#and the tension of patricktashi is that he wasn't there for any of it..... he's always telling her What She Is so there's a shared delusion | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nicollekidman · 7 months ago

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tashiart can only ever be Exactly What They Are, patricktashi is the comfort and possibility of pretending like you're both still teenagers, patrickart is sandbox love that actually never died, patricktashiart past present and future all together baby

#i have a coherent post about this but #all the tension in tashiart is that she cannot hide from him bc he's seen All Of Her and they've stitched each other back together #they're so deeply in the Here and Now it's so deeply painful for her bc she doesn't want Now and him because it's everything he's wanted #and the tension of patricktashi is that he wasn't there for any of it..... he's always telling her What She Is so there's a shared delusion #that they can go back to the time Before when it was all just endless future #patrickart is like. well. we were always going to end up back here. nice to see you fired up about something #and that's why they all need each other because they need the elation of the past while still having a reason to look Forward to the future #patrick's insistence on the Past is actually what allows them all to have a future... .we love it #challengers

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