok says, opening Seokjin’s chats without asking.
“Hey. Don’t read my chats, they are private”, Seokjin complains, snatching his phone out of Hoseok’s hand, “I’ll send them to them.”
“Sorry”, Hoseok apologises.
You thank Seokjin once you receive the pictures. You also suggest saying your goodbye to Yoongi and the witches before you leave and they agree.
The doors to the shed are open. Chatter is lively. There are five witches with Yoongi. The latter is leaning over a table, having shrugged off his shirt and only working in a tanktop because of the immense heat in here. He was explaining something to Jelena but stops when he senses your presence.
“How are you guys doing? Any progress?” Hoseok asks.
“Lots. Thanks to Yoongi”, the witch next to the latter says, eyes flitting to you, “you must be ___. Yoongi told us a lot about you. Nice to meet you, I’m Meredith.”
“Nice to meet you too”, you say, glancing at Yoongi who is already busying himself with talking to Jelena. There is barely any distance between them and she keeps looking at his lips.
Meredith closes the distance between you and her.
“I am happy to have you as my guests. I hope that you are enjoying your stay here.”
“We are. You have such a lovely home. I really love your garden.”
“Thank you, this is very sweet”, she smiles, “you look dressed up. Are you planning to go somewhere?”
“Yes. We want to visit the market Dragana told us about.”
Yoongi lifts his head.
“Ah the market”, Meredith’s eyes light up, “you will love it a lot. It offers many useful things. We like to get our milk and eggs there.”
“I can imagine. It must be so nice to live such a life.”
“It is. I wouldn’t exchange it for any other life.”
Yoongi appears next to Meredith.
“You are leaving?” he asks.
“Yes. Why? Do you want to come with us?” Hoseok asks.
“I can’t. We have to fix up the device.”
“Yeah sure. Should we get you something from the market?”
“I don’t want you to leave”, Yoongi ignores Hoseok to address you instead.
“Mhm?”
Meredith excuses herself, hurrying back to the other witches in order not to eavesdrop on a clearly private conversation.
“I can’t hear if something happens when you’re at the market. I want you to stay on the grounds today.”
“Okay? Yes, sure. I understand. I’ll stay here.”
“Thank you”, he says, nodding his head, “you’ll be rid of it tomorrow.”
“I know, it’s okay.”
“Mhm.”
And with that he turns his back to you and walks back to the witches. You leave the shed, knowing that he won’t want to have any more conversation with you. The others follow you.
“What was that about? Are we not going to the market?” Hoseok asks.
“You guys can still go, but I guess I’ll stay here today.”
“Then we won’t go either. We won’t leave you here alone.”
“No please, I don’t want you guys to miss out on it.”
“We won’t. We can go another day”, Emma assures you.
“Hell yeah we can. Let’s make a nice day here”, Hoseok says, draping his arm over your shoulder, “should we go to the beach instead? Swim a little? I bet the water’s nice.”
“I’d love that. Thanks guys, I’m happy that you aren’t going without me.”
“Don’t mention it. It’s either all of us or none of us. I just don’t get why he wants you to stay here.”
“I guess he is scared that something could happen to me now that I have his blood in my system.”
“I forgot that already."
You sigh loudly, “this is all my fault.”
“Please don’t start again ___, it’s not”, Seokjin says.
“No, but what if Jimin’s right? What if I actually begged him to drink my blood? What if I forced him to feed me his blood? I can’t remember doing it, but is he right? What if I forced him?”
“What the hell are you talking about?”
“Taehyung told me that Jimin said that I initiated the thing in the club. What if I did? What if Jimin controlled my mind to think that he was the villain so I don’t have to live with the guilt? What if I was too drunk and remembered it wrongly?”
“You are seriously saying the stupidest stuff sometimes. Jimin said that to Taehyung to shift blame. All he wanted to do was to look good in Taehyung’s eyes”. Seokjin says, furrowing his brows so intensely deep creases form on his forehead.
“I don’t know anymore. It’s driving me fucking insane”, you choke out and touch your own head.
“How would that even work? Why would Jimin control your mind to forget shit like that? Please think for a moment, ___”, Seokjin says in a stern voice.
“Hey, don’t be so harsh to her”, Emma says.
“No, I’m pissed off”, Seokjin says, “stop trying to blame yourself. Yeah you fucked up when you gave Tae your blood, yeah maybe fucking Jimin wasn’t the best idea, but fucking hell stop trying to blame yourself for shit you didn’t even do and which couldn’t have happened logistically. Sorry if that sounded harsh, but it’s the truth.”
You glance at Seokjin. He was frowning at first, but softens his gaze when he sees the sadness in your eyes. He steps closer.
