#and we were sooo close. i never once worried abt our friendship and yet she's the one i talk to the least now. and not for lack of trying!!
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#i definitely did not talk enough abt my friends from back home enough in my vent post#who cares abt the uni friends thing i have 3 more years minimum to make more and i've already made some great ones so far that i'm sure#will deepen. i'm angry at my friends i've known for years. wtf happened to staying in touch???#i had been so worried that i would be the cause of us losing touch bc of my adhd and stuff but here i am making a shit ton of effort#to keep up with all of them (soooo much more effort than i have ever made in our friendship before. i used to be the flaky friend!!)#and yet i keep texting [redacted] and she answers with 3 or less words and has only contacted me 3 times in the past 7 months fOR HELP WITH#HER HOMEWORK!!!! i'm not even good at math why would she ask me?????#and we were sooo close. i never once worried abt our friendship and yet she's the one i talk to the least now. and not for lack of trying!!#and then [redacted] stood me up today for the call and she never does shit like that. she's literally the most reliable out of all of us.#and [redacted] doesn't even seem to read my messages and only ever likes my instagram stories. that's not communication!!!#i always thought i loved my friends more than they loved me and i was okay with that bc i knew that i'm just so full of love#but now it looks like i wayyyy underestimated just how much of a disparity there was between how much i love them and how much they love me#just...... HOMEWORK HELP!! THAT'S IT!! FOR 7 MONTHS!!!!#fuck this shit. my new best friend is the baby i'll be hanging out with over break.#tea vents#tea talks
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