#and that i don't deserve to study my thesis bcs i only rediscover my sexuality at this age
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#i have come to a point where other socmeds are just so noisy and there's nowhere else i can breath and say something in peace#anyway#overthinking malala lol#idk i just feel like i'm being such a fake#and that i don't deserve to study my thesis bcs i only rediscover my sexuality at this age#and like i have to give it up for another topic#but i'm also really lazy these days#and all of these thoughts would mix and mesh into a whole confusion and emptiness where i feel like i don't know what i want#eventho it's funny bcs i'm doing things that will lead me to places more or less where i feel like i wanna be#but at the moment i am so uneasy#idk maybe being in between or transitioning towards things is making me uneasy#sighs#why does no one told me being in your 20s felt a whole lot of trial and error#only that each of your decision feels like a weight on your shoulder#or like a decisive throw that would determine the path of your life#which is so stupid bcs many years from now i'm going to be so different than the one i am now probably#which both excites and scares me#ougfh maybe i need sleep
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