#and unfortunately chasing that high usually does finish in being cast aside once you're no longer hot shit
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Love it when I stumble upon a new blog for someone I used to write with like, five years ago, and find out I'm still blocked. Homie. Was the beef that bad.
#ⅹⅳ loci phantasma ( ooc. )#i left a group rp server for my own comfort and because i didn't explicitly say why the whole gang ended up blocking me#like.... my dude i just didn't vibe with one of the new folks. that isn't a crime. and it isn't lying#but yeah sure continue to find out my urls and block me. ill return the favor. it makes it easier for all of us#negative tw#more. lamenting than drama intended. more disgust with who i used to he#my brain wasn't even fully formed 5 years ago#like. looking back at it. i was so cringe#i was so desperate to fit in and feel wanted and - yes. even popular. i wanted to be desired#and unfortunately chasing that high usually does finish in being cast aside once you're no longer hot shit#i honestly would not be surprised if i had just been tolerated and they were looking for a reason to cut me off. thats happened before#when you're a glutton you will eat until your stomach hurts. i would gorge on the attention even though -#it ached afterward. i was so embarrassing lol
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