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she-toadmask · 5 years ago

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Does anyone else just suddenly feel lost?

Like existential stuff?

Like ‘I need to know what I am’?

Because sometimes I just get kind of anxious (and feel soft and a bit floaty or fluffy or something) and take a bunch of the same type of ‘what are you’ quiz in a strong need to know what exactly I am of some category of things

Some nights it’s aura color but tonight it’s superpower

It’s been a while so I’m confused usually I’d think it’s future anxiety over ‘what am I going to do in college’ but I’m kinda chill about Coronavirus as stupid as that is and I know what I’m doing next year so I’m lost am I just in a super mood because I watched Megamind and it’s midnight and I need to go to sleep?

#delete later #sometimes i sense like i have something on the top of my head like catgirl ears #or a sensation on my back where you might draw wings on a winged person #but not at my shoulder blades more below those on either side of my spine #and sometimes a sensation at the top of my butt in the middle like a big area like where a tiefling would have a tail or something #i have this memory or something of being in a dark room and there being a silhouette in the bright doorway on the left of the far wall #like the setup of what i think is my 0-2ish year old bedroom #but not quite i dont think the ceiling is right #maybe im making shit up and the sensations are just overactive mind #and the 'what am i' stuff tonight is because i watched megamind and its midnight #and i broke minecraft world earlier so that isnt helping my mood #lord this turned into a vent in the tags #i seriously need to delete this in the morning

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