#and they'll just tell me to leave my current job and focus on studying
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Being overwhelmed by other's expectations+ the amount of work I have to do leads me to procrastinate which leads to disappointing myself and others + more work piling up which leads to more procrastination and this cycle repeats ad nauseam
#i know i need to break negative cognitive patterns as they do not help at all#but i really do not believe ill ever be able to pass la oposición#like I don't think i have what it takes#and idk which daughter/person ppl in my life remember but i cant be her#or. i dont think i can#idk im so overwhelmed and I wish i could talk about this with my family#but like. I can't take a break#and they'll just tell me to leave my current job and focus on studying#but that's not the iisue#its. studying.#idk how to do it anymore.#and theres so much to do#even trying to find a preparador is giving me anxiety#anyway. gotta start the work day and finish preparing classes#olaya speaks
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