“Hey”, he says, caressing your cheek, “I am here for you, you know? I just don’t want you to hurt yourself by feeling guilty over stuff which never happened. It’s unfair to yourself, please treat yourself gently not with so much unnecessary hate.”
“I know”, you whisper, “I don’t know what else to say. I’m just…tired. Really fucking tired.”
Seokjin sneaks a glance at the others. They think the same he does. They close the distance between you and them and hug you, sharing comfort that way.
“Then it’s seriously best that we stay here. We should relax and take it easy. We can have a nice day at the beach and stop thinking about stuff which never happened, yeah?” Emma says.
“We can eat snacks and play games and nap in the shade”, Hoseok says, “that sounds like fun, doesn’t it?”
“It does”, Jungkook says, rubbing your back, “and you have to swim with me, ___. You can even hang onto me, I’ll do all the moving.”
“Do I have to? The water’s so cold.”
“I’ll keep you warm, promise.”
“Fine”, you give up with a huff of air, “thank you guys, I know I’m a lot.”
“___, treat yourself gently”, Seokjin warns, giving you a soft squeeze.
“I’m sorry, yeah. Thank you for being there for me, guys”, you correct yourself and it felt good to do. It felt really fucking good not to put yourself down for once.
The day at the beach turns out to be way more fun than any day at the market could have ever been. Jungkook manages to get you into the water with him and eventhough you squeaked about the temperature at first, you had a great time with him. Hoseok joined you the second time you went for a swim and this time around, he was the one squeaking about the cold temperatures. Seokjin and Emma joined you for your third round. Jungkook proceeded to chase Seokjin with some algae while the latter called him a punk and screeched for Emma’s help. Emma merely laughed and continued chatting with you and Hoseok. You have lunch in the garden with the witches. After lunch you spend the time in the gardens, playing badminton and a round of soccer where Jungkook gets way too competitive and proceeds to call Seokjin a cheater for winning. It was hilarious to watch because Seokjin kept teasing him while Jungkook acted like the sorest yet cutest loser. By sunset hours, you fled back inside, helping the witches cook dinner and chatting about life here. Apparently the coast and its surrounding mountains were covered in little villages and estates such as the coven’s estate. There was a big community of witches, vampires and humans living together in peaceful synergy. The vampires along this coast are on a diet consisting of animal blood and blood bags and as a thank you the humans and witches here willingly donated a few bags of blood per month to help them out. Even the wolves living here get along with the vampires and just next month there will be the first human-wolf wedding between two of the villagers. The entire coastline and mountain is invited to the wedding and the witches look forward to it with great excitement. They will be responsible for the fireworks. All of magical nature of course without any harm to the environment.
You eat dinner outside with the crickets accompanying you and great laughter hanging in the air.
Taehyung and Jimin aren’t present for any of it.
Neither is Yoongi.
The feeling of their absence finally comes back to you once you are in bed all alone and with nothing to stop your bad thoughts from coming back. You had a good day, but how good was it really when everything was still so ruined? You try to fall asleep with that thought but can’t in the end. You text Hoseok, asking him to come to your room. 
He is by your door five minutes later, knocking gently. 
“Come in.”
He enters the room. A white flowy t-shirt and blue striped boxer briefs adorn his body. His hair is let down and his skin glowy from his excessive skincare routine.
“Hey there”, he says, “are you okay? Why did you text me?”
“Hobi, can you stay here tonight? I don’t wanna be alone.”
“Yeah of course, what’s up? Wanna talk about it?” he asks as he hurries to your bed. He steps out of his fluffy slippers and crawls under the blanket with you. 
“It’s just the same thing over and over again. I feel like all of this is my fault and I’m angry at myself and fucking sad because Yoongi and Tae are upset with me.”
“Yeah, I get you”, Hoseok caresses your hand softly, “tomorrow’s going to be a new day and won’t hurt as much anymore.”
“I don’t think it will. I feel so broken.”
“I get it”, he gives you a sorry smile, “do you want to hug?”
You nod your head. 
“Com’ere”, Hoseok says, closing the distance between you and him to cradle you against his chest. His body feels warm for a change, courtesy of the witches giving them their blood earlier today. He smells good. Fresh, warm and manly. He always smells so heavenly. Hoseok runs his fingers up and down the back of your head, resting his other arm around your waist. 
“You know”, he begins, “I suck at words, so sorry if my advice sucks, but I think you should listen to what Seokjin said today. Jimin lied to get out of the mess.” 
“You think so?”
“Yeah. You’re wearing your magic ring and Jimin’s really unpredictable. Of course he bit you and force fed you, it fits his character.”
