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daisywords · 1 year ago

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next time the "how are you in a crisis?" type question comes up I am going to remember this evening when I totally smashed my car into a pillar in a parking garage and then apparently forgot to turn my lights on (fluorescent lighting in said parking garage) and got flagged down by a man on the street for driving without lights (thank u sir) ALL WHILE ON THE PHONE WITH MY MOM AND SISTER and they had no idea. I was completely cool. Literally an active disaster behind the wheel (this is why I don't like driving in the city ughghgguhguhgh) and just like "oh yeah totally" on the phone.

Does this mean I am good in a crisis? more like avoidant haha. I am not thinking about my car if I can't see it it's not real. consistent with my stupid habit of just not looking at my phone for two hours if I get a text I don't want to answer

#since my silly little dinner date got canceled I decided to go get myself food for once #and was immediately reminded of a reason besides frugality that I don't just go do stuff like that more often #an entire ordeal #also literally whyyyyyyy did I do that #most avoidable accident ever it's not like I was tight for space or anything #just forgot about the giant pillar that I had literally laid eyes on second before #I joke about lacking object permanence but wow #anyway just got off the phone with my mom I didn't know how to say hey I need you to stop talking to me so I can freak out a little #(the version of which is me sitting chilling breathing normal just typing this post)#anyway AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #I don't actually care that much the car still drives and that's what I care about #it's just. it's very visible. people are going to ask me about it

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