#and that's when i realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable
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#mom. i know i let you down.#though you say the days are happy. why's the power off and i'm fucked up?#don't you place the blame on me as you pour yourself another drink#i guess we are who we are. maybe we took this too far#our house was vietnam; desert storm; and both of us put together could form an atomic bomb#and forever we could drag this on and on but. agree to disagree#that gift for me up under the christmas tree don't mean shit to me#why are we always at each other's throats?#he fucked us both. we're in the same fucking boat. you think that'd make us close#i was the man of the house; the oldest; so my shoulders carried the weight of the load. then *** got taken away by the state#and that's when i realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable#i hate it though but. i guess we are who we are#i was angry. rightfully? maybe so. never meant that far to take it though#i think of *** being placed in a home and all the medicine you fed us and how i just wanted you to taste your own#but now the medication's taking over and your mental state's deteriorating slow#i'm way too old to cry. this shit is painful though#oh what a tangled web we have. one thing i never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was#as i look back i'm mad i didn't get the chance to thank you for being my mom and my dad#i guess we are who we are. headlights shining in the dark night. i drive on. maybe we took this too far#if the crew can't wake me up. just know that i'm alright#i guess we are who we are#i want a new life.#/lyrics#music stuff#Seven's Defining Playlist#vent blogging#Spotify
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That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable
And to this day we remained estranged and I hate it though
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