“Yeah, I know. I think that I said those things because I just want to make sense of everything.”
“Yeah I get it. You can rant to me if you want to, I can listen really well.”
“No, I don’t want to talk. I just wanna be held and fall asleep. I’m so bloody tired of being awake.”
“Okay, I can do that too”, Hoseok says and shifts his head into a position which would allow him to kiss your forehead. He hesitates, looking at you with weary eyes.
You crane your neck, locking eyes with him.
“What?” you ask him.
“I just wanted to give you a kiss, but I don’t know if that’s good with you”, he says.
“Yeah”, you say, returning to your previous position, “it’s okay.”
“Nice”, Hoseok says and finally kisses your forehead, listening to the deep exhale of relief you do because of it. He pulls you closer afterwards, drawing nonsense patterns on your back.
“Thank you, Hobi”, you whisper, closing your eyes as you hide away in the comfort of his chest, “I love you so much.”
“I love you too, ___”, Hoseok whispers, allowing his eyes to fall close.
You fall asleep in his arms minutes later, while Hoseok still stays awake for a little, listening to your calm heartbeat and slow breathing.
 Hoseok is gone when you wake the next morning, but he left a note on the pillow for you which tells you that he had to leave early because he promised Seokjin and Jungkook to go for a run together. You didn’t mind that you woke up without him. Being held tonight felt healing to your broken heart.
Like yesterday you open the windows, looking at the beach. It was empty today. The garden was empty as well. You woke earlier than you did yesterday. You offered the witches your help when you ran in on them making breakfast, but they declined you and told you to take a walk because the weather was amazing. You did so barefooted just as Jelena suggested, enjoying the warm temperature of the ground under your toes.
You stop when you are by the fountain just at the west end of the garden. Yoongi is sitting on its edge.
He turns, sensing your presence like he always does.
“Sorry. I didn’t notice you here. I swear I wasn’t trying to invade your privacy”, you say.
“It’s fine”, he says, running his eyes up and down your body.
“Sorry again. I’ll leave you to your sitting. It’s so nice here, isn’t it?”
“It is”, Yoongi lifts his hand and points at the mountain. It is so close to the house that it almost takes up all of your vision, “how far do you think you can see from there?”
“I don’t know. Probably really far.”
You shimmy from one foot to the other, fumbling with your fingers. Yoongi turns away from you and pats the spot next to him. You hurry to him instantly, sitting down with a racing heart.
“The sun rises behind that mountain. I watched it happening.”
“You did? You must have been awake really early then.”
“I never fell asleep.”
“I see.”
“My blood’s outta your system.”
“I know.”
“You can go to the market today.”
“I know. Do you want to come with us?”
“No. I want to stay here.”
“Okay. I respect that.”
Yoongi sneaks a glance at you.
“I do”, you insist.
“Mhm”, he looks at the mountain.
You do the same. You really want to bring up what Jimin did and you want to apologise again and tell him how awful you feel, but you know better than to do that. Yoongi may sit with you right now, but this is not your invitation to start the conversation. So you try to make small talk, hoping that you are allowed to do so.
“You told the witches that I like gardening.”
“I did.”
“Did you tell them more about me?”
He glances at you.
“Sorry. I know it doesn’t have to interest me”, you backtrack now that you realised how self absorbed that sounded. You however just wanted to know whether or not it is safe to say that he is your partner.
“They know that we’re together if that’s what you wanted to know”, Yoongi says.
“I did.”
“Mhm.”
You glance at his face. He is sloughing which he never does and his eyes look so fallen in and puffy. Has he been crying?
“Yoongi, I’m-”
“If you’re gonna apologise again, I’m getting up”, he interrupts you.
“I was, I just- fuck sorry, I won’t do it”, you murmur.
He doesn’t say anything and touches the side of his neck in soothing.
“You uhm”, you begin because you are fucking greedy for conversation. Not because of selfish reasons, but because you are scared that if you shared silence he would realise how little he actually cared for you and then you would lose him, “are you having neck problems?”
“It’s just tense, it’s fine.”
“I could massage it for you if you want to.”
“I said it’s fine.”
“Okay, sorry yeah. Uhm…are you going to fix up the device again?”
“Yes.”
“That’s cool. Are you far already?”
“No.”
“I see. I bet you’ll make lots of progress today.”
“We’ll see”, he says dryly and takes out something from his pocket. He opens his palm, revealing a delicate ring to you. It was made out of gold and had a blue crystal in the middle. “I had Meredith enchant it. Wear it.”
“I don’t understand.”
“You’re not wearing your ring anymore.”
You glance at your empty finger. You were too preoccupied with everything happening that you hadn’t even noticed. Holy fuck.
