#and they're shaking their heads in disappointment at how socially needy I'm becoming
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Ugh part 2
#I look back at my younger self like they're the spirit of my ancestors#or my past lives#and they're shaking their heads in disappointment at how socially needy I'm becoming#NONE OF THEM PREPARED ME FOR THE HORRIBLE LONELINESS I'M FEELING IN MY LATE 20S WHAT THE FUCK#Like I'm not feeling insane enough to want kids thank God because I'm genuinely mentally professionally and financially shit ass fuck#But oh I'm starting to understand now why people want to settle down#like you want someone to be your partner for life#that horrible longing for an anchor someone to run to any time if you need help#but fuck it I don't know if I'm ready for that or even how to get that#I don't feel like I'm independent enough to ever stand on my own if they leave me#I'd be gutted devastated utterly ruined#I probably should go to therapy instead of going to tumblr#But my God this is so horribly overwhelming and it's a horrible internal conflict#LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS PLEASE I JUST WANT A JOB
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