#and that's okay!! i just feel like i didn't give rin a fair chance and i feel sad about that bc i love her too. i love her so so much | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

quietlyblooms · 2 months ago

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honestly speaking, the idea of going back to my dorverold multimuse stresses me out bc i think i would just want to start over? and make rin the main muse like i always should have done, but i dunno. it felt like work trying to get people invested in her before, and i just!! don't particularly want to deal with that again. which is sad to say, but it is what it is. i'm happy enough being able to just incorporate aspects of that lore into chiyo's modern fantasy verses for now. maybe in the future i'll commit to putting in the work for rin and her story.

#there were some people who were invested in her and that!! made me so happy!! truly!! y'all know who you are #but it's like? i couldn't develop her properly bc my inspiration would die as a result of feeling like there wasn't much interest #i latched onto cyrillo bc well!! he's a very lovable character and it was so much easier to get people interested in him #if i'm honest i feel like it's my fault too bc i did heavily favor him once i started writing him and even now i love writing him #and that's okay!! i just feel like i didn't give rin a fair chance and i feel sad about that bc i love her too. i love her so so much #ahhhh i'm sorry to ramble about this out of the blue #i just feel a lil sad looking at my old blog #one day!! i'll feel up to rebooting it!! i just don't want the stress i had before #there were a lot of mixed and overwhelming feelings on that blog i fear #a lot of good memories though!! i have to stress that!! i'm so grateful for the friends i made there and who followed me #when i moved chiyo here :' )) i feel very lucky :' ))#but that's enough out of me! i've spoken way too much as it is asdfg #get ready to ramble | ooc

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