“Thank you”, you whisper and accept the ring. His fingertips brush your skin when he places it into your palm. The simple touch leaves you aching because of how much you miss him.
Yoongi eyes your hand as you slip the ring on. It is too big for your finger at first, but shrinks to perfect size once you slipped it on. It is so comfortable that you don’t feel it.
“Huh?” you let out. That didn’t happen with the other ring.
“It’s made for you”, he says, “only you can wear it, it won’t slip off and only you can decide when to take it off. Give me your hand.”
You present your hand to him. Yoongi wraps his fingers around the ring and tugs strong enough that you have to follow the movement with your arm. The ring doesn’t budge one bit.
Yoongi releases the ring.
“You try”, he says.
“O-okay”, you say and put your fingers on the ring. The ring grows again, allowing you to slide it off easily, “holy fuck.”
“Yeah. Nobody can fuck with you anymore, unless you allow it.”
“I won’t allow it anymore”, you say, slipping the ring back on, “unless it’s you.”
Yoongi glances at your face, hiding the surprise with a blink of his eyes. He doesn’t say anything and looks back at the mountain.
“Thank you”, you say, “for looking out for me.”
“I said that I would keep you safe, didn’t I?”
“You did and I don’t take it for granted. So thank you.”
“Mhm”, Yoongi hums and places his hand on the stone next to yours.
You tense up when you feel his pinkie finger brush against yours. Once. It was probably a mistake. Twice. You glance at your hands with bated breath. Yoongi runs his pinkie down again. Holy shit, he is doing it on purpose. Feeling encouraged and with a racing heart, you reach out and hook your pinkie with his’.
He doesn’t show a change in posture, nor a change in expression, merely his pinkie closing around yours lets you know that he wanted this to happen.
And you feel close to passing out. Your heart tells you to break into tears and to fall around his neck and never let him go again. Your brain tells you to speak your truth and apologise a million more times. Your body is too weak and overwhelmed by this simple show of affection to act on any of those things. You are paralysed, left to stare at the mountain with a racing heart whilst wishing for time to never pass.
Yoongi turns, making you turn as well. You turn just in time to watch the others push and pull each other as they are trying to flee before you could notice them. You hear Hoseok whisper something along the lines of “they’re talking guys, let’s piss off.”
“We know that you’re here”, Yoongi says.
They stop, gawking at you with widened eyes.
“Oh guys? Oh hey wow you are here?? We didn’t even notice you here”, Hoseok lies, laughing nervously.
“You’re a shit liar, Hoba”, Yoongi says dryly.
“Ah yeah. Hah”, Hoseok touches the side of his neck.
“We didn’t want to disturb you”, Jungkook says.
“It’s okay. I’m leaving anyways”, Yoongi says, standing up, “have fun at the market today”, he says, strutting away with his hands hidden in his pockets.
You ache. You weren’t ready to let go yet.
The others wait until he is far away enough, hurrying to you quickly.
“And? Are you guys good again?”
“I don’t know. We didn’t talk about that.”
“So he doesn’t know about Jimin?” Seokjin asks.
“I just…didn’t think it was the right time.”
“Oh ___.”
“Please don’t be angry at me. I just don’t want to pressure him into having to talk to me. We, we hooked pinkies and, and it felt so nice that I didn’t want to ruin it.”
“You hooked pinkies? That’s so romantic”, Jungkook gasps.
“I didn’t wanna ruin that”, you whisper, looking at Seokjin.
Seokjin sighs in defeat, “I get it. Fine, I won’t say something again.”
“Thank you.”
“Should we get breakfast and then go to the market? I bet it’s better than to sit here and be sad, isn’t it?”
“Yes, I’d like that.”
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The market turns out to be as lovely as Jelena described it. You buy lots of delicious food and share it by the port whilst talking about Hoseok’s time with Annelise. She was a sweet woman until she went off the rails. Hoseok was angry at her for the longest of times, but isn’t these days. He wishes for her recovery and hopes that she will find happiness. He then proceeded to joke way too much, which let all of you know that he was embarrassed about being too emotional. You didn’t call him out and laughed at his silly jokes. On your way back to the house, you stumbled upon a bookshop and you insisted on visiting it. You came out of it with three new books, planning on reading them once you are home.
