#and then anything that's a bigger spoilers i'll properly tag as such

[ryeallytired]

Fair warning that I have finished reading the Murderbot Diaries and am releasing myself upon the tag, blacklist it now if you don’t want any spoilers of any kind!

[oftheblue]

So I finally read the new chapter and I have to say that every time when I think that my admiration for Mochizuki couldn't get any bigger, she continues to prove me otherwise. I'm not sure which word could I use to properly convey all of my feelings but I think saying 'happy' is the best one for now. And yeah, I may not remember when was the last time I didn't cry while reading the new chapter, I do feel bad for Misha, I feel bad for all of what they all had to go through, Vanitas saying no to Misha and confirming what crossed all of our minds so long ago about how we'll probably have the "you know which parallel" (i'll put additional spoilers in tags for the sake of those who still didn't get to read the chapter yet) and just in general knowing that the bigger troubles are yet to come can't be really described as happy... But just as the sky clearing up and the sunrays fighting through the clouds being shown in the last panel, for a brief moment there's hope. And for a brief moment, there's peace. There are gentle smiles. Hands reaching out to each other. And a whole new level of trust. There's Vanitas and Noe knowing that no matter what comes, they can do it because they're together. Aaaah!! I have so many feels for them and could talk about this chapter for hours and hours but I better stop here before I spoil anything more. In any case, as always, looking forward to the next chapter! Let's see if it will be the first one in a long time that doesn't make me run out of tissues 😂❤️