You return to the house in the late hours of the evening. You went sightseeing to a nearby mountain village, walking up small windy roads for way too many hours. The view was totally worth it. As was the incredible food you ate at a small restaurant up there. The owner instantly knew that your friends were vampires, welcoming them with a glass of blood on the house. The owner turned out to be a werewolf called Petar who is running the restaurant with his wife and son. He chatted about life here, resting his hand on Jungkook’s shoulder the entire time whilst rubbing his own belly mindlessly. Jungkook was nervous at first, but relaxes once he realises that he meant no harm in it and that this is simply how Petar the werewolf tells his stories. Petar called life here peaceful. He said that he spent many years in the big cities and that he hated the fighting between the different groups and so he moved here to find peace. He loved life here and he loved that the communities lived together in harmony. He hopes that the generations coming after him will have the same simple yet harmonious life as he and his wife had. Petar then proceeded to dish out the most incredible lobster you have ever eaten and sent you on your journey back home with a bottle of his daughter’s homebrewed Rakija.
Emma and Seokjin disappear in their room once home and won’t be seen for the rest of the evening. Yes, Hoseok made a horny comment before they left and Seokjin did slap his arm in punishment while Emma rolled her eyes fondly. Hoseok soon disappeared in his room as well and he won’t be seen for the rest of the evening.
Jungkook stays with you, offering his thigh for your head to rest upon as you read while he scrolled through his phone.
“You’re back.”
You and Jungkook lift your heads simultaneously. Yoongi is standing in the doorway.
“We are.”
“Good.”
“Do you want to sit with us?” Jungkook asks.
Yoongi sneaks a glance at you. You sneak a glance at Yoongi. Jungkook almost wants to yell because you both look so desperate for each other.
“I’m still busy”, Yoongi says and Jungkook swears he almost called him an idiot. He is yearning for you and yet he doesn’t want to accept it. Oh Jungkook is so angry at his stubbornness. He should get his head out of his butt and talk to you.
“That’s okay. You work so hard”, you say and Jungkook swears he almost called you an idiot. Your scent is soaked in yearning and yet you pretend that you are okay with giving him his space. Oh Jungkook is so angry at your good will. You should be disrespectful just once and kiss Yoongi until he feels dizzy.
Stupid fight! Jungkook hates this so much!
“Thanks”, Yoongi says, “sleep tight you two.”
“You too.”
Yoongi leaves. You settle against Jungkook. And Jungkook almost throws something. If this tiptoeing around each other continues, this stupid fight will last forever. Jungkook forces himself not to huff out air in frustration. He has to do something. He can’t watch idly by.
“Hey ___, I think I’m gonna go to sleep now. I’m really tired.”
“Oh? So soon already?”
“Sorry, the day was really long.”
“Oh yeah sure”, you sit up, “sleep tight, sweets.”
Jungkook kisses your cheek, “you too, baby.”
And with that he leaves, deciding to use the entire night to come up with a plan on how to get you and Yoongi to talk to each other.
You proceed to fall asleep on the couch twenty minutes later with the book in your hands, sleeping for a good two hours before you wake again to the sound of your phone.
“Urgh god. I fell asleep”, you groan, sitting up and reaching for your phone.
Kookie is calling
You pick up immediately.
“Hey Kookie, what’s up? Why are you calling me in the same house?”
“___ can you please help me?” his voice sounds strained as if he was in pain.
You jerk up in alarm, dropping the book on the floor without caring.
“What happened? Where are you? Are you okay?” your voice is raised in worry.
“No. I, I need your help, please. It hurts so much, m-my head.”
“Holy fuck”, you jump to your feet, running out of the room even if you have no idea where to go, “where are you? I’m coming.”
“The, the….”, his voice is slow, weak, “the attic room…help me…please…”
“I’m coming, Kookie. Hold on, okay? I’m coming.”
“Thank…you”, Jungkook whispers and then the line cuts.
You drop your phone on a random dresser, running through the house. You take two steps at a time, jump over folds in the carpets, dodge pieces of furniture. Your heart is pounding, but you don’t care. Jungkook is in pain and you need to get to him.
The stairs to the attic room croak under your aggressive steps, but you barely even hear the sound. The door is so in reach. Leaned closed, it lets out the shine of a weak light source. You throw it open. Candles are scattered in the room, illuminating your way.
“Jungkook?!” you call out, “I’m here! Where are you?”
Silence answers you.
“Please say something! Where are you?”
You have reached the end of the room. There is a huge round window in front of you, its glass is tinted in colours of reds and greens, showcasing a rose bush. There is a mattress in front of it with dozens of throw pillows on it. Pink rose petals and violet lavender buds are scattered over the sheets. But no Jungkook.
“Where are you? Kookie?”
You twist and turn. He isn’t here. Where is he?
“Jungkookie!” someone else calls out his name, stumbling through the threshold, “I’m here, hyungie’s here!”
You feel nervous instantly.
Yoongi stops, staring at you with widened eyes.
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Chapter 15 - DIOCH
A few hours later, they arrived at Dopere. As soon as their ship landed on Dopere, they came out from the ship, Taehyung was holding Eunseo’s hand tightly, staying alert as he threw his eyes here and there to make sure the surrounding was safe. Until suddenly, Eunseo was stumbling as she felt her wound stung like she'd been hit with electricity. It made Taehyung jolt in his step as well as Jungkook and Hoseok who were walking behind him.
“What’s wrong?” Taehyung worriedly asked, eyes already back and forth on her eyes and her wounds.
“It stings.” She was wincing in pain, gripping on his arm tightly. He was so worried, he took her hand and let her grip on it too tight.
“They’re here..”  Namjoon said.
All the members quickly gather, circling Eunseo and Taehyung as their eyes try to find their hidden enemies.
“Does it hurt so much?” Taehyung asked as he felt his heartbeat getting faster.
Seeing how Taehyung and his friends became so protective and worried, she quickly stood on her feet, biting her lips, trying to bear the pain as she looked at Taehyung who was gently looking at her eyes.
“No, I’m okay now.”
Taehyung doesn’t believe even a slightest bit because her face was getting pale, she had a bullet sweat on her forehead and the wound it’s getting purple again. Silently he grabbed her arm to check her pulse, it was beating too fast. He felt his heart stop beating.
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah.."
Taehyung couldn’t really believe her, so he glanced at Jin who had already set his eyes on him, he mouthed “wait” and no one noticed it except Taehyung.
"How the hell do they know we are here.” Namjoon cursed. “Eunseo, is it really painful?” Namjoon asked her in a rather soft tone. 
“Not anymore.” She lied. 
“You know if the pain is so painful it means they’re getting closer.” Jimin said, making everyone's attention fall on him. Something clicked in her mind as soon as she heard Jimin. 
"Wait. If I feel pain, it means they're closer. Then..”
“What? Why?” Taehyung impatiently asked, getting worried more and more. 
“I felt the pain in the river.. It meant his troop was there? Noo.." She almost asked this question to everyone. Glancing at her lover and to all members who were watching her the whole time.
"Shit, they're tracking us.." Namjoon cursed. “Where could it be?” His eyes wander here and there to find the tracker.
"How, where do they stick the tracker?" Suga frowned, helping Namjoon to find the tracker too, just like everyone else.
"Leah was losing one of her arrows in the Riviera." Jimin quickly stated as he remembered the unusual accident they had on that Planet. 
Leah quickly pulled out her arrow to check.
"It's here." She gasped, noticing a black dot was attached on her arrow. Namjoon quickly grabbed the tracker and destroyed it with his robotic hand. 
"Damn, we have to move fast. Eunseo are you sure you're okay?" Namjoon was again asking Eunseo.
Eunseo nodded as they started to walk again. Taehyung was back glancing at Jin now and then, Jin still shaking his head so he’s back focusing on Eunseo again, holding her waist gently to guide her walk even though she still can walk perfectly.
"How could they have followed us to the Riviera?" Leah asked as they continued to walk.
"Now I'm sure the one who destroyed our ship is not an orc. But them..” Jin said as he glanced at Namjoon.
“Magnet flakes..” Namjoon mumbled, and Jin quickly nodded.
“Right, it’s magnet flakes, they poured the magnet flakes all over the area in Moa, when green orcs were chasing us. We stepped on it so they could track our movement from their monitor.” Jin spoke out his analysis. 
“Magnet flakes?” Leah and Eunseo, who had never heard about it, glanced at Jin to question him.
“Yeah, it’s their famous method to track their opponents. they don't last long though. It could be removed once we stepped on glass or something that made them stick off." Namjoon answered for them.
"So that's why he sent another troop to Riviera to put the tracker?” Eunseo questioned as she realized that Riviera was mostly covered in sand. Taehyung nodded from her side.
"I think our movement on the Jackson planet couldn't be tracked by them since their planet is covered mostly in wood and glass." Hoseok said. 
"Right. They could only track us until Riviera since it was full of sand." Jin sighed.
"I am sorry I didn't know.” Leah suddenly softly said, feeling guilty that she couldn’t notice the tracker.
"Why are you apologizing? It's not your fault. This is not the time to blame anyone. We have to get ready, fight together. And stronger." Namjoon quickly said as he took steps closer to her.
Until Eunseo felt her wound get stings again, it’s worse than before. She let out a whimper and Taehyung noticed it immediately.
“Are you hurt again?” He held her shoulder and watched her pale face.
Everyone secretly looked at her wound. All attention is on her.
“No, I’m fine. Let’s keep going..” She tried to ensure Taehyung and her friends, forced to smile despite how terribly painful her wound was. Taehyung was shaking his head at his friends, holding Eunseo from moving.
“The wound is purple again.” Leah was voicing out what everyone's thinking. 
“Jimin, please heal her again.” Taehyung calmly said, deep down he was so panicked, worried and terrified. This is it, this is the time. She needs to heal at least, to lessen the pain before he could do the next plan.
Jimin was trying to say that he couldn’t do that. But, to make her wound slightly fade and lessen the pain, he could. He knew Taehyung was actually asking only to lessen the pain.  That's why he started to kneel down before her and started to use his magic hand. 
Eunseo was gasping for air as soon as Jimin started to heal her, not getting better instead she felt worse. It’s like she felt a thousand needles piercing her skin. It hurts so bad.
“Arghh...” She accidentally let out a whimper and grabbed Taehyung clothes as tight as possible, while Jimin’s hand stopped in the middle of the air as he glanced at Taehyung in wide eyes, seeing how the healing from Jimin didn’t affect her at all.
“Fuck they’re getting closer.” Taehyung cursed and everyone stayed alert, glancing at their surroundings. Taehyung quickly glanced at Jin who nodded in reply. Taehyung pulled her in his arms as he saw Jin who rushed to put his arms to him and Eunseo, holding them tight and the next seconds, they’re dissapear. 
“We have to run and stick together, we better quickly find the last weapon. They’re sending so many troops.” Namjoon said as he noticed Eunseo who was suddenly feeling so much pain before and also the air felt suffocated, it means they’re getting closer and the numbers are a lot.
“Follow me, we check from where Louis' dead body is.” He quickly ran followed by his fellow member, without realizing that he grabbed Leah’s hand on the way.
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In the blink of an eye, Jin, Taehyung and Eunseo reached the planet called Savannah. This all was planned by Jin. 
Flashback
Taehyung was crunched down in the storage room as Jimin and Jungkook were sitting next to him, accompanying him, facing his breakdown.
Tae, you okay?
Suddenly Jin’s voice rings in his head.
Yeah.
He weakly replied.
I have a plan. We should take Eunseo somewhere safe. I know a place.
Taehyung was suddenly in full alert, focusing on what’s his hyung plan. 
Where is it hyung? Are you sure it’s a safe place?
Jimin and Jungkook were asking what happened, that made him suddenly jolt in his sitting posture. Taehyung told them that Jin was communicating with him and soon they watched how his friend, frowning, focused on hearing Jin’s voice.
Yeah, it’s far from Dominus territory. It’s a place where it should be our first basecamp, Namjoon and Suga knew it. We built a home and nobody was living there. It’s an inhabited planet, just like Riviera.
Are you sure it’s safe?
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Taehyung didn’t answer for a while, thinking. Could he leave her all alone in the place he didn’t know? And what if something happened, what’s gonna happen to her? So he voiced his worry to Jin, who’s been waiting for him to answer.
But hyung what if something happened to us. I mean If I left her there, how is she gonna come back to her hometown? Isn’t it too far?
Jin answered almost immediately. 
We have a ship there. It’s still working. I checked it last time. It’s still fine. Besides, you can take her back once we kill him. He couldn’t kill us Tae, not with the power and the weapons we have. 
But still, What if he killed me, any of us or worse all of us.
No Taehyung, He couldn’t defeat all of us... trust me. He will die in the end for sure. The ones that survive will take her back. We promised you that. I’ve been talking with Namjoon about this. He agreed. 
I don’t know hyung. Leaving her all alone in that unfamiliar place. It scares me.
I promised you nothing will happen to her. Dominus and his troops can’t go there. It’s far from their territory. His power would attack Himself if he came out from their territory. Unless he wanted to kill himself. I think it’s the best solution for now. It’s for her safety. We couldn’t take her to the war, you know it might kill her, right?
The last question really made him whimper, he knew Jin hyung is right, and he doesn’t want to lose her ever again.
I know hyung.. I know..
Jimin and Jungkook, who were watching him the whole time, came to his side. Asking him with their eyes if he was alright. Taehyung only gave them a nod.
Suddenly Jin’s next words make him widen his eyes. 
You didn’t plan to back out from this war, did you?
Hearing how disappointed Jin’s voice was, Taehyung was biting his lips, feeling so guilty for ever thinking of that plan.
You know that the decision is in yourself, right? I just gave you a solution, we won’t push you into anything. 
He could feel how sincere his hyung said it, and it only worsened his guilt.
I won’t.. I won’t back out from this war. Thank you hyung.. Please help me.. Help me to take her to that place.
END OF FLASHBACK
Taehyung slowly released Eunseo from his embrace, turning her around. There’s a big house just behind her, a beautiful garden on the right side and the whole ground is covered with green grass. 
“I’m sorry Seo..” He softly said as he looked how confused Eunseo was, he really wanted to cry. At this moment, Jin quietly stepped back, to give time for the couple to talk.
“Why are we here?” She glanced at her surroundings, before she looked at him again.
“It’s savannah, it’s the safest place we could ever find for you Seo.” Taehyung said calmly, closing his eyes, so the tears wouldn’t fall.
“What do you mean? Why are you bringing me here Tae?” Eunseo frowned, gripping his arms.
“I’m sorry but I need to leave you here for a while.” He opened his eyes and gave her a sad smile.
“Noo...” Eunseo quickly shook her head, suddenly clutching on his body so tight, afraid that if she didn't, he would just leave her. But Taehyung was too quick to push her, it pained him so much, but he needed to do this.
“I’m sorry..” Suddenly Taehyung took steps back and slowly pulled out his power to shield the place for Eunseo to hide. The big shield started to cover the house and a big garden. Eunseo looked so hurt and her eyes turned to brim in tears.
“What the hell are you doing?? Why are you doing this Tae? How could you..” She cried out desperately while trying to get out from the shield but she couldn't. It felt like there were thick glasses separating them now. Taehyung is already crying.
“This is only temporary. When I lose power, this will break. You’ll be free..” He choked up. 
“I don’t want this.. Please let me go Tae.. don’t leave me here. And what do you mean you will lose power? Are you giving up?” She cried out, her eyes already stained with tears, if only the shield was nowhere before them, he would wipe it off for her. Even though he couldn’t touch her due to his thick shield. Only imagining touching her face made him burst into tears.
“I’m sorry eunseo, I do this for you.” Taehyung weakly answered.
“No.. you do this for yourself.” She yelled, her tears didn’t want to stop so she harshly wiped it off with the back of her hands. “Fuck you’re so selfish Tae, you didn’t even tell me.” She sobbed.
Taehyung's heart clenched in such a painful way, He promised he would never leave her yet at this moment, he would leave her in seconds. But he’s just scared. “I don’t want to lose you..” He cried.
And then She snapped. “You are afraid to lose me. You never think about me. What if I lose you?! Do you think I'll be okay? You promised, you promised we’re on this together, why the hell you take me here Taehyung? And you didn’t even ask for my consent! You’re terrible.” She whispered the last words yet he could hear it clearly.
“Please don’t say that..” He quickly shook his head. “I’m sorry it’s for the best, I can’t watch you getting hurt. Didn’t you feel it? How painful your wound was.. You tried to hide it from me, but I know.. I know how painful it was.” He remembered how the bruise turned to purple again, and how her face changed color to pale, she was bearing all the pain. He couldn’t stand it to watch her suffer. That’s why he needed to bring her to this place sooner.
“NO, it’s nothing, I can bear it. Please don’t do this Tae...” She stubbornly ignored the fact that the pain was totally hurt so much.
“You can’t. It’s only his troops and it’s maybe just a few.. But once dominus himself showed up. You might die, Eunseo, I won’t let you die. Not again..” He knew she was lying.
“How could you do this?” She just lost her energy, she felt drained out, and she knew whatever she’s saying, it won’t convince him. He won’t change his mind.
“It’s hard for me too, but I don’t have a choice. It’s for the best.” He took a step closer to the shield, putting his hands on it. “I’m so sorry.”
“I hate you..” She mouthed him and it broke his heart so much.
“Please don’t say that. I don’t want you to hate me in my last moment with..” He gulped down all the pain, and couldn't really continue what he would say as the woman before him quickly snapped.
“Don’t you dare to say that!! You.. You have to come back here no matter what. Y-You’ll have to open this cage yourself. I don’t want this cage to break itself. You have to come back here..” She threatened him, finally giving up to just let her go. Thinking that he would be dying pained her so much. So she just needs to make sure he will fight better and come back to her.
“Promise me, you have to take me back.” She sobbed.
“I will. Please don’t cry.. You know I can’t see you crying..” Taehyung gave her a sad smile, he caressed the glass right on her stain face, hoping he could wipe her face, though in fact he couldn’t.
Jin called him, it’s time to come back and Taehyung let his hand go to her face again slowly. 
“I promise I will let you free after this war ends.” He said, didn’t even take a step back even though Jin was already calling his name again and again. He isn’t ready to leave her. 
“You have to come back Tae, promise me..” 
Taehyung only nodded. “I love you..” And Eunseo only stayed still, and didn't say anything back. He didn’t even disappoint because he deserved it.  With that last sentence he turned around and left